Chapter 87: The World's Farthest Distance (4)
Yan Ran stood at the door and watched Feng Zhe work at the desk, and after a few seconds, Feng Zhe realized it, he looked up and saw that the eyes of the two met in the air, and it seemed that there was some pain in Yan Ran's eyes, so Feng Zhe stood up: "Come, please come in." γι³³\/Phoenix\/Update Quick Search]"
Yan Ran came in, opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry, Feng Zhe, I blame you wrong......"
"Don't talk about this, did you eat in the morning?"
ββ¦β¦ No. β
"Shall we go out for a bite to eat? I didn't eat in the morning. β
Of course Yan Ran was happy, Feng Zhe closed the door and left with Yan Ran, this time he didn't explain to Cao Jinfeng, firstly, because there were too many people in the opposite room, and secondly, he also wanted to leave here with Yan Ran.
Cao Jinfeng saw Yan Ran, and said in his heart how to find Feng Zhe's girls, each one is more beautiful than the other, and they all have their own merits, and he is too lucky.
Feng Zhe and Yan Ran did not stay away, the county hotel was not far away, and when they got inside, they sat down, and the two of them didn't speak for a long time while eating, Yan Ran felt that he had a thousand words, but he didn't know where to start.
But things always have to be understood, Feng Zhe looked at Yan Ran and was about to speak, but Yan Ran smiled cautiously and said, "Li Yu is looking for you?"
"Hmm. β
"Heck, who knew that one of his relatives was actually selling pirated copies, which is such a coincidence. β
This is the reason why Li Yu is looking for herself? Then her so-called apology also has a deep reason? She is too purposeful, right?
Yan Ran was speechless, she felt that Feng Zhe had something to say that made her feel cold, and she would need to keep finding some topics to shorten the distance between herself and Feng Zhe: "Her relative is not good at coaching, but he does things that violate the law and discipline...... Can you help her?"
Li Yu's relatives are violating the law and discipline, but you ask me to help him? Feng Zhe said, "Hmm...... What is the name of her relative?"
"Wang Wanchun, don't you remember?"
Where did Li Yu say it?
This kind of conversation was really strenuous, and seeing that the meal was finished, Feng Zhe finally said: "Yan Ran, we, in the future...... I think you're really nice. I'm just, I'm ......"
Yan Ran understood, Feng Zhe felt that Yan Ran's flower-like face seemed to have signs of crying, but he really couldn't say anything against his will.
"You're good. I'm not good at myself, you don't know me, you can't imagine my life......"
"Why?" Yan Ran interrupted Feng Zhe: "Is it because I said you on the phone? I was very angry at that time, I was really in a bad mood......
"Then you have been wronged, why don't you explain?"
Oh, yes. Why didn't you explain? To whom? To you? Or to Qiu Zhangqing? Didn't Liu Zaifen tell Qiu Zhangqing clearly at that time? He and she tried their best to let the villagers transfer, is there one person who is obedient? Can someone be obedient and tragedy can be staged? Didn't he go to Houdianzi Village with Liu Zaifen? He was not a member of the staff sent by the government? Liu Zaifen had already been let go by Qiu Zhangqing, but why did Qiu Zhangqing have to answer that there was no dereliction of duty and no careless human life? Is this statement and confession of his own so important? Is it because the two brothers shouted that they should take responsibility for themselves, so Qiu Zhangqing decided to calm down the people's anger?
What Tun Yishan said was that he was too self-righteous at that time, and thought that he didn't need to shout with his mouth when he did it, but the crying child really had milk to eat, and Liu Zaifen may have taken advantage of being a woman, so Qiu Zhangqing thought that he was the man who should be the leader of directing the villagers to evacuate from the old fort, so the responsibility was greater. But is this really the case? I am just a judicial officer, and I am accompanying Liu Zaifen, not a leading township cadre.
Also, after the accident, no one cares about themselves, they are the beasts of the flood? They usually say hello, I am good, everyone is good, but when something happens, the fire will refine the real gold, and even this woman who likes herself blames herself......
"It's really impossible to be with her......"
Looking at Yan Ran, Feng Zhe affirmed his inner thoughts more and more.
After knowing about Feng Zhe's rescue in half of the room, Yan Ran was angry. didn't want to pay attention to Feng Zhe, but after understanding the truth, Feng Zhe wanted to ignore himself, Yan Ran felt panicked again, ignoring the other party or the other party ignoring himself. A simple question from someone who raised it will make the mentality change dramatically.
Yan Ran said: "I'm sorry, you can blame me, we, I don't want to, I really ...... I like you......"
Feng Zhe shook his head. Yan Ran said excitedly: "What, do you think I am telling a lie......?
"No, I know you like me, but you don't love me, liking is not the same as loving. β
"You don't love me, maybe you don't realize it. β
Yan Ran shook his head and said, "No, I love you, really, I love you, but I can't say it." β
"Do you need me to say it now? Feng Zhe, I love you, I love you. β
Yan Ran was very excited, Feng Zhe couldn't calm her down, he could only look at her quietly, fortunately, the dining seat was surrounded by a screen, and no one could see the situation of the two of them.
