Rong Yingyu hid in the room, squatting under the corner of the master bedroom, eager to bury his whole body...... The light in the small room is very good, even if it is rainy, the lamp does not need to be turned on, but today Ying Yu even if she closes all the doors and windows and closes all the curtains, she feels that it is too bright, and it is just bright...... The night had just passed, and she hoped that the day would not come, or that it would pass quickly, and she wished...... It's good that you died three years ago!

The phone is still in the bag, and the bag was still on the shoe rack when she came back last night...... Yes, she only had a little courage when Guan Zhiyao pronounced that name out of Guan Zhiyao's mouth last night...... No, no, no, she can't think about it anymore, if she thinks about it again, she will jump off the balcony without caring about her friends and family. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

......The doorbell seemed to ring for an hour, I don't know if it was broken, or the other party finally gave up, but then the person outside the door changed to knocking, and shouted to the back room early in the morning, ignoring the complaints of neighbors: "Yingyu, open the door...... I know you're at home. ”

It's Yue Lan, what is he doing here? His appearance must have something to do with Nian, but what is he going to do? They ...... What do you have to do with yourself?

After the door finally quieted down, Ying Yu's fear deepened again, is someone who can be relied on leaving?

No, she should have been more heartbroken, because the person she had just fallen in love with and relied on was the one who knew her past, and he ...... What is the purpose?

Then, the sound of metal grinding of the key into the hole was heard...... This made Ying Yu's whole body tremble greatly, and she raised her head after not sleeping all night. With bloodshot eyes open, staring straight ahead...... The door enters, and through the dining room and living room, you will find your own room. At the same time as she seemed to unlock it, she jumped up and closed the bedroom door as fast as she could, locking it...... After moving the dresser, the whole person hid behind the dresser, and heard the people outside enter the house, closed the door, and changed their shoes. Walk past the dining room and living room, then ...... Stopped in front of the door behind her.

"Knock knock. With just two knocks on the door, her mind took her back to one night three years ago, when a bloody face approached her. She jumped out of bed in shock, it was at her parents' house in Bai'an City, there was a storage room with only one vent next to the entrance, and she spent another night in this dark space......

"Dad...... Mother...... Are you at home? I'...... I'm hungry......"

"You ......" suddenly there was a sound outside. scared her. When she listened carefully, she realized that it was her father's voice, and she listened to him with a little peace of mind: "Ying Yu, don't blame your parents, since four years ago, your rebellious period has not ended...... I know you're bitter, but if you continue like this, your whole person will be ruined, and your parents will only have a daughter like you!"

"I'm sorry...... Sorry Dad...... "Darkness hides everything. But the horror is magnified, and some things are invisible and you don't know if they're approaching. In the past few days, I have always dreamed of the same dream when I wake up from sleep, and I hear the crying of my parents outside...... She realized that after so many years, she had lived a ...... How terrible!

"Ying Yu...... Are you ready?" "Mom is here, she was not at home a few days ago, Dad said that she went to the temple to help the man eat the Sutra of Fasting, and she did not stop for the past two days when she came back, and the law has acquitted her, but if they still don't let go of their daughter, the kind Dad and Mom can think of the way - is to pray for the Bodhisattva's protection.

"Hmm. She took a deep breath with her parents outside the door, and then Dad reached out and opened the unlocked door, and Dad said, "Ying Yu, this room can let go of all your fears and insecurity...... We can lock them up when you're done, but they won't disappear until you actually face them one day!"

So she locked herself inside for a week, when the door opened...... The sunlight outside the sun shone warmly on his face the moment Dad opened the door...... Ying Yu felt comfortable, and for the first time in his heart, he felt a sense of security on the ground!

Then he was hugged into his arms by his father: "Ying Yu...... You've grown up!"

With just one sentence, she knew how she should face life next......

Thinking of this, Ying Yu got up, and when she couldn't tell whether she was in reality or memory, she pushed away the dresser, as if she had put aside the darkness in her body, her courage finally had a place to stay, she was waiting...... Reaching for the doorknob, she was expectant...... The sunshine and hugs at the moment of opening the door......

The door opened in response, and the light came in, and when Ying Yu mustered up the courage to open the door all, he was pulled into his arms by the tall shadow in front of him...... The hug and the sunshine came as she had hoped, and she finally laughed out loud in her strong, secure embrace.

"Ying Yu...... Don't be afraid, I'm here, and I'll help you face the past together. Yue Lan patted her on the back gently, and then Ying Yu cried in his arms, he said: "You are not wrong, you are not wrong, but you were still young that year, and the picture is too terrible, so you have not dared to face it so far, I know...... We all know you're not wrong,...... With me with you, don't be afraid...... We bravely face the past, and it ...... You can leave. ”

"They don't want to let me go. ”

"It's not your fault, it's not that they don't want to let go, it's that you don't want to let go of them. ”

"But...... But ......"

"Don't worry, you don't have to go back to three years ago, we can start with seven years ago, you were just eighteen years old that year, aren't you?"

In fact, we have seen Ying Yu-Yue Yan patted her back forcefully, so that her mood stabilized, and her thoughts followed his steady tone, returning to the era of the flower season-

It was a coincidence that I was able to sit in this bar, and I was obviously passionate about the oboe, but I was learning the cello because of my father's childhood dream, and I accepted it thoughtlessly, I was just eighteen years old, and I didn't expect that my belated rebellious period had arrived......

Drinking, smoking, gambling, and even making friends promiscuously, my world was in darkness before it became mature and had an accident, and the detention center and the education bureau often came to talk to me and my family...... They never found out what the problem was, and where it started, and I thought about it later...... Perhaps, it has nothing to do with the cello.

Millet didn't talk to me much since that year, and she was probably as scared of me as her friends before her.

Especially when she was preparing to study painting abroad for two years...... I'm going to let it go completely!

But I still don't know anything about the oboe, about the idea...... I woke up at the crack of dawn to find myself lying on a strange alley corner, waking up from my own vomit with the same sensation that left me feeling hopeless and deeply uneasy...... I drank a broken piece last night, but something must have happened, I've never felt so bad!

Discomfort is common, and inexplicable, last night's "friends" did not leave a single one, and during this period, I have never thought about the question of whether I lost my life or not.

When I got home, I locked the door, closed all the curtains, and during the day was when I fell asleep, and in my dreams I was very good, and there were often two men who looked similar but not the same, and one would take her drunk and smoked to wash, and he said, "Good, don't move, you don't move, I'll serve our great writer to clean up, and then go and sleep well......"

One often takes her out to play, his arms are strong, follow him, and the whole world is kind......

She thought that it would be good that neither of them would appear at the same time, and as for why these two people appeared, maybe she wanted a sense of security!

Yes, a sense of security!

Mom and Dad sat outside for nine hours, waiting for me to wake up, get out of the room, and ...... Want to talk to me.

In that conversation, I promised not to make any more trouble!

And "noisy" just means that the mood is no longer irritable, but I don't know that I haven't changed, but the appearance of silence is not acceptance, but "The Walking Dead"......

They don't understand, no one can understand. (To be continued.) )