When Hua Tianyu rushed to the hospital, Ji Wanxin had already fallen into a coma, her Jiuyin Absolute Pulse suddenly recurred, her condition took a sharp turn for the worse, and her heart pulse was unsustainable. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Seeing Hua Tianyu coming, Park Jinyan nodded to him: "You go in and see her for the last time!" After Park Jinyan finished speaking, tears appeared in his eyes, and the two were no longer rivals at this moment.

Hua Tianyu's heart was extremely heavy, and when he heard Park Jinyan's words, his heart felt a throbbing pain, and he walked into the ward with heavy steps.

Ji Tianqing sat in front of the hospital bed, looking at his daughter's 'sleeping' appearance, and when he heard the footsteps, he didn't look back, just stood up and walked to Hua Tianyu's side, and gently patted him on the shoulder.

"She hopes to see you for the last time, you can come, Wanxin will be very happy, you can send her on the last ride, if she can know, she will be very happy!"

After speaking, Ji Tianqing stuffed a letter into his hand, and then walked out, and there seemed to be a strand of gray hair between his temples for a moment.

Hua Tianyu walked to the bed, on the snow-white bed, Ji Wanxin was like a sleeping Snow White in a fairy tale, as if she was asleep, Hua Tianyu's heart was torn as if it was cut by a knife, he held back his tears, sat in front of Ji Wanxin's bed, and grabbed her hand tremblingly.

This was the first time he took the initiative to hold Ji Wanxin's hand, her hand was a little cold, pale with sickly beauty.

Hua Tianyu gently put her hand on her face, so that she could feel her body temperature.

He endured the pain in his heart and choked, he didn't expect that Ji Wanxin's condition was finally uncontrollable, it broke out, life and death were impermanent, but she was too young!

He tore open the letter that Ji Tianqing gave him, this was written by Ji Wanxin to him, on it was Juanxiu's Chinese characters, her words were just like her people, beautiful and graceful, dancing gently!

"Tianyu, I may no longer be alive when you read this letter.

Yes, it should be gone.

I don't know what heaven is like, but I firmly believe that I will see my mother in heaven, because she and I are both kind women, and I believe that God will let us go to heaven, because good people will be favored by God!

In my more than 20 years of life, I have spent every day in the torment of illness, and I have never felt happy.

Because there is no sickness, no endless torment!

But even though it is painful, I still cherish the world so much, because there are relatives who love me, and you, you are the one who suddenly broke into my world, and you broke in so suddenly, that I was not even prepared for it.

It is you who I experience the taste of love, know what it feels like to love someone, no matter what, I thank you, let me taste the love of men and women in the world, let me know that love is so sweet, it turns out that missing a person can be so beautiful!

Unfortunately, I was not destined to have this opportunity, because I knew that from the day I was born, I was hovering on the verge of death, maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe the next moment, and even I didn't know if I would see the sun tomorrow after closing my eyes.

I know that I am not qualified to love at all, because I can't give anything to the other person, a home, or a child, because I can't give these to the other person, because of my illness, I may leave at any time.

So love is too extravagant for me, and I can only hope for it.

Because I can't love someone because of my illness, once I have feelings, it will aggravate my illness, so, since I was a child, I have set my vision very high, and there is no boy who can enter my eyes, so that I can live longer without falling in love!

However, I finally let go of all my self-esteem, and I couldn't help falling in love with you, and you broke into my world.

Before I met you, even I was convinced that there would be no boy I liked in this world, so how could he be so good that he could enter my world?

Then, an accident, or an accident, you broke in so abruptly, broke into my dusty emotional world, let me see love, and let me taste the taste of missing someone!

Falling in love with someone may only be a moment, there is no reason, when you hug me into the crook of your arm, when you use your body to shield me from bullets, when you love that girl wholeheartedly, when you face everything domineeringly, you deeply touch my heart, I am so hopelessly in love with you!

Yes, Tianyu, please forgive me for falling in love with you without your permission, and I, like a child, are stealing a toy of my beloved, and the feeling of wanting nothing makes my heart pound all the time.

Because you don't belong to me, but to someone else, but I still can't help but express it to you, because I know that if I don't express it, I'm afraid that I will never have the opportunity to express my love to a boy in this life, and express to him how much I love him, because my life is short and may be broken at any time!

I feel like the mermaid princess from Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tale, she wants to be loved by the prince, but I am happier than her, because my life is also short, but I can express it!

The mermaid princess has a kind and loving heart, but she can't express her love to the prince, so I want to be happier than her, because I can let my prince know how much I love him!

In the same way, we will all turn into bubbles, because God has only given us so long life!

But as long as you love it once, you will have no regrets!

Yes, it's happiness, I'm happier than the mermaid princess, because I can finally express my heart to my beloved, express my thoughts to him, whether he agrees or refuses, I just want to express it!

Once in a lifetime!

Therefore, I express it to you without hesitation.

I really hope you don't say no, but I'm afraid you'll say yes.

Because I can't give the love that my loved one deserves, and I can't stay with him for a long time.

But to my surprise, I seem to see the affection in your eyes! (If my eyes hadn't deceived me!)

Is it affection?

Whether it is, or no, I think, yes or no, I will eventually think that it is true, so that at the last moment of my life, I will know that there is a person in this world that I love, and he has also had a heart for me!

That's enough!

Life is really short and I don't know how long I can live.

So, when I came back, I wrote this letter for you, and I gave it to my father, and told him that this is the only boy I have ever liked, and I hope that one day, when I am gone, he will be able to see this letter, and see that I used to like him so deeply that I can't help it!

I don't know when you'll see this letter, but I think it's better to be longer.

Because in this way, I can exist in this world for one more day, then I will miss you one more day, love you one more day, then you can owe me more love!

