It's been three months, and the smiles are back, with a month's profit from the Suzhou branch. She seemed to be much happier than before she set off, and her face was full of a sense of accomplishment. It seems that ancient women also had to have their own careers, and they could temporarily forget about their unsatisfactory feelings.

However, Yinzhen and Yinxiang have not yet appeared.

None of the two men wrote a letter to their families, and it was as if they had evaporated from the world and disappeared.

Xiaoyan and I occasionally entered the palace to ask for peace, but we didn't dare to talk much and didn't dare to ask, Concubine De's care was still there, but she didn't say a word about her two sons.

We ran back and forth between the two houses, and the two stores went around separately, watching the children take care of the little wife and counting the silver, and kept passing the time, hoping to forget about their return. In this era, there are no telephones, no planes, no trains, and no private detectives, and it will be inconvenient to do anything, but fortunately, we are used to it, but we still can't help but worry, and it gets heavier and heavier every day.

I didn't go to Grand Hyatt Xuan again, nor did I ask Lao Shi if he used those silver tickets, like I said, just for him, the water that was thrown out of the silver was spilled, and I absolutely didn't care how to use it. They should know more about Kangxi's will and the determination to raise money this time than me, and they should have some scruples.

But he, a brainless uncle, actually set up a stall in front of his house and wanted to sell his bottom, which really disgraced the royal face. I don't know whose idea it was, I only know that if they want to embarrass Yinzhen in this way and make it difficult for him to do it in front of Kangxi, I can only say that they want to deviate, because whose face was thrown on the ground can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye.

Lao Shi came to Yiyantang to look for me, and heard a smile saying that she was blocked by her smile. Later, with an embarrassed face, he walked into the gate of the House of the Four Baylors and brought the silver ticket to me. Before leaving, he only said that the money had been returned, so I didn't have to worry about it anymore. I looked at his appearance, and I only felt that this younger brother was really cute and cute, but I couldn't see the arrogance of him when he said "master" back then.

By the middle of October, Yinxiang's birthday had passed, and after nearly four months of their absence from Beijing, the capital had entered winter in full swing. There were a few heavy snowfalls, and the sky and the earth were white and cold, even worse than in previous years.

There are large snowflakes floating in the yard, and we don't have the heart to appreciate the beautiful shapes, and we no longer step around to listen to the beauty of the creaking. We stood side by side under the cloister with the hand stove in our hands, looking at the two small figures in the courtyard.

Hongwan was still squatting on the ground to build a snowman in thick clothes, and Hongwan stood aside and watched, but he couldn't pile it up. Hongwan was so anxious that she cried and called her brother, Hongwan walked over like Honghui, patted her head carefully, and softly comforted. The two sisters and brothers now look more like brothers and sisters, Hongwan is a lot taller than her, and she is more calm, like Yinzhen.

After dinner, the children were put to sleep, and the two of us women wrapped in thick quilts and curled up on the beds to warm each other, still shivering.

In the past four months, we have already said more than 860 times what should be talking, and we looked at each other, only to sigh softly. Occasionally, I still think of the days when I sat around and played the Three Kingdoms with the girls, and I would laugh. Occasionally, I still think of what the Eight Masters Party did, and I get angry. But more often than not, I still think of the two men who don't know where they are.

Such weather, even in the warm south, can become unusually wet and cold. And we didn't pack any thicker clothes in their luggage.

Missing is a disease, and on this winter day, I and Xiaoyan suffer at the same time.

The snow that flies all day and night every day does not make us catch a cold, but our hearts are faintly sore, mixed with deep longing, and tears in the wind.

Fortunately, with this long-time girlfriend and I snuggling together, our heartfelt hearts can understand each other. If it is said that my brother and I came to this other world together, it is the favor of God, then being able to marry Yinzhen is a boundless gift, and filial piety is an unexpected joy that my brother and I can't ask for, which makes us cherish and warm.

We are like having a soul in our hearts, and while I sigh, I hear Xiaoyan humming softly, "When you are on the other side of the mountains, I have no end on the lonely road......"

Her voice trembled, and I grabbed the quilt and piled it on top of her, leaning on her shoulder and singing softly. Such a song may not fully express our longing feelings, but it is better than a long night without intention.

It's too late for a lifetime, and no one can change our fortune as a prince, so we can only resign ourselves to fate or forbearance into gold, just like waiting for these days. We try our best to tell ourselves that this is life, and we try to integrate into the feudal dynasty that we have never experienced, but we still can't hold back the tears we deserve.

Sadly...... Sigh again: this is life!

I jumped out of bed and ran all the way to the kitchen to get two small jars of wine. The two of us sat on the bed as if we were once sitting in a bar, drinking and singing, talking and laughing, just not crying, venting our helplessness and dissatisfaction with the whole world.

