81. Similar to a grudge
Mingyue poked her head in, and saw that there were only five of us master and servant in the courtyard, so she quickly dodged in and covered the door, and a few steps of trotting had come to me, and suddenly there was one more kneeling in the courtyard.
This little demon girl is addicted to kneeling? I haven't done such a big gift to me for a few months, but I knelt twice in just two days, what medicine did Yinzhen give her, and there was a special treatment for kneeling?
Yan Yu stepped forward and pulled Mingyue's sleeve, and there was obvious depression in her voice, "Miss Mingyue, the fourth master told Fujin to rest well, don't say it's you, even Li Fang Fujin and Song Gege can't enter this courtyard, please go back quickly." ”
Mingyue ignored her, knelt on the ground stiffly, and let Yan Yu pull it without moving, and she didn't know where the strength came from. It wasn't until Ruyi leaned over and grabbed the other sleeve that she cried at me, "Fujin, Mingyue is wrong, I really know it's wrong, you help Ming...... Help the slave and the fourth master to ask for a favor. ”
Yan Yu dragged Mingyue vigorously and almost pulled her to the ground, and her tone became stern for a moment, "Calling you Miss Sheng is already giving you face, and now pulling you out is also for your own good, and it is still making trouble in this courtyard, if the fourth master comes back and bumps into her after a while, I am afraid that the girl will not be able to explain." Persuade the girl again, go out quickly, don't let us pull here, everyone's faces are not good-looking. ”
I didn't know that Yan Yu would have such a tone and expression, he was silent on weekdays, and he was quite strong at critical moments. It's just that Mingyue is more like a master who doesn't die until he reaches the Yellow River, doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, lying on the ground on his side and holding the ground with his fingers, and he doesn't have the consciousness to listen to people's advice to eat a full meal at all.
"Fujin, go back to the house, I don't have to see these faceless spills here." Xie Yu knelt on the ground and did not move, but threw out such a sentence.
I stood there in a daze, a voice in my heart telling me to get out of the way, but I couldn't help but want to hear it clearly.
Mingyue shook off Yan Yu and Ruyi's pull hard, got up from the ground and rushed over, the eyebrows who were kneeling behind me reacted very quickly, stood up and pushed Mingyue in front of me, but after kneeling for a long time, she only shook twice and dragged Mingyue to the ground together.
While the three girls were hurriedly pulling the two of them, Mingyue stretched out her arm and grabbed the hem of my skirt and began to cry again, "Fujin, the slave really knows that she is wrong, and she shouldn't take advantage of the drunkenness of the master...... Only...... However, when the day before yesterday, when the temperature was warm, the master still called the name of the slave and maid...... How to ......"
Before Mingyue's words were finished, Yan Yu slapped her in the face and scolded: "Tell you to go out, you want to say, don't even give face, are you really not afraid of death!" ”
Mingyue slowly knelt up with her head tilted, a red palm print already appeared on her cheeks, and two subtle blood reds scraped by Yan Yu's nails. She half-hung her head and cried, let out a sneer, pursed the corners of her lips and said in a hard voice: "The slave maid was given to the master by the prince, and she is naturally the master's woman, and if you want to die or live, you naturally have to listen to the master." You're just a human girl, why dare you hit me. ”
It seems that crying and begging for mercy is fake, and it is true that you came to inform me. But even if you successfully climbed into Yinzhen's bed, it's worth showing off to me? Na Lansi and the Song family don't know how many times they have to come. But when she has already received what she wants, why should she come to me again, what can I do to help her?
Looking at the tear stains still hanging on her cheeks, she is still in a green dress, she is really a woman with stubborn preferences, but when she saw her yesterday, she seemed to have a decoction sprinkled on her body......
It seems that I heard the strange reply of Mei Yu the day before yesterday, Yinzhen's drunken solitude, yesterday's pestering and crying in the courtyard, and he saw the food box but hid it...... All of them emerge, and an answer is chained together in an instant. Smiling bitterly in my heart, men can't stand beauty. Tempted, Yinzhen is the same, even if he is drunk, it is just an excuse, if he is really drunk and unconscious, how can he have such a warm affair with her.
Seeing that Mingyue was still stubbornly kneeling there, looking at me with her head slightly sideways, she suppressed the awkwardness in her heart and stepped forward slightly, and said in a low voice: "I should congratulate you, after all, the months of waiting have not been in vain." But if so, why do you come to me again? But is it because the fourth master wants you to drink that decoction? ”
Her expression froze for a moment, and a faint trace of unwillingness flashed in her eyes, I chuckled and turned sideways to stop looking at her, and slowly stroked her bulging belly and whispered: "If you want to drink with the personality of the fourth master, you must drink it, how can you be allowed to drag it until today...... Therefore, you don't have to be a grievance to beg me, I can't help you. If it's just to inform me, you can reply with peace of mind, and I know about it through your mouth. Since everyone is the fourth master's woman, you should know who to listen to in this mansion, and see those two girls? I casually pointed to Mei Nu, who was already kneeling on the ground again, and said, "The fourth master said that he would punish them for kneeling, that is, to kneel, without his orders, no one's words would be easy." ”
Since it is clear, there is no need to stay here with her anymore, but I just remembered her cold words to Yan Yu, and forced her temper to persuade in a deep voice: "Mingyue, you are indeed sent by the prince, but since the day you entered this Baylor Mansion, you have nothing to do with the prince, I hope you can remember it clearly." From then on, your master can only be the fourth master, the word prince...... Don't mention it. Moreover, since the day you entered the door, I have never treated you badly, and the food and accommodation given are all in accordance with the regulations of the concubines, and I have never deducted a penny, which is not comparable to those of them who are girls. But you remember, Yan Yu and the four of them are my girls, no matter what, I am still in charge of this house, and the next time you talk to them, you have to be polite. If you really don't understand what to do, go and learn from Fang Fujin and Song Gege, otherwise...... didn't lose their identity, and let them look down on them. ”
After speaking, he didn't care how Mingyue reacted, walked slowly to the door, pushed the door panel and stepped in, and closed it gently.
