Today is my wedding day.

From the crown prince to the fourteenth brother, who is only three years old, they all came to make trouble in my cave room.

In fact, the brothers all know in their hearts that the prince's marriage can not be decided by themselves, and we must take care of it no matter what kind of mind we have, because the decision is always made by only one person, and that is our emperor Ama - the ruler of this world.

I know who I am marrying today, she was a female official in front of Huang Amma, although it is rare in ordinary times, but our brothers all know that Huang Ama has a lot of praise for this woman, and has praised her for her meticulous thinking, proper conduct, and quiet and docile temperament. Her Ama is Fei Yanggu, the commander of the Zhengyi Infantry Army, and this kind of marriage is pointed to my head, which is an honor in the words of Eniang.

I am the second prince in this palace who is not raised by his biological mother's side, the first one is the crown prince, but I am different from him. The crown prince was born to the favorite queen of Huang Ama, and the queen died on the day of his birth, so Huang Ama took him with him to raise him personally. And my mother is just a female official, because of an unexpected favor and gave birth to me, so I, the fourth son of the emperor, have been taken to the palace of the concubine Tong Jia since birth.

My adoptive mother treated me very well, and she was gentle and kind, but I could still hear some gossip from time to time, most of which said that I was from a bad background, and some people often whispered behind my back about my biological mother, who had been promoted from a concubine to a concubine.

When I heard the news, I was not annoyed and angry for the first time, but very happy, I thought that I could finally return to my mother, but after waiting for more than a year, I only waited for the news that my sister was born one after another, and I was also happy at that time, after all, this is my sister-in-law. But after a few years, before I could go back, the news of the early death of the sixth brother came.

Will the mother who lost her young son think of me, the son who was raised outside the home? I waited and waited until my fourteenth brother came, and when my adoptive mother died, I was never able to return to the Yonghe Palace where my biological mother lived. Has she never had a son like me in her heart? Don't you want me to come back to her? It's still because of my storage zài that she has always become a joke in the palace after tea and dinner for a few years.

The longer I waited, the more discouraged I became, and my temper became more and more irritable because the expectations in my heart were rejected by myself again and again. As a prince, except for Huang Ama and E-Niang, there are few people who will speak out to discipline us, so it was not until one time that Huang Ama scolded me for being moody and personally sent me back to Yonghe Palace to hand me over to E-Niang, I knew that although I got my wish, these were no longer things I looked forward to day and night, and I began to care more about Huang Amma's opinion of me.

Now standing in the marriage room, looking at the woman sitting quietly by the bed, I know that although I have no feelings for her, it is really a reward for Huang Ama to let the woman who Huang Ama values so much point to my head.

The brothers are still young, and few of them know what they can do in the cave room, so they just crowd it in one place. I just picked out her hijab, and was pulled to the table by my brother, and somehow the thirteenth brother bumped into her, and under everyone's noses, two people fell to the ground and fainted.

The thirteenth brother who woke up blurted out the adoptive mother's nickname, since he went to the study to study, I don't know why the thirteenth brother is close to me, he is gentle and intelligent, and I am not tired of him following behind. What does this mean? Remind me of the kindness of my adoptive mother, and tell me that even if I get married, even if I return to my biological mother, don't forget her? The grace of nurturing has been 11 years, and it is difficult to describe the care and pampering, and how can it change because of today's events.

I hesitated before I stood on the marriage bed, and the man who had behaved properly, quiet and meek, had already fallen asleep on the bed with his eyes closed, and the wedding rules seemed to have come to laugh at me. Fang made a decision to lie quietly on the side of the bed, but he heard a very low but clear female voice in his ears, and in retrospect, it was his own name. Since I can remember, Huang Ama and Eniang have mostly called me the fourth, not to mention the next person, this Yinzhen is rarely called by people, this woman is bold, and the prince called her like this? He turned his eyes to look at her, but he only heard her chuckle and mutter, but he didn't really hear her.

This is my Fujin? It's good if that's the case, and it's nice to hear people call your name.

Huang Ama and Eniang seem to be very satisfied with her, please An Shi Huang Ama saw that she was injured and wanted to give her a seat, this discovery surprised me, in the past I waited for the prince to reply in front of the palace did not get this grace, even if she has become the prince Fujin, it will not be more expensive than our gold. Even so, the rules in front of the temple must not be disordered, and before she could say anything, she had already opened her mouth to thank the emperor for her grace, which made me believe that she was somewhat different from other women.