I put my head on Xiaoyan's shoulder like a crazy demon, learned the rap, and said my heart, "How long have I not said I love you, how long have I not hugged the person I love, when the world is no longer so beautiful, only love can make him better." I believe that it is too late, don't care about those disturbances, don't let the unhappy things stop, I'm afraid that if you don't say it, I'm afraid that you won't do it, don't let the regret continue, it's too late. ”

Xiaoyan giggled, put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me away a little, his little face was slightly flushed, and his big eyes narrowed and teased, "You stupid, you have today." ”

"That's how I am, how? No matter how much you laugh, I'm still like this, painful and happy, I do. ”

We giggled and laughed, obviously two jars of wine grabbed one jar back and forth and kept drinking, humming and chirping Zhang Zhenyue's uninhibited so-called love songs, I don't know how it is possible to remember so much, once accompanied

Xiaoyan drank the last drop, grabbed the small wine jar and lay on the bed on his back, and pulled the quilt, and shouted arrogantly, "Yinxiang, you villain, if you don't come back, your aunt and grandmother will divorce you." ”

I knelt beside her with my eyes wide open, trying to look at her, and I thought I must have a look of adoration on my face, because she looked at me with pride, "Look at what?" You know you're scared, right? I'll say the same thing in front of you, depending on whether you help him or me this time. I really don't believe it, aunt, grandma, four months, for four months, every day I eat and sleep with you, if you dare to help him, I will fight you together. ”

"I won't help, I won't help, I will definitely help you this time, let him go to hell, even if it is a ghost, let him only see male ghosts, and he can't even touch the shadow of female ghosts." I chuckled and rested my head on her shoulder, smirking flatteringly, "You're the best, much better than those two bad men, if you were a man, I'd marry you and live with you." ”

"Nonsense...... You are such a troublesome woman, even if I am a man, I don't want you, I want myself. The fourth master of your family, it was a foolish fool who was smart and stupid, so he treated you as a treasure. Xiaoyan's foot kicked me and urged me repeatedly, "Don't tell me you're drunk, this is where to go, don't pretend to be drunk." Go, go get some wine, let's not get drunk today. ”

I got up from her, a cold wind poured in from the outside, I grabbed my collar with one hand and pulled her collar with the other, glared at her and roared, "You are stupid, your whole family is stupid, you are not allowed to speak ill of him, he is the smartest, the smartest." If you say that he won't give you wine to drink, he will bomb you into the yard, make you starve and freeze, and will not give you a quilt, and will not help you in the future. ”

Hyo-yan ignored me, her head tilted out of the bed and her eyes widened, and I followed her to squint at the side of the bed...... Standing people.

Male? Still two? There is actually someone in this house who dares to push the door of the old lady's room? Death!

I propped up the bed hard, trying to stand up and scold, but seeing that I was quickly leaving Xiaoyan's side, it was too late to reach out and grab it. Xiaoyan is similar to me, I was picked up by another guy, turned around and left.

I waved my hand and screamed, "You let go of me, let go, and put down your filial piety." This is the Baylor House, the Baylor House of the Fourth Master, who let you in. Yinzhen ...... Yinzhen ......"

"Master, when you are drunk, there is no master in your heart."

Hey? I stopped struggling, and even my thoughts stopped instantly. The person holding me was cold, and even the breath blowing in my ears was a little cold, and it made me cold from the base of my ears to the limbs.

It wasn't until I was pressed against my big bed by him that I couldn't react a little, and he came back...... Rushing back overnight again? In the night when I thought he couldn't even cry, in this night when I rarely drank, in the night when I went crazy unscrupulously, I was caught.

"Say."

Looking at the face in front of me, I have lost weight, but it still makes me feel so good-looking.

His hands were so cold that I almost jumped out of bed from under my undershirt and pressed against my waist, but he held me down. Thinking of his monosyllabic just now, I looked him in the eye in confusion, "What did you say?" ”

There was no response, I had to guess and try to satisfy him, "You're back, welcome home, you've lost weight, you've worked hard, I miss you so much, ......I miss you so much, I miss you so much"

His eyes gradually warmed from coldness, but with each word I spoke, his hand moved up a little harder. Sticking to my body, which is also cold, I can't feel any warmth, but it strangely makes my whole body tense and feel his palm. Those hands with slender fingers rubbed against me, and they actually hurt me a little. Maybe he rode for a long time and grabbed the reins, grinding out a lot of cocoons.

His head was lowered, the tip of his cold nose gently swept my cheek, and his voice was low and soft, "No. ”

I'm trying to concentrate on his words, isn't it? So what should I say? He opened the door and walked in by himself just now, so he wouldn't even eavesdrop on me and Xiaoyan's wall. If that's the case, this man is really hopeless!

