Chapter 419: Lanmei's Secret! (2)
Under Xiao Yunlong's gentle massage and his gentle language, Lan Mei's affection was slightly controlled.
"The night breeze is very gentle, just like your mood now, happy and relaxed, you are unrestrained, without any fetters. You can enjoy the journey as you look at the flowing Seine, the young couples in front of you, or the old couple sitting by the river. A qiē is so calm, calm but so relaxed......"
Xiao Yunlong said softly, and at the same time, his hands were constantly massaging Lan Mei's scalp, helping her relieve the feeling of extreme mental tension at the moment.
Seeing that Lan Mei's love was gradually controlled, and all of a sudden it was developing towards the good side, suddenly, "blood, blood...... No, he's here again, I see him...... That's a lot of blood, don't!"
Lan Mei suddenly screamed, she said incoherently, her spirit that had just calmed down suddenly tensed again, she struggled frantically, her legs kicked wildly, her hands waved, slapping the edge of the bed or tearing her clothes, as if she had fallen into a state of insanity.
"Sister Mei, calm down! What you see is just an illusion, it's all a phantom, it's a fantasy that you put pressure on yourself! Wake up, everything is nothing, it's all fake, it's all gone!"
Xiao Yunlong shouted loudly, he wanted to make Lan Mei come to her senses.
However, Lan Mei was still struggling extremely violently, in order to control Lan Mei's actions, Xiao Yunlong only held Lan Mei's arms with both hands and suppressed her body.
Laugh at!
Suddenly, there was a sound of tearing clothes, and I saw that under Lan Mei's struggle, the shoulder strap on the right shoulder of the skirt she was wearing was torn off, and it slid down her smooth and jade fragrant shoulders, looking like a light veil slowly lifted from Lan Mei's body and slid down to her waist.
This is nothing, but Lan Mei's evening dress is vacuum, and she is not wearing any intimate clothes.
As if in an instant, two towering and snow-white holy peaks suddenly rose up and soared into the sky.
This scene is not shocking, you must know that a woman of Lan Mei's age is at the most mature and charming age in a woman's life, so the visual shock brought to Xiao Yunlong by this moment is really unimaginable, and it deeply shook his heart.
But Xiao Yunlong is not in the mood to enjoy such a beautiful scenery now, he is not a chick, but a mature man, when encountering major rights and wrongs, his mind is firmer than anyone else, and his feelings are calmer than anyone else.
Therefore, the current situation is to stabilize Lanmei's feelings.
"Sister Mei, even if you have any past, now it's all over. You don't need to be afraid, I am by your side and no one can hurt you. I promise, no one will hurt you. Calm down, don't be afraid, be brave enough to face your heart, to face up to the illusory scene you see. You'll find that it's nothing, and I'm sure you can do it!"
Xiao Yunlong said in a deep voice.
"Ahh
Lan Mei's body was controlled by Xiao Yunlong, she couldn't move, her head swayed violently, and suddenly it was to the right, and after touching Xiao Yunlong's right arm, she actually opened her mouth and bit Xiao Yunlong's right arm fiercely.
It is not an exaggeration to say that Lan Mei's current mental state is unconscious, so she used all her strength to bite it down, and a tingling sensation spread all over her body along Xiao Yunlong's right arm, making him gasp.
Xiao Yunlong didn't dare to exert his strength, and he didn't dare to tighten his muscles with his arms, which might hurt Lan Mei's mouth.
Moreover, this is Lan Mei's way of venting her current chaotic feelings, Xiao Yunlong has no choice but to endure it, if this can be exchanged for Lan Mei's calmness, it is worth it.
"Sister Mei, it's all over, don't be afraid, I'm by your side, you won't be fine, no one will hurt you. It's all right. Xiao Yunlong kept talking.
Slowly, Xiao Yunlong felt that Lan Mei's bite on his right arm was gradually decreasing and slowing down, which showed that Lan Mei's own spirit was also beginning to calm down.
Xiao Yunlong tentatively let go of the hands that were holding Lan Mei's body, and saw that she didn't move or struggle. He reached out and pressed several acupuncture points on the top of Lan Mei's head, temples, neck and shoulders, in order to dredge her veins and relieve her extremely tense mental state.
Xiao Yunlong stared at Lan Mei, her eyes were still closed, a pair of eyelashes were trembling, and she was covered in cold sweat, soaking all over her body. Not to mention her, Xiao Yunlong himself was also sweating.
Xiao Yunlong saw that Lan Mei's breathing had gradually calmed down, and there was no longer the same rapidity as before, this kind of regular breathing was enough to show that she had gotten rid of the extremely tense state of mind just now, which was naturally better.
Xiao Yunlong then turned his eyes and saw that Lan Mei was already disheveled at the moment, most of her body was exposed under the broken shoulder straps of her evening dress, and the towering vultures that swelled sharply and stood up were still trembling violently, like a storm crashing on the shore, which was magnificent.
Seeing this scene, Xiao Yunlong's face was stunned, and he hurriedly pulled over a thin quilt to cover Lan Mei's body.
"Hmm-"
At this time, Lan Mei let out a soft moan from her mouth, and then she slowly opened her eyes, and in the blink of an eye, she saw Xiao Yunlong.
