147. Far Away II.

Strange and familiar feelings, painful...... It hurts all over my body.

It should be the afternoon sun, shining directly on the eyes, bright. I tried to open my eyes, trying to raise my hand to cover it, but found that my right hand couldn't move, it was completely free from the brain, and my left hand was held again.

Half-squinting to adjust to the light, the fingers holding my left hand moved slightly, and a familiar voice was heard, on this hot summer day, it had a cooling effect, "Wake up." ”

What is going on? It was like an instant amnesia in my mind, and my memory was shattered somewhere.

There was no one else in the tent, and Yinzhen, who was sitting on the edge of the couch, leaned down to face me, only said two simple words, and stared at me.

I tried hard to sit up, but the slightest movement made my mouth grin, and my right arm was still unable to move but began to hurt my heart.

"Don't move. Yinzhen let go of my left hand, sat down on the pillow, put his hands on my shoulders, and helped me lean on his chest. He took a bowl and scooped a spoonful of brown juice to my mouth.

My right arm was bent at 90 degrees, and a piece of white satin hung around my neck, and the pain was mixed with soreness, like countless ants gnawing at it.

Damn! The memories are slowly piecing back......

Fate, even after three hundred years, it still can't be changed, why is my arm so calamitized, is this also fate? Unexpectedly, if you don't put me back on, I really don't know whether to laugh or cry.

Looking at the soup spoon in his mouth, a strong smell of medicine came to his nose. Looking up at his slightly frowning brows, the sorrow in his eyes became even stronger, as if it was more than sorrow.

Don't mess with him!

At this hour, he should be hunting, Kangxi was merciful and let him come back to look at me? I really don't know whether to be grateful for his kindness or hate him, a good prince hunting, why do you want to be ingenious and let us who are lucky and Jin go to race what kind of ghost horses.

He's so busy!

It's just that...... What was the situation? The strength of my feet at night was so fast, I seemed to be in the front, why did I suddenly fall off? The saddle was loose? It seemed to be.

My heart tightened suddenly, it's okay, it's good that Kangxi made a temporary decision, otherwise, he fell off the horse...... It's Yinzhen.

This realization made me tremble a little, and my left hand was lightly pressed against my right arm, stunned.

I thought that someone had done something in secret, but I kept persuading myself in my head, but it was just an accident.

Who would be so ruthless and want to put him to death? Do you hate him so much? You have to live and die? If there really is such a person, does he hate him more than me at this time, and one of Kangxi's decisions made him miss a good opportunity.

"Pain?" Yin Zhen casually put down the medicine bowl, wrapped his palm around my left hand, lowered his head slightly and leaned next to my face, his voice became very light with less condensation, "Take the medicine and sleep for a while, the imperial doctor said that your injury ...... If you want to raise, don't move these days, endure a little. ”

I didn't seem to be able to do anything but rejoice, and I could only keep my mind shut about the night's accidents, and I didn't dare to ask. At this time, he seemed to be unhappy, but the anger in his eyes was still obvious, and I had to lie obediently in the tent as a veritable disabled person.

I don't know if that modern me also suffered such a sin, and I fell not lightly at that time, and I fell here, alas. It's just that when I come here, I only have a shell, a soulless ego or a self-body, will there be a painful consciousness?

Shaking his head and shaking off the idea that he was flying farther and farther in his head, he could only lament: It is said that everyone's life will be broken once, and my life is ...... No matter what the era, it is so similar and complete.

The trip continued, and no one mentioned that they wanted to send me back to Beijing first, so they could only follow the team sadly to continue this unfortunate grassland trip. Meiwei helps me change my dressing every day, and Twilight often comes to accompany me, rarely speaks and just looks at me not to move, and her dark eyes and a slightly pursed thin lip often make me mistakenly think that Yinzhen has turned into a daughter. It's just that the real body has become very rare.

I dragged my broken arm, and I could only guard my own small square of the world, and occasionally wanted to go out for a walk, and the guards in front of the door would kindly remind me: The fourth master wants Fujin to rest more.

I'll go!

Now, even the heavens and the earth are gone, only tents, tents!

After suffering for more than a month, it was not until the third day of the ninth month that I sat in a carriage with thick cushions, wandered into the capital, and returned to the palace of Prince Yong, which I had not seen for a long time.

