258: Selfishness, love-hate entanglement
A graceful woman in a white dress with a veil of the same color on her face stood in front of Gong Che and looked at his sleeping face fixedly. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
There was an unconcealable annoyance in the woman's indifferent eyes: "You continue to entangle with her, but I can't let you hurt him anymore." Slowly, the emotion in her eyes returned to indifference: "Do you know? Whenever I know that he has suffered a reincarnation because of you and her, my heart is like being cut by a knife, it hurts, I hurt very much at that moment, I want to slash you, but I can't, she is the most noble little princess in my clan, how can I hurt her with my own hands? But, again and again, my heart is like a knife, so I have to do something for him......"
A cold wind suddenly blew in from the window, blowing off the complexion on her face, but she continued as if she didn't notice it: "Sometimes when I think about it, I am really afraid. However, now I don't want to take care of it too much, although I still can't get rid of her by myself, but I can let you and her continue to be entangled, and in the last reincarnation, if he is still pulled back by you, the consequence will be to be wiped out with you, and he will disappear forever in the Six Realms. ”
The woman has an amazing beauty, and she is absolutely captivating.
Her beauty is a gem that has been treasured for thousands of years, not only as beautiful as ever, but also precious and eternal.
She not only has the most innocent and pure charm of women, but also has the intoxicating style that has been precipitated for thousands of years.
"What I didn't expect was that in this last life, he actually met you before you with that smart, elegant, and cute elf, and became husband and wife early, how can this be? He is the man I love, the man I have liked for a long time, I have loved for a long time, and I want to stay together for a long time, why did she take it away? She obviously likes you, and she is obviously entangled with you for one life after another, how can she throw herself into his arms in this life? He is the person I like, and only me and him have a heart-to-heart relationship with each other, maybe we can help him succeed in the catastrophe. ”
"Hehe!" the woman smiled coldly: "Forget? Forget the past that has been tangled between you and her in every life? No, you can't forget, you have to think of her, remember the past, so that you will continue to entangle with her." ”
"And I have come to you today to help you!"
At this point, the woman took out a delicate and small, extremely round crystal bottle from her bosom, and combined it into a soft and mysterious pattern with light arcs engraved on it.
Caressing the crystal bottle, she lowered her eyes and looked at it, and then her eyes fell back on Gong Che's sleeping face: "Prince Mo, this is what I spent a lot of time to make for you, it's called Blue Charm." The bottle contained a small semi-dark blue liquid, and with the light sway of her slender jade hand, it instantly resembled a charming flower blooming in the silence of midnight, and a faint glance would make people uncontrollably remember it in their hearts, and they would never forget it.
The corners of her mouth curled slightly, and she said, "Drink it, and you will think of everything, the past between you and the little princess of my clan, and your love-hate entanglement." After a moment of silence, her eyes became deep: "Prince Mo, in fact, you don't deserve to have the little princess of my clan at all, but people are selfish, therefore, I don't want Qingtian to be with the little princess, and you, it's best to learn from the memories of the past, fall in love with that elf wholeheartedly, and be willing to give up everything for her." Otherwise......" The words in her mouth were suddenly interrupted, and she stretched out her jade hand, broke Gong Che's lips together, which looked a little chapped, and poured all the blue charm in the crystal bottle into it.
Gong Che's eyes were closed, and he didn't seem to have the slightest consciousness, but he vaguely heard someone saying something to him, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't hear the words that came out of the man's mouth clearly, and he couldn't open his eyelids.
Suddenly, he felt a liquid in his mouth enter his throat, and the liquid was cool, with a faint sweet fragrance, like the beautiful lingering of the world, entwining him in it.
He wanted to move but couldn't, he suddenly felt depressed, and wanted to break free from the vine-like entanglement, but there was nothing he could do.
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? Am I in a dream?" he asked himself subconsciously, "Why am I trembling, whether it's the bones in my body, or the blood flowing in my body, or the flesh that covers the bones, my forehead trembles. At this moment, he was like a string pressed down by someone's palm, trembling, trembling, trembling and trembling, unable and powerless to be freed.
