Chapter 404 The roots should grow downwards and the flowers should bloom upwards (2)
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Yan Ran stood at the door and watched Feng Zhe work at the desk, and after a few seconds, Feng Zhe realized it, he looked up and saw that the eyes of the two met in the air, and it seemed that there was some pain in Yan Ran's eyes, so Feng Zhe stood up: "Come, please come in." ”
Yan Ran came in, opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry, Feng Zhe, I blame you wrong......"
"Don't talk about this, did you eat in the morning?"
“…… No. ”
"Shall we go out for a bite to eat, then? I didn't eat it in the morning. ”
Of course Yan Ran was happy, Feng Zhe closed the door and left with Yan Ran, this time he didn't explain to Cao Jinfeng, firstly, because there were too many people in the opposite room, and secondly, he also wanted to leave here with Yan Ran as soon as possible.
Cao Jinfeng saw Yan Ran, and said in his heart how to find Feng Zhe's girls, each one is more beautiful than the other, and they all have their own merits, and he is too lucky.
Feng Zhe and Yan Ran did not stay away, the county hotel was not far away, and when they got inside, they sat down, and the two of them didn't speak for a long time while eating, Yan Ran felt that he had a thousand words, but he didn't know where to start.
But things always have to be understood, Feng Zhe looked at Yan Ran and was about to speak, but Yan Ran smiled cautiously and said, "Li Yu is looking for you?" ”
"Hmm."
"Oops, who knew that one of his relatives was actually selling pirated copies, what a coincidence."
This is the reason why Li Yu is looking for himself? Then there is a deep reason for her so-called apology? She's too purposeful, isn't she?
Yan Ran was speechless, she felt that Feng Zhe had something to say that made her feel cold, and she would need to keep finding some topics to shorten the distance between herself and Feng Zhe: "Her relative is not good at coaching, but he does things that violate the law and discipline...... Can you help her? ”
Li Yu's relatives violated the law and discipline, but you asked me to help him? Feng Zhe said, "Hmm...... What is the name of her relative? ”
"Wang Wanchun, don't you remember?"
Where did Li Yu say it?
This kind of conversation was really strenuous, and seeing that the meal was finished, Feng Zhe finally said: "Yan Ran, we, in the future...... I think, you're really nice, I'm just, I'm ......"
Yan Ran understood, Feng Zhe felt that Yan Ran's flower-like face seemed to have signs of crying, but he really couldn't say anything against his will.
"You're good, I'm not good myself, you don't know me, you can't imagine my life......"
"Why?" Yan Ran interrupted Feng Zhe: "Is it because I said you on the phone?" I was angry, I was really in a bad mood......"
"Then you have been wronged, why don't you explain?"
yes, why don't you explain it yourself? Explain to whom? To you? Or to Qiu Zhangqing? Didn't Liu Zaifen tell Qiu Zhangqing clearly at that time? She and she tried their best to let the villagers transfer, is there anyone who is obedient? Can someone be obedient and tragedy be staged? Didn't you go to Houdianzi Village with Liu Zaifen? Not a member of the government's staff? Liu Zaifen has been let go by Qiu Zhangqing, but why did Qiu Zhangqing have to target himself at that time, and he must let himself answer that there was no dereliction of duty and no reckless disregard for human life? Is this statement and confession that is so important? Is it because of the words of those two brothers who shouted that they would take responsibility for themselves that Qiu Zhangqing decided to calm down the people's anger? Isn't there less mud on his body than on Liu Zaifen's body, doesn't that mean anything?
What Tun Yishan said was that he was too self-righteous at that time, and he thought that he didn't need to shout with his mouth when he did it, but the crying child really had milk to eat, and Liu Zaifen may have taken advantage of being a woman, so Qiu Zhangqing thought that he was the man who should be the leader of directing the villagers to evacuate from the old fort, so the responsibility was greater, but is this really the case? He is just a judicial officer, and he is accompanying Liu Zaifen, not a leading township cadre.
Also, after the accident, no one paid attention to themselves, and they were the beasts of the flood? They usually say hello, hello, hello, everyone, as soon as something happens, the fire refines the real gold, and even this woman who likes herself blames herself......
"It's really impossible to be with her......"
Looking at Yan Ran, Feng Zhe affirmed his inner thoughts more and more.
After knowing about Feng Zhe's rescue in half of the room, Yan Ran was angry and didn't want to pay attention to Feng Zhe, but after understanding the truth, Feng Zhe wanted to ignore himself, Yan Ran felt panicked again, ignoring the other party or the other party ignoring himself, a simple question raised by someone made a sharp change in mentality.
