Chapter 293 The ground is not worthy of the long-sleeved dance, and the night is cold and the sky is against the short lamp (2)

Chai Kejing has always dressed elegantly and plainly, today she is wearing a beige windbreaker on the outside, a white turtleneck sweater on the inside, and a pleated skirt on the bottom, the autumn wind blowing on the street blows, gently swinging her black hair and windbreaker, between a piece of bleak and falling wood, it looks graceful and refined, Feng Zhe feels as if time has passed back to his college days. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I never hoped that this girl at the school level would take care of her, she didn't have it when she was in school, and she didn't go out of school, but she just liked herself.

How did fate begin?

Was all this caused by Cupid's drunken and indiscriminate arrows?

Chai Kejing still didn't speak, but she didn't move, Feng Zhe sighed and said, "You don't answer the call, you don't reply to the text message, what troublesome thing did you encounter?" Can you talk to me? Even if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to grieve yourself like this. ”

"You ignore me in such a daze, I'm really aggrieved. Please, I'm not smart at all, I'm not outstanding, I'm a very ordinary man, it's impossible to see the subtleties, I'm going to do something wrong, if I don't do well enough, even if it makes you sad and resentful, you tell me, can't I pay attention to correction in the future? ”

Chai Kejing lowered her head when she listened, Feng Zhe walked over and stood in front of her, from this angle, she could only see Chai Kejing's long eyelashes and pretty nose, Feng Zhe softened her tone and said, "Kejing, it's been almost a week, what happened?" ”

Chai Kejing closed his eyes, looked up at Feng Zhe, stared at him for a few seconds, and said, "Did you lie to me?" ”

"What?"

The woman asked the man if he lied to her, it can only be an emotional problem, Feng Zhexin said at least after confirming the relationship with you, I will not sit still, Chai Kejing said: "Do you have other women?" ”

"Nope."

Feng Zhe replied very simply.

Chai Kejing already wanted to have a good talk with Feng Zhe, but somehow looked at Feng Zhe's inquiring look and became annoyed again: "That woman's phone calls have all been called home, do you still say yes?" You still deny it! How long are you going to lie to me! ”

"What woman? What am I denying? ”

Feng Zhe's denial made Chai Kejing more and more uncalm, she always felt that she would not be like them when she saw other couples arguing, she and Feng Zhe were the same as Mo Lingxi, how could they be awkward, but now that the matter is out of her body, all the original cultivation has disappeared, and she ran to Java in an instant.

"What woman? It's the woman of men and women! It's the woman who is already pregnant with you! ”

Chai Kejing, who was still soft-spoken, said that at the beginning, it was like a raging flood had found a breakthrough, and his words began to be coherent: "You can not admit it, but I have the ability to discern, how long has the phone at home been installed?" I have never told anyone, including my parents, this phone number is only known to you and me, how can there be an irrelevant person calling, or claiming to be your girlfriend, and she is pregnant, so people want to talk to me, what do I talk to her? Talk about who quits? ”

"Claiming to be my girlfriend? Still pregnant? Feng Zhe was stunned and wanted to laugh when he heard this, this is definitely a misunderstanding, how is this possible?

Where is Yang Ling now?

How long has it been since Shang Jing and herself have seen each other in Yangshou County?

Li Xueqin often encounters, but they haven't been together for a long time, if Li Xueqin is pregnant with a child for herself, from the last days when the two are together, I'm afraid they can go home on maternity leave to breastfeed the child, right?

"Kejing, I really don't, how is this possible? Don't you believe me? I didn't tell anyone about this phone number, it's your and my home. ”

Seeing Feng Zhe's appearance that he wanted to laugh, Chai Kejing couldn't help but not make a loud noise: "Okay, then let me ask you, how did this woman know that she didn't mention her phone number, why did she say that she was looking for you as soon as she opened her mouth?" ”

"Looking for me?"

"Yes, if she doesn't tell your name clearly, how can I believe everything she says?"