After waiting for a while, Feng Zhe said, "Yan Ran, let me ask you, and then answer me after you think about it." β
"Well, okay, you say. β
"Yan Ran, I was in Banjianfang Town at the time, is it really that important? Suppose, suppose I really derelict my duties, I cΗo θ δΊΊε½, I'm just a bastard, what will you do to me now?"
"You won't. I know you're not that kind of person. β
"I'm hypothetical. β
"But you're really not!"
"Yan Ran, why wouldn't I? I'm also a human being, I'm no different from anyone you know, and I will do the mistakes that others may make, I'm not a saint, let alone a perfect person, and saints also have flaws, why am I a perfect person? Don't let you force yourself to believe in that illusory thing in your heart, that will only deceive you. β
"I also thought about running for my life at the time, but because there were too many people, I couldn't squeeze in, I couldn't run, do you believe this?"
Yan Ran looked at Feng Zhe and shook his head, Feng Zhe said: "Yes, that's my true thought, that thought has been circling in my heart, I don't want to be a hero, it's not easy for me to live to this day, I don't want to die." It's just that at that time, in that place, I saw someone helpless in the face of disaster, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, so I ran over to save people. That's just the way it is. β
"Why do you say that? That's what you think, and that's right. β
Feng Zhe let out a long sigh and said, "Yan Ran, you are very beautiful and beautiful. You shouldn't be sad, it's me who is sad, maybe, what I'm going to say, sometime in the future, in the dead of night, I'll think about it, and I'm not going to forgive myself......"
"Then don't break up with me......"
Feng Zhe wanted to say that we weren't in love at all, but in this case, there was no need to say it.
"Strictly. The real reason why we couldn't get together was that at that time, when everyone was misunderstanding me, I needed someone who cared about meβjust for me as a person, for me as a personββ just for me as a person! That's not about love. β
Yan Ran was stunned for a moment.
Feng Zhe put his hand on his forehead and rubbed it, and said softly: "I need an emotional care that has nothing to do with social responsibility, I need someone who stands on my side without hesitation when I am misunderstood by everyone and says: I believe in you, I know you won't do that, just because I believe in you." β
At this time, Feng Zhe's mobile phone began to vibrate. It was from the office, and after connecting, Cao Jinfeng's voice came from inside: "Hello director, Director Qian called you just now." Let you go to the county magistrate Qiu for a while, you see......"
"Got it, thank you, Sister Cao. β
Yan Ran felt that her dazed mind was suddenly made clear by Feng Zhe's words, and she seemed to understand what was missing between herself and Feng Zhe.
"I'm sorry, let's go, shall we?"
Yan Ran and Feng Zhe walked out of the restaurant department together, and Feng Zhe lowered his head. Then he raised his head again, looked into Yan Ran's eyes and said, "Yan Ran, goodbye." β
Feng Zhe said these words very slowly, Yan Ran heard them very clearly, she felt that she could no longer speak, she watched Feng Zhe turn around and leave, until she quickly disappeared from her field of vision......
Qiu Zhangqing's full-time secretary Lu Wanshuai has not yet gone to work, Feng Zhe still went to Qian Yifu first, and then followed Qian Yifu into Qiu Zhangqing's office.
At this time, it was almost noon, and the bright sun was so bright that it was projecting in from the window, reflecting Qiu Zhangqing's face very fair, her hair was so black and beautiful, and there were a few strands of hair on her cheeks that were uncontrollably curled, Feng Zhe suddenly thought of Qiu Zhangqing's busy every day, what would her love life be like?
The county magistrate is also a human being, whenever he sees a female leader, he always ignores their gender and only sees the identity of the "leader", it seems that the female leader is the same sex as the male leader, or they are both sexless, in fact, this is a bit ridiculous, but why do you feel like this, Feng Zhe has not thought about it carefully.
Qian Yifu and Feng Zhe went in and stood for a minute, and Qiu Zhangqing looked up, and Qian Yifu said: "County magistrate, in ten minutes, you will go to the county hotel to meet the directors of several private enterprises in the county." β
Receiving the director of a private enterprise, it was at this time, in fact, that he wanted to have a meal with those people, Qiu Zhangqing nodded and said that he knew, looked at Qian Yifu and Feng Zhe, and said: "You inform Director Liu, and that Xiao Jiang from the TV station, the day after tomorrow, I, you, Xiao Feng, go to the province to meet the people of Wanbang Company." β
Qian Yifu took a notepad and went out, Qiu Zhangqing asked Feng Zhe, "How do you feel?"
How does it feel? Did you "break up" with Yan Ran? Although she thought so, Feng Zhe knew that Qiu Zhangqing was definitely not asking about this, so she could only ask about how she worked in the cultural market.
"I'm getting acquainted with the work, thank you for your concern. β
"Is it difficult?"
"There are difficulties and challenges, and the comrades of the marketing office are very cooperative with me. β
Others cooperate with Feng Zhe's work, that is, there is no difficulty, and the business will become skilled sooner or later: "What do you think about propaganda and cultural communication?"
"County magistrate, my knowledge system is very abstract, 90% from books. (To be continued.) )>