He's trying, trying to open his eyes, but he still can't.
"Who? Who's that......" couldn't see clearly, he couldn't see clearly, at this time, he didn't even know if he was in a dream or in reality.
A beautiful and delicate hibiscus face appeared in front of him
Gong Che was curious.
Did he have an entangled relationship with this little girl?
Yes, it seems, as if there is an entanglement between them.
She is very important to him, she is the woman he is deeply in love with, and the affection for each other is so strong that it is almost inseparable.
It was like a rich and delicate love being crushed and scattered to all corners of the world, but it gathered together at the fastest speed, whispering softly and affectionately in his ears.
Gong Che couldn't help it, couldn't help but want to see that face clearly, wanted to stare at her quietly, wanted to know how familiar he was with her.
Clinker, a heavy, overwhelming sense of sadness, at this time like a tide surging from the bottom of his heart, he couldn't help but have the urge to cry.
In fact, there was indeed a crystal tumbling down the corner of his closed eyes.
"It seems that Lan Mei has played its role, very good, Prince Mo, Minghua is looking forward to your performance in the future, don't let Minghua down. "The woman in white, well, that is to say, this beautiful woman is the king and queen of the god clan behind her back, stealing the worldly Minghua Fairy, she is very satisfied with the emotional changes in Gong Che's expression at this time.
The red lips curled up to wipe the beautiful arc, and she quietly stared at the sleeping face in front of her for a while, and then disappeared.
Pain swept over Gong Che, his body trembling uncontrollably on the bed, and the expression on his face was extremely painful.
Why?
Why is this happening?
He likes her, he obviously likes her, and she likes him deeply, how did they get to this point?
She hated him, her eyes were full of hatred, no, no...... And it hurts...... He could see from her eyes, from the expression on her face, that she hated him and was in the same pain as he was.
The arms at his side trembled the most.
He wanted to hug her, he wanted to hold her forever, let her feel the warmth in his arms, feel his affection.
However, at some point, he hurt her.
Harm?
Did he hurt her? He didn't know, he didn't understand.
He didn't do anything wrong, huh?
Why did she hate her? Don't she know how much he loves her?
Once, they were close to each other, they spent the moon before and after, they promised life and death, once, she laughed at him, she hurt him. In his heart, she is the only woman, and she is also the wife who wants to stay with him forever.
"Butterfly...... Die'er, no, no, you can't ...... like that" He likes her, loves her deep in the bone marrow, he has a deep connection with her, so that he doesn't want to extricate himself, he is willing to be drunk in her love, and he is willing to fall into her affection and honey without reservation.
The tip of her nose is a refreshing floral fragrance, but in front of her is her desolate and sad appearance.
She looked at him, her eyes as deep as the sea, and she had him in her eyes, and everyone present......
Tears soaked the sideburns in Gong Che's ears, and the expression on his face was grief-stricken.
"No...... You can't escape, you're mine, you'll never be able to escape......"
As soon as the picture in his mind turned, the tears in the corners of Gong Che's eyes suddenly stopped, and his expression was serene, as if he was having a very beautiful dream, but after a while, his expression changed again.
"Why not?"
"Why can't you like me?"
"Am I treating you badly?"
The expression on Gong Che's face was very hideous, as if he wanted to kill someone: "He's so good, let you ignore my feelings and want to follow him without hesitation, and be his wife?"
"Haha...... I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect that you, who are Bingqing and jade, would have his child before marrying him, ...... Why are you so shitty...... Don't you know that you are a saint and a princess of the royal family?" anger and hatred burned his heart, and he longed to strangle the girl in front of him.
"What? What are you talking about? can't be with me, because we're brothers and sisters, excuses, all excuses, do you think I'll care about that?"
The monstrous hatred was like a poisonous snake spitting snake letters, devouring his reason.
The body on the bed trembled, and Gong Che had a painful expression on his face.
"You hate me, because I killed you and the seed of iniquity that was born to you, and to him, and you hate me so far...... Come, come, stab me in the heart!"
"Don't think that you gave me eyes, don't think that he is dead, I will let you go, listen, you listen to me, even if it is a catastrophe, I will pull you along, my good sister......"
