417: Grief, Pain, and Self-Blame (1st Update) "How is that possible?" Emperor Wen widened in disbelief.

"How could it be impossible?" Yun Qingwu flicked her sleeves very casually, and immediately, a heavy barrier was set around her, Gong Yan, and Emperor Wen, because what she was going to say next was too terrifying for others to hear except for the three of them. "Father didn't suspect why Yan suddenly alienated the Queen Mother and King Ning's brothers and sisters three years ago?"

The corners of Emperor Wen's mouth moved, and he said: "Yan'er doesn't like to talk much, and her temperament is also cold, she had a serious illness three years ago, although it is a little different from before, but if you think about it carefully, there is no big difference." ”

"Isn't there anything out of the ordinary? Then why didn't he go to Liwan Hall to ask for peace? Why did he become less familiar with King Ning, and more polite and detached? Also, why did he say any nightmare to you?" Emperor Wen was stopped by her, and after not saying anything for a long time, he heard her say again: "That's because Yan has lived again." ”

"Lived again?" muttered Emperor Wen.

"That's right, Yan died once, but he didn't expect to be reborn, maybe God saw that he died unjustly, so he could live a different life again. ”

Emperor Wen was stunned and said in a trembling voice: "You mean that those sins suffered by Yan were finally cut off limbs...... It's all the fourth?"

"What does Father think?" Yun Qingwu's voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes were red: "It sounds incredible, but this is the truth, Yan cares too much about family affection, trusts his relatives around him too much, and is cut off by a bowl of soup." He was framed by himself as a sibling, and was convicted of making a dragon robe without permission with the intention of forcing the palace, and you didn't give him a chance to explain, so you put him in prison, and then what happened next. ”

Yan'er...... This ......" Emperor Wen's eyes were painful, there were too many indescribable emotions, the corners of his mouth trembled, and he stared at Gong Yan for a long time and couldn't say a complete sentence.

When he first heard the nightmare from the mouth of his favorite emperor, how did he feel?

Pain, at that moment, his heart hurt badly, he felt that it was just a dream, but for no reason he felt that the dream was extremely real, especially when he saw the tears rolling down the corners of the emperor's eyes, which made him more and more determined to realize that the dream was very likely to happen, so he let the child act secretly and covered it as much as possible.

But from the bottom of his heart, he still hopes that the nightmare in the child's mouth is just a nightmare, and that the nightmare does not exist.

After all, whether it is Yan'er who was mutilated in the nightmare, or the person behind the scenes, they are all his royal sons, and they all have his blood in their bodies, and he doesn't want his imperial son to be a chair, like their fathers, like the royal brothers of all dynasties, fratricidal and bloody.

But what he heard today was ...... But it wasn't a nightmare, it was a real thing, and it was the experience of his Yan'er's previous life.

A bowl of soup, blindness and speechlessness, and the limbs were chopped off......

Such ruthlessness, such cruelty, is it ...... Could it be that the woman in Liwan Hall did it together with the fourth child?

And what about him?

What was he doing at the time?

The child born to the beloved woman, the prince he rarely cared about, was brutally persecuted, didn't he, the father, get any news?

Emperor Wen didn't believe that he listened to and believed in it, so he punished Gong Yan with a holy decree and punished his favorite emperor.

Just because he knew that the prince didn't have to do those things, no, even if the prince did it, with his love for that child, he would never order him to be imprisoned in a prison, let alone let people abuse him like that and torture him to death.

"Father won't ...... Father will not make such a holy decree, even if the father knows that you want to sit on the throne in advance, the father will not punish you, in the heart of the father, only you are qualified to take over the Great Jin from the hands of the father, only you can take on this great responsibility, so, even if the father hears that someone testifies that you make a dragon robe privately, even if the person who testifies against you has found the so-called evidence from the East Palace, the father will not let you have anything to do. ”

Tears slipped down the corners of Emperor Wen's eyes, and his eyes were full of pain and self-blame: "Father has promised your mother that she will take good care of you, clinker, you were persecuted like that, your father is ashamed of your mother's entrustment, and he is ashamed of being a father!" Covering his face, he let out a suppressed cry in his throat.

"Actually...... Actually, I don't believe that the decree was made by you, but I am in prison, hoping to see you, hoping that you will give me a chance to defend myself, but I have not waited for it. I don't care if I lose everything that belongs to me, really, I don't care at all, I'm just unwilling, I'm just resentful, I can't figure out how my relatives who were still connected by blood a moment ago have changed their faces in a blink of an eye, how can they be so cruel to me? Maybe I have too much resentment, and when I open my eyes again, I find that I have returned to three years ago. ”

Gong Yan raised his head, forced back the tears in his eyes, and then returned his gaze to Emperor Wen: "However, while I was betrayed by my relatives and hurt by my family affection, I also felt warmth in that dim cell. And that warmth was given to me by Wu'er, she didn't know me, but she stood up to protect me, and even died in that cell before I could protect me, I just felt warm blood splash on my face, I couldn't hear her voice, I couldn't hear her words to those who had mutilated me, and she would help me get justice. ”

"Stranger, a stranger, just because of the justice in my heart, she lost her life for me, at that time, I wanted to scream, I wanted to curse the injustice of God, but I couldn't make a voice in my throat. ”

"The East Palace is full of blood, but all those who have something to do with me have been eradicated, the brother I regard as my best friend died tragically because of me, even his family has not been spared, all have become my funeral goods, loyal to my subordinates, none of them survived, all died, in short, all those involved with me died!"

"I am your own crown prince, before taking over the Great Jin Jiangshan Sheji, as long as I don't make a mistake, the chair in the temple is mine, therefore, I don't understand why the person who framed me was stupid enough to frame me with such a crime as a private dragon robe, and my respected father didn't give me a chance to explain, he condemned me, and punished me with such an extremely insulting method, father, can you think of how much my heart hurts at that time?"

The corners of Gong Yan's lips showed a smile that was more ugly than crying: "What about heartache? I can't shout, I can't shout! If my eyes can kill, I think I must kill the persecutors of me no less than a thousand times, but I am blind, my eyes can't see, my limbs are broken, and I can't do anything......