I can't hide anything in this house, I used to only think that this was good for Yinzhen, and it turned out to be the same for me. There will always be a time when something will happen, and I'm afraid everyone but me will already know.
Sitting on the ground slowly with my back against the door, all kinds of emotions came up together, sad, sad, self-pitying and a little angry, so depressed that I almost couldn't breathe, but there was nowhere to vent, I couldn't even cry, my eyes were so dry that there was no tears.
From the day Mingyue entered the mansion to today, all kinds of moments related to her have become clear and slowly magnified in front of her. Yinzhen's attitude, Yinzhen's words, Yinzhen's disbelief and even indifference, are still very enthusiastic, how can she have turned her into her own woman in just two or three days. Even if he didn't want Mingyue to have a child because of this, what if he was forced to pour a decoction, this identity was already clearly determined.
I tried my best to persuade myself with various reasons, from "The Female Commandment" to the "Internal Training", from the "Female Analects" to the "Female Fan Jielu", all of them taught women to be virtuous and virtuous, but after eight years of hearing and seeing, wives and concubines walked together, no matter how I understood the truth, my heart was still very blocked. This bad man, who can control which woman he wants, and who rarely cares about him, why bother sneaking, is this more interesting? Am I not tolerant and generous enough, and I'm afraid that I will trouble him and pull him back.
It's just a woman, are you afraid of less in the future? I have to accept it no matter how unhappy I am, and I've been trying to be a tolerant and big Fujin, but I can't bully people like this.
Which woman do you want to say it clearly, even if you don't want to say it, don't let me know if you have the ability to hide it, but let me hear it from the mouth of the woman who succeeded, and I'm really going to die. At best, Mingyue is a concubine, and she can't even compare to the Song family's personality, and she dares to cry and make trouble to find me to play tricks on her heart, damn!
The door behind him was gently pushed, and then there was a crackle, but no sound could be heard.
The sound of the knock on the door gradually became impatient, and with the rhythm of the knocking, the door panel kept shaking inward and hitting my back, and the sound of rain was still mixed with outside, and I actually sat for a long time without noticing.
Remembering that Meiyu and Xie Yu were still kneeling in the courtyard, they hurriedly put their hands on the ground, and their backs were only slightly away from the door before they could fully stand up, and the door had been pushed open from the outside, causing me to fall straight ahead.
Trying hard to protect his stomach and turning sideways, he unexpectedly didn't lie on the ground, and turned his head angrily to look at the reckless culprit who caught me, it turned out to be Yinzhen. This guy knows how to shoot violently, can't he say a word, and he is not afraid of throwing me down if he pushes the door in such a hurry.
Yin Zhen turned his hand to carry me off the ground, but stood still, I looked out through the open door, there were no kneeling figures in the courtyard, looked around and cautiously asked the fourth master who could grasp rewards and punishments, "What about Meiyu and reconciliation?" ”
"Let them go back to their rooms."
"Oh, that's good." I put my mind at ease and gently pushed Yinzhen's arm to get off the ground, but this person was fixed there as if he didn't understand. I couldn't put on the usual coquettish posture, so I sighed helplessly, and held back for a long time before I spit out, "Let me go." ”
Sensing his gaze staring straight at me, I turned my head sideways and looked at a certain part of the floor tile without focus, and it took a while for Yinzhen to bend over and put me lightly on the ground. As soon as his feet stepped on the ground, he subconsciously moved a step away from someone who was clinging to him, and then walked to the cupboard and took out an oil-paper umbrella.
When I walked to the door, I was about to hold up the umbrella, Yinzhen had already stood behind me and held my wrist lightly, lowered his head slightly but stopped at a shoulder-width width away from my ear and no longer approached, "It's raining......"
I looked at the fine spring rain outside, which actually stained the air with a layer of smoke, and the ground was covered with shallow water, and there were constantly splashes of water to form small water circles and push outward layer by layer, which is a bit like my current mood. Obviously, the feelings are constantly surging but can't be vented, and they are forbearant and unwilling, and the people closest to them are standing next to them, but they can't let themselves lean in peace.
The person next to me slowly leaned over with his face, and I dodged out a little, feeling that my reaction was a little too deliberate, and hurriedly said, "I'll go see the eyebrows." ”
"Yan Yu, they followed."
Yan Yu went to help treat the injuries of the two girls, and I went to see them, in the final analysis, it was just to make myself feel better. After all, the two of them were punished by him because of me, so how could I ignore them? It's just that Yinzhen can understand, thinking that he has long been accustomed to being punished as a prince, and he won't understand my feelings.
"Last night......" wanted to explain to him but felt redundant, after all, it was useless to say more about the punishment, so he shook his head, "You rest first, I'll go over and take a look, and by the way, ask Yan Yu and the others to come back and wait for you to change your wet clothes." ”
I raised my hand and held up the umbrella and took a step towards the door, but Yinzhen's hand did not let go, and I stood awkwardly with my feet inside and outside the door, so I had to wait quietly for his reaction. The palm of the hand on my wrist moved down the back of my hand to the knuckles, and the thumb with the jade wrench stroked the pearl on my ring finger, and the small friction sound made the hairs behind my ears stand upside down. I heard him whisper, "I didn't see you," before he let go of his hand.
I didn't see it? What is there about his people and things that I don't care about? It's just that he didn't need to explain either, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly, holding an umbrella and walking to the room where Mei Yu and Xie Yu lived.