Yan Ran said: "I'm sorry, you can blame me, we, I don't want to, I really ...... I like you......"
Feng Zhe shook his head, and Yan Ran said excitedly: "What, do you think I'm telling a lie?" I ......"
"No, I know you like me, but you don't love me, liking is different from loving."
"You don't love me, maybe, you don't realize it."
Yan Ran shook his head and said, "No, I love you, really, I love you, but I can't say it." ”
"Do you need me to say it now? Feng Zhe, I love you, I love you. ”
Yan Ran was very excited, Feng Zhe couldn't calm her down, he could only look at her quietly, fortunately, the dining seat was surrounded by a screen, and no one could see the situation of the two of them.
After waiting for a while, Feng Zhe said, "Yan Ran, let me ask you, and then answer me after you think about it." ”
"Well, okay, you say."
"Yan Ran, I was in Banfang Town at the time, is it really that important what I did? Suppose, suppose I'm really derelict in my duties, I'm careless of human life, I'm just a bastard, what will you do to me now? ”
"You won't. I know you're not that kind of person. ”
"I'm hypothetical."
"But you're really not!"
"Yan Ran, why wouldn't I? I'm also a human being, I'm no different from anyone you know, I'm not a saint, I'm not a perfect person, a saint also has flaws, why am I a perfect person? Don't let you force yourself to believe in that illusory thing in your heart, that will only deceive you. ”
"I also thought about running for my life at the time, but because there were too many people, I couldn't squeeze in, I couldn't run, do you believe this?"
Yan Ran looked at Feng Zhe and shook his head, Feng Zhe said: "Yes, that's my true thought, that thought has been circling in my heart, I don't want to be a hero, it's not easy for me to live to this day, I don't want to die, it's just that in that place at the time, I saw someone helpless in the face of disaster, I didn't know what was wrong with me, so I ran over to save people, that's the truth." ”
"Why do you say that? That's what you think, and that's right. ”
Feng Zhe let out a long sigh and said: "Yan Ran, you are very beautiful and beautiful, you shouldn't be sad, it should be me who is sad, maybe, what I will say, at some point in the future, in the dead of night, I will not forgive myself......"
"Then don't break up with me......"
Feng Zhe wanted to say that we weren't in love at all, but in this case, there was still no need to say it.
"Strictly, the real reason why we can't get together is that at that time, when everyone was misunderstanding me, I needed someone to care about me - just for me as a person, for me as a person! - Just a care for me as a person! Instead of standing on the level of social morality and superstructure, and condemning me with a righteous and awe-inspiring morality. That's not about love. ”
Yan Ran was stunned for a moment.
Feng Zhe put his hand on his forehead and rubbed it, and said softly: "I need an emotional care that has nothing to do with social responsibility, I need someone who stands on my side without hesitation when I am misunderstood by everyone and says: I believe in you, I know you won't do that, just because I believe in you." ”
At this time, Feng Zhe's mobile phone began to vibrate, it was from the office, and after connecting it, Cao Jinfeng's voice came from inside: "Hello director, Director Qian just called you and asked you to go to County Magistrate Qiu, look ......"
"Got it, thank you, Sister Cao."
Yan Ran felt that her dazed mind was suddenly made clear by Feng Zhe's words, and she seemed to understand what was missing between herself and Feng Zhe.
"I'm sorry, let's go, shall we?"
Yan Ran and Feng Zhe walked out of the restaurant together, Feng Zhe lowered his head, then raised his head again, looked into Yan Ran's eyes and said, "Yan Ran, goodbye." ”
Feng Zhe said these words very slowly, Yan Ran heard them very clearly, she felt that she could no longer speak, she watched Feng Zhe turn around and leave, until she quickly disappeared from her field of vision......
Qiu Zhangqing's full-time secretary Lu Wanshuai has not yet gone to work, Feng Zhe still went to Qian Yifu first, and then followed Qian Yifu into Qiu Zhangqing's office.
At this time, it was almost noon, and the bright sun was so bright that it was projecting in from the window, reflecting Qiu Zhangqing's face very fair, her hair was so black and beautiful, and there were a few strands of hair on her cheeks that were uncontrollably curled, Feng Zhe suddenly thought of Qiu Zhangqing's busy every day, what would her love life be like?
The county magistrate is also a human being, whenever he sees a female leader, he always ignores their gender and only sees the identity of the "leader", it seems that the female leader is the same sex as the male leader, or they are both sexless, in fact, this is a bit ridiculous, but why do you feel like this, Feng Zhe has not thought about it carefully.