Regarding the expansion of the palace that Yinzhen said, I couldn't do anything, I stayed in the house every day and listened to the slight sound of moving next door, and the subordinates in my own house began to pack up and prepare for work under the command of Li Fu, but no account book was sent to me.

The white satin that was an eyesore was finally removed, the medicine did not need to be replaced, and I began the most inhumane punishment in history—rehabilitation. In the past, when I watched the heroes and heroines who played those broken hands and feet on TV for physical therapy, BT's bared teeth grinned in pain, and I really wanted to scold the street and be crazy and despicable, but now, I realize how unkind I am, and the punishment is coming.

This is really not a human sin, and I want to die directly when it hurts.

Doctor Su is very good, and carefully taught Meiyu how to help me massage, but this girl's hands are also too strong, and she is just a little woman, who can rub me unconscious.

Yin Zhen may not be able to stand it and want to help me, or maybe he is too careful, not only has it not worked, but he was said by Imperial Doctor Su that if it continues like this, Fu Jin's hand will be abolished. I watched him fight with me, his hands were all in his palms, his knuckles were visibly white, but they never reached my arms again.

If you want to say that it is ruthless, it has to be Yinxiang, ignoring Yinzhen's wide eyes, grabbed my hands and arms and began to break hard, I fainted directly in protest.

I don't know what Yinzhen thinks of his approach, I finally woke up and couldn't accept such cruel treatment, I leaned on Yinzhen in a sweat and glared at the culprit who didn't have the slightest warmth from his brother and sister, but his expression was full of anxious entanglement of hatred.

"Thirteenth Master, can we be lighter? I am a human being and not a flower and a grass, how can I make such a ruthless move, I am sorry for your strength if I don't faint. ”

Yinxiang sat back on a chair not far away, didn't raise his eyes, stilted Erlang's legs and said while drinking tea: "No, you just broke my arm, and you can't faint." ”

Yes, I nodded speechlessly, and whispered silently: Or are you the master...... I'm just a woman, I have an excuse for being weak, and I can't show that I have to let the Hongwan sisters and brothers praise their mothers as soon as they see them, so they are really a man.

But this simple roughness still seemed to work, and my crooked arms were finally showing signs of straightening. Yinzhen began to learn to ignore my wailing like Yinxiang, and I repeated this sad life in constant soberness, cold sweat, and fainting.

On the twenty-fourth day of October, the pregnant Fucha gave birth to a daughter to the thirteenth master, but this joy did not last for a day, and the son of the fourth master and Lan Si, Hongyun, died. The son who has been raised for ten years is so smart and sensible, and Lan Si cried silently for a long time.

On this winter day when the weather was cold and full of wind and snow, a new injury was drawn in Lansi's heart, adding to the desolation.

I understand her grief, the pain of losing a child cannot be spoken, and I cannot persuade her. Fortunately, she still has Shushen and Hongshi, just like when I lost Honghui, there were still Hongwan sisters and brothers, although they can't be replaced, but it's better than having nothing. Regardless of Hiroshi's future, now at least soothes her aching heart.

This year is destined to be a year of joy and sorrow.

After two days, with Lan Si's unfinished tears and the whiteness of the house, the fourth master added new joy, and Qi Zheng, who had been married to the mansion for five years, was finally pregnant, and she was pregnant for a month.

This feeling is very weird, Xiao Qian is coming, my heart is finally relaxed, but I can't help but feel a little sour. While I was suffering from falling off the horse for you, the gentleman entered someone's house in a dashing manner, and let me know in this way.

When you are sad, the best medicine is to see someone more distressed than you, at this time, I deeply understand the true meaning of this sentence.

The most contradictory person in the house is not me, but the little sister of the Nian family who is praised by others. When she returned home with an injury, her joy was hidden under the slightly frowning eyebrows, and a pair of more beautiful eyes looked at the house sad and happy, her mood also changed again and again, the only thing that remained unchanged was her dedication to Yinzhen.

I don't know what kind of education Nian Xiuwen received since she was a child, with her family background is also an officialdom family, she should have read a book, how could she make such a boring and childish behavior to sow discord, or as an embarrassing identity of a sojourn girl. It can only be said that she is too confident, or some are not so confident, and want to seek a new environment for survival in this way.

