Chapter 199: The heart has not changed

"Liao Fanmin, why did you settle the bill for me, it's obviously me who has a treat... ”

Liao Fanmin, who was waiting for the waiter to make an invoice, suddenly grabbed his arm, and he didn't need to turn his head, he knew that it was Shen Yaling.

Shen Yaling's face was still a little red, but she couldn't see the slightest drunkenness.

"It's nothing, this time I'm in a treat, next time you come to have a treat. ”

"Really, did you invite me to a Western restaurant for dinner? ”

Shen Yaling stared at Liao Fanmin, and simply hugged Liao Fanmin's arm with both hands.

Liao Fanmin in front of the counter, with a smile on his face, took the waiter's smiling eyes hard, and after taking the invoice from the waiter's hand, he was about to stretch out his arm, but Shen Yaling hugged him very tightly and couldn't shake it off at all.

Shen Yaling almost snuggled up to Liao Fanmin's arm, and the two walked in the direction of the dining table.

There was no one at the table anymore, and Wang Zhi and Ma Yanhong left.

Seeing the doubt in Liao Fanmin's eyes, Shen Yaling spoke quite proudly.

"Just now I saw that Wang Zhi was a little drunk, so I asked Ma Yanhong to send Wang Zhi back first. ”

Walking out of the western restaurant, Liao Fanmin and Shen Yaling walked in the direction of the car, and Shen Yaling was still holding Liao Fanmin's arm.

Although there are not many people around the restaurant, there are still a lot of people coming and going, in this case, Liao Fanmin is not good to forcibly shake off Shen Yaling's arm, he knows that such a posture will make everyone who sees it misunderstand, and it is undoubtedly a couple who can walk like this.

More than two years have passed, Liao Fanmin originally thought that there should be nothing between him and Shen Yaling, because nothing happened at the beginning, and later it was rumored that Liu Tao and Shen Yaling might become a couple, but such rumors were denied, and nearly three years have passed, and Shen Yaling has never been in love.

Shen Yaling has outstanding appearance, very good temperament, there is no shortage of suitors around her, she has not been in love for such a long time, it should be said that it is not very normal, Liao Fanmin used to be a little worried, but after the relationship between him and Cheng Yahui was completely determined, he did not take these things into account.

But the moment he walked out of the western restaurant, Liao Fanmin had to think about this matter again.

This is not Liao Fanmin's narcissism, he feels that Shen Yaling has never talked about friends, and may have a certain relationship with himself.

It wasn't until she walked to the side of the sedan that Shen Yaling let go of her hand with a relieved smile on her face.

Liao Fanmin started the car and turned on the music.

"Liao Fanmin, take me for a ride in the suburbs, is it okay? ”

Liao Fanmin turned his head to look at Shen Yaling and nodded.

The car headed in the direction of the suburbs, and neither of them spoke along the way, silently listening to the music.

The road gradually became open on both sides, and there were no tall buildings in sight, and occasionally large fields could be seen.

The speed of the sedan is not very fast, the windows are ajar, the breeze is blowing, and it still feels very comfortable.

"Shen Yaling, she has already arrived at the outskirts of the city, is she going for a ride along the road? ”

"Go ahead. ”

Liao Fanmin looked at Shen Yaling and spoke tentatively.

"Why don't you drive, I'll sit next to me and take a break. ”

Shen Yaling also turned her head and looked at Liao Fanmin, her eyes were very bold.

"I'll drive, would you like it. ”

"If there's anything you don't want to, I'll just take a break. ”

There is no traffic police on the outskirts of the city, so it is impossible for anyone to check here, and besides, it is long past the end of work.

Stepping on the brakes, pulling the handbrake after neutral, Liao Fanmin unfastened the seat belt, Shen Yaling was not polite, and after getting out of the car, he came to the main driver's position.

Looking at Shen Yaling's familiar starting vehicle, Liao Fanmin's eyes narrowed slightly.

"Liao Fanmin, isn't it strange why do I drive. ”

"It's a little, but there's nothing strange about it. ”

"This is my first time driving in Nanhua City, and even at home, if I don't want to, I won't drive casually. ”

Liao Fanmin smiled and did not answer.

"Liao Fanmin, why don't you speak. ”

"Oh, look at the scenery around you. ”

"Don't change the subject, if you're afraid to talk to me, or if you don't want to talk to me. ”

"It's not that serious, haven't I been talking to you all the time. ”

Shen Yaling's expression gradually changed slightly, and a mist appeared in her eyes.

Liao Fanmin was a little worried, Shen Yaling was driving after all, although the speed was not very fast, but if Shen Yaling was really stimulated and went crazy, who knew how she would drive, Liao Fanmin at this moment really regretted it.

