Li Feng stayed in place as if he had lost his soul, muddy, and he didn't know when the three of them left!

My sister got a boyfriend, but she didn't tell me.

The point is not that I was not told.

The point is how my sister can find a boyfriend.

Li Feng smiled bitterly and shook his head, "What's wrong with me, I should be happy that my sister is looking for a boyfriend, after all, my girl has grown up and started to think about men, I should be happy in my heart." ”

But why am I so miserable?

I came home in a mess, put the ingredients in the kitchen, and was about to start cooking.

The phone rang at this moment!

"My sister is calling, pick it up..."

It's my sister's phone.

"Hey, Xiaofengzai, my sister is eating outside today, I won't go back to eat at night, I don't have to wait for my sister!"

Silent.

"Xiao Fengzai, did you hear what my sister said!"

Li Feng smiled bitterly, "I know, have fun outside!"

The phone hangs up.

Lin Feng held the mobile phone in his hand, maintained a posture, and stayed there stupidly.

After a long time, Li Feng's face flashed with a hint of madness, and he poured all the ingredients he bought into the garbage basket like crazy. Then he squatted in the corner of the kitchen and cried loudly.

Why he cried, he didn't know, he only knew that his sister was going to leave with someone else.

The sister who pestered him all day long will never pester him again.

The sister who will only play coquettishly in front of him all day long, maybe, will never come back.

I don't know how long it took, Li Feng, whose face was full of tears, raised his head slightly.

wiped the tears from his face and squeezed out a smile, "What's wrong with me, I should be happy, my sister is looking for a boyfriend, proving that she has grown up and is already an adult, I should be happy for her." ”

As he spoke, the tears on his face fell unconsciously.

"But I'm just uncomfortable. ”

After a while, Li Feng suppressed his emotions and got up and came to the living room to sit on the sofa.

He has never felt lonely like this moment, he is alone in the whole house, and he may be alone in the future, and I am afraid that there will never be any more laughter and laughter in the past.

The house is like a cage, Li Feng didn't find it before, but now he can really feel the silence and loneliness here.

Li Feng got up and turned off the light in the room, and then sat on the sofa again, he wanted to feel the taste of loneliness in advance, and when his sister left, this taste would envelop and swallow it.

Darkness is the most poisonous poison, it can make people crazy, it can make people silent.

Some people can find a way to relieve themselves in this darkness, taste solitude and enjoy the silence.

Some people can only die in this darkness, buried in this loneliness and loneliness.

Li Feng felt it, he felt it in advance now, he felt the loneliness.

Loneliness is a heart-piercing pain, but there is no good medicine. And the silence is a dead gray color, which puts another heavy stab on the lonely heart.

Habit may paralyze this pain, and when you get used to this pain, some people even enjoy this pain in turn.

It's just that Li Feng is not used to this kind of pain now, and in his current thought, death is much better than this feeling.

Maybe many people who commit suicide will have Li Feng's current thoughts, but some people have taken action, and some people are still enjoying this suffering.

…

I don't know how long it took, but the door was pushed open from the outside, and then the lights were turned on with a bang.

"Ah~"

"Xiaofengzai, you want to scare my sister to death, why don't you turn on the lights at home?"

When my sister saw a person sitting on the sofa, she screamed in fright, and then when she saw that it was her brother, she patted her peak and let out a sigh of relief.

"My sister is back, hurry up and take a bath, go to bed early, and go to work tomorrow!"

My sister sighed, went to her room, got a change of clothes, and went to the bathroom.

She didn't fight with her brother either, and from the moment she entered the door, she felt that her brother was weird, her face was a little pale, and she seemed to have cried.

Forget it, I'll ask my brother after I've taken a shower.

After my sister entered the bathroom.

Li Feng's face was a little gloomy, and sure enough, his sister no longer asked her brother to carry her into the bathroom as usual, but walked in by herself without saying anything.

"My sister has grown up!" said that, Li Feng's face turned a little paler.

After more than 20 minutes, my sister came out of the bathroom wearing that ultra-short bathrobe.

"Brother, hurry up and take a bath!"

