NO.40

In Safi's eyes, Grewell is someone who will always be optimistic, without sadness, without crying, without any worries. Greville www.biquge.info of Safi would wrap his warm arms around him, he would touch my head and call me a little beauty, he would smile at me heartlessly, he would ...... Unfortunately, I won't get any of this in the future.

I...... How did you fall in love with him? I don't know. I only know that during the separation battle at the headquarters, I will be distracted on the battlefield from time to time to pay attention to him, I will be heartbroken and worried about his injuries every time, I will unconsciously want to see his smile, in the moment of life and death, I am so afraid of losing him.

I...... Why did you fall in love with him? I don't know. Perhaps, there is no reason for love.

Because of this, to push him away, he must be pushed away.

Because I am not worthy of him. I don't deserve that perfect him.

His woman should be a fairy-like person, for me, a defiled self that I hate even myself. A woman who can give him happiness should be very gentle and poetic love words to him, will serve him a table of good food when he is most tired, will be when he is annoyed, when he is angry, when he is angry, no matter how angry he is, what he says that makes people want to be angry, all that is given to him is tolerance and understanding??

And when I was with him, he always cooked, and I never massaged him once, and if he was angry with me, I would definitely quarrel with him, and I would definitely wait for him to apologize to me first, and I never gave him any promises......

"Don't ......," he replied a little harshly.

I shook my head. Even if I didn't care about his self-blame, would he still be willing to touch me?

No, he must not want to, he must... I don't want to......

Even if he wanted to, I wouldn't let him touch it, because then he would be as tainted as I was. He is more like a complete work of art than a lover, and I will not make this precious work of art imperfect, because ...... I love him.

So, just goodbye, just goodbye.

"Break up. I repeated.

His pupils were filled with despair, and he slowly asked, "Why? Why? Why? Can't you be stronger? No matter what happens, we can go on together, why do you choose to break up?"

I smiled wryly: "Because I don't want you to be as dirty as I am." ”

"No!," he cried, "do you hate yourself so much, hate yourself so much?"

I looked up and didn't look into his eyes: "Yes, I hate myself, but don't worry, I'll be strong and go alone.??"

"Alone...... Go on?" he muttered to me.

Yes. Alone, strong, go on. Go down, go down.

Even if I'm disgusted with myself, although I don't want to be cheeky to live here, I can't die, I can't die yet. For surely none of them will want me to die, Gabriel will not, your majesty the god Yahweh will not, you will not want the beauty of the heavens, you will not want to die Laguil, he ...... Grewell, too.

So I can't die, I have to be strong, I want to see him happy, I want to find happiness for Griwell, who once belonged to me, at least after he finds someone worthy of him, I can leave with peace of mind.

"You...... Do you have to choose, break up?" he asked.

I nodded firmly.

He hung his head, his black hair covering half of his eyes. "If we are together and we can't make you happy, if we break up and we can make you feel comfortable, then, as you wish. ”

I laughed, a little crippled, and a little happy.

"So...... From now on, we will only have a simple companionship, you ...... There is no need to blame yourself for men's responsibilities.??

The ceremony ended 2 days ago, and I saw my former best friend go up to the altar and be burned to death in heaven.

Because of the success of the Battle of the Heavens, Grewell and I became the Seven Angels instead of Remiller and Raguil, and each took charge for one day.

And Griwell and I, we, have been separated for quite some time.

People from the outside world said: "Look, the flowery man and the water-based poplar woman are finally separated." "And there aren't many people who really know the whole thing.

I walked into the garden, a beautiful celestial garden that looks like spring all year round.

The sunflowers are already blooming. One by one, one by one, blooming proudly against the sun.

A melodious song suddenly floated from the depths of the garden, tactful, beautiful, but poignant, which made people feel regretful. That song seems to be like the story of me and Griwell, which is both helpless and evocative.

I looked up at the sky, the sunlight sliding gently down my fingers.

I laughed and cried.

The ceremony ended 2 days ago, and I saw my former best friend go up to the altar and be burned to death in heaven.

Because of the success of the Battle of the Heavens, Grewell and I became the Seven Angels instead of Remiller and Raguil, and each took charge for one day.

And Griwell and I, we, have been separated for quite some time.

People from the outside world said: "Look, the flowery man and the water-based poplar woman are finally separated." "And there aren't many people who really know the whole thing.

I walked into the garden, a beautiful celestial garden that looks like spring all year round.

The sunflowers are already blooming. One by one, one by one, blooming proudly against the sun.

A melodious song suddenly floated from the depths of the garden, tactful, beautiful, but poignant, which made people feel regretful. That song seems to be like the story of me and Griwell, which is both helpless and evocative.

I looked up at the sky, the sunlight sliding gently down my fingers.

The second day of the Nine Heavens in the Heavenly Realm was originally a bustling area, and merchants and vendors from all over the world would choose a small area on the side of the street that they thought was good, and dress up as a small shop to sell colorful items.

The next day was prosperous, but there were many battles.

The strength of the seven-day period is generally not distributed on the first day, because the first day is too close to the junction of the Heavenly Realm and the Demon Realm, and outsiders can easily break in, so if it is not a major war, the strength will generally be distributed on the second day.

The "Seven Angels" is the collective name for the leaders of the nine heavenly groups except Yahweh and his Son Jesus, and the seven angels are all Seraphims--- because the heavens have made it clear that only the Seraphs have the right to learn the magic of repelling the enemy.

In the previous battle of the Heavenly Protector, Raguil and Remiller were killed, because of the meritorious service in the battle of the Heavens, so my lover Grievel and I broke up replaced Raguil and Remile as the Seven Angels of the Heavenly Realm, and each took charge of one day, and others respectfully called us "Heavenly Chief". (To be continued.) )