"Liao Fanmin, I'm really so unbearable, isn't it worth your eyes. ”

"Shen Yaling, what are you talking about, I don't even know how to answer what you said. ”

"I know I shouldn't think about it, but I can't help it, since my freshman year, I can't fit other people in my heart, you and Cheng Yahui are sweet and sweet, I can only envy, I don't dare to interfere, let alone see you in pairs, I can only sigh Cheng Yahui's good life, but now it's different, Cheng Yahui is about to go to the United States to study, three years, in my impression, people who have studied abroad, few have returned to China, are you ready to come to live abroad. ”

"Well, I won't go abroad, otherwise I won't give up the opportunity to study abroad. ”

"I know you gave up the opportunity to study in the United States, but you know, I also gave up, I know you gave up the opportunity to study abroad, so I gave it up too. ”

Liao Fanmin turned his head violently and looked at Shen Yaling, the news shocked him too much.

"Liao Fanmin, don't look at me like this, what I said is true, if I want to study in the United States, I will definitely be able to go, I submitted an application at the beginning, and I was actually in the list, but I heard that you are not going to study abroad, I found the head teacher, got the application back, and gave up the opportunity to study abroad. ”

Liao Fanmin nodded silently, he believed what Shen Yaling said.

"Cheng Yahui went to the United States to study, let me see hope, I think Cheng Yahui really can't do without you, then you should give up the opportunity to study in the United States, stay by your side, that is the real love of you, if Cheng Yahui does not go to the United States to study, I will never give up the opportunity to study abroad, I will silently bless you abroad, maybe I will not come back in this life... ”

Complex emotions instantly hit Liao Fanmin's heart, he said that he couldn't tell his feelings, in fact, Cheng Yahui's choice to study in the United States was a huge trauma in his heart, Shen Yaling was right, if Cheng Yahui really loved to die and live, when he gave up the opportunity to study in the United States, he would not choose to study in the United States.

In this matter, Shen Yaling's choice is much more decisive.

You can't have both, for a certain period of time, it is impossible to take care of love and career, there is always one party to make compromises and sacrifices, if everything is so happy, it is not life.

Mature mentality, so that Liao Fanmin has a clear understanding of love, he no longer has the fanaticism and impulsiveness of his youth, will not be desperate for love, in such a state of mind, Liao Fanmin is often distressed, if he does not have so much maturity and wisdom, maybe he will fall into the whirlpool of love like a moth to a fire.

Shen Yaling has never been in love, and she really has a direct relationship with him Liao Fanmin.

But Liao Fanmin can't have any relent, and at such a time, he must not hesitate, otherwise he will harm others and himself.

"Shen Yaling, I'm not that good, it's not worth your doing, you must not indulge in it, open your heart, you will have a bright future... ”

"Don't talk to me about this, I don't want to hear ... ”

Shen Yaling braked suddenly, and the tire made a brake mark on the ground.

"Liao Fanmin, you say, don't I have any chance, you say, if Cheng Yahui chooses to stay abroad, do I have no chance, do you look down on me, you say, you say... ”

Liao Fanmin's face turned a little pale, he avoided Shen Yaling's eyes and lowered his head.

"Shen Yaling, I'm sorry... ”

Shen Yaling slammed open the car door and rushed out.

Liao Fanmin instinctively wanted to get out of the car and grab Shen Yaling, but he couldn't help it, reached into his trouser pocket, and took out a cigarette.

After lighting a cigarette with trembling hands, Liao Fanmin looked at Shen Yaling who was squatting on the side of the road.

Shen Yaling's crying voice came clearly.

Liao Fanmin gulped down his cigarette, and a bitter emotion lingered in his heart.

Being able to be pursued, whether it is a man or a woman, is proud, at least this proves their own ability, but once the feelings are determined, you must choose loyalty, no matter how many temptations there are outside, you must restrain your emotions.

After smoking two cigarettes in succession, Liao Fanmin sighed slightly and opened the car door.

Shen Yaling was still squatting on the ground, her head down, and her crying was no longer audible.

"Shen Yaling, let's go, it's getting dark. ”

Standing behind Shen Yaling, Liao Fanmin forced himself to calm down and forced himself to speak without any emotion.

Shen Yaling slowly stood up and turned to look at Liao Fanmin.

Shen Yaling's face turned pale, and blood stains appeared on the corners of her mouth.

Liao Fanmin's body trembled slightly, and he unconsciously reached out and wiped the blood stains from the corners of Shen Yaling's mouth.

Shen Yaling burst into tears again, and suddenly threw herself into Liao Fanmin's arms.

Her chest was quickly wet with Shen Yaling's tears, and Shen Yaling's cry reached Liao Fanmin's ears, stirring Liao Fanmin's nerves.

Liao Fanmin used his greatest strength to restrain his emotions, he gently patted Shen Yaling's back, but he would never hug Shen Yaling, he knew that if he did this, there would be countless troubles in the back.

Finally, Shen Yaling calmed down.

Looking at Liao Fanmin, Shen Yaling spoke.

"Liao Fanmin, I won't give up, Cheng Yahui has been studying abroad for three years, and I can wait for these three years... ”

Liao Fanmin's face turned pale instantly, looking at Shen Yaling, he didn't know what to say, he would never have imagined that Shen Yaling was so stubborn and still unwilling to give up.

If Cheng Yahui gave up the opportunity to study in the United States, all this would not have happened, young people in their early twenties are fanatical about love, and will be desperate to pursue it, and even willing to give up heaven and earth.

Why Cheng Yahui was not able to do it.