Chapter 137: Distance
When Ma Jianshe returned to school, he was in a rather bad mood. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
He didn't expect that the three-day New Year's Day would actually make his emotional world fall apart. Yan Huan'er and Coco also became fragmented in his heart.
As he got closer to the classroom, his heart beat faster and faster. He almost had the feeling of wanting to turn around and run away. Wait, how can you see Yan Huan'er?
Ma Jianshe was so heavy that he couldn't do it himself. Coco did weigh on his heart. It weighed him down. It's heavier than saying goodbye back then.
Will you be farther away from Yan Huan'er from now on? I once thought about giving Yan Huan'er a chance to choose. However, does it mean that you are really lost?
Yan Huan'er is a simple girl. You tell her that the sun is square, and as long as no one objects to it, she will think the sun is square.
Therefore, Yan Huan'er can't be kept away from herself. She's really going to go further and further.
But immediately go to Yan Huan'er and forget Chu Keke? Ma Jianshe can't deceive his heart.
Can two people be put down at the same time in a person's heart?
Ma Jianshe asked himself.
But he couldn't answer.
Just thinking of Coco makes him feel anxious, mixed with sweetness and despair.
Passing classmates greeted him, and he was in a trance.
In his heart, he wanted to see Yan Huan'er, but he was also very afraid to see her.
In such an emotion, when he walked into the classroom, he was stubborn.
After that lesson, he didn't know what he was listening to. For a while, it was Coco's delicate body that made him forget to return, and for a while, it was Yan Huan'er's clear eyes that made him feel at peace.
He told himself that this relationship with Coco was the end of their friendship for many years. He Ma Construction did not feel sorry for anyone.
Sitting in the classroom, however, he felt a silent rebuke in his head, so much so that he did not dare to look back.
It wasn't until the end of class that he secretly wanted to turn his head and take a look at the familiar figure. He had left her behind for three days with that thin figure.
Unfortunately, he didn't find it.
In the later years, his entanglement in this matter made him a loner. The cheerful and optimistic Ma Jianshe suddenly turned into another person.
Originally, he thought, maybe it will be fine in two days.
These emotions are actually Ma Jianjian's self-torture. Did he and Coco just get better, did they hurt others?
No.
Did he and Yan Huan'er promise each other anything?
Nor did it.
Will Coco come back?
No.
Will Yan Huan'er know about Coco?
No way, I won't tell her.
Why, then, did he feel like he was betraying someone else?
The word is too serious for oneself.
In the end, Ma Jianjian, who had thought it through, finally regained a little confidence. He thinks that as a classmate, he hasn't spoken to Yan Huan'er for so many days, so it's okay to come and see her and say a few words to her, right?
Thinking about it made his thoughts even stronger.
As long as people find a reason, they can always act and have peace of mind.
Therefore, after the exam, I saw Yan Huan'er rushing out of the classroom, and Ma Jianshe followed behind her.
followed and arrived at the door of the dormitory, but he couldn't get in.
In fact, he didn't know that Yan Huan'er would come down. He just didn't know what to do for a while. So, he leaned against the big banyan tree in a daze.
didn't expect Yan Huan'er to come down again. When I saw myself, my expression was still so calm.
Ma Jianshe comforted himself, yes, no one knows about himself and Coco, and Yan Huan'er definitely doesn't know either.
Besides, Yan Huan'er is really no different from usual!
My heart was wide, but I still couldn't speak. was thinking about what to say to Yan Huan'er, so that he could explain his alienating behavior these days. Unexpectedly, Yan Huan'er walked over to him with a smile.
He only felt that his anxious heart had finally found a place to rest, and his eyes lit up.
He smiled at Yan Huan'er and responded to her: "Ah, yes, there is a delay at home. I came to class late late, and I didn't see you sitting anywhere, by the way, we should have done that Luo Zhonghua thing, right?"
Yan Huan'er still smiled, and replied to him: "No need, I have forgotten about that matter, just listen to Teacher Feng, let's not check it again." One more thing, it's better to have less. ”
When Ma Jianshe heard this, his heart jumped again.
Is this Yan Huan'er's decision? would she say something like that?
Ma Jianshe immediately felt that something was wrong, but Yan Huan'er, who was smiling in front of him, didn't look like he was angry.
Ma Jianshe hesitated and asked, "Have you really decided?"
"Yes, I've decided, I'm not going to pursue it any further. ”
Yan Huan'er said, shook the sweater in her hand and said, "I'm going to send this dress to Weng Meiling now, I won't talk to you, see you later." ”
Yan Huan'er said as she turned around and walked forward.
Ma Jianshe followed up from behind and said, "Yan Huan'er, we, well, let's have dinner together in the evening, aren't we going to have a holiday in two days? You want to go home." ”
Yan Huan'er suddenly turned around.
Because she spun too fast, Ma Jianshe was unexpectedly startled.
He saw a faint look of anger on Yan Huan'er's face, but it was soon gone. For a moment, he thought he was dazzled.
Yan Huan'er looked at him quietly for three seconds before she said lightly: "No need, Ma Jianjian, I always ask you to invite me to eat, and I don't return the courtesy, it's already rude." I made an appointment with Weng Meiling tonight, and we are going out together. ”
After a pause, Yan Huan'er smiled again and said: "Ma Jianjian, don't always follow me, I have my own things to do, you can do your own thing." I'm leaving, goodbye. ”
After Yan Huan'er finished speaking, without waiting for him to answer, she walked away by herself.
Ma Jianshe behind him stood dumbfounded, unable to keep up or retreat.
He didn't know what Yan Huan'er meant. He was a little unpredictable.
Is Yan Huan'er going to draw a line with him from now on? Or did she just say don't follow her today?
However, there is a distance in Yan Huan'er, although she and Ma Jianshe also had a distance in the past, it is not the feeling of today.
Could it be that Yan Huan'er knows about Cocoa? No one knows...... Yes, Mi Tian! Mi Tian must have seen Yan Huan'er. The two of them are friends.
Thinking of this, he pulled his legs and ran out.
Ma Jianjian's heart is now full of chaos. He can't see himself clearly, and he can't see Yan Huan'er clearly, so he has to go for verification.
He was going to ask Mi Tian if he had told Yan Huan'er about Coco, so that Yan Huan'er gave him a very long distance today.
As long as he can figure out this matter, how can he go down next, his goal can be clear.
He didn't want to lose Yan Huan'er, this was the only thing he could think about and confirm right now.