……
"How can this be? No, it's not what I want, it's not ......" The expression on his face changed, and pain and hatred were intertwined.
Blood, a lot of blood, she was tied to the altar, they used the sharp blade, cut her wrist, the blood was like an infusion, they wanted to sacrifice her blood to the gods, to use her body to pray for the blessings of the people, fire, the fire on the altar, she looked serene, the corners of her mouth hung a light smile, as if she was asleep, there was no pain.
They?
Is that really what they mean?
Ha ha!
She was pushed onto the altar and had nothing to do with him, but ...... He is not wrong, she is a saint, sacrificing to the gods and praying for the blessings of all people, that is her innate responsibility, and it is her fate.
So, he's right. It's her fault, it's the one who defiled her who is wrong!
The heartache was so great that the corners of Gong Che's closed eyes were moist again, and he didn't look in pain.
The memories of his previous life came flooding back one after another, how many lifetimes are they? How many lifetimes are the memories, Gong Che, who is deep in a dream, doesn't know at the moment, he only knows that every memory makes him miserable, and he only knows that he is obviously not wrong, why should she hate him and not be with him.
It is not an accident to meet, and it is not an accident to meet, know, and love each other, but why do they not have good results?
Every time she left and died, she was saying, "If I meet, I don't want to know you again, I don't want to like you anymore, I don't want to love you anymore, I'd rather you beat me, scold me, bully me and insult me, than you fall in love with me again!"
Gong Che's body trembled, he really didn't know what he had done wrong, and he would make her make such a resolute vow.
With her warmth in his arms, she died, died again and again, and he, after she died, followed her, what was he doing?
……
A lifetime of memories.
A love-hate entanglement in a lifetime.
A lifetime of sorrow.
Love, pain, and hatred are intertwined, and Gong Che's expression changes from time to time.
"Is this man me? But I ...... But how could I do such a thing?" Gong Che's face was pale, his brows furrowed tightly, he knew that the dejected figure in front of the tombstone was another of his previous lives. After all, one memory after another poured out in his mind, each memory was located in a different time and space, with different identities and different appearances, but the things experienced by the owner of those identities were completely as if he had experienced them himself.
Otherwise, he wouldn't empathize.
"Xiao Wu, I'm a bastard, I shouldn't have done that to you. ”
There is a photo of a woman on the tombstone, and Gong Che feels so familiar with the face on that photo.
"What's wrong with me? Why does my heart hurt so much?"
How she depended on him, how much she liked him, and he did that to her.
For countless nights, he stood on the balcony with her in his arms, looking up at the starry sky, and listening to her softly humming a moving song.
But fate played tricks on people, and he ruthlessly abandoned her.
Originally...... It turned out that he was entangled with her for life after life, it turned out that he had lost her for life after life, and it turned out that her decisive words for almost every life were to draw a line with him.
The murmur came out of her mouth, like a chain of fate, tightly wrapped around him, too heavy to carry.
The temperature of her body trembled slightly in the wind, and the smile on her face was once only for him.
It's so close, but it's so far away, as if it is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and it can't be approached, let alone touched.
No more love for him, never love him again, that is her vow, and it is because of this vow that they have never been able to stay together?
"What about the next life? Will you fall in love with him again, will you ignore me again, will you want to isolate me from your world?" He still couldn't open his eyes, and he still couldn't get out of the memories of that life after life.
"You are mine, you can only be my ......"
……
Gong Che vomited blood and fell into a coma, and he didn't wake up all day, so he didn't know what happened in the court, let alone those courtiers who were secretly enveloped by him, and they were all uneasy since they dispersed.
Especially Feng Yaozu, when he returned to the mansion, he sat in the study, worried that the emperor's decree would arrive in the mansion, and at the same time worried that the officials who stood in line in the East Palace would put on small shoes for him in front of the palace.
"Master, the hour is getting late. Mrs. Feng pushed open the door of the study, personally served her master a cup of hot tea, and reminded her.