"Xiao, Xiao Yunlong......" Lan Mei's face was stunned.
"Sister Mei, you have finally come to your senses. Xiao Yunlong sighed lightly, and he said with a smile.
"Just now, I ......" Lan Mei spoke, she was in a daze and remembered what happened just now, she knew that her own illness had flare-up again, but she was a little confused about how to get through it.
Xiao Yunlong said: "Sister Mei, if my guess is correct, your physical illness has flareed up. I sent you here, you want to take medicine to suppress it, but I didn't let you take medicine. Because if you continue to take medicine, you will be dependent on it for the rest of your life, and that will ruin you. Fortunately, in the end, your love was still controlled, and now it's fine. ”
Lan Mei's face was stunned, and she said, "Are you saying that I didn't take medicine? Yes, is it true? I was able to calm down without taking medicine?"
"Yes, I didn't let you take the pills. If you are always dependent on medication, you will eventually be unable to get rid of it. Just like drugs, when you are addicted to drugs, you just want to continue taking drugs to relieve your pain, and you will be enslaved by poison for the rest of your life, and you will not be able to get rid of it. Xiao Yunlong said, he looked at Lan Mei, and said very seriously, "Sister Mei, I think you should have been in this situation for several years, right? If you want to get rid of this disease completely, from now on, throw away all the medicine around you, and rely on your own willpower to fight your own illness." Only in this way can we be completely healed. ”
"I know all of this, but ...... But I can't. I've been to Europe for more than half a year to get rid of this condition. During my trip to Europe, I didn't see any seizures, so I thought I was getting better. I didn't expect to come back, but tonight somehow suddenly had another attack. Lan Mei said, her tone sad, she sat up, and after sitting up, the thin quilt on her body slipped off, and she saw most of her body exposed under the broken straps of her evening dress.
Xiao Yunlong's face was stunned, and he hurriedly reached out to pull the thin quilt up, and he said, "Sister Mei, I'm sorry, just now you were in an unconscious state, struggling violently, and the shoulder strap of your skirt broke. ”
Lan Mei is very clear about her own symptoms, and she naturally knows that once she has an attack, if she is not suppressed in time, her whole person will fall into an unconscious state of madness.
So she said, "No, it's okay, thank you so much tonight." If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know what to do, and maybe I would continue to rely on drugs to stabilize myself. ”
Rao is like this, Lan Mei's pretty jade face is still dyed with a faint layer of pink.
Xiao Yunlong stood up, he was embarrassed to continue to sit on the head of the bed next to Lan Mei, there was a sofa in the room, he walked to the sofa and sat down, he said, "Sister Mei, don't thank me." Now that your illness has not been completely cured, it is not too late to thank me when your illness can be cured. ”
Lan Mei's face was shocked when she heard this, her eyes were staring at Xiao Yunlong, and there was a hint of hope in her eyes.
For many years, whenever her own illness flares up, she can only rely on medication to treat it, and over time she has developed a kind of dependence. I can't imagine that one day I will be able to get rid of those drugs, and I can't imagine that my illness will be cured and I can live a normal life one day.
"Y-What are you talking about?Healing?Will there be a day of healing like me?By the way, why do you know so much about a situation like mine?Is there a way you can help me?" Lan Mei asked in a hurried tone.
Syllable!
Xiao Yunlong took out a cigarette and lit it, he took a deep breath, slowly exhaled the smoke in his mouth, and said: "But all veterans who have been fighting on the battlefield all year round will know that there is a symptom called 'battlefield syndrome', which is a mental disease. Fighting on the battlefield all year round, all you see is blood and bones, and the spirit of the warrior has always been in a highly tense state, and over time, his spirit and heart will become numb and cold-blooded. Perennial bloodthirsty and murderous will even make the heart become distorted. ”
"One day, when they leave the battlefield, there is no blood or corpse in sight, and they cannot kill the enemy to satisfy their spiritual needs. So their tense nerves are not relieved, their numb and twisted hearts are satisfied, they will go crazy, they will become crazy. If this situation is not enlightened in time, over time, they will suffer from 'battlefield syndrome' mentally."
"As far as I know, these people with 'battlefield syndrome' will fall into a virtual picture of their own mental fiction once they have an attack, they will see blood, they will smell blood, they will go crazy, they will fall into a state of unconsciousness. Some people will even kill people, some will suppress it through drugs and drugs, some will suppress it through the stimulation caused by self-harm, and so on. ”
Therefore, there will be field psychologists on the battlefield, the purpose of which is to guide every soldier's psychological state in a timely manner. Xiao Yunlong paused after saying this, he looked at Lan Mei, and then said, "Sister Mei, your condition after the onset of your illness is somewhat similar to the 'battlefield syndrome'. But you haven't been on the battlefield, and you're not suffering from battlefield syndrome, but it's also a mental illness. ”
"So I think, Sister Mei, you should have been greatly stimulated mentally before, and after this stimulation, your psychology was not guided in time. This keeps your nerves in a constant state of tension, and you put a constant mental pressure on yourself, and at first you will have some illusions of the past in front of you, and eventually it will develop into the current condition. Sister Mei, am I right?"
Xiao Yunlong stared at Lan Mei and asked slowly.