83. Similar to the grudge III.
After dinner, Yinzhen actually left, leaving me alone in the room.
Is it always like ignoring me, he finally feels bored? Also, every woman in this house is trying their best to please him, even if he is indifferent, they are still consistent, and I happily stick to him as I am happy, and when I am unhappy, I hold it alone. Maybe in the past few days, he thought that novelty would always be left to me, but now I'm afraid that he has finally woken up and doesn't want to compete with me anymore.
I could feel that he was a little cautious from the time he came back in the afternoon until he left the room just now, but before I could adjust to my feelings, he had already retreated.
I feel awkward to look at him, but I don't want him to go. Where will you go? Find Song, find Mingyue, maybe not any of them, will you take care of Lan Si's body, or will you be alone?
One more woman really needs to adapt to it. It's just that it's not a good thing to have Mingyue's existence, after all, now that Lan Si and I are pregnant, it is impossible for Yinzhen to be a monk, if there is only one Song family, wouldn't there be a chance for them to fall in love for a long time?
As if I had suddenly opened my mind, the love that I had been annoying all day suddenly disappeared without a trace.
I admit that I am very Ah Q, but as long as I can keep myself from blocking a dead end, it is good to think no matter what, after all, life has to go on, and making yourself happy is the most important thing.
Since I want to open it, there is no need to wait any longer, after all, it was my bad feelings that tortured him just now, and I have to get the person back, and I don't want to have a chance to think about anything else alone.
Standing up and walking to the door, seeing Yan Yu's curious gaze, he remembered that he couldn't go like this, and looked at Yan Yu with a smile and ordered, "Go and see where the fourth master is?" ”
Yan Yu was slightly stunned and turned around with a smile on her face, and when she went out, I turned around and went back to the cabinet to pick it up. I'm depressed, now I feel that my body shape and well-fitting clothes are not picky enough, and I don't look good. Looking down and sighing, he saw the new embroidered shoes on his feet, water red and white, turned to the outside and shouted: "Ruyi, where is the dress you made a while ago?"
Ruyi poked his head in and looked at me, saw that my hands were still rummaging in the cabinet, and hurriedly walked over and pulled me to sit on the chair, "The white one?" Seeing that I nodded, he turned back to the place where I had just fought, and only turned over a few times before taking out a white dress, and shook it open to see, the whole plain white improved satin long skirt gown had a little rose embroidered with white silk thread looming, and only a few small bright red roses were embroidered on the cuffs.
How did I find it?
I deceived myself and comforted myself that ten men would not be able to find what a woman had hidden, and even more so I was not a man, and it was impossible for me to find it.
grabbed Ruyi and found a water-red undershirt to change into, put the skirt on the outside, looked down and looked back and forth, it was really improved and different from the usual skirt gown, the neckline was opened very low, just enough to expose the edge of the placket of the underwear, but the belly pocket was turned into a modern line bandeau slightly exposed a small section. Busy and found a white bandeau to put on again, wow wow is so weird, ruthlessly get rid of the bandeau, all as a modern deep V collar evening gift, what's the big deal, we haven't worn it. It's just that it would be nice if there wasn't a bulging little belly, and it's a little cold, after all, this dress is going to be warmer before wearing.
Sitting in front of the dressing mirror with a slap on his shoulders, he looked at himself in the mirror and groaned for a while, then took off his earrings before pointing to his hair at Ruyi behind him, "Help me spread my hair, don't want any hairstyle, just loosely pull it up." ”
Ruyi's hands were very fast, and when Yan Yu entered the door with the tea tray, she had already hung her hair loosely to her ears as I said, and pulled her hair in a bun near the collar. I looked at Yan Yu at the door from the mirror, and asked casually, "But I found it, where is it?"
