"We have to go through at least three baptisms of faith before we can adapt to the normal world. For the first time, I know that the relationship between people is not a life-and-death struggle, and your thinking must be able to accommodate different beings. The second is to know that any power has a boundary, if you believe that someone's power has no boundaries, you will be played to death. The third time is to know that human nature is two-sided, and to dare to bear the uncleanness of one's heart is the truly credible ......"

Before the age of sixteen, the boundless jungle training in the sea of bitterness gave Xiao Sheng's faith the first baptism. Far from the sinister world, he really began to understand that the relationship between people is not only life and death, but also a kind of existence called 'comrade-in-arms'.

Before sixteen arrived in the army, the thorn strip that was bound was completely loosened by the old man Nalan. Xiao Sheng, who is high in the sky, has another layer of identity - Nalan Dashao. In the end, this 'big young' was replaced by the 'evil young'. More and more people are offended, and the reputation is getting louder and louder. For this, King Nalan Yama paid for nearly a year in prison!

This is the time period when Xiao Sheng's values and worldview are formed. The Nalan people did not deliberately regulate Xiao Sheng's anything, but only guided. Slowly guide in the domineering and smiling. And in this process, Xiao Sheng completed the second baptism of faith in his life - any power has a boundary.

It has been more than ten years since I joined the army. ★ Born and died hundreds of times, and the tasks he took on were countless. From the initial caution, to today's ease. What has changed is the years, and what has not changed is the original intention!

The cultivation of character makes Xiao Sheng still so out of tune. But the baptism of faith is still going on imperceptibly. Gradually, he understood. Human nature is two-sided, and the courage to bear the impurity of one's own heart is truly credible.

The three baptisms of faith have created a legend that has never been seen before, and perhaps no one will come after a long time. 'Facebook', a code name with great flaunting significance, has become the 'faith' of a generation. There is no exaggerated propaganda, word of mouth is a matter of course.

In the past, Xiao Sheng only felt that his old man only gave him this ability. But as he grew older, he understood that what the old man really gave him was the baptism of faith that was enough to change the fate of his life.

Maybe without these, he is just the third generation of the Nalan family. Living without worrying about food and clothing, enjoying the life of the blessings of his parents. But the future is at a loss, and I don't know what I live all day long......

Busy...... It is very appropriate to use these four words to describe the twenty-nine years that have passed since Xiao Sheng. Sometimes, I really want to stop. Stop and take in the sights, people, and things around you. But the duty sues him that you can't and won't allow you to do so.

When Xiao Sheng accepted the posthumous award of 'martyr', he already knew about it. All subsequent trajectories are no longer under his control. As it says in the Spy movie, you may be alive, but you don't belong to this world anymore.

But to Xiao Sheng's relief, he had ten rare days off before his next mission. A vacation that was entirely his own. There are no bonds, no duty, no bondage of glory. Relax, relax, and maybe finally enjoy this tranquil time.

Of course, for a martyr who has died, he cannot see his family, his children, and even more so his parents. The only thing I can see him is Jiaojiao, who is also isolated!

No one could have imagined that in the only leisure time, Xiao Sheng would choose the place where the 'dream begins'. I went to the dense forest of Changbai Mountain, which is still inaccessible. Only in a certain area, you will hear the loud military songs, as well as the hearty sound of special combat soldiers.

Sitting on the west-facing col, the sunset reflected Xiao Sheng's cheeks. As the sun sets, large areas of the woods are covered in this touch of ruddy. Jiaojiao, who had cut her hair short, sat quietly next to Xiao Sheng. Following his gaze, he looked at the soldiers who were still training not far away.

"I've been in this woods for eight years, and the outermost wooden house is where my dream began. When I was young, I was trained purely by obedience. When I got older, I began to question: What am I working so hard for? What is the use! The old and unscrupulous old man answered this question to me when I was in love. For the sake of your woman, not to be bullied. For the sake of your family, don't be humiliated. For the sake of this land not being trampled on......"

"I'm a man with very low emotional intelligence. At least that's what I thought in those days. Maybe he was brainwashed by the old man. Anyway, at that time, my beliefs were so strong that I was afraid of myself. ”

Listening to Xiao Sheng's whispering. Jiaojiao, who has a shallow smile on her face, acts as a loyal listener. Whenever Xiao Sheng talked about the ugly things in training, she would laugh out loud without fear. The laughter is crisp and intoxicating. As a result, many soldiers of the surrounding reconnaissance companies all looked sideways.

"Sixteen years old, the age of rebellion and questioning of the faith. I walked out of here that year, and I walked so far that I suddenly felt like the sky was high and I could swim. I began to vent the feelings I had suppressed for more than ten years. Mixed in major night clubs and circles. Powerful, rich, and a dad that no one dares to mess with. Hehe...... Full of joy, but full of loneliness! Behind the seemingly beautiful scenery, I kept asking, I suffered so much here back then, just to come out and harm them?"

When Xiao Sheng said this, Jiaojiao looked at the man beside him who was haunted by his dreams. No matter when, she can always feel the sorrow imposed on him by the outside world from the other party. I can't say why, but it's true.

"I was not treated well, even reviled by. There are only a few fox friends and dog friends, and most of them are unreliable white-eyed wolves. At this point, if something happens in the Nalan family, only Gangzi dares to stand up, and he can see it clearly!"

Jiaojiao, who was no longer silent, replied thoughtfully at this time: "Life is more prosaic, less ups and downs, and the stage of each established circle is so big." It's impossible to get everybody to squeeze in and dance. Someone goes up, someone comes down. You've been dominating, depriving those below who have a chance, and making those who dance on stage lose their brilliance. In this case, it's okay if you don't fall, once you fall. It is the brother who is willing to help you, the one who does not fall into the well can cooperate, and it is the villain who kicks you behind the back, and the ...... who provokes you head-on"

"It must be true love!"

When Xiao Sheng coldly took this sentence, Jiaojiao was stunned at first, and then covered her mouth and laughed. Xiao Sheng, who turned his head, stared straight at the other party at this time, and put away his smile with a smile that was not confident......