It's just that Huang Ama said that she would become like Eniang in a few years, but it made my heart blocked, and she would ignore me like Eniang? How many years will it take? It seems that her indifferent and indifferent appearance is really similar to Eniang. I couldn't help but feel cold, and I didn't have the heart to think about the difference between Eniang and her, so when I entered Yonghe Palace, I only sat in the chair and bowed my head to drink tea.

She didn't leak a drop of water in her reply to Eniang, and even a person like Eniang who was so indifferent to me looked at her differently, which was beyond my expectations. It's just that the person who replied cautiously just now laughed briskly in a blink of an eye, just for a favorite white hosta?

Because of her, Eniang held my hand for the first time, although it was quickly handed over to her, but I knew that Eniang was the same as her adoptive mother, and she also had a warm heart, and she would smile at me, although she was urging us to go back, but the meaning of the words was concern.

I felt it in my heart, but her palm was clamped by her fingernails, no wonder people say that ten fingers are connected to the heart, not only pain but also shock, isn't this girl quiet and docile? How dare you do this to me in front of Eniang! But she had already run out with a happy smile, and only hurriedly chased after me when my mother called me.

Fang caught up in front of the courtyard gate, but saw her fall to the ground, and before I could think about it, I had already stepped a few steps and pulled her into my arms. I just said a few words casually, but it caused her to curse in a low voice, it turned out that her humility and prudence at Huang Ama and Eniang were all pretended, and now this appearance is probably her true face.

On the third day of the wedding, according to the rules, I should have stayed in Chang Fujin's room, but I was kicked out by her, and she said that she didn't care where I went. Is this what Yan Fujin should say? Which woman is not a baba pulling her own father, just like Lance, even if she is a side Fujin, she also knows how to compete for favor after my wedding.

Sitting in front of Lanth's bed, I remembered what she said when she asked me to come to visit, and there was a bit of jealousy in her words. After asking Lan Si to rest, he hurried back to the wedding room, but saw that the door was closed. He didn't care about the matter of scolding Mei Yu and tied the door, so he walked to the inner room, and saw her sleeping on the bed half-naked, and the anger in his heart instantly subsided.

I was just exercising my rights, and she was pushing me out. Not only did he cry and refuse me, but he also scratched my back! This is the good daughter-in-law who is praised by Huang Ama for doing things properly!

On the day Lan Si asked her for peace, Lan Xin came to help her sister, in fact, I was tired of this girl, but she didn't know the word scared, so she always posted it herself. Thinking of what happened last night, I have no time to care about it, Lan Xin is here, with this girl's heart, she must be looking for trouble with her, I want to see what she has to do to be the concubine of my fourth son.

I didn't think that Lan Xin was so bold, and he didn't even have a shadow in front of people, is he really not afraid of death? I was so angry in my heart, but she had quietly replied to Lan Si's pleading. Although I was annoyed that Lan Xin was talking nonsense, I couldn't help but calm down and lean against the table when I saw her unhurried appearance.

Listening carefully to her conversation with Lan Xin turned out to be orderly, not only did she make the wayward girl angry, but also let her tease her in vain. It's just that her last sentence before going out reminded me that if Lan Xin's words and deeds are left unattended this time, there will be trouble in the future, and this woman must not stay.

I don't know why I agreed to her not to have a round house, I think I'm crazy, as a prince what kind of woman does he want, but his big red sedan chair married into the door of Chang Fujin is only a decoration. If you agree, you won't force it, anyway, the days are very long.

It's just that as the prince Fujin given by Huang Ama himself, she is so ignorant of the rules! I am married, but I am still passing a note in the palace, although it is only written to the thirteenth brother, but in the eyes of Huang Ama and the brothers, what should I think of what she thinks of me. She was so stupid that she was just worried that she would lose face for me, didn't she know that if it weren't for the favor of the former emperor Amma, her head would have been gone.

It seems that it is really necessary to punish her for copying the "Female Commandment".