Feng Zhe frowned, what's going on?

"I'll tell you," Chai Kejing took a deep breath and said, "She called many times and asked me to meet and talk, yes, I went, but she didn't show up." She even told me where you and her rented a house, and I went, but the woman had just moved, no, you had just moved! When I asked people who had just moved in, they said that they had heard that there was a man and a woman living here before, and the neighbors confirmed that the women were at home, but the men didn't go back often. ”

"That doesn't tell the story? What else do you want me to say? ”

Feng Zhe wondered for a moment if someone wanted to frame him, or someone deliberately wanted to set up some obstacles between himself and Chai Kejing, but he felt that this was unreasonable at all, if he offended someone in Meishan, then this person would directly seek revenge on himself, why did he go to great lengths to find Chai Kejing? Even if it was because Qiu Zhangqing protected him, the person didn't dare to act rashly, but how hard did it take to find Chai Kejing in the bend? The effect received is not yet obvious.

Could it be that there are Chai Kejing's suitors who come to make trouble? But where does the phone number come from?

How did the woman who called know her name?

Feng Zhe couldn't figure it out.

But Feng Zhe knew that all this was nothing, it was a misunderstanding.

"Why don't you take my picture and ask if the man is me?"

Chai Kejing said: "Do you think it is necessary? ”

Feng Zhe shook his head: "Everyone says that there are aliens on the earth, and they are still legendary, but who has ever seen aliens?" ”

"No analogy, Kejing, you just have doubts about me, but you have to ask yourself, what are your feelings? Do you think the person you've chosen is lying to you, or is it sincere? ”

Chai Kejing looked at Feng Zhe and shook his head: "You know me, but, the facts are the facts, I ask myself?" I asked myself how many times I can't remember, you are the first man I fell in love with in this life, I, I don't know how this happened, I understand, in fact, you didn't like me very much at first, it was all my wishful thinking, I thought I was very happy, I will always be happy, but, but I was wrong, I ......"

The heart of invincibility is often defeated by a simple comfort, the disguise of invulnerability, often completely surrenders in front of people who understand you, Chai Kejing's self-confession suddenly stimulated Feng Zhe - she is the first man she fell in love with, isn't she the one she wants to marry? Otherwise, what was the purpose of transferring the house to her in the first place?

Was she wrong?

She said she liked herself wrong?

And what about yourself?

Was the decision the right one?

Why is this happening?

Feng Zhe lowered his head: "You don't understand at all. ”

Chai Kejing looked at Feng Zhe and said, "I understand." ”

Feng Zhe still lowered his head, and his voice became very small: "No, Kejing, you really don't understand, you don't understand the feeling of trying and trying and trying and trying and working hard and trying and working hard and trying all the time but never succeeding, you don't understand the feeling of being misunderstood but unable to defend it, and you can't explain it clearly, like the loneliness of being abandoned by the whole world." It's that I've never dared to ask for your favor, because you've always been born perfect, and I've been an outcast since I was a child, I'm a superfluous person, that's how I've been trying to prove myself, yes, you've always been perfect, you can't understand the feeling of being hurt by life and fate, I don't know how all this happened today, maybe it's a test, if I really have another woman, and as you said, it has been verified by you, what am I here to defend with you? Isn't this in vain? If I really have other women at the same time as you think, am I doing this to continue to deceive you into playing the game? ”

Chai Kejing said: "I don't know...... Am I perfect? But what I encountered today is not what I want, is it all my fault? I also have emotions, and that's how my life is? Is it my fault? ”

Feng Zhe threw his arm up and put it down, was silent for a while, and said, "Okay, then, this is life." ”

Then, Feng Zhe murmured again: "Now, this is my life." ”

Chai Kejing didn't understand what Feng Zhe was saying, this conversation that had no result had no meaning to continue, Chai Kejing took a deep breath again and left, Feng Zhe looked at the old trees around him a little blankly, and found that the scars on the trunk were like deep eyes, these eyes witnessed the changes in the world, joys and sorrows, but they were destined to be indifferent.

