150.Chapter 150: You Never Understand How Deeply I'm Hurt

"Over there in S City, I have already sent someone to ask, Miss Xia's mother still doesn't know the news of Miss Xia's death, should we bring her over......" Monica said in a low voice.

"No, don't bother her, I'll talk about it later...... Give her a sum of money first, so that she can spend her old age in peace! This thing must be done seamlessly, so that no one can see it. Long Yutian's words were full of sadness.

Monica was silent for a long time, and then reminded, "The princess is outside the door, and she has been waiting for a long time, and she wants to come in." ”

"Sue me, I'm tired! I don't want to see anyone for the time being, you can arrange for her to return to China. ”

"Good!"

After Monica went out, Long Yutian slowly sat up on the edge of the bed, "Give me a cigarette!"

Ye Feili shook his head resolutely, "You know, this kind of request will not be granted. You are a patient now, you need to rest well......"

"Give me a cigarette or I'll fire you. ”

Ye Feili spread out his hands, "Fry me, reads;!Thank you!Anyway, if you hang up, I won't get a penny......"

Long Yutian glared at him fiercely!

Reached out and pressed the internal phone next to the bed, "Su...... Bring me my cigar. ”

Ye Feili was dumbfounded! He could not give him cigarettes, but there was no way to stop others from giving them cigarettes......

A few minutes later, Susan walked in with a cigar box, and Long Yutian looked up slightly, only to realize that there was an extra figure behind Susan.

"Master, this is your cigar...... Princess, she wants to see you. Susan's face was slightly embarrassed.

Long Yutian took the cigar and didn't look up at Bonivia, "You all go out!"

Susan and Ye Fei walked out, and only Long Yutian and Bonivia were left in the ward......

Long Yutian took a lighter and lit the cigarette, "You don't mind if I smoke, do you?"

Bonivia nodded silently, at this time Long Yutian's state looked very poor, his face was not bloodshot at all, his thin lips were a little dry, a green stubble appeared on his chin, and a pair of black eyes flashed with drunken madness, looking carefully, but it was dazed and empty, like a dried corpse that had lost its soul.

Long Yutian took a deep breath of smoke, and then sprayed out the window, through the window, he could just see the snowmen that Xia Yanxin had piled up last time, the weather was too cold, so those snowmen did not melt at all, where they stood in a strange shape, he could still clearly recall her bright smile, why did she smile? What was so happy? He had never asked her, and now he had no chance to know.

He knew very little about her world...... The snowman is still there, and her people are gone.

It was a long time before he noticed that Bonivia was looking at him in amazement.

"What did you just say?" he asked faintly.

Bonivia lowered her head, a little embarrassed, it turned out that she had been saying for a long time, and he didn't even listen to a word.

"I mean...... Does her place in your heart matter?"

She saw a diamond ring next to his pillow, a large diamond of about ten carats, which was a woman's model. She remembered that he had been holding the ring while he was unconscious, which showed that it was important to him, and sadly, the ring that symbolized eternity did not belong to hers.

"Right...... I love her!" He made no secret of his feelings.

"Yutian, I know that your body has just recovered, and it is not suitable to talk about this...... However, I really want to know what my place in my heart is. ”

Long Yutian slowly extinguished the cigarette, "You question, I have been asking myself, before, there were too many women in my life, and these women are different from you, I am just playing with them on the spot, playing, and you are my real fiancée." But until one day, I met her, and I knew that my fiancée should be a woman like her, not like you!"

Bonevia's eyes widened in astonishment, and as hurtful as it was, it was the truth. She was very uncomfortable, she wanted to be angry, she clenched her fists tightly, and at this time she wanted to break the woman apart, but she soon found that the woman was dead, and she had no one to take revenge on.

"Yu Tian...... I'm your fiancée, and no matter how you play outside, I can pretend not to see it. From now on, I will try to spend time with you, and we will get along well......."

"I'm sorry, Mika, you are an excellent and noble girl, you have many excellent suitors, you should find a man who is more suitable for you...... I don't think I can love anyone anymore. As for the marriage contract, it is better for you to unilaterally propose to dissolve it, and I don't want to embarrass you. ”

As a princess, if the man divorces, it will be very shameless...... So, he offered to let her take the initiative so that she wouldn't be embarrassed.