Yan Yu put the tea on the table next to the door, walked to me with a smile, looked at me in the mirror, and said softly: "The fourth master has not gone anywhere, he is alone in the study." ”
I stood up and tore off the shoulders I was wearing, ignoring the ambiguous smile in her eyes, and said generously, "Okay, I'm sorry for you, help me find a matching cloak." ”
Yan Yu actually picked a big red satin cloak and draped it over my shoulders, this, how do I feel a little ...... Just as I was thinking about it, Ruyi actually put some rouge on my lips. Oh, I'm starting to feel like I can't hold my head up in front of these girls, I'm just going to see my man, I just want to dress up, not to turn into a female ghost to seduce a scholar.
Before I could resist, Yan Yu had already helped me out of the door with a tea tray, and sent it to the door of the study before handing it to me and walking away with a smile.
Gao Wuyong must have been frightened by my female ghost behavior, and his voice was obviously a little weird, "The slave asks for peace to Fujin, and Fujin is auspicious." ”
Nodding his head awkwardly, before he could be beckoned to get up, Xiao Gao Tongshou had automatically turned around and pushed open the door of the study quickly and gently, and without saying a word back to his fourth master, he made a gesture to me to invite in.
Yinzhen behind the desk was holding a pen in his hand, looking up at me in a daze, seeing his reaction, I didn't know if I should or shouldn't be here. "Fujin. Hearing the whispering behind me, I hurriedly took a deep breath and walked in with the tray, and Xiao Gao had quickly and gently closed the door behind me.
It's too late to run, and if you come, you'll be safe, I comforted myself and picked the corner of my mouth with a smile, walked to the desk and put the tray in the corner of the table, and caught a glimpse of the cloak showing a gap and startled myself, I wouldn't let Gao Wuyong see it just now, right...... Hurriedly grabbed the cloak on his chest and looked at Yinzhen, but when he spoke, it turned into a small fragment, "I don't know if you're busy, Yan Yu...... Yan Yu just made a tea ......"
Yin Zhen didn't speak, just raised his eyebrows, looked back and forth at the cloak on my face and chest, so anxious that my heart was crossed, gritted my teeth and asked, "Are you done?"
Someone sitting firmly in the chair nodded his head, "It's okay." ”
Seeing that he was still hanging there with a pen in his hand, and he didn't know what it was on the table, should he take a glance at it, after all...... If it's a fold or something, it's not appropriate for me to rush to see it.
Finally, I couldn't help but lean over slightly and peek at it, and it turned out to be ...... It turned out to be the booklet I gave him on his birthday. On the left corner, there is written "Like?love", almost every line of words next to the words he wrote, only a sentence "I am a little anxious and a little angry, don't you give up" A line was marked vertically on the side, and the ink was still new, so it was added?
He actually stayed alone in the study, just to see this thing...... Why don't you stay in my room? Although I was very happy in my heart, I still couldn't help but complain, is it better for a real person to be compared to a lifeless tattered paper? Even if this torn paper is from my hand, I still have to say so.
Could it be that this is the legendary grudge? I'm finished, and I'm down to such a point.
Thinking about it, I felt that my eyes were stained with some grief, and I held on to the edge of the desk and stared at the dense small words in a daze, and gradually became a little unclear. The ears seemed to be moistened with the eyes, and the slight sigh of Yinzhen on the opposite side was faintly heard.
I blinked hard, remembering the purpose of my visit, not to cry and wipe my tears, I picked up the teapot and poured half a cup of tea, and walked slowly over the edge of the table, standing to the left of the chair where he was sitting. He took out the brush in his hand and put it on the side of the inkstone, stuffed the teacup over, and said softly: "I just made it, drink it." ”
Yin Zhen raised the teacup in front of him, turned his head to look at me, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly, "Send tea?"
I nodded and shook it quickly, "No, the tea was prepared by Yan Yu, not me." Yin Zhen listened and put the teacup on the table, quietly as if waiting for my next words. After thinking about it, he stretched out a hand and pressed it lightly on his chest, stared at his fingertips and whispered, "I'll come to you and see what you do." Before...... You won't leave after dinner, so I'll take a look. ”
Hearing his mouth and nose didn't move, did I come to the wrong place? It seems that it is not okay to ignore him, and it is not good to catch up, this master is also difficult to serve, how did Mingyue get him and then jump on his bed because he was drunk? Then why does Yan Yu want to prepare tea for me, just get a wine jar, and then get him down first.
