461.Chapter 461: The Good Guys, the Bad Guys
Looking at the two childish children in the painting, Xia Yanxin was a little sad, this little boy looks about the same age as Kimi, but dressing like that is really sympathetic. What kind of ruthless parents would abandon such a young child?
"yes, I messed it up, and I don't think the little wolf will ever forgive me again. Kimi felt so guilty, he hated himself so much, why was he so angry!
"Where...... Baby, if you didn't mean it, I'm sure he'll forgive you. If you really think of him as a friend, he will also keep you in his heart. ”
"Really, will he come to me in the future?" Kimi was a little excited.
"Hmm...... It should be ......," Xia Yanxin smiled and comforted.
"Great, if I meet him next time, I must apologize well and bring him to my house, you will definitely like them. ”
"Of course, as long as it's a baby's friend, Mommy will definitely treat them well......"
"Great, Mommy, tell me a bedtime story now!"
As always, Xia Yanxin hugged Kimi to bed, laid out the quilt for him, and then dimmed the lights and told him a story, tonight's story is "The Daughter of the Sea......
Halfway through speaking, Kimi suddenly looked at Xia Yanxin with a pair of big eyes, "Mommy, is Uncle Chu a bad person?"
"Uh......"
Xia Yanxin was stunned, since the incident in Nanshan Mental Hospital, she has been in a super busy state, and this state has made her forget a lot of events...... For example, Chu Sihao.
At this time, when Kimi was abruptly brought up, her heart suddenly felt a little swollen and uncomfortable.
Is Chu Sihao a bad person? She never seemed to have thought of this question, because this is a question that she doesn't need to think about at all, since she was a child, his love and dedication to her, and his care for her have been doubled, almost like a relative, this kind of good, she believes that there will never be such a person in this world who is willing to treat her like this. Yes, it is true that he once drugged her in a mental hospital in order to forbid her from associating with Long Yutian, and during that time she hated him, she hated his obsession, and hated his interference...... However, in the end, the sacrifice he made to save her was enough to dissipate all the hatred in her heart.
"No, he's not a bad person, it's just that good people sometimes make mistakes, and when our relatives or friends make mistakes, we all have to give him a chance to mend his ways. Xia Yanxin smiled.
Kimi nodded thoughtfully, a knowing smile on her cute little face, "Mommy is right, I decided, forgive him now!"
"Well, Mommy has forgiven him too......" Xia Yanxin's voice was a little astringent and trembling.
"Then, Mommy, can I still meet Uncle Chu in the future?"
Kimi didn't know anything about what happened after that fire, and he naively thought that his Uncle Chu would still play with him......
Xia Yanxin's eyes were astringent and she wanted to cry, but in the end she held back, she didn't know how to explain the heavy topic of life and death to Kimi.
"Uh, baby, you're going to sleep today, shall we talk about that later?"
"Okay, Mommy!"
"Baby, good night reads;!" Xia Yanxin took a sip on Kimi's soft little face, got up and walked out.
"Mommy, good night...... I love you forever. Kimi's little face smiled sweetly.
Xia Yanxin turned off the lamp, got up and walked out of Kimi's bedroom.
There was no light in the living room, the moon was bright outside, shining in through the window, it was quiet and warm, Xia Yanxin stood next to the curtain, staring at the sky in the distance.
In the days when she was just discharged from the hospital, she never had the courage to go to Chu Sihao's tomb to worship, and now, the most painful and difficult moment in her heart has passed, she should go to see him, at least tell him personally, she forgives him.
"Xiaoman, are you free tomorrow?Come with me to sweep Chu Sihao's grave!" Xia Yanxin sent a text message to Shen Xiaoman.
Shen Xiaoman quickly replied, "You're still asleep, aren't you?" If Chu Sihao knew that you were going to sweep the tomb, he would definitely hate you to death." ”
"What do you mean? He doesn't want to see me?"
"Hehe, Chu Sihao is not dead, you are going to sweep his grave, isn't this a curse on him?"
"Not dead!!!Where is he now?"
"Fraternity Hospital!"
Xia Yanxin was shocked, why did she keep thinking that Chu Sihao was dead in her subjective consciousness? Oh yes, when that pillar fell down, she felt that it was impossible for him to survive...... Bastard, Long Yutian, this bad guy, he never mentioned this matter, no wonder he interrupted the last time she mentioned worship.
"Xiaoman, I want to see him now, is that okay?"
"Okay, I'll be waiting for you in the hospital in an hour!"
At nine o'clock in the evening, Xia Yanxin hurried to Bo'ai Hospital, fortunately Long Yutian was not there, otherwise it might be difficult for her to see Chu Sihao.
In the night, Shen Xiaoman stood at the gate of the hospital waiting for her.
"Xiaoman, why don't you tell me that Chu Sihao is still alive?"
"Hey, did you never ask me if I was okay?Besides, he wasn't alive either;!" Shen Xiaoman didn't deliberately hide it, but the current state of Chu Sihao made Xia Yanxin feel more uncomfortable when he saw it, but after all, the paper couldn't contain the fire......
"What do you mean he is not alive?" Xia Yanxin asked curiously.
Shen Xiaoman tilted his head, "Come with me!"
Xia Yanxin didn't ask again, and silently followed behind Shen Xiaoman, feeling very complicated.
It was a separate room, located in a special corner on the top floor of the inpatient department, it was very quiet, there was little movement on weekdays, and almost no one else came to disturb it except for the nurses who came every day for routine maintenance.
Therefore, at this time, Xia Yanxin's footsteps were extremely heavy, as if they hit her heart.
She couldn't remember the moment when he was hit by a pillar, she couldn't forget his last voice, the closest friend who had been with you for most of his life, and he was gone......
Shen Xiaoman pushed open the ward, and the figure lying on the hospital bed directly met Xia Yanxin's eyes.
The moment she saw Chu Sihao, Xia Yanxin suddenly burst into tears, and involuntarily made a call in her throat, and stumbled to his side, "Brother Sihao......"
Yes, it was still the same familiar face, but his eyes were closed forever, and he would never smile at her again, call her words, or cook a good meal for her...... His life will be frozen here forever.
"Uh...... I didn't suffer any burns, mainly the brain and back, but it was healed. But the brain injury is a permanent wound that cannot be recovered...... I'm sorry, but I'm afraid that's all he can do in his life. Shen Xiaoman's voice was low, revealing an endless sadness.
In fact, she also witnessed Chu Sihao's love for Xia Yanxin for many years, and she also did her best for Chu Sihao's condition......
Holding Chu Sihao's hand, Xia Yanxin was immersed in sadness for a long time...... At this time, Xia Yanxin really understood why Shen Xiaoman said that Chu Sihao was not alive, and the state of a vegetative person was basically not much different from being dead.
"Arise, ...... Words"
Shen Xiaoman couldn't bear Xia Yanxin's painful appearance, and reached out to pull her up.
"Xiaoman, is it possible for him to wake up?" Xia Yanxin held on to a glimmer of hope.
Shen Xiaoman shook his head heavily, "Yanyan, we are not gods, we are just ......"
"I know, I mean...... It's not often that there are such clips on TV, where a vegetative person who has been asleep for many years suddenly woke up under the call of his relatives. Xia Yanxin held Shen Xiaoman's shoulder and asked anxiously.
"Uh...... How do you say that? In other words, is that TV good? TV is all fiction...... Well, it may be possible, but the odds are slim to none. Shen Xiaoman shook her head helplessly, as long as there was a little hope, she would work hard.
Xia Yanxin looked sad and silently let go of her hands, "It's all my fault, if I hadn't come back from France, if I hadn't had a fake marriage with him, maybe he wouldn't have suffered this crime." ”
Shen Xiaoman smiled bitterly, "Yanyan, why are you so troubled! This is not your reason, it is Chu Sihao who has fallen too deeply, although his intentions are good." But what he did was wrong, he shouldn't have imprisoned you in a mental hospital, it was a disservice to you! Even if you didn't have a fake marriage with him, he would have done it to prevent you from being with Long Yutian. Besides, this is not the reason for his injury, I feel that you have to investigate carefully, why the mental hospital suddenly caught fire, there is no reason for this!"
Xia Yanxin sighed, "What you said, Long Yutian has already gone to investigate. The cause of the fire was due to the old equipment of the hospital, and a generator was in disrepair and caught fire. ”
Shen Xiaoman gently patted Xia Yanxin's shoulder, "Yanyan, I think you should cheer up and prepare well for your future life." If Chu Sihao is still conscious, he will definitely hope that you will live well. ”
"Well, I will! I'll live well. Xia Yanxin turned around and glanced at Chu Sihao on the ward, I don't know if it was because of the illusion or the perspective of light, she actually saw a smile on the corner of Chu Sihao's mouth. It's just that this smile is fleeting, and by the time she looks at it carefully, it has long since disappeared. Brother Si Hao, I hope you will be able to wake up in the future.
"Love is so heavy, love hurts so much, no matter how much I promise, it's just empty...... If it's too bitter and forget me, a heart only asks you to truly understand, no matter how strong the love is, you can't untie the shackles of love......"
Behind her, I don't know where this sad song came, as if hovering in her heart.