In her past life and this life, she owed Yu Minglang a word of sorry, disappointed his deep affection, and made him wait for a lifetime in his previous life, and in this life, he was racking his brains for her condition. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

How nice it would be if she was a normal person, how good it would be if she could control her heart.

However, the disease is by no means controllable by oneself, and many people in society have misconceptions about patients with mental illness, believing that as long as the patient works hard, he can control it, and if he can't control it, he will be hypocritical, he will die, and he will be selfish.

Many people don't understand premarital phobia, hand-washing compulsion, or even depression.

Love him so much, why don't you marry? hypocrisy!

I know that washing my hands is not good, why do I have to keep washing my hands?

Life is so good, why do you always think about depression and suicide?

Normal people use the so-called normal thinking to restrain patients, and this misunderstanding makes the patient's psychological pressure even greater, and the patient hates himself more and more for not accepting himself as sick, and his illness is getting worse and worse.

Xiaoqian, as a psychiatrist, is not in favor of a normal person easily choosing a person with psychological problems, because choice means tolerance, but the word tolerance, it is too easy to say but there are too few people who can do it, and they are people with personality for so long in their lives, who wants to endure and compromise all their lives, they are not gods, who can have no temper at all?

Who is Yu Minglang?

He is a general, he is the best special forces instructor, and he is an immeasurable talent in the hearts of all commanders.

But in order to tolerate a sick self, he would rather be a very second person.

did everything that others looked stupid, even if the deeds were revealed, you had to bear it yourself, and don't tell her all her anger, this is treating her.

Maybe in the eyes of others, this is a stupid and two-person man, but Xiaoqian knows that he can be so different, he can be very shrewd.

But the price of his shrewdness was to hurt her, so he went on the road of two and never looked back.

Yu Minglang in his previous life was very mature, and even had a bit of an ascetic male god's cold style, which was the most perfect husband candidate in the hearts of all little girls.

But Yu Minglang in this life repeatedly gave in for her psychological problems, and became a man who was willing to do anything...

Yu Minglang waited anxiously for her to get mad and was ready to continue to be beaten, but when she opened her eyes and saw Xiaoqian looking at herself with tears in her eyes, she was very anxious.

"Oh, hey my ancestors, don't cry, all the mistakes are my fault, you can do whatever you want except to break up, don't you cry?"

"I have something to say to you. She forced back her tears and made a big decision in her heart.

Yu Minglang saw that she was suddenly so serious, and a sense of foreboding suddenly rose in his heart, and when he saw that Xiaoqian was about to speak, he stretched out his finger against her lips.

"Don't say anything! If you dare to say anything about breaking up or something, don't blame your brother for beating your little ass! Beat you until you are obedient! I am at fault, but that will not directly sentence me to death! You have to give me a chance to be educated through labor!"

She had mentioned a breakup before, and Yu Minglang couldn't forget it until now, and he was afraid of hearing the word breakup now.

Xiao Qian shook her head.

"I'm not going to break up, I mean, if you really want to get married... Let's give it a try. ”

The worst result is nothing more than her poor adjustment after marriage, and the nightmare is even worse, and she will find a way when the time comes.

She didn't believe that she couldn't get married as a psychiatrist.

Now there is a divergence between the conscious and subconscious minds.

Consciousness is the thoughts and thinking that she can control, Xiaoqian clearly recognizes that she loves Yu Minglang, wants to live with him and start a family, and she wants to marry him.

But it was her subconscious that was opposed.

Because of the experience of failing to raise children, Xiaoqian's subconscious made her reject marriage, afraid that it would be the same as in her previous life, and all this was not something that Xiaoqian could control.

The subconscious mind is such a magical existence, I can't feel its existence, but it affects our worldview, if Xiaoqian is not a psychiatrist, it would be easier to find a psychologist of Professor Liu's level and let her hypnotize Xiaoqian, directly enter the subconscious, and modify her memory.

Xiaoqian used this method to treat other patients before, Professor Liu didn't expect Xiaoqian to have memories of her past life, so her premarital phobia is more serious than expected, even if the factor of rebirth is excluded, Xiaoqian, a person with self-control, can't use hypnotherapy, there is a person who has a particularly good resistance to hypnosis, Xiaoqian and Yu Minglang both belong to this.

So Xiaoqian wants to gamble once, she wants to try what will happen after she and Yu Minglang forcibly get married, and use her consciousness to fight the subconscious.

Hearing that she agreed to get married, Yu Minglang not only was not overjoyed, but looked at her with deep eyes.

Xiao Qian shook her hand twice in front of his eyes, how could this guy's performance be completely different from what she thought?

"Don't rush yet. Yu Minglang, who has been in a hurry to get married, was not carried away by joy after hearing Xiaoqian's consent, but made a calm judgment.

"But you-"

"I'm in a hurry, and I really want to marry you home, but since you're not ready, then don't have psychological pressure. ”

"I can try. ”

Yu Minglang was made to laugh and cry by her resolute expression, so he could only use his chin against the top of her head, grinding intimately.

"Look at your expression now, it's like going to the execution ground, it's a big joy for us to get married, and we shouldn't be so nervous. ”

Xiaoqian's current expression, what she knows is that she decided to marry him, and she doesn't know who thought she had dug her family's ancestral grave.

"You know I'm a bit of a premarital phobia, so don't pick on my expressions, okay!"

Xiaoqian thought very vividly at this time, what is it like to have an insurmountable mental illness?

Not very urbane, like peeing pants.

I know it's not good, but I can't control it, and I still have a feeling of self-loathing after I can't control it, but I just can't control it.

The self-experience of mental illness is much like this.

Yu Minglang just knew that she must have made a lot of determination to overcome her psychological fear at this time, so he felt sorry for her and didn't want to force her.

"I'm not picking on your expression, I hope my bride can marry me with a smile, since you are not ready for the time being, I can wait, I have waited for three years, and it is not bad for this year, you don't think about anything, my mistake is my fault, it has nothing to do with you. ”

He probably guessed that Xiao Qian was not angry but said with red circles in her eyes that she would marry him, probably knowing the real purpose of his coming, Yu Minglang didn't want Xiao Qian to be stressed or didn't want her to continue to talk about phobia, so he changed the topic directly.

"Qianbao, where did you get this towel, imported from the island country?"

He took off the towel on his head and wanted to change the topic, but he didn't expect this transfer to transfer a super key clue!