12. I can't drop it
As soon as he stepped into the courtyard gate, Yinzhen grabbed my wrist and walked towards the room, Yinxiang hurriedly ran to the front and grabbed Yinzhen's belt, seeing that he couldn't stop him, he said while retreating: "Fourth brother, blame me for today's incident, I shouldn't let Xiaoshunzi come over, otherwise this won't happen, don't ...... it."
Seeing this, Yinzhen stopped and patted Yinxiang on the shoulder, intercepted his words and said, "Yinxiang, you go back first." With that, he dragged me and walked forward quickly. Looking at his appearance, he shouldn't be very angry, I don't know what I'm thinking with an expression on his face, but the strength in my hand is so great that it hurts my wrist. At this time, it's better not to provoke, and hurriedly turned his head to Yinxiang and motioned for him to go first, but he ignored me and just followed behind me and Yinzhen.
trotted after his steps, and suddenly tripped under his feet, and the whole person fell to his knees. When I looked up, I saw Yinzhen holding my wrist and was stunned, so I hurriedly tried to stand up with my empty hands, but there was a huge pain in my right ankle, which made me sit down. Yinxiang ran up a few steps and pulled away Yinzhen's hand, which was still holding me, squatted on the ground and asked, "You...... You okay. β
Seeing the anxiety and distress in his eyes, tears flowed down his eyes, and he pointed to his right foot and said, "It hurts." β
was wiping the tears on his face with the back of his hand, his body had been picked up, and a voice came from above his head: "Yinxiang, you go back today, and if you need anything in the future, you can directly ask the fourth brother." With that, he walked towards the room.
I hurriedly grabbed the clothes on his chest and motioned him to stop, turned my head to look at Yinxiang and said, "Yinxiang, I almost hurt you today, I'm sorry, I won't be like this again in the future, and I won't affect the fourth master and you again, you pay attention to your body and study hard." "I just hope he understands what I mean.
Yinxiang looked back and forth at me and Yinzhen for a while, and Fang nodded back, "Got it." Then he turned and left.
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The room was so quiet that you could hear Yinzhen's breathing.
From the moment he put me on the bed, he stood there like that, staring at me without moving or speaking, so nervous that I gritted my teeth and endured the pain in my feet, and I didn't even dare to make a sound.
Meiyu came in to break the silence in the room: "Fourth master, water ......"
"Put it there, you get out. β
His eyes followed Meiyu until the door closed, and he suddenly felt that he was really alone. What is today's events like in his eyes? What am I like? Will even Yinxiang's impression in his heart be affected? What will he do to me? What will a person who can't distinguish an expression on his face do? I really can't figure out at all, this kind of Yinzhen makes me panic.
He lowered his head and buried his face in his lap, endured the pain in his feet, hugged his legs with his hands, and gathered them together against the back of the bed, thinking about what had happened when he woke up from this bed. It's been a few days, and I've lost sight of the days. From the time I saw him, I thought he was a half-grown child, but he was an adult, and now it seems that he is ridiculously naΓ―ve. I want to find my brother and want to protect my brother, even if I know the danger, I still willfully insist on going my own way, almost harming others and myself. Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing, but I didn't laugh a few times, but I began to cry uncontrollably, and after a while, the skirt on my legs was soaked.
"Take off your clothes. Yinzhen's voice was like being tied up by something, and it collapsed very tightly, so frightened that I hurriedly grabbed my collar and sat up straight to look at him, and rubbed my body back again.
Seeing me like this, Yinzhen stepped over, tore my hand and grabbed the neckline to unbutton it. I grabbed his hand and looked into his eyes and cried out in horror: "Don't." β
Yinzhen's face leaned over and breathed into my face, and he said in a deep voice: "Do you know how to write the word dead? Do you know what you are doing? Since the day you married me, you are no longer just your Wulanara-Siyue, you are still my love for Xinjueluo-Yinzhen's Fujin." You said that you are not ready, I will not touch you, you don't like Lan Si to demonstrate to you, I will let you, you have to send medicine to the thirteenth brother, I will bring someone to you, but do you know what you did today? Is this what a prince Fujin should do?"
His voice was very low, but he knocked on my heart word by word, and after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't speak, so I had to reply in a dumb voice: "I'm sorry." β
Yin Zhen sighed, let go of my collar, and said, "Take off your clothes and clean the wound." Then he left the bedside.
I wanted to open my mouth to refuse, but when I saw that he had already brought a basin of water back and put it on the corner stool, I took off my coat with my hands, and when I moved, I noticed a slight pain in my arms and knees.
Watching him help me clean up the wound little by little, I felt uncomfortable for a while, so I whispered: "Yinzhen, I'm sorry for causing you trouble, and causing you to lose face in front of your brother." But...... I really didn't mean to, ...... later Never again, don't be angry, okay?"
Yin Zhen raised his head and glanced at me not very seriously, then lowered his head and continued to wipe the wound on my leg, and said slowly after a long time: "You'd better remember what you just said, it's best not to let yourself see that I'm really angry." β
Isn't this angry? So how can it be counted? I suddenly remembered the Kangxi comment I had seen about him "moody", when did that happen? Or has he now learned to control his own feelings?
Just as he was thinking that there was a sudden huge pain in his ankle, he was about to exclaim, and hurriedly raised his arm to his mouth to bite it, and tears fell in strings, flowing down his arm and into his neck. He only looked up at me, and then put my feet on his lap and continued to rub them.
I think the reason why Kangxi didn't punish me and just asked me to copy the "Female Commandment" for a month must be because he knew Yinzhen and knew that he would teach me a lesson. And a new daughter-in-law who was just married by him, he couldn't slap himself in the face and say that this daughter-in-law was not good, and handed it over to Yinzhen that everything was fine, he was really an old fox.
Looking at his serious appearance, I remembered Yongzheng, who was once an idol and infatuated, and he could never overlap. Shaking his head and looking at the boy in front of him, as if to confirm something, he reached over and gently put his hand on his bare head, and felt the person under his palm instantly freeze, stunned.
Although I knew the answer in my heart, I still asked: "Is it that the two of us will always be together in the future and can't be separated?"
Yin Zhen's eyes seemed to have something jumping, he pursed his lips and nodded, "Yes." β
His answer made me know that no matter what, I am now living here and living beside him, so whether he is forbearing, wise, humorous, lonely, or cruel, ruthless, and cold in the world's mouth, it no longer has anything to do with me, and I have to learn to know and understand this real him.
In addition to Yinzhen, there is another man, and I have to face it again. It's really a kind of luck to be able to be accompanied by someone who once depended on each other here, but there seems to be only one way to maintain this luck, and that is to stay away. As long as two people can live safely and healthily in a place where they can see each other, it is good.
After figuring it out, he gritted his teeth and said in his heart: "Brother, my identity has been determined from today onwards, I am Wulanara-Siyue, you are the thirteenth elder brother Yinxiang, in the past difficult years, you did your best to take care of me and pamper me, now let me change my identity to take care of you." β
The palm stroked the back of his head, grabbed the end of his hair along the braid, smiled at Yinzhen and said, "It's okay." β