Chapter 47: What a hopeless expectation is
"What if she doesn't choose all the time?" Murong Linshuang rubbed her swollen eyebrows and asked.
"Don't choose? If you don't choose, you can't help her, and when the sedan chair arrives, you can directly stuff her in, and you can't help her! Queen Gu looked at the sky, and estimated that the convoy of Luochi to pick up her relatives should be ready to leave.
Because the place of pick-up is in the palace, the team of Luochi pick-up is in the village near the palace.
In this way, it was saved to be discredited from Taichang City overnight.
"Then what are you going to do with that white silk?" Murong Linshuang was a little displeased.
That white silk scares people enough.
"Isn't that scaring her? Doesn't she like Your Majesty? This palace wants to see how far she can go for His Majesty! If it's really a deep love like the sea, hurry up and hang it on the beam! Maybe Your Majesty will be able to read her for a few more years. Empress Gu shrugged indifferently.
"Then if she really chooses ......" Murong Linshuang looked at Queen Gu, whose eyes were so hot that they were almost crazy.
"Picked? If you choose, you choose! It's a big deal to say that the eldest princess has a sudden illness and died, anyway, Luo Chi is Chongxi, just point to a girl and seal a princess in the past! Empress Gu replied nonchalantly.
Not...... If the fox demon really commits suicide later, who will he choose? Luo Chi definitely didn't want it to drag on for too long, and this person had to be weighty...... If it really doesn't work, just take care of San! I've hated her since I was a kid anyway. That kind of uneducated woman with a small family, with the prince of a small barbarian country, is really high! But it can't be helped, who made me her sister? Gee...... I'm so kind-hearted......
Empress Gu did whatever she wanted, and helped Prince Luochi decide on a candidate to replace Qin Mei. The more she thought about it, the smarter she felt. She stood up, moved her arms, legs and feet, which had been sitting a little numb all night, and looked at Murong Linshuang thoughtfully.
"Tsk, you're fine, you'll be free right away, rich and free, and good-looking, this future days...... Thinking about all the beauty! ”
It stands to reason that Murong Linshuang should indeed fantasize about a better life in the future like Queen Gu.
But this night, she didn't think about these things at all, her mind was a mess, and she kept recalling the things she had with Ye Luo, Feng Ying and Mrs. Xi before.
When Queen Gu said this, she reacted. Oh, what do you think about the past? It's all over anyway, so look ahead. It won't be long before you can live the life you want happily.
Empress Gu had already figured out a new identity and a new name, and said to the palace that Concubine Rong had died violently...... And then all is it!
Aunt? My aunt has exhausted all her means, doesn't she just want to make money for her by herself? It's a pity that she is no longer her aunt's puppet!
Madame Xi could no longer find herself easily.
"This is also a blessing for the queen's mother." Murong Linshuang looked very sincere with a smile.
Bah! You cheap and well-behaved slut! This is what I deserve for selling my son!
Murong Linshuang scolded in her heart. Anyway, the two of them are tired of each other, but it's better to miss each other soon, let her go as fast as she goes!
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Qin Mei stroked the lines of the hairpin in her hand, and her thoughts drifted far away.
Seeing that the sky was getting brighter, her heart, which was still with a glimmer of hope, slowly sank.
Sure enough, it still didn't come.
Is it because of a delay on the road? Or was it because he was stopped by the Queen Mother? Don't you know that you are in the palace?
Yes, last night's torrential rain affected the speed.
……
Qin Mei kept making excuses for Chen Xiaotian all night, until these excuses gradually failed to convince him.
Yes, I can't convince it.
Didn't come, just didn't come. There are no excuses.
Maybe you don't want it, maybe you don't care, maybe it's ...... It doesn't matter at all?
Qin Mei remembered the conversation she had on the top of the mountain that day.
Yes, what he wants is so big, he can't afford it, and he can't afford it.
He's really a heartless one.
Even the traction of the soul did not make him feel a little more emotional.
It seems that this time, I lost completely again.
Although the three-year period has not yet arrived, there is no point in going on.
Qin Mei felt unspeakably sad in her heart.
It's even sadder than when her fiancé broke up with her.
It's sad that she seems to really like Chen Xiaotian, and it's sad that the person she likes doesn't treat her as a dish.
"Hehe......" Qin Mei laughed at herself.
"It's ...... It's not coming...... Or not...... Perhaps initially...... There shouldn't be any hope......" Qin Mei looked at the hairpin in her hand, her eyes astringent.
Perhaps this is an unpromising expectation in the first place. And this kind of thing should be called "despair" in the first place.
I should have known, I should have understood, I should have realized that I was in this world with this kind of despair...... It's futile to do anything.
Well, since it's in vain, let's go......
Qin Mei picked up the hairpin, but she couldn't bear to break it.
Reluctantly! She was reluctant to leave this world.
Don't want to give up the person who hasn't appeared yet
The first rays of sunlight of the morning shined through the latticework and onto the floor of the side hall. Shine on the dust suspended in the air.
yes, it's too late......
Chen Xiaotian...... Don't!
Qin Mei closed her eyes in despair, and her hands were about to break the hairpin.
"Qinmei!"
Suddenly, a call came from the door, and Qin Mei opened his eyes suddenly.
There was a man standing at the door.
His hair was messy, the corners of his clothes were wrinkled, and his shoes were wet with mud.
This man, just like that, stood at the door of the side hall.
The sunlight sprinkled on his back, making him look like he was riding a colorful auspicious cloud, like a god descending.
His shadow was stretched obliquely by the morning sun to the couch, and the desperate and haggard girl on the couch was enclosed in it.
Is it a hallucination? It must be a hallucination that I haven't slept all night.
How could he come, he must have thought he was crazy!
Qin Mei, who had just opened her eyes, shook her head self-deprecatingly, and closed her eyes again, intending to continue the unfinished action before.
"Qinmei!" Another call startled her. What, isn't this an illusion? Was he really calling himself?
Qin Mei slowly opened her eyes and watched the man who seemed to be a god quickly run in front of him and hugged himself.
"I've finally found you!" The man whispered in her ear with relief.
His hands tightened, and he held Qin Mei firmly in his arms, as if as soon as she relaxed, she would turn into a butterfly and fly away.
Qin Mei's eyes lit up, finally, is it finally here?
"You...... Here it comes...... Yes...... I'll wait for you...... It's been a long time...... "No, although this night can't be compared with those three hundred years, but this night makes Qinmei feel like three hundred years have passed."
Qin Mei's body was trembling, even if he was hugged tightly, it was still shaking. Is she scared? What is she afraid of? Afraid that you won't be able to make it back? Afraid to go to Luochi and pro?
In an instant, several thoughts flashed through Chen Xiaotian's heart.
His gaze fell on a few things, and after seeing it clearly, Chen Xiaotian gasped.