I wanted to withdraw my hand, thinking about how to find a step for myself, but I moved, and saw his right hand pressed against my palm and pressed back to his chest, and his left hand actually reached out to my mouth, and his thumb was lightly on my lips.
Stunned, he froze in place, watching him withdraw his hand and look at the little red on his thumb, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, oh, this time my face is really embarrassed. On weekdays, people who don't want to put on makeup unless they enter the palace to ask for peace, a little rouge at night is too vulgar.
I hung my head in annoyance and stopped looking at him, but I saw my cloak that was open because I had raised my arm, this ...... It's still very springy, didn't he see it? Why didn't he react, shouldn't the fourth master prefer rouge like Jia Baoyu, it's not like it.
Since no one appreciates it, it is better to hide it, and it can't be wasted, raising the right hand that was not accused of zhì lightly tugged at the placket on his chest, but there was an extra hand behind his waist, and with the slight force of the palm, the person had turned half a circle and sat firmly on his lap.
It's quiet, incredibly quiet.
Isn't it time to say something? What should I say? At this time...... I lowered my head and complained, why can't I say so many things I usually want now, and I'm dying, but I've never been so embarrassed before. Thinking wildly in his head, he opened his mouth, "Isn't it, it scared you." ”
"What do you say?" Yin Zhen's voice was really a little puzzled, didn't he think that I looked like some kind of strange thing tonight?
"Yan Yu and Ruyi must be disgusted with me tossing them, so they are unwilling not to pretend to be a female ghost, Gao Wuyong seemed to be scared before entering the door just now, and he didn't ......"
A sullen laugh made me unable to continue, "No, it's just," Yinzhen whispered and paused for a long time, holding my right hand in my palm and stretching it into the cloak and wrapping it behind my waist, pulling down my left hand and holding the hem of my chest on my lower belly, my head against my ear and said very seriously: "Next time, don't run around dressed like this again." ”
Wouldn't I know what era this was, and how could he slander me like this?
"I didn't," he said, turning his head sharply, but his lips brushed against his cheek, leaving a faint red rouge mark, and he choked on the second half of the sentence, and moved his head back a little to stare at his face.
Sunburn makeup? Wow, it feels so good!
The eyes that were close at hand were half-narrowed, and the candlelight flickered so that I thought that the fourth master had instantly turned into a feline, and his lips moved slightly and overflowed very lightly, "No?"
Shaking his head, he quickly explained, "No, don't you have a cloak on?" As he spoke, he grabbed it with his hand, and as soon as the cloak loosened from his neck fell down the slippery fabric, the killer's fingers tapped lightly on my slightly exposed collarbone.
Looking down at his chest that fluctuated slightly due to breathing, it's good, I've been trying to change my figure, although it's only a little effective, but because of two pregnancies, now I'm very satisfied, for Mao this man doesn't pay attention to it, is it scared silly by me? But it still looks normal, I can only say that he is really not interesting.
Just as he gritted his teeth hatefully, the finger stuck to his collarbone had appeared in sight, extending the edge of the water-red placket, slowly sliding across his chest, and finally landing on the very bottom of the neckline and gently hooking it.
I was done, and I put my head on his shoulder and whispered to my ear, "The cloak is gone, do you see?"
The neckline was instantly hooked up forcefully, and I hurriedly pressed the hand back into place, sat up straight and looked at the murderer's owner, "Don't pull it, don't pull it, food can't be wasted, and the clothes are the same, I just put them on today." ”
Yin Zhen singled out the corners of his mouth, and before I could see the smile clearly, his lips had been covered by him, and the hand that grabbed the fabric finally put the poor neckline, and the ironed half-exposed chest slipped directly into the placket and held it gently.
I thought to myself, perhaps, I shouldn't have taken off that belly pocket, at least it wasn't so convenient for him.