Twilight didn't tell me what Xiao Nian said to her, she just told Qi Zheng that I didn't have the habit of eavesdropping, and just happened to go to see the little pregnant woman. Standing under the cloister outside the door, listening to her learn the soft and delicate little daughter's posture, Qi Zheng smiled, and I couldn't help but cover my mouth and smile.

These sisters are really getting along well, in my opinion, they both like Yinzhen very much, but it didn't affect their feelings, which is rare. What's even more rare is that such a smart person as a young girl would make such a low-level mistake. I can only say that it is not advisable to treat others on their own, at least it will not work for this little woman, and it will be replaced by the Song family...... I guess the odds are better, but unfortunately I won't be kind enough to remind her.

Since she has not officially become a member of the government, I have no responsibility or obligation to teach her how to be a woman in Yinzhen. As for the future, now my aunt and grandmother are not feeling well, so I don't want to be an ostrich for the time being.

Pulling her eyebrows, she turned around and was about to leave the door of the prayer kite, and saw Yinzhen standing at the door of the Sanhe courtyard, standing tall and stepping in the snow, her dark cloak and hem fluttering in the wind, and her eyes under the brim of her hat could not see her love.

Slightly blessed in his direction, pulled his eyebrows and continued to walk towards the backyard, when he stepped into the courtyard door, his elbows were gently supported, and Yinzhen had walked to my side.

Trying to stretch out his arm to unfasten the buckle around his neck, he raised his hand to take it, took off his official uniform and changed into a dark green regular dress and sat in the chair, took the tea handed by Meiyu and put it on the table, looked at the fine snowflakes that began to fall outside the window and whispered: "It has been snowing for the past two days, you have a good rest in the room." ”

Sitting in the chair opposite him, he couldn't help but rub his elbows under the table, and he still couldn't straighten it, I don't know if it will be like this in the future, and I don't know if I'm awkward.

It's been three months, and Imperial Doctor Su said that it will take at least six months to recover, and it will take at least a year to heal, and as for the small part of the bending, he can only express regret, of course, he has to carry Yinzhen on his back to dare to say such a thing.

When is this kind of day a head.

Seeing that he was looking at me, he hurriedly put his hands on his lap and nodded, "Got it." Two days ago, Li Fu said that the things in the house had been packed up, and the eighth brother had already moved away, and the construction could start when the snow stopped. Or, wait until the beginning of spring next year? Or, let them live in the garden first, there are always people in and out of the house, and there is no need to make noise about them. ”

"Okay, I'll talk to Li Fu early tomorrow morning and let him arrange it. Yin Zhen said and got up and walked in front of me, took my right hand and gently rubbed his elbow.

"Let's talk about it tomorrow, it's snowing again now, if you don't keep worrying about the carriage tomorrow, it's hard to walk, don't toss them anymore, don't wait a few more days. ”

Yin Zhen stopped the movements of his hands, his palm was still attached to my forearm, and the clothes that were separated seemed to be warmed up by him, carrying his body temperature. I looked up at him, a pair of dark eyes that were bottomless, and the corners of my lips were tightly pursed, as if I was enduring something.

"What's the matter? Someone outside today is upsetting you? Who is so blind, sue me, and I will help you scold him." ”

Yinzhen shook his head almost invisibly, pulled me against him and whispered: "In the past two days, you have taken the time to go to Yinxiang's mansion to see your younger brother and sister, she is about to give birth." ”

I nodded in response, and heard his deeper voice again, "Yinxiang...... was left in the palace by Huang Ama, you persuade your younger brothers and sisters to want to open some and live a few days...... Go home. ”

Stayed in the palace by Kangxi? What does this mean? Can I go back in a few days?

Speculation and endless waiting have finally become reality?

What I've been afraid of for a long time, has finally come?

How could it be!

Yinxiang, who doesn't recruit anyone and doesn't mess with anyone, just follows Yinzhen, how could he be left in the palace by Kangxi, and there was no sign at all.

He said such a simple sentence, without much explanation, and asked me to persuade Xiaoyan as a sister-in-law, how can I persuade him? Can he guarantee that Yinxiang will definitely be able to return to the house in a few days? How can Kangxi decide to change lightly, Yinxiang...... It's not a prince.

The buzz in my head was like a pot being blown up by boiling water. I will still go to Xiaoyan, but who will relieve me.