Qian Yifu and Feng Zhe went in and stood for a minute, and Qiu Zhangqing looked up, and Qian Yifu said: "County magistrate, in ten minutes, you will go to the county hotel to meet the directors of several private enterprises in the county." ”
Receiving the director of a private enterprise, it was at this time, in fact, that he wanted to have a meal with those people, Qiu Zhangqing nodded and said that he knew, looked at Qian Yifu and Feng Zhe, and said: "You inform Director Liu, and that Xiao Jiang from the TV station, the day after tomorrow, I, you, Xiao Feng, go to the province to meet the people of Wanbang Company." ”
Qian Yifu took a notepad and went out, Qiu Zhangqing asked Feng Zhe: "How do you feel?" ”
How does it feel? Did you "break up" with Yan Ran? Although she thought so, Feng Zhe knew that Qiu Zhangqing was definitely not asking about this, so she could only ask about how she was working in the cultural market.
"I'm getting acquainted with the work, thank you for the county magistrate's concern."
"Is it difficult?"
"There are difficulties and challenges, and the comrades of the marketing office are very cooperative with me."
Others cooperate with Feng Zhe's work, that is, there is no difficulty, and the business will become proficient sooner or later: "What do you think about propaganda and cultural communication?" ”
"County magistrate, my knowledge system is very abstract, 90% from books."
Qiu Zhangqing looked at the documents on the desktop and did not interrupt Feng Zhe, Feng Zhe continued: "Propaganda is the vanguard of an organization, always a means to achieve the goal, cultural dissemination is a process of ideological dissemination, the ideological realm varies from person to person, and the cultural form is different. ”
"What form of cultural communication do you think is more acceptable to the general public?"
"I can't say this well, but now that the Internet is so developed, there are various forms of cultural transmission and cultural expression. I remember when I was a child, the village played a movie, it was not dark, I and the children carried the bench to the place where the movie was played, at that time everyone was very happy to watch a movie, and every year on the fifteenth day of the first month, there were lanterns, playing social fire, at that time, almost 10,000 people were empty, everyone was watching performances on the street, and then there was a rowing competition during the Dragon Boat Festival, which was also a cultural activity. ”
"It's just that that memory only exists in my mind now, I've been away from home for many years, and some things are not unfamiliar, maybe I'm a little out of life."
"Oh?" Qiu Zhangqing looked up at Feng Zhe: "You are out of life?" That's interesting. ”
Feng Zhe explained: "My detachment is that I have been studying and reading, but I have some meaning of not living. ”
"You mean it's not grounded?"
Qiu Zhangqing finally finished reading the manuscript and leaned back on the back of the chair: "I have only seen dragon boats in these cultural forms you mentioned, but what you didn't mention, I love Ansai waist drums very much...... Propaganda is the vanguard of an organization, and propaganda is always only a means to an end; The masses only know a little about abstract ideas, so their reactions are more manifested in the emotional realm, and emotional propaganda needs to get rid of the shackles of science and truth, well, these words should be viewed with critical thought. ”
Feng Zhe knew the origin of Qiu Zhangqing's words, although extreme, but to the point, Qiu Zhangqing stood up as he said and looked at the time: "You go and get busy, I'm ......"
Qiu Zhangqing was saying, there was a buzzing sound, this was not the phone on the desk, Feng Zhe felt that Qiu Zhangqing's mobile phone should be placed in the drawer of the desk.
Sure enough, Qiu Zhangqing went to the drawer and took out a mobile phone, Feng Zhe took a look, and said County magistrate, you are busy, I'm leaving, Qiu Zhangqing waved his hand at Feng Zhe, and when Feng Zhe was about to close the door and leave, the mobile phone on his body also began to vibrate, Qiu Zhangqing glanced at Feng Zhe, and at this time Feng Zhe had already closed the door and went out.
This call was from Li Xueqin, she invited Feng Zhe to her house for dinner at noon, but Feng Zhe had just eaten, and because of strict reasons, Feng Zhe didn't want to see anyone, so she rejected Li Xueqin.
Li Xueqin didn't go to work in Banjianfang today, anyway, she was pregnant, and the judicial office was fine, she told Lin Xiaoquan that she would just go back to Banjianfang Town next week, so she could save herself.
asked Feng Zhe to come to his house for dinner that day, but Feng Zhe didn't come because of something, so Li Xueqin sent out an invitation again