Chapter 209: They're All I'm Have
The next day, Aunt Kashan still arranged a lot of work for Nayin, because there were no injured, so most of them were cleaning and other labor, although it was hard, Nayin did not complain at all, no matter what Aunt Kasan arranged for her, she lowered her head, did it silently, and worked hard to do it well, so that Aunt Kasan, who had been watching with a gloomy face, could not find a mistake. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the afternoon, Aunt Kasan asks Nayin to go to the break room to change Tom's dressing.
Nayin thought that Tom was really here, and at the same time a little surprised, Aunt Kasan had changed Tom's dressing herself, and she didn't even need two assistants.
Nain couldn't guess Aunt Kassan's thoughts, but she didn't think much of it, and walked into the lounge with the medicine she wanted to change.
The injured member of the group yesterday is still there, and when he saw Naine coming in, he greeted Naine excitedly.
Remembering what happened yesterday, Naine felt a little embarrassed, and after nodding and smiling, she walked quickly to Tom's bedside, no longer looking at the boy who had come with wide eyes and hard looks.
"Hello, my name is Nain, and I'm a new physician in the group, Arthur's Spirit. Naine politely greeted Tom as he lay on the bed.
Tom slowly opened his eyes and looked at Nain,
"Kasan asked me to change your dressing. Naine then said.
Tom pulled back the covers, revealing his bandaged back, and asked, "Are you alone?"
"Huh?" Naine blinked, "Is there anyone else?"
Tom knew that Nayin didn't understand what he meant, and he asked again, "Kashan asked you to change my dressing alone?"
Naine still didn't quite understand: "Uh...... Do you need two people?"
Tom smiled, he lifted up slightly, and said, "No, I didn't mean that, it was always Kasan who changed my dressing, and suddenly changed you, I was just a little curious." It's nothing, you change the dressing. ”
After that, Tom lay down and waited.
Naine expertly untied the bandages, seeing the whip marks that had begun to heal, but were still hideous and terrifying.
She couldn't help but reach out her hand, her fingertips touching the faint bulges very lightly, and asked in a low voice, "I touch it like this...... Will it hurt?"
Tom laughed again, he figured that Aunt Kasan would never ask such a question, and if she heard Nayin ask like that, she would probably lash out.
"It hurt before, but now it's fine. ”
Hearing Tom say this, Nayin was a little relieved, but she still didn't dare to push hard, and still gently changed Tom's dressing.
Tom could feel the tenderness, and the caution that accompanied it.
After changing the medicine and putting on a new bandage, Tom asked Nayin, "Did Kasan say when I can get out of here?"
"Huh?" Naine shook her head quickly, "She didn't tell me. ”
"Hmm...... I guess she won't talk to anyone. Tom sighed, "I don't want to be in bed all the time, I want to get out of here as soon as possible." ”
Naine suddenly remembered Arthur last night, and she laughed "poof".
Tom raised his eyes, "What?"
Naine smiled and shook her head, "Ah no, uh, I'm sorry, I'm thinking of Arthur, who said the same thing." ”
Tom raised the corners of his mouth: "That kid, you don't like crowded places, do you?"
"Huh?" Naine was surprised, "How do you know?"
"He looks like a kid like that. Tom replied, "I used to be like that, and I thought I would be alone until I met my wife, and then, who would have thought I'd be huddled with so many people." ”
"Ah...... It turns out that you are already married. ”
"Yes. Tom sat up, "Want to see it?"
As he spoke, he took off the necklace around his neck, opened it, and handed it to Nain.
Naine took it cautiously, and looked inside the necklace, inlaid with a very small portrait, in which there was an ordinary and simple woman holding a little girl in her arms.
"It was painted by a famous painter in the city. Tom said proudly, "My wife, and our daughter." ”
Naine returned the necklace to Tom and smiled, "They look happy." ”
Tom took the necklace and looked at the portrait and said, "They are all I have." ”
Naine felt a shock in her heart.
She looked at Tom, at the sight of his necklace in his hand, and at the silent gaze in his eyes, and at the depth of affection in his eyes.
Naine was envious.
She thought, does she still have such a chance? to be loved by whom, to be missed, to be regarded as all?
She knew that such an opportunity was gone.
She can no longer be united with people, and she cannot bear offspring for anyone.
Naine thought of Arthur, and gradually, her nose became sour.
Tom was still immersed in missing his wife and daughter, and suddenly he saw that Nayin's eyes were red, and he asked in a panicked voice, "What's wrong?"
Naine covered her nose with the back of her hand and shook her head.
Soon Tom realizes that Nayin is a spirit shadow, and she can no longer be a woman, with what a woman can have.
He quickly put back the necklace and sat down on the bed, he wanted to say comforting words, but he didn't know what to say for a while, he opened his lips several times, but he didn't spit out. In the end, he used silent companionship as a consolation, and he believed that those who could enter the Golden Lion Regiment, even if it was a spirit shadow, were strong.
"I'm fine. Naine struggled to raise a smile and shook her head, "I just...... We've been busy, we've had a lot of things, and we've been being chased and we've been moving towards one goal, so I've been thinking about that...... Actually, I know, in the long years of dying, I know what I am becoming and what I have lost...... It's just that now I suddenly remembered ......"
As she spoke, the smile on the girl's face was soaked with bitterness.
"It's me who is not good. Tom sighed, "I shouldn't have mentioned this to you. ”
Naine shook his head vigorously: "No, I'm very happy, it makes me feel cordial, although I work in the medical room, but Arthur is in the reserves, then it is equivalent to I am also in the reserves, you are also my captain, the captain is willing to share his personal affairs with the new team members, for the new team members, at least for me, it is an honor." ”
As she spoke, Naine tried again, turning her bitter smile back into a simple one.
But this made Tom feel even more distressed, and he sighed again and said, "You're a good girl, Nayin." ”
He tilted his head slightly and looked out the window at the sky.
"No one knows whether the existence of the spirit shadow is a punishment or a blessing from God, maybe the church thinks it is a blessing from God, but what is the truth, and who knows, I have seen too many misfortunes about the spirit shadow...... People who have seen these misfortunes will wonder if it is true happiness to die directly. ”
Naine shook her head again, this time the smile on her face was simple and beautiful.