Chapter 001: Back to Childhood
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The country's premier bustling metropolis.
Yan Fei has lived in this city for seven years, and even when life is at its most embarrassing, she has never been so embarrassed as she is now. She slumped down on the icy pavement, the rain pouring down her pale face, unable to wash away any humiliation she had suffered. Originally, she had long hair like ink, but at this time it was cut unevenly, and her scalp could be seen in several short places, and her clothes were uncovered, scarred, and lifeless, and the glamorous woman was directing a group of men and women to tear apart her life.
It's a long and painful process.
At this moment, she is like a street rat that everyone shouts and beats, huddled on the cold and damp concrete road, with endless cursing in her ears, accompanied by "crackling" slaps.
If she were unconscious, she could ignore the tingling of her cheeks, the sound of her sharply trimmed nails cutting through her flesh, the contempt and insults in the invective, the crushing of her fingers in high heels, the body that was left with a pair of panties, the cruel tearing of the last fig leaf......
However, Yan Fei has been a sensitive girl since she was a child, she is good at observing words and feelings, good at protecting her self-esteem with a strong image, and good at hiding her inferiority complex with a smile. So she understood the contempt in the eyes of passers-by, those gazes were like a steel knife, using cuts, scrapes, and slashes to bully what little self-esteem she had left, causing her body to be incomplete, which made her more painful than the actual injury.
These pains all come from a man named Jiang Ruchen.
He is Yan Fei's boyfriend, and he has been dating for three years, and at this moment she realized that he was actually a married man.
Three years ago, the two met at the Zero Bar, Yan Fei was twenty-four years old, and Jiang Ruchen was forty-two years old.
She also gave birth to a baby boy for him last month, and the child is only a little more than a month old.
This morning, she was dragged from the bed by several strong women, dragged her downstairs by her hair, and then there was endless beating, until they were tired and began to stand aside and scold, she realized that she had been beaten into a mistress who seduced other men's men and a shameless/son.
From beginning to end, she didn't have a chance to refute a word, and in the end she didn't have the strength to refute a few words.
There is an elegant man sitting on the edge of the garden not far away, his name is Jiang Ruchen, he is the father of her child, handsome, slender, elegant, and extraordinary. Jiang Ruchen, President of Lin's Group, is a top student of BJ University.
Now it seems that his thoughtfulness and gentleness at that time were both means of coaxing women. However, at that time, Yan Fei couldn't see human nature clearly, and she didn't understand that a man could deceive you with such a gentle voice, and it would take three years to deceive.
Jiang Ruchen rushed into Yan Fei's life like a ray of light, domineeringly stuffing love and gentleness into her heart. It was a kind of happiness that she had never experienced, a feeling that was so warm that it was crisp.
Yan Fei thought that meeting Jiang Ruchen was God's compensation for her, compensating for the ups and downs of her life in the first half of her life.
The reality is so cruel, he can watch the whole process of her being abused with a sneer, and he can also take out a cigarette calmly and swallow the clouds and smoke elegantly.
Suddenly I felt that love is such a ridiculous thing!
The gorgeous woman standing aside to give orders is Lin Kexin, the chairman of the Lin Group, and the wife of Jiang Ruchen and Ming Media. His wife is beautiful, so beautiful that she can negate the "you are beautiful" that he has praised countless times.
Why did he let such a beautiful wife cheat? Yan Fei will not believe it until she dies, all this is because of the child, and the crux is the child!
A woman who can't give birth and a mission who needs to be passed on to the next generation can do anything to deceive her children.
There are too many irreversible things in life, but there is no place for Yan Fei, a regret medicine, and a glass of forgetting worries. When she can no longer find her children, when she finally believes that everything is really a scam, the whole world has no reason to stay strong.
Jumping down from the top floor of the Lin Mao Building, Yan Fei felt like a maple leaf, drifting in the smoke and rain of the city, the wind whistling in his ears exuded the breath of freedom, and finally sprinkled on the hard concrete floor to reflect a blood-red color.
Evasion, cowardice, incompetence! The power is monstrous, there is no place to complain, and it is better to bend than bend? Which one it is? It's always liberating to die! No matter what the world says, they don't want to hear it, they don't want to be pitied.
Yan Fei fell into the whirlpool of darkness, as if she had been wandering for centuries, the boundless black almost crushed the fulcrum of her every nerve, she wanted to get out, desperately wanted to leave, so she ran desperately, stumbling and trying to move forward.
In the midst of the confusion of thoughts, it was as if a voice was asking, "How can the world deal with me who slander me, deceive me, insult me, laugh at me, despise me, despise me, hate me, and deceive me?" ”
"Then you will pay homage to him one by one, and see how he will be?"
When the darkness shrouded, Yan Fei shouted in her heart, she hated, she couldn't wait to break those people into pieces......
"In this life, I don't know anyone! I only hope that after death, I can turn into a terrible ghost, and drag those who deceive and insult me into hell, and it is best that I will not be reborn forever! ”
At that time, a beam of light pried open the darkness, and she was like grasping a life-saving straw, desperately trying to break free from the shackles of darkness and run with all her might. After a bout of vertigo, she fell unconscious.
When she woke up again, she didn't know how long it had been, but in front of her was the familiar adobe house, the furnishings in the room were the same as in those years, a full kang room, and in the corner was a smoky and blackened earthen stove, on which were placed a plate and three black bowls, and the small wooden bench in front of the stove was shiny. This is her home, a place that she remembers to escape from.
After three full days, seventy-two hours, and four thousand three hundred and twenty minutes, Yan Fei finally believed that she had been reborn.
In her last life, she lost her father and mother at the age of seven, and she has been sent to the fence for the next seven years. First, the mean third aunt enslaved her in the name of taking care of her, and then she was given to his friend by the fourth uncle who was not doing his job, and if it hadn't been for the aunt who lived in the provincial capital to come in time, she would have married another woman at the age of fourteen.
However, her aunt's ability was limited, so she could only send her to work as an apprentice tailor, the kind that did not pay her for food and housing. Although it is unsatisfactory, there is no need to marry someone else to be small.
Ma Changxing is her tailor master, in his early fifties, born white and fat.
His son Ma Mingcheng is Yan Fei's first boyfriend, an upright and handsome young man, who saved her from Ma Changxing's hands several times. If it weren't for Ma Mingcheng, her body would have been trampled by an old man.
When she was eighteen years old, Ma Mingcheng joined the army. The promise of never abandoning and staying together for a lifetime was shattered, and she left the tailor shop in a bad mood and learned from others to go to the sea. With the thirty yuan saved by her aunt all the way south, she was abducted and sold several times because she couldn't read a few big characters, and she was transferred to Jiangzhou at the age of 20.
In a desperate situation, since God gave her the opportunity to start over, then she had to plan well.
Those human beings who bully her, insult her, despise her, laugh at her, and despise her, you will look at her in a few years!
"Jiang Ruchen, Lin Kexin, you have to live well, wait for me!"