I knew I was really angry this time, otherwise I wouldn't have dragged her to the ground without knowing it. But she put her hand on my head and asked me if the two of us would always be together in the future and couldn't be separated. I didn't know how to answer that question because no one had ever asked me that before, and no one had taken my opinion seriously, but I replied with a 'yes' to her. It was only before I could say that I was a little out of shape, but she reached out and grabbed my braids and smiled at me and said 'yes'. This feeling is very wonderful, as if there is a person who relies on me in this palace, not the Eniang I can't ask for, nor the high-ranking emperor Amma, but a woman who only belongs to me.

□□ tenth brother actually came to visit her with the thirteenth brother, looking at her eyebrows dancing at the dinner table, how could she be cautious. Although it is different but also interesting, I don't know that in addition to her clear and serious reply, she can also talk nonsense like this, but she can string the allusions in those books into a large paragraph of praise and disparagement, and talk about the brothers in a foggy way. It's just that the "Female Commandment" sent by Lao Jiu is really excessive, how can this kind of thing use fake hands for others, and the master's Fujin also uses others to adjust. Teach?

Looking at the person with full of vigilance in my arms, I should have lost interest, but I wanted to test her. Apparently I had deliberately left the wound on my back, but she had long forgotten it, but I was still happy to hear the concern in her tone. At this critical moment, she used my promise to talk about it, and she threatened me with both hard and soft measures. You must know that if I really use force, how can she resist, let this girl be her own good, if I am really a gentleman in her heart, why not delay some time.

I didn't think that the trip to the outside world disrupted my plan, and it was the first time that I was so out of control after Huang Ama reprimanded, although it didn't affect others, but it made her even farther away from me.

Thinking that the spring banquet at the dinner party was her real idea, she didn't care about Lan Si competing for favor with her at all, let alone whether my mind was on her, otherwise how could she leave me and Lan Si and go back to the tent alone.

Manchurian people can ride and shoot well, and Huang Ama is even more autumn every year, so that we, the princes, do not forget the legacy of our ancestors. Although most of the Manchu women are good at riding, I didn't know that the concubine Fujin who married into the door could also do kung fu, and even injured Tana in order to help Lan Si solve his difficulties, but he also became friends with the unruly county lord by chance.

Seeing her ecstatic to accept the white horse from Tana, I knew that I had chosen the wrong gift, but it was a pity that I was one step too late. Although she also gladly accepted it, she was happy to name it Bai!

People say that she is probably like this after drinking and spitting the truth, I don't know if she is really drunk or not, but she keeps shouting that she wants to go home. It's just that she doesn't have me in her house, and she hugs me when she gets drunk, but it's not my name in her mouth, doesn't she say that she wants to be with me? It turned out to be a lie to me!

A woman who keeps saying that she doesn't want to promise wants me to keep a gentleman's covenant, but she only thinks about running away from me, and at this moment I do everything for her, and the thought I spend for her, it has all become a joke for myself. For the first time, I forced a woman, even though this person was my nominal blessing, to keep her by my side in this way.

I was dizzy but I was afraid that it would really hurt her, but when she was at her most vulnerable, she still called other men, although it was a relative, it also made me angry, and I couldn't care about anything in an instant, and finally hurt her so much that she dodged when she saw someone, even Tana, who was close to her, couldn't get close.

If she has no heart for me, but she cares for Lan Si very much, I can feel that it is difficult for Lan Si's temperament to gain her favor, but she can still take care of her. After being prompted by Eniang, I realized that Lan Si was pregnant, and this dead girl had already known that she had put on a posture for my sake, and even Eniang praised her for this. It's just that if you really want to be good to me, why do you avoid me everywhere and only do these superficial efforts.

When I was worried that she would not be able to endure the pain of the carriage on the way back, she turned a blind eye to me, and yearned for the grassland behind her to still hide her need to take care of Lan Si, as a prince, it was a good thing to marry such a generous and generous concubine, but at this time I hated her generous and considerate appearance.

It was always difficult to train at night, and even if she occasionally had to take Lance to ride with her, she dared to jump off the carriage in front of her, and drove back to her original path at night. I knew that I should arrest her and come back, or I would be punished if the emperor knew about it, but when I saw her like this, I wanted to ride back with her, no matter where she went. Just like she said, she doesn't pay attention to the rules today, and she will be punished if she wants to be beaten.

Looking at her standing under the maple tree and looking up stupidly, I wondered if she wanted to stay here, after all, she had asked me if it would be better to live here. But she only stood for a while and then took the maple tree to vent her anger, and since that night I have not seen how she can vent, but she can hold a breath of resentment to this day, and I am dumb but unable to say comfort.

