Chapter 39: Dilemma (4)

A woman who drinks liquor is like drinking boiled water can't be provoked, and a woman who can open her heart and talk to herself about the hidden past is even more unprovoked.

It's better to be silent than to listen.

"The superficial things and the rules that everyone knows have no meaning in this world," Shang Jing drank another glass of wine: "It's better for you to leave here, you have the ability and scheming, but you lack opportunities, you are destined to be extraordinary, you can't delay your time here." ”

Feng Zhe replied: "You think too highly of me, but everyone is looking for opportunities, where can I go, I haven't even completed the internship period, Lu Cao is gone, and there is a vacancy in the Law Society." ”

Shang Jing looked at Feng Zhe and suddenly laughed: "What is most lacking in officialdom is the official position, and the last thing that is lacking is the ass that can't wait, you are Sun Wukong, you must have the ability to reach the sky." ”

"I hope that I am Sun Wukong," Feng Zhe wanted to say what are you, but changed his words to "Even if it is, it is only the life of Bi Ma Wen." ”

"Then I'm a goblin," Shang Jing chuckled.

Feng Zhe felt that Shang Jing was very out of shape tonight, but Shang Jing was still drinking: "Sun Wukong, Bi Ma Wen, in fact, you just haven't been released from the Five Elements Mountain by Tang Seng, or rather, you haven't met someone who can give you three moles, otherwise, you will become ......a hero of the world."

Shang Jing was a little nonsense, she had never said so many words to Feng Zhe, Feng Zhe just wanted to listen to what was hidden in the heart of this woman who had always been hypocritical to all beings, but Shang Jing's words were so vague that Feng Zhe thought that Shang Jing was pretending to be drunk to confuse herself.

"The biggest distress of a woman is not that someone harasses her, but that no one harasses her, and that the biggest distress of a man is that he wants to harass but does not dare to harass. ”

"Students' knowledge is power, men's power is power, without strength there is no qiē, and if it is not done well, it is not conspicuous, but present. ”

Feng Zhe wanted to add a sentence "A woman's beauty is power," but he didn't say it.

Shang Jing leaned on the dining table and stretched her waist long and asked, "Feng Zhe, do you say I'm beautiful?"

Feng Zhe said: "Beautiful, and very special, I have sued you before." ”

"Then I'm so pretty, so why don't you ever harass me? Have you ever thought about harassing me?"

Feng Zhe's heart jumped, and he said, "You drank too much, my clothes are dry, I should go." ”

"Don't go, I'll sleep here tonight," Shang Jing said and stood up, walked to Feng Zhe's side, leaned over and stared at Feng Zhe and said, "Comrade Xiao Feng, you are really tired." ”

Sleep here, where to sleep, how to sleep? Feng Zhe replied: "Oh, yes, I think so, too, but who doesn't get tired of living? Do you live a very smooth life and do whatever you want?"

"Me," Shang Jing smiled again, propped her arms on the dining table and said, "I imagine that someone is covering an umbrella in the rain, and someone is holding a woman in front of her dress, just like a Japanese woman wearing a kimono and someone leaning on the back, do you think I'm having a good time?"

"I don't know about you, I can only control myself, but I don't even understand myself. ”

Feng Zhe didn't know what he was talking about with this woman, or what he was rambling about, was it just because Shang Jing was his colleague and he didn't want to offend her, or because she was very mysterious and wanted to understand her, or was she obviously tempting herself, and she was just letting go of wanting to ride her? Now these nonsense are the prelude to ambiguity?

"The sign of an immature man is that he is willing to sacrifice himself heroically for the cause, and the sign of a mature man is that he is willing to live a humble life for the cause...... Old Cadre ...... Giggle......"

Shang Jing laughed unscrupulously again, the wine glass in her hand spilled out, Feng Zhexin said that she even knew the random story of the old cadre, but she almost didn't communicate with Niu Yanshan!

"As soon as you came, I knew you were a man with a story...... You are very patient, and you will succeed in the end. ”

Feng Zhe finally stood up and said, "Shang Jing, you drank too much, you rest, I'll go." ”

"Don't go!Feng Zhe," Shang Jing said, closing his eyes and saying, "I'm lonely, I'm afraid of the night, you accompany me...... Even if it's like last year, okay?"

Shang Jing looked up at Feng Zhe suddenly, as if pleading, Feng Zhe asked, "Do you really know what you're doing?" I'm afraid that as soon as the morning dawns, you won't know how to deal with the relationship between you and me. ”

"No, I know you know me...... I usually treat you as cold as ice, but in fact, I see everything you have in my eyes......"

“…… I'm afraid of being lonely, I'm actually very vulnerable......"

"You accompany me, accompany me......"

Shang Jing's voice became quieter and quieter, and her body slid to the ground like boiled noodles.

Shang Jing said in a daze: "I believe in you, I have believed in you since last year." ”

"If there is no one in this world who can be trusted, it will be too pathetic, everyone is so selfish, there should always be a little hope to leave some truth to tell the world, otherwise the world is too pitiful, and we are all too pitiful......"

Feng Zhe heard Shang Jing say such a few words, sighed in his heart, helped Shang Jing up, and didn't know where Shang Jing's master bedroom was, so he casually found a room, built it for her, went to the bathroom and took a cold shower, and then found another room to sleep.

Feng Zhe doesn't know if Shang Jing's courage to dedicate himself tonight is a portrayal of drinking too much or a true portrayal of his thoughts, he doesn't want Shang Jing, talking about feelings and life with this woman is nonsense, that's self-deception, but Feng Zhe wants to do it when she is sober, otherwise, it will be too boring, not to mention, she will still be in an office in the future, she doesn't have that kind of intention, but she did that kind of thing with her, and she is so desperate? Isn't it like this for a few years in college? Can't be romantic overnight without friends in the future, it's not worth it.

There are still many mysteries on Shang Jing that have not been solved, Yan Ran said that Feng Zhe is a mystery, in fact, everyone is a mystery, it depends on whether there is a need for you to be solved in the minds of others, whether you have a deep concern and desire, otherwise the mystery has no value in existence, it can only be a mystery that belongs to you, and is not remembered.

This sleep was very sweet, the bed in Shang Jing's room was very soft, and it was very comfortable to sleep on it, so Feng Zhe had a dream very soberly, he dreamed that he was in love with Yang Ling, who had been absent for a long time.

Feng Zhe finally opened his eyes happily, but it was not the gentle Yang Ling who had not been seen for almost a year, but Shang Jing, who could be painted with eyebrows!

Feng Zhe woke up immediately, what was going on? I remembered very well that I didn't sleep with her last night.

Shang Jing was sleeping soundly there, with a smile on his face, I don't know what he dreamed of, and it was a little different from the appearance of always having a straight face on weekdays.

Feng Zhe was taken aback, when did this female goblin arrive in this room, when did she go to her own bed, when did she sleep with herself again, did she unintentionally drink too much and go to the wrong door, or did she deliberately come to find her closer, so was the dream just now done with her in reality? Or is it just a dream? If it is real, it is too much of a loss, it is better to be clear and crazy last night when she opened her eyes, how can she make such a clear impression at all.

Feng Zhe was a little annoyed, but after thinking about it again, he gave up and stood lightly under the bed. >