"After my adoptive parents died, I rented the house to the village party secretary to open a shop, and my college tuition came from these rents, and then I worked in the school and helped my relatives look at the house to collect rent to earn living expenses. The woman you see is the wife of the village party secretary. ”

It was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon when they arrived in Xinyuan City, when Feng Zhe and Chai Kejing were having dinner in the restaurant, they told Chai Kejing about their past, Chai Kejing understood at once, no wonder he pointed to the three tiled houses and courtyards at that time and said that this house was just his "residence", not home.

It's a dwelling, in the attic of the tiled house, it can only be called a shelter, Chai Kejing thinks about the mice that jumped in front of her at that time, and her heart shudders, she can't imagine the situation when the mice are muttering in her ears when she rests at night, and she can't imagine what it is like to climb the mountains and ditches every afternoon when she returns to the "residence" in Feng Village, and rushes back to school the next day with a week's worth of sweet potato and dry food: she and he are really in two worlds, and I really don't know enough about him before.

The brothers and family of the adoptive parents asked Feng Zhe for the real estate of his adoptive parents, Feng Zhe rented the house to the largest official in the village and collected the rent to go to school in the provincial capital at one time, which seemed to be away from the disturbances, those uncles and brothers had no way to take the actual occupant of the house The village party secretary had no way to speak of, they could not and did not dare to force the village party secretary to give up the use of the house, but they would never stop harassing Feng Zhe, where there were interests, there would be fights, Chai Kejing felt that this should be the source of Feng Zhe's sensitivity and caution all the time。

After listening to Feng Zhe's story, Chai Kejing was in a very bad mood, with sympathy and pity for the past experienced by his loved one, and admired his cleverness and methods from the bottom of his heart.

Although it is a long way to return to the provincial capital from Xinyuan, compared with Xinyuan to Fengcun, the road conditions are much better, so it is about 20 o'clock in the evening when they arrive in the province, and the two find a place to eat, and halfway through the meal, Feng Zhe said to Chai Kejing: "Over the years, I have been in the position of doing things that can change my fate. I've been working hard and struggling in that direction, and I don't care what people think of me, because it's useless to care. Others can follow suit, and it is impossible for my life to change because of other people's eyes and inner preferences. For me, the center of the world is me. Actually, everyone is the same, and it may be very subjective for me to say this, but if I don't understand it this way, then what does this world mean to me if I don't exist in this world? Engels said that some people think that the reason why mice were created by God was to be caught by cats. And the reason why the cat was created is to catch mice, and the reason why God created both cats and mice is to prove God's wisdom, then God created these people who judge others is to let them point fingers at the world, but that's all, everyone's own world will not change at all because of these so-called terrible words! If I don't live well, they, the bystanders in my life, may despise me for my incompetence and inaction, and if I live well, they may say that I may be unscrupulous or accuse me of being domineering. I'm a hypocrite and treacherous, they'll laugh at me for being insidious and scary, and I'm positive. They will say that I am as blindly optimistic as a chicken. No matter what I do, I can't guarantee that everyone will like me. It is impossible for a person to fully understand a person without living together, and everyone wants to live in a way that everyone loves and admires, just like writing a book and expecting all the readers to like every word you write and every idea you convey, but that is impossible, so all you can do is continue to maintain your own character. When everyone in this world sleeps in a warm or cold bed every night thinking about the laughter and pain you have had, thinking about the contemptuous eyes that people cast on your low status or flattering laughter at your noble status, you will know how to face the sun tomorrow. I never believe in any big truths, and I never care about big truths, I just want to live my own little life. No one wants and doesn't need to tell me what I need to do to this society and even the world. Because only after living your own life, with a certain ability and being in a certain position, can you also have the ability to give back to this society and the world, otherwise standing as a small person and raising your arms and shouting, you will definitely be spurned or sent to a neurological hospital for treatment. 'Blessed are the doers of good. Woe to the wicked', and so on can sometimes only be a shackle that imprisons the so-called conscience and self-behavior, and these high-profile statements are often preached and widely circulated for a special paralyzing purpose, for example, many people who have a reputation for being honest and honest mostly live only for their own high reputation, although they do not harm others, but they may not have made much contribution to this society, the world and mankind. On the contrary, those so-called successful people with a very bad reputation and evil often donate large sums of money to repair hospitals or care about education, and do all the good deeds of public welfare, so that countless people can enjoy blessings, which of these two people is worse or which is better?"

"Kejing, I'm sorry that I've always been in a similar attitude of indifference and alienation to you, if I hide it very deeply because of this, or create some kind of illusion, please believe that I didn't mean it, I just had my usual instinct, and I feel sorry for it. I hope that what you have seen in these two days will make you understand me more fully. ”

"To say a selfish thing, the people who stop me from getting good are not good people. Everyone lives well, this society and the world can become better, otherwise how can a person like me who always points his back, even the salt jar has maggots, stuffs his teeth when he drinks cold water, and farts and collapses his heels, how can he believe that this world is sunny, birds and flowers?"

"What is delicious in the world? Only the loss is the best! If you suffer a lot of losses, you will know how you should live, what kind of life you need, and you will work hard to fight for it, and only a person who has not suffered from life will be arrogant to others at every turn, because they are too self-righteous, and the simple environment has created an empty head, and people who feel that they are superior to others. People without connotation open and close their mouths like the world's policemen and love to express their so-called superb opinions to others, but in fact, they are all fragile nonsense with no substantive value. Show affection and love die quickly, only unhappy people bask in happiness, how can really happy people have time to bask in happiness? are busy with life, busy making themselves better. How can you care about other people's lives?"

Chai Kejing listened to Feng Zhe's words, looked at him, and said after a long time: "Then what are you still hiding?"

But Feng Zhe didn't answer and finished eating. He took Chai Kejing to the supermarket, asked Chai Kejing to help choose her favorite bedding, and then drove Chai Kejing to the house in Balipu.

Although he had vaguely guessed something, standing in this huge room, Chai Kejing still couldn't believe it: "Your house?"

"Our house. ”

"Where did you get the money to buy a house?" Chai Kejing's face was surprised: "It won't be ......"

"If I'm corrupt. Who would bribe me with so much money?"

Chai Kejing thought about it, it was impossible.

Feng Zhe said, took Chai Kejing's hand to turn on all the lights, and toured the room with her, Chai Kejing's face was full of incredulity, hugged Feng Zhe and asked, "Then where did you get so much money?"

"Borrowed, and ......" Feng Zhe said and took out the real estate certificate of the remaining façade room, Chai Kejing couldn't help covering his mouth: "Also! so many squares! Feng Zhe, you are really amazing!"

"You know what, I just got the news. The provincial government will be relocated to Balipu District in the near future, and the housing prices here will inevitably rise!"

"It's amazing!"

"Where did you borrow the money, and by whom?"

This Feng Zhe really didn't know: "Hu Hongwei, you know, he opened a mine, you helped him if he had an accident, I will pay him back, this house is a second-hand house, and it was much cheaper than the market price at that time." ”

Hu Hongwei and Feng Zhe have a good relationship, this Chai Kejing knows, listen to him explain so. I believed it, she stood in the big living room and turned around, hugged Feng Zhe again, and said, "That's good." No matter how much it is, we will pay it back. ”

Feng Zhe looked at Chai Kejing's excited appearance, stretched out his mouth and kissed Chai Kejing.

After a long time, the two separated, and Chai Kejing said shyly: "It's still on......

Feng Zhe looked at Chai Kejing's charming appearance and said, "Then turn off the lights first...... Good. Make the bed, I really didn't sleep well last night. ”

Chai Kejing glanced at Feng Zhe with disgust: "I think you've fallen asleep a long time ago?"

"Oh, then I'm talking about you didn't sleep well last night...... Why don't you sleep?

As soon as Feng Zhe said, Chai Kejing couldn't bear it anymore, stretched out his hand to beat him, Feng Zhe hid, and the two went to the master bedroom to fight for a while, Feng Zhe turned on the air conditioner, and then changed the things on the bed to a new one, because of the high temperature in the room, both of them took off their coats, Feng Zhe looked at Chai Kejing and said that it was bad that he didn't prepare pajamas for his mother.

Chai Kejing bit her lip, grabbed a pillow on the other side of the bed and threw it over, Feng Zhe didn't dodge, let the pillow fall on his body, and sat on the bed with a sigh of squeeze, Chai Kejing hurriedly came over and asked, "Stop your eyes?"

Feng Zhe raised his head suddenly, pulled Chai Kejing on himself, and both of them slept on the bed, Feng Zhe stretched out his hand to hold Chai Kejing's thin waist and said, "It's ruined from the inside out, you have to be responsible for me!"

Originally, Chai Kejing and Feng Zhe had confided in each other very clearly in the past two days, and now both of them were in a good mood, and their bodies and hearts were looking forward to each other, Chai Kejing kissed Feng Zhe condescendingly and said: "Okay, since you have been chosen, the leader will be responsible for you for a lifetime, follow me to do a good job." ”

Feng Zhe was about to agree when he heard it, but when he thought about it again, there was an irrepressible smile on his face, Chai Kejing saw Feng Zhe's expression through his long hair that was hanging down, and suddenly felt that his words were speechless, and he reached out and pinched Feng Zhe's waist, his cheeks and neck were instantly red, charming and lovely, and his shame was infinite, and his affection seemed to overflow from his eyes, which made Feng Zhe's heart almost crazy, he couldn't hold it anymore, turned over and pressed Chai Kejing under him, and kissed her