Huang Ama didn't punish us when he knew about this, but what he said to her became more and more severe, and he bluntly asked her to be my fourth son Fujin. It turns out that whether it is in the palace or in this grassland outside the Saiwai, there is really no secret between us, but such a stubborn Fujin, I don't think that Huang Ama can unravel the bad relationship between us with a few words.

When she returned to the palace, she actually gave Yinxiang a maple leaf that she had carefully picked, aren't these two maple leaves meaningful? If it weren't for the memories there, how could I have made a special trip back on horseback, since it is meaningful, why did you just send it to others so casually. Yinxiang seemed to have grown up a lot, and actually transferred the leaf to me. Seeing the word 'happy' on it, what is written on the other piece?

Maybe I can think and say whatever I want when I'm drunk like she is, but the more I drink, the clearer my mind becomes.

Although she was drunk but successfully slept in her room, seeing her purse hidden under the pillow, the little leaf was really as she said, not unhappy, but those two sentences were more unexpected than I expected, this is what she asked? Does she really not have the slightest resentment against me? Knowing that she didn't promise, I still took up the pen and wrote a word on the leaf, not knowing when she would see my mind.

When I heard the good news from the imperial doctor, although she was weak, I was still overjoyed. Although it was just an accident, I was glad that she really couldn't leave it again.

The brothers all said that the three joys in my courtyard were coming, and they were happy to talk to me every day, but I lost all the strength to be alone in the past, and I was happy to laugh with them. Even if she gets up at night to find food, I am happy to endure it. Who knew that I was only proud for a few days, but I saw that Meiyu hurriedly asked me and my thirteenth brother to go back, and my child with her was so gone.

I called the whole courtyard to interrogate, even Lan Si and the new Song family did not let go, but she persuaded me not to pursue it, just because I was not good to confess to Eniang. Is this child gone, and I don't even have the right to vent my sadness? I can only say sorry to see her suffering so much, there is nothing else I can do to help her.

Lance's child is gone, just

Sadness, anger and disappointment are not enough to express my feelings at this time, if I hadn't pushed her to the ground, I was afraid that I would have wanted to strangle her. When I saw her drunk on the roof, I couldn't complain at all, maybe because I was scared. sat beside her for a long time, but she was just chanting poetry and looking at the moon, not knowing what she was thinking.

Mo Yan has nothing to talk about in the world, why not talk about it! Is she really so depressed in this palace?

This is the second time I have seen her drunk, and she does not mention any more of her home, nor does she call me by any name other than mine, but she does not recognize me. When she grabbed the placket of my shirt and asked me if I knew Yinzhen, my originally angry heart calmed down so lightly.

The thirteenth brother mentioned that yì's birthday was in my yard, and he asked her to handle it, I thought it was a joke, but since the thirteenth brother was still young, I let them play around. Before I could think of a meal on the table, I realized that she was such a thoughtful person. Although the birthday poem on the thirteenth brother's noodle bowl is disorganized, it is full of heart, and I began to look forward to the days passing quickly, and I can't wait for the end of the month to come. It's just that I understand that the problems of the two of us are still there, how can she be so attentive to my birthday.

When Song was pregnant, I told my subordinates not to publicize it, whether they thought I was trying to keep the baby or for some other reason, I just didn't want the news to spread too quickly.

But when Yan Yu came to me, I realized that there were some things that I couldn't hide.

Is she sick? Since that slippery tire, her body has not healed, and she has been raising it but has not been able to get better. Doctor Zhang knew that there was something strange in it, since she was willing to investigate, then she would go, some things were better than being bored in the house alone. And in the future, this family will always be handed over to her to manage, this kind of thing will be annoying sooner or later, it is better to see how capable she is first.

On weekdays, when she is not in good health, she has to coax and trick to drink all the decoction, but at this time, she drank it all just for the sake of play, and I can't understand her more and more. Whether it's squeamish or what, I can't tell for a while. For a person who once wanted to harm her, is she also worthy of such a grievance? Or rather...... For me? Is it possible?

At this time, she seemed to be much quieter than before, looking at me with big eyes full of water, as if in her heart I was the one who had been wronged. She didn't ignore me as before, and even offered to move out of the palace with me and build a house with me.