"No, don't...... Yutian, she is dead, the past is over, I will not withdraw from the marriage, we still have a good future. Life is long, I have faith in our future, and I am willing to wait!" Bonevia stood up excitedly.

Long Yutian's thick eyebrows furrowed slightly, and his big hand involuntarily grabbed the small ring and tightly put it in his palm...... Some love, once it is deeply rooted in the bone marrow, is impossible to pull out lightly, and he never knew that he would love that little woman so deeply...... Some people, in your life, seem to be unremarkable, but once you really lose her one day, you will find that she is all you have, and without her, your world is blank. It's just that he understood these truths too late.

"You go out reads!I'm tired and don't want to talk anymore. He closed his eyes, and Jun's face was dark.

Bonivia looked at him with a heartache, and for a long time, turned around and walked out...... That damn little maid is dead, so why does it look like she's lost?

Time is passing day by day, and Long Yutian's body is gradually recovering, but the wound in his heart can never be closed.

Most of the day, he was numbing himself with alcohol, and he had always stubbornly believed that if he didn't hand Xia Yanxin over to the police that day, no matter what kind of pressure he put on, he only needed to protect her to the death, and she would definitely not have an accident.

She gave him trust, and he broke his trust with her...... There is no regret medicine in this world, and after passing by, life and death are separated.

In fact, he can't tell when he started to like her.

Maybe from the day I saw her for the first time at the Haitian Festival, I was already tempted.

Mandara, the flower that symbolizes hell, was destined from the beginning for his love with her, destined to be separated by life and death...... Only, is there really a hell in the underworld? If there is, he must find her.

Christmas music was playing, snow was falling outside the window, and the hall was silent and cold......

"What day is it?"

Long Yutian woke up from his confusion and asked Monica in amazement.

"Master, today is Christmas!"

"Christmas!!"

In previous years, he would always invite a lot of boys and buddies, as well as a bunch of bewitching women, to indulge in joy until dawn...... But this year, it's so deserted, and he's not interested in anything.

"Where's Mika?"

"Oh, master, the princess has returned home the day before yesterday, don't you remember? You drove her away, and she kept crying when she left...... "Susan reminded beside her. The master was dazed all day long, as if he were not alive in the world...... Princess Bonivia cried so badly when she left, he just stood coldly, his eyes were empty, and he didn't say a word of salvation or comfort, not even a word of goodbye, as if his soul was not in him.

"Yes, let's go!" Long Yutian said lightly, reaching out and taking another bottle of wine into his mouth.

"Master, you can't drink anymore! You haven't dealt with those texts on the table, you haven't dealt with them for ten days, and if you continue like this...... Monica reached out to grab the bottle in his hand, but he pushed it away heavily.

"Fuck off...... You're really annoying!"

Long Yutian turned around and walked towards the second floor, stopped halfway through and stopped, today is Christmas...... And she lay alone in the freezer of the secret room.

After a long time, he turned around suddenly, "Monica, prepare me a Christmas present......"

In fact, this secret room is not far from the large study, just a few steps away...... He just didn't want to go......

"Master, the gift you ordered has been bought......"

Standing at the door of the chamber, he never had the courage to go in, he didn't want to see the ashes, so he could at least imagine that she was still alive...... Once you see it with your own eyes, all the memories in the future will be only the cruel ashes.

Monica handed over a bouquet of roses, Long Yutian took the roses and stood at the door of the secret room for a long time, Monica stepped forward and opened the door of the secret room with a fingerprint password, Long Yutian stayed for a long time before walking in very slowly.

"Here, the host ......"

Monica stood in front of the very beautifully made crystal ice box, the white gauze was woven into a beautiful flower, and the entire crystal ice box was tightly covered, so that the real face of the inside could not be seen.

Monica was about to reach out to uncover the white gauze when Long Yutian grabbed his arm...... Monica was able to reach the strength of Long Yutian's hand, as well as the subtle movements that trembled slightly, he slowly turned around, and saw Long Yutian's painful expression, his eyes were a little distorted, as if he couldn't release the pain in his heart.

"Don't!!"

It took a long time for him to spit out these two words in a low voice, and slowly lowered Monica's arm.

Until now, he still did not have the courage to look at it, he was afraid that the most beautiful side of her would be replaced by the black ashes in his mind, and from then on, there would not be even a trace of the last trace of it.