Akihara casually cleaned up the house and crossed the path of more than 300 meters. The www.biquge.info of Pen, Fun and Pavilion has come to the business district. Although it was almost ten o'clock in the evening, there were still scattered people wandering the streets.

Seeing an ordinary restaurant, he walked in. At this time, there are still a few people here to eat, drink, and brag.

Akihara ordered a few side dishes and a pot of wine, and listened to the people next to him chatting. It's probably some trivial things that happen in the village.

For example, a child of such and such a family can go to school at the age of four, for example, the border of the land of fire is unstable, for example, a ninja dies while on a mission, etc.

After waiting for about ten minutes, the food and drinks came up. Eat while drinking. Akihara suddenly stopped his chopsticks, remembered when he contracted this habit, and numbed himself with a little wine.

Thinking about it, I guess I got it when I had a drink with Tsunade for the first time. He also advised Tsunade not to drink. Unconsciously, he also learned to use this way to relieve the Yousi in his heart.

After paying the bill, I returned to the house. Akihara didn't immediately go back to his room to rest. Instead, he went up to the roof and lay down.

It is said that people are most likely to be cranky when they are lonely. The same goes for Akibara.

Thinking of his integrity and kindness in his previous life, thinking of his happiness when his parents loved him, thinking of the anger when he lost his father, and thinking of the emptiness after revenge,......

Before he knew it, he found himself growing. From the kindness of the first previous life, to the emptiness after the revenge after the loss of his parents, to the political game when he dominates the country, because Kaguya becomes extremely happy, and finally loses.

After experiencing three losses, after losing my father, I was angry and a little sad. Vowed revenge. After the loss of his mother, there was a little resentment mixed with sadness. After losing Kaguya, he was worried that Kaguya was mixed with a glimmer of hope.

The education of the past life, the resentment at the time of death. Three times in this life, I lost and experienced. It is what Akibara is today. A character that lingers in contradictions. A person whose attention is focused on his own small world.

Akihara only cares about the people around him. He doesn't do something because of an ideal.

For example, he was ready to sweep Liuhe and end the war for the sake of his future children and living in a better world. Instead of ideals, rights, materialism, hegemony, and so on. The purpose is the same, but the starting point is different.

He has experienced a lot of things, but the morality of Akihara's previous life still affects him. Tsunade saved him and taught him. But he deceived Tsunade. The story of the farmer and the snake, he learned from an early age. The grace of a drop of water is reciprocated by a spring. Don't forget to dig wells. All kinds of stories illustrate a truth. Thanksgiving.

And the picture in Akibara's concept is for those who receive grace. and not the one who gives grace to it. Zhi'en Tubao is a positive term, but Coercion Tubao has become a derogatory term. All kinds of subtle differences have also created human accidents in oriental culture.

All the people in this world are alive and not two-dimensional anime characters. They have independent personalities and thoughts, and have their own attitudes and logic. Although Akihara is a traverser, he still can't see the people in this world as a mass of data.

If he treats Tsunade as a data, as a character in the anime. He didn't need to feel guilty at all. It also represents the love between Kaguya and him, and it will also be the evolution of some kind of data. How ridiculous the love he has pursued all his life.

Because of "love", what Akihara wants to do has always been to integrate into this world with his own outlook on life, rather than contempt for this world with the pride of a traverser.

Therefore, all these things also made Akihara unable to see many things. Because of this, it makes sense for Akihara to look for Kaguya.

The bright moonlight shone down the earth and reflected it on the blue tiles. It presents a dark glaze. Akihara thought for a long time, and felt more and more lonely and lonely. Worries always linger in my heart.

The weakness of human nature is undoubtedly revealed at this moment, can he find Kaguya? Is Kaguya still in this world? Will Kaguya return to the Big Barrel Jupiter Motherstar? Will she meet others and stop loving herself in a thousand years? If he finds Kaguya in the end, but she doesn't love him anymore, will he be able to take the blow?

Akihara has been looking for Kaguya for more than half a year, but there is not a trace of information. Although he has a lot of speculation, speculation is always speculation. Until it can't be confirmed, a sense of hopelessness, a sense of lost hope in life, lingers.

After all, Akihara has always been sensitive and fragile about "love".

He will gamble on the fate of a country because he only has half a year of fatherly love, and he will not hesitate to kill and injure hundreds of thousands. The death of her mother's Yukiyoko, the obsession in her heart took eight years to understand. The threat to Kaguya's life is the threat of the big barrel wood martial style, and he does not hesitate to gamble his life. Tsunade taught him for half a year, and the guilt never went away.

He is accustomed to blows. But for "love", little by little, Akihara was also very moved. Because I never got it in my previous life, I cherish it so much.

Whether it is said that he is weak, or that he can't see it, he has always lived in the self-world of pursuing "love".

Akihara stayed on the rooftop, quietly looking at the bright night sky. A group of stars with lazy eyes blinking scattered around the bright moon. The light veil-like clouds float in the sky, like an ethereal fairyland hidden in the palace, and the distant sky is connected to the earth, forming a beautiful scene of the unity of heaven and earth.

At the time of cultivation. Occasionally, he was reminded of his mission and worries. It's so tiring to live like this every day. When you become sentimental, you are often prone to sadness. The letter to Mute made her optimistic about the hardships in life. He didn't do it himself.

Akihara thought of a fragment from a science fiction novel he had seen in his previous life. Mankind has discovered that in 500 years, a planet that will greatly surpass humans will invade the Earth. All of humanity fell into panic, and riots of all kinds broke out. Eventually, the government stabilized order.

The rationing system, the dictatorship of the planned economy. to deal with the world 400 years from now. But things didn't go as humans imagined, and humanity fell into a big trough. It was a time of lack of hope, and the various inferiorities of human beings were revealed. Grumpy, suspicious, decadent. Technology has stagnated, agricultural production has declined, and suicides have skyrocketed. The number of people in the world fell from 8 billion to 3 billion.

Finally, one day, humanity will abandon the existing oppressive rule and liberate humanity. At this moment, human society has become extremely prosperous, and science and technology are advancing by leaps and bounds.

Give civilization to the years, not to civilization to the years.

Akihara felt that he should be the same, optimistic about life. Give life to time, not time.