Feng Yaozu glanced out the window, and saw that the night had fallen at some point, and the uneasiness in his heart calmed down slightly. But he didn't get up from behind the bookcase, but said to his wife, "You go back to the house and rest first, and I'll sit here for a while." Mrs. Feng knew that he must have something on his mind, so she appeared in an abnormal state today, and with a low "um", she didn't say anything more, and bowed away.
Hearing the sound of the study door closing, Feng Yaozu's tense nerves relaxed, he leaned back on the chair, closed his eyes, and his thoughts gradually drifted back to the morning and backwards......
"Lord Feng has a lot of opinions about Lone?"
Li Fu shouted a retreat, and after the hundred officials sent Emperor Wen out of the Qinzheng Palace, they walked outside the hall one after another. Feng Yaozu raised his sleeves to wipe the cold sweat on his forehead, and walked out of the gate of the Qinzheng Hall with trembling legs, just when he was secretly glad that Emperor Wen did not attack him at the court meeting, Gong Yan's indifferent and clear voice came from behind him.
With a shock to his body, Feng Yaozu turned around, saluted him respectfully, and hurriedly said, "Your Highness...... What does His Highness mean by this?" His voice trembled, and his heart tightened, for fear that His Royal Highness the Prince, who had a cold and fierce face in front of him, would slap his palm to death on the spot.
Looking at the cold sweat rolling down his forehead, the corners of Gong Yan's mouth hooked slightly: "Lord Feng doesn't know?"
"I don't know. Stabilizing his mind, Feng Yaozu's voice was slightly eager: "Your Highness, the lower officials still have important things to do, so I won't be here to chat with you." ”
Gong Yan raised his eyebrows: "Something important, Lord Feng's important thing should not be to rush out of the palace and report the success or failure of this court to the fourth brother of Lone?"
"Your Highness...... You, you don't understand what you are saying. Feng Yaozu said, paused, and said: "His Royal Highness King Ning is His Royal Highness's brother, and everyone knows what his conduct is, His Highness said casually, could it be that he is framing the lower officials for having bad intentions?" Gong Yan sneered: "It turns out that Lord Feng also knows that there is the word 'framed' in this world." His eyes were deep and cold, he nodded, and said, "Since Lord Feng understands in his heart, then Gu won't say much." As the words fell, he glanced at the other party thoughtfully, and then walked away.
When his figure was completely far away, the courtiers who walked out of the Qinzheng Hall distanced themselves from Feng Yaozu as if avoiding the plague, and Qin Guogong snorted coldly, with a mocking tone, and said: "Lord Feng is really in the limelight at today's court meeting, and he has never put His Royal Highness the Crown Prince in his eyes, I don't know which one can enter your eyes?"
Feng Yaozu was so angry that he gasped, gritted his teeth and glared at him: "Qin Guogong has been helping His Royal Highness the Crown Prince to speak, it seems that he has already been the only one who is looking at our Crown Prince, so if you do this, there is still the emperor in the eyes of the Prince?"
"Ha! Wenchen's mouth is not good, the old man is willing to bow to the wind, but the old man still has to say that the emperor is a clear monarch, right and wrong, and he has his own certainty in his heart. Qin Guogong laughed, and then looked solemn and said with a serious face. Feng Yaozu took his words and said, "Yes, the emperor is a Ming monarch, and he knows right and wrong. It's just that Grandpa Guo also impressed the lower officials!"
Qin Guogong smiled and said, "Is it? It seems that it is an honor for the old man to be impressed by Lord Feng." ”
The two looked at each other deeply, then pouted and walked away.
"I can be regarded as seeing Lord Feng's boldness, which is comparable to Liu Yushi at the beginning!" the official who walked behind sighed in a low voice.
"I have been an official for several years, but I have not made any achievements, and it is natural to take this opportunity to please that person. ”
"Who's that one to please you are?"
"Play dumb, you. ”
"If you don't say it, forget it, you don't pretend to be stupid. ”
"Actually, there's nothing to say, think about it, what His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is, as long as you have eyes, ears, and hearts, everyone knows. Besides, the emperor's love for His Royal Highness is not fake. ”
One person interjected: "The emperor is in his prime, is it just a little ......" Before he finished speaking, he was glared at by the official next to him: "Lord Li has lived enough, don't pull us along." "Criticizing the prince is unacceptable, but this will even pull out the emperor, is it because his head is in water?