When the day comes when it's time for you to leave, over there, in heaven, you can give me back all the love you owe me!

If I had one more day to live, I would be your girlfriend that day.

Do I have another day?... No.

So, it's a pity. I'm still not your girlfriend in this life.

If I had wings, I would fly down from heaven to see you.

Do I have wings?... No.

So, it's a pity. I will never see you again.

If I pour out the water of the entire bathtub, I can't extinguish the flame of my love for you.

Can you pour out all the water in the bathtub? Yes.

So, yes, I love you!

It's a pity that I haven't had time to kiss you once, so I'm leaving!

Please be kind to the girls who love you, because every one of them is like me, an angel in heaven!

Take care, my love!

Hua Tianyu's heart was torn apart in an instant, tears flowed down uncontrollably, dripping on the white paper, and he was so proud that he could no longer control the tears on his face.

He tried to stop the tears that were pouring down, but nothing could be done, his shoulders shaking, and he cried silently.

He grabbed Ji Wanxin's hand hard, didn't want to let go, and said in a choked voice.

"Yes, you read that right, I have been moved by your heart, you are such a beautiful and moving angel, how can I not be moved by your heart. But I can't, you know, I'm afraid of causing you more harm, I just want you to live well.

Wanxin, can you hear me?

You have to persevere, don't leave, if you can be brave enough to live and be my girlfriend, even if it's only for one day, only one day!"

Hua Tianyu's tears fell, he couldn't control his tears anymore, and the tears rushed across his embankment and rushed down!

The cold hand held in his hand moved slightly, Ji Wanxin's vivid face seemed to smile for a moment, two tears gently slid down the corners of her eyes, and she heard Hua Tianyu's voice.

Hua Tianyu stood up and called her name loudly, but the temperature on her hands became colder and colder, Hua Tianyu felt that his heart seemed to fall into the abyss at this moment, he was cold, holding her hand tightly, not wanting to separate, unwilling to separate.

He stood up and kissed her on the cold lips, wiping tears from the corners of her eyes.

……

Ji Wanxin's funeral was very simple, according to her last wishes, Ji Tianqing threw her ashes into the sea.

Hua Tianyu attended her funeral throughout the whole process, and his soul and life were sublimated here.

Because of Ji Wanxin's death, the delegation stayed in South Korea for two more days, and originally held a grand welcome party in China, but because Hua Tianyu's mood has not been alleviated, Wu Zuorong communicated with the domestic side, and the delegation returned to China in a low-key manner, and then held a welcome meeting after Hua Tianyu's emotions eased.

The domestic media have been paying attention to the delegation's itinerary in South Korea, but the delegation's return did not alarm any domestic media, but quietly returned to China.

Hua Tianyu didn't contact anyone, he returned to his apartment in the capital, Ji Wanxin's death had a great impact on him, the awe of life, and his attitude towards love made him unable to calm down.

He didn't tell anyone the news of his return, including his family, lovers, and friends, he just wanted to be quietly alone, there was always a faint sadness in his heart that could not be discharged, Ji Wanxin's voice and smile were always shaking in front of his eyes.

Although they had only had so many interactions before, this kind girl was deeply engraved in his heart, and he could not recover from that sad emotion.

He was thinking about life, life, everyone in his life.

After two days of silence, Hua Tianyu went to the Ministry of Health to see Tian Jingyun, although Wu Zuorong and others had already reported to Tian Jingyun the harvest and the whole process of this trip to South Korea, but Hua Tianyu never came to see him.

He knows what Hua Tianyu has experienced in South Korea, Tian Jingyun is not a stereotypical person, he understands Hua Tianyu better, he, like Hua Tianyu, is a man who dares to love and hate, flesh and blood.

The two talked for a long time in his office, and Tian Jingyun said: "When Manqiong's mother passed away, I felt that the sky had fallen, but when I saw the land ravaged after the flood, those children who lost their mothers and fathers, I knew how heavy my responsibility was, no matter what, I should shoulder the burden on my body, I am not only responsible for these children, but also my own children!"

Survive the grief and shoulder the responsibility, you will find that the world is still the same as it is, the precipitation and accumulation in life is a necessary experience in life, because we are men, so we must eventually shoulder our own responsibilities, forget the grief, remember the past, and bravely face the future, this is Uncle Tian's words to you!"

"Thank you, Uncle Tian!" Hua Tianyu's voice was choked, Tian Jingyun's words brought him a great impact, and also let him see the way he should go.

When he returned to his residence, he saw Tian Manqiong coming over and was helping him clean up his room, and during his time in South Korea, he handed over the key to Tian Manqiong, and she would call someone to clean his room every few days.

Today, she came by herself. In the two days since Hua Tianyu came back, she has not shown up. The news of his return, the country has been blocked, and she knows everything that happened in South Korea, Tian Manqiong was afraid that Hua Tianyu would not be able to get out of this matter, so she came over in person.

Seeing Hua Tianyu walk in, she smiled: "I thought you would talk to your father for a while, and come back so soon, is it better?"

Hua Tianyu looked at Tian Manqiong's concerned eyes, his heart swelled with emotion, he walked over and hugged Tian Manqiong tightly in his arms, Tian Manqiong did not resist, let him hold it!

After a while, she patted Hua Tianyu on the back and said, "Okay, it's okay, everyone knows that you're back, you can't keep hiding here!"

Only by Tian Manqiong's side can you find that kind of warmth similar to a mother, maybe every man has a plot of loving his mother, Tian Manqiong can just make Hua Tianyu feel the love of this mature woman, in her arms, his heart can be more peaceful.

[I borrowed a small poem by the ruffian Cai in "The First Close Contact", I like it very much, if you like it, you can read this novel]