Thinking of my crazy words with Xiaoyan, I said tentatively, "You are the smartest, the best in the world." ”

Yin Zhen actually looked at me and laughed in a low voice, and the deep facial features and shapely edges and corners were completely relaxed by his laughter at this time, which made me stammered and couldn't believe it.

His face slid against mine to my ear, his lips pressed against it, and he exhaled a rare hot breath, "Drunk? ”

I shook my head, I was really drunk, and I was also awakened by him. After denying it, I remembered that it was hard to explain my bad behavior of pretending to be drunk and talking nonsense, so I had to order it again.

"It's good that you're not drunk." Yinzhen had a smile in his voice, as if it was the first time he had been so tolerant of me and said so many things after eavesdropping.

I tried to bite my lip and endure the □□ that was about to scream, but I couldn't concentrate anymore. If his hands and mouth hadn't moved so fast, even a little slower, maybe I would have been able to recall what it had been like in the first place. After he grabbed me back to my room in such a menacing manner, I was still a little scared, and I urgently needed to share my past experience and learn from it.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

At this moment, I'm sure he's definitely the typical Sagittarius, the guy with a human body and a beast at the bottom, trying to control it with his clever head, including me.

I don't know if he's punishing me or himself, his fiery lips lit up whatever he wanted, but no matter how I grabbed his head, he wouldn't kiss me. The black pupils stared at me, and my hands roamed wildly, making me almost crazy and trying to bite him to death, but he pressed against me without moving.

I heard my own voice so hoarse that I couldn't distinguish it, it didn't look like a refusal at all, but I still forced myself to open my mouth, "You should be tired when you come back from the road, ...... early Go to sleep. ”

Yin Zhen looked at the corners of my lips slightly, his arm drilled under my waist and wrapped it tightly, and I was already lying on top of him when I turned over. I was so frightened that I put my hand on his smooth shoulder, but it was so painful that I couldn't help but cry, and I held back the screams in my mouth and lay down on his lean chest, not daring to move again. He just lay quietly like that, his hands pressed behind me and stroked gently. The heat in my body became more and more intense, and a thin layer of sweat was floating, mixed with the cold breath in the air, which made me shiver.

A quilt was placed on my back, and his voice came from my ears, comparable to my rapid breathing, but it was in my ears, "Eat with you and sleep with you." ”

It's not an interrogative sentence but an objective statement with some irony, expressing a clear hidden meaning, and I understand it. I secretly scolded myself for being a fool, how could I forget his careful eyes, and now I refuse to let go of even a woman who is out of tune. Annoyed that he forgot everything, he grabbed him by the shoulders and tried to climb down, but he grabbed him and moved violently.

The wails I had endured for a long time finally turned into endless low moans and whimpering, and I could only keep humming his name and accepting what he gave. I couldn't push it away and didn't want to hide anymore, so I was tightly entangled in him.

"Say." Yinzhen stopped suddenly, grabbed my waist with both hands and lifted it up, her lips were on the side of my mouth, the tips of her noses touched, and the black pupils in her slightly squinted eyes continued to shrink and expand, staring at my eyes.

Panting for breath, I couldn't think of what he was going to hear, and the two thin lips moved slowly, and I watched it and uttered a few words, "Say it now, I believe, it's still too late." ”

At this time, under my eyes was a man who was making love, but countless images flashed quickly in my mind, chaotic, but instantly clear. I looked at him like I was stupid, what kind of man is this?! Careful eyes are not enough to describe the awkwardness, at this time he is not only a man who is willing to give, but also like a boy who asks for infinitely, using all his means to make me comfortable and make me miserable, all just for that sentence.

Like him, I believe that everything is in time. As long as he is willing to listen, I will say, I will not stop when I am tired, and I can continue until the day when my life is over.

My hands were drenched in his sweat, sliding from my shoulders to his neck and down to his face, against his ears. Lowering his head and lips to his lips, he didn't avoid me anymore, his eyes locked on my gaze.

"Yinzhen, I love you, I only love you."

I don't know if he could hear it, because I didn't make any noise, I just put my heart to his lips.

The palms of the hands on my waist glided softly across my back and against my shoulder blades, and the legs kneeling at his sides hung behind his waist as he flipped them. I lay on the bed again, and received his kiss that seemed like a reward, the hottest kiss that a man who seemed cold as ice to outsiders could give. Two different gasps are finally entangled, and they are inseparable.

I am still staring at his eyes, my palms are still close to his ears, and I still only hear his murmuring "Yue'er", which can also make me feel the deepest affection that belongs to him.

That's it, he likes to listen to me, and I admit that I'm Q, but I can make myself happy.

It's been four months, and I can finally rest on his shoulders again and feel the rare warmth of this winter.

With his eyes closed, his palms pressed against his warm chest, he could feel the rhythm of his heartbeat. His whisper came from his ear, "Yue'er, happy birthday." ”