Feng Yaozu has two daughters, and the eldest daughter married the eldest son of Liu Yushi, who was delegated to the local government four years ago, so from this point of view, it is logical for him to support King Ning.
The reason for this, there is such an existence as Princess Ning Liu, needless to say.
Since ancient times, in order to consolidate their respective positions in the court, the families and eunuchs have all relied on marriage to draw together the relationship between each other, so that when necessary, they can become a help for their own power and profit, because in their opinion, only marriage is the most reliable means of alliance.
Liu Yushi's daughter was Princess Ning Liu, and Feng Yaozu's daughter was married to Liu Yushi's eldest son, which undoubtedly tied them to the same rope.
Similar to the relationship between the two of them, the lords of the court, and even the nobles of the entire Great Jin Dynasty, all did this.
"Looks like that one has been in Taoguang all along!"
"It's a huge possibility. ”
"Judging by recent events, he is afraid that he is about to surface. ”
"Everything depends on the emperor's will. ”
Several adults played dumb riddles, talking below, and walked towards the palace gate.
Feng Yaozu walked in front of them, not to mention that he had heard all those words, but he also heard one or two, so that he returned to the mansion with a depressed mood.
The lights on the bookcase flickered, taking a deep breath, Feng Yaozu retracted his thoughts, and said to himself silently: "I'm afraid that my Feng family is going to be finished!"
The moon was quiet, the clouds danced lightly and the green dragon soared in the air, Shangguan Yunyan and the others were really shocked at first. The legendary green dragon beast is real, which is unbelievable, but the fact is that the green dragon really exists.
It's still the white-clothed beast in front of him.
"Childe is almost in the capital, right?"
"Well, I guess it's going to be a quarter of an hour away. ”
Hearing Shangguan Yunyan's words, Yun Qingwu replied in a shallow voice.
"Then where should this green dragon go then?" Shangguan Yunyan jumped onto the back of the green dragon, and he didn't understand where this divine beast that suddenly appeared out of thin air came from, and he didn't want to ask more, but he couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart.
Yun Qingwu looked ahead and said casually: "It has its own place." Shangguan Yunyan said "oh" and didn't ask any more.
The sound of the whirring wind blew in his ears, and the few people standing on the back of the green dragon did not say anything more.
Suddenly, Yun Qingwu sneezed without warning: "I don't know who is thinking about me at this time!" Rubbing her nose, she muttered to herself.
Shangguan Yunyan pursed his lips, pretending not to hear her words, but said in his heart: "Except for His Royal Highness the Prince, who dares to think of you?" However, they guessed wrong, just when a certain woman sneezed, in the palace, Princess Changping was lying on the bed, tossing and turning and unable to sleep, and her heart was full of a white figure.
"You're still alive, aren't you?" The dim lights shone in the hall, and Princess Changping murmured: "I hate you for helping that cheap girl in Qingping bully me, I can't wait for you to have an accident, but when I heard that you really had an accident, I felt so uncomfortable." "Pianpian young man, white-clothed and snowy, smiling like a warm breeze, like a bright moon, it was he who tugged at her heartstrings, although the queen mother didn't allow her to think about the white shadow, and she didn't even let her mention it, but if she was moved, how could she pretend not to know?
Falling off the cliff, why did he fall off the cliff?
"It's been so long, why can't I hear from you?" At this moment, she still remembered that when she heard the bad news of his fall off the cliff, her heart seemed to be ripped off a large piece in an instant, and she even felt that she almost suffocated. Why did she fall off a cliff? It was so sudden, her heart hurt, it hurt to the extreme, no matter how sunny the sky was, how warm the sun was, her heart ached and she was cold.
"Princess Changping. A faint, but extremely mysterious female voice suddenly sounded in the silent hall: "Are you thinking about that Yun Gongzi?"