Chai Kejing walked on the street in a daze, and suddenly found that he was going to Balipu, so he felt a little heartbroken, walked to the bus stop, and then got on the bus back to Da Niuzhuang.

There were not many people in the car, Chai Kejing looked at the outside of the lights and shadows, feeling uncomfortable, and the tears finally flowed uncontrollably.

After seeing Feng Zhe, she knew that she was finally distressed to the extreme.

A five or six-year-old girl sitting next to her asked her mother why this aunt was crying, the adult shook her head and didn't speak, the little girl took a tissue and patted Chai Kejing and said, "Auntie, give it to you...... Mom said, be strong, good children don't cry noses. ”

Chai Kejing took the tissue with teary eyes, said thank you, and turned his head to look out the car window, but the tears flooded even more......

……

Hu Hongwei transferred the mine to Ma Guanghua.

There are a lot of people who want to receive Hu Hongwei's mine, because his conditions are very good there, and the grade of the mine is good, but Ma Guanghua pays the most money and has a very positive attitude, so he quickly changed his course, and after everything was ready, Hu Hongwei looked for Feng Zhe to drink, and the two went to Hu Hongwei's new home in the city very close to the Fulin community, but this time Feng Zhe changed his previous point to the end, and Hu Hongwei drank in the dark, Hu Hongwei naturally did not have Feng Zhe's amount of alcohol, and fell asleep in a daze after a while, but Feng Zhe became more and more sober, the reason is that he can't get drunk at all.

If you want to buy a drunk, you can't get drunk, this life is really boring!

Looking at the scenery in the distance, it is really a thing or a person, what would happen if you went back in time? If I had chosen to talk to Yan Ran at the beginning, would I have encountered this dilemma now?

But that's impossible, even if everything is done all over again, he won't get along with Yan Ran, but what about Qiu Zhangqing? Don't you know Qiu Zhangqing's mind in your own heart?

But what are the concerns? One is because she is her top boss, if there is a scandal, it will really become a big news, I believe Qiu Zhangqing also thinks so; Second, because of Chai Kejing's factor, it would be irresponsible to find someone else with a serious girlfriend, besides, Qiu Zhangqing has a family.

But now the responsibility has to be dumped away, that is, he can not be responsible from now on?

Feng Zhe also didn't understand his heart.

Out of Hu Hongwei's door, Feng Zhe walked towards the Fulin community, and when he arrived at the gatehouse, the security guard on duty didn't know what was going on, and he didn't stop this drunken man, probably thinking that Feng Zhe looked extraordinary, and he might be from this community.

Feng Zhe entered the community and took the elevator to the floor where Shang Jing lived, but he didn't meet either of the two, Feng Zhe was disappointed and happy, but at this moment he suddenly understood that he was not here to find Yan Ran, and he wanted to see Shang Jing more than he wanted.

Why do you want to meet Shang Jing?

The difference between sex and love is that sex relieves tension, while love causes tension, is it just trying to find a woman?

How did you become so red?

I don't know what will happen to others when they encounter these things?

Feng Zhe returned the same way again, and found a hotel to live in, not surprisingly, a woman called to ask if she wanted to serve, Feng Zhe wanted to say yes, but still refused.

When lying on the bed, I had wild thoughts in my head, and I suddenly thought of Cao Cao, this guy's book evaluation is that he is a traitor in the troubled times, but when he was crusading against Zhang Xiu, he actually asked Cao Anmin if there was a ** in this city, and he was also refreshed at Zhang Xiu's aunt Fan's place, is this behavior a good minister or a traitor?

It seems that as long as you die as a hero, you will live until you watch yourself become more and more confused, and slowly become a bad person who seems to be good or bad.

In fact, recently, Feng Zhe doesn't know what he's been thinking about all day, but he always likes to be quiet, and no one knows that the youngest town party secretary in the province has gone a little crazy. (To be continued.) )