I began to believe that there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and maybe I should have gone with the flow, and if she had been given the news of the Song family a day earlier, maybe I could have been happy for one more day. Because she told me that she knew about my birthday, she would celebrate me this year, and she promised to cook food for me.

I don't know when she and I will become more like a couple, but now it gives me reason to be happy, after all, our relationship is starting to improve, as long as we both avoid mentioning the child, because she always says she has her own reasons, and I know that reason and I don't want to accept it.

I asked someone to check on Fang and knew that it would be her birthday in a few days, so I asked my uncle to set up a courtyard outside the palace. Don't be very big, don't be prominent, just an ordinary small courtyard. I'm sure she doesn't want a deep mansion, and if so, I'll give it to her in the future. Now I just want to give her a little yard that is more like home.

If Yinxiang hadn't come over to ask me about my schoolwork, I would have taken her out at this time, and there would have been no such accident, why did that veil appear under the pillow? The Song family only came to send a bowl of tonic soup occasionally, when did he leave a veil.

With the help of Yinxiang, she actually begged her for a meal, although she said that it was to repay my gift for the house, but if the husband and wife are so calculating, how can they still be a head, and I can only laugh at her saying this.

Just because Song was unwell, she went to look at it for a while, but when she returned to the dining room, she saw Yinxiang and Yan Yu who was helping her get snacks. If you are hungry, why don't you have dinner, Yinxiang is a little ghost and only says that she is jealous, is it true?

Thinking about the fact that when Song appeared in front of the study, she ran away, which was too far from when she first saw Lan Si. It's just that this is also considered jealousy? Lan Si will also be jealous and invite pets, even the Song family, who has not been in the door for a long time, will be coquettish, but I have never seen such a person like her, how can the thirteenth brother know what it means to be jealous when he is so young.

I tried my best to give her the house and said that I didn't want it, and in my words, I was disgusted as if I had deceived her, and her kindness made her all ruined.

Holding the deed paper, I realized that I was too attentive, and now I have been misunderstood and despised, so why bother to entangle, but she refuses to let me go. Isn't it nothing? Why do you follow me step by step? He also joked with her that everything in this yard was his own, and when he left her room, he found that he had nowhere to go.

I sat in the room for a few miles, and I listened to her kick from hard to silent, only to realize that I was actually breathing with her. After folding the deed paper and putting it in the book, Fang opened the door and walked out, but she told me that I was not allowed to stay in the study.

So where do I go?

Song's presence always seemed to make her react, and this time was no exception, she had already gone far away but ran back and grabbed my hand. Although her words were reasonable, I could hear her rapid and disordered breathing as I stood beside her, and it was not as calm as before.

Follow her briskly back to the room, but I don't know what she meant.

She actually grabbed me by the placket and cried to me, 'What's yours is mine!' From now on, all the people in this courtyard will be mine, including you! ’

What does that mean? Doesn't she want nothing? Why do you want anything at this time! Including want me?

I was told that I didn't know how to respond, but she pulled me and stuck it to her, and actually hooked my arm around my neck and kissed me.

Does this girl know what she's doing? In the past, if I was intimate with her, I looked like I couldn't dodge, but now I am so active, she is not afraid of me?

Pressing close to her mouth I knew that she was not drinking, that she must not be drunk, and that she was sober and sober to me at this time.

Seeing that I didn't react, she stepped back and hit the door, and the thud startled herself. Although his face was red, his eyes were on fire, and he looked quite bluffing, and he kept staring at me and whispered that he would not let me go.

Well, now she doesn't need to say this situation, it's just boom, and the master won't leave!

Pressed her against the door panel and stared at her face that was red to her ears, at this time Fang believed what Yinxiang said, it turned out that some people really had to be provoked to show up. Suppressing what he was thinking, he whispered to her, "Everything is yours?" Including me? ”

"That's right! It's all mine, and you're mine! Before he could finish speaking, his hand grabbed me by the neckline. watched her look serious for a long time, and then reached out to cover the back of her hand and wanted to help her, but she was thrown away.

If she likes to compete, she will compete by herself, as long as she takes the initiative, it is worth a thousand dollars.

As for whose courtyard it belongs to, it doesn't matter at all, as long as in her heart, she thinks that I should be hers.