"Good!"

The younger sister didn't coquettish, but called him brother, Li Feng already knew that he would never go back to the past.

Li Feng casually washed in the bathroom and walked out of the bathroom wearing big pants.

After getting out of the bathroom, I saw my sister still lying on the sofa with Erlang's legs crossed as usual.

The picture is so familiar.

"Brother, come and rub my legs. ”

Li Feng came to the sofa, put his sister's legs into his arms, and kneaded them gently.

He didn't make it bad as usual, and he massaged his sister very seriously.

"Brother, can you tell me what happened today?" asked my sister worriedly.

She found that her brother was very abnormal today, and he was simply not alone.

"It's okay, what's the matter, brother!" Li Feng answered his sister's question without raising his head.

"But this is not like the usual you, when my brother rubs my sister's legs, I will ~" My sister's face was slightly red, and she didn't finish her words, but the meaning was already obvious.

"Is that so?haha~" Li Feng forced himself to pretend to smile and joke with his sister, stretched out his hand and stroked his sister's beautiful legs, but just like that, he continued to massage his sister very decently.

Don't you know that the laugh you pretend to be is more ugly than crying?

The younger sister saw through it at a glance, but she was not in the mood to hit her brother, he could see that his brother must have something to hide from her.

"Brother, what's wrong with you today, can you tell my sister something?"

"What can my brother do!"

"Don't lie to me, our brother and sister are one, we have never been born, if there is something in my brother's heart, my sister can see it at a glance!"

The younger sister straightened up, stroked Li Feng's pale face with her hands, looked at the eyes that had obviously cried, tears appeared in the corners of her sister's eyes, and her heartache held her brother's cheeks with her heartache.

"Brother, what's going on, can you tell my sister?"

"What can my brother do, don't think about it!"

Li Feng's eyes flickered, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Did you tell my sister that you found a boyfriend, my brother felt very uncomfortable, and he cried when he came home!

Don't be ashamed.

"You lied to me!"

Tears in my sister's eyes became more and more, and finally they dripped down like rain.

Li Feng hurriedly reached out to wipe his sister's tears, but he still didn't say it after all, because it was too embarrassing.

The younger sister didn't care about the tears on her face, and her hands slid lightly on Li Feng's face.

"Brother, you've cried. ”

"Sister, don't ask, okay?" Li Feng's face flashed with a hint of unnaturalness.

"Okay, sister don't ask, sister wait for my brother to tell me by himself!" After speaking, my sister stuffed her whole person into her brother's arms.

My sister knows, don't look at my brother, I usually rely on her for everything, but if my brother doesn't want to say or do some things, it's useless for others to persecute him again.

"Okay, don't be like a child, hurry back to your room and go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow!"

"I couldn't sleep, so my brother turned on the TV. ”

Li Feng took the remote control board, turned on the TV, and chose a variety show.

Neither brother nor sister spoke, pretending to watch TV seriously.

About half an hour later, the variety show came to an end.

"Sister, go back to your room and go to bed. ”

"Brother take me!"

"You're an adult, why do you still let me hug me, be good, go back to your room and go to sleep by yourself!" Li Feng pretended to be serious and reprimanded his sister.

My sister's face was bitter, and she looked at her brother pitifully.

Li Feng was ruthless, hugged his sister from his arms to the sofa, frowned, and said solemnly: "Go to the room and sleep by yourself, you are so old, don't pester your brother all day long." ”

It's just that after he finished speaking, he didn't expect his sister's reaction to be big.

"Wow~"

My sister suddenly cried loudly like crazy, and her body was desperately drilled into her brother's arms.

"Woo woo ~ brother, don't you want me?"

"What the hell did I do wrong? Why did my brother do this to me. ”

My sister is scared, afraid that my brother won't want her, and I'm afraid that I won't pay attention to her anymore after abandoning her!

"Sister, why doesn't my brother want you? Brother carries you back to the room. ”

Li Feng carried his sister to the room, "Good, go to bed early!"

The younger sister held Li Feng's arm and didn't let go.

"Brother, can you tell me what's going on?"