"Who?" Quickly sat up, Princess Changping moved into the bed, and then looked at a pretty figure that appeared in the center of the hall: "You...... Who are you?" "Such a beautiful woman, a hundred, a thousand times more beautiful than the concubines in her father's palace."
Fairy Minghua walked unhurriedly, approached her bed, lifted her lips and said, "You don't care who I am, just know that I can help you." ”
"Help me, what can you do for me?"
Princess Changping felt that there was no evil intention in the other party's eyes, and her vigilance couldn't help but decrease slightly.
"You like Yun Gongzi, but Yun Gongzi seems to hate you, and you especially want to be with her, according to your current relationship, if you want to develop further, it is impossible at all. "Prince Mo, I helped you, but I also want to add to your troubles, after all, the little princess of my god clan has a noble status, and I can't let you easily win your heart.
Thinking that the two brothers and sisters fell in love with the same person, a gleam quickly flashed in Fairy Minghua's eyes.
Princess Changping didn't say anything for a long time, just watched the beautiful woman in front of her gently walk to her bed, like a cat, without making the slightest sound.
"I can help you improve your cultivation, what's the matter?, do you need my help?" Minghua Fairy said confusedly: "I heard that Yun Gongzi's cultivation is very high, although you are a princess, but you yourself know that you have no strengths, so you don't want to say that Yun Gongzi, who is both civil and military, is difficult to look at, even those noble sons of big families, I am afraid they don't want to be you, a straw bale princess who has no ability." ”
"I'm not a straw bale princess!" Princess Changping's face was ugly, and she retorted: "In this palace, there is no princess whose identity is as noble as mine. ”
"Hehe!" Minghua Fairy chuckled: "You also said that it is a noble status, aside from your identity, what else can you do it? Is it piano, chess, calligraphy and painting? Or your three-legged cat's kung fu, or poetry and songs?"
"You...... You are presumptuous!" Princess Changping had never been so mocked, only to see her pointing at the Minghua Fairy, and glaring angrily: "You go away, I don't want your help." After a while, Fairy Minghua neither left nor made a sound, she was very angry, and said: "If you don't leave, this palace will call people!"
Fairy Minghua glanced at her and said, "You just shouted out your throat, and no one outside could hear the movement in this inner hall." "When she came in, she had an enchantment in the peripherals, just to prevent accidents from happening.
"You, what did you do to me?"
Princess Changping was startled and realized that she couldn't move.
The light fragrance lingers on the tip of her nose, and the ultimate sense of comfort spreads quickly from her shoulders and spreads all over her body.
"Comfortable?" The soft voice floated into her ears, and she saw that the beautiful woman who was still three steps away from her was already close to her at this moment: "I have sent a lot of spiritual power into your body, it can help you quickly improve your cultivation, well, if you are willing to listen to me in everything, I can also give you a set of cultivation exercises." "With her ability, there is no need for a little girl to be so polite, but she is really bored, and it should be very good to play with this thoughtful little girl.
Princess Changping's face turned cold, and she said, "What is your purpose?" She doesn't believe it or ask for anything in return, and she has no purpose to help others.
Fairy Minghua's hand was still pressed on her shoulder, and the extremely comfortable feeling was oiled in her body as much as she could: "Whether you believe it or not, I don't have any purpose in helping you." ”
"Hmph, there is no purpose, you just said that you want me to listen to you in everything, do you think I am a three-year-old child and easy to deceive?" Princess Changping glared at her.
"Let's put it this way, I'd love to see Yun Gongzi be moved by your affection. Fairy Minghua barely managed to find a reason.
Princess Changping's face turned red, and she bit her lip hard, resisting the bewildering light that overflowed in her eyes: "You...... Are you sure you can help me?"
"Of course. Fairy Minghua withdrew her hand and nodded with a smile. Princess Changping didn't speak immediately, Fairy Minghua smiled lightly, and asked, "Are you still worried about me?" Princess Changping was able to move, hearing this, she withdrew her hand, the corners of her mouth moved, and said, "I don't believe that there is such a good thing in the world." ”
"I didn't expect you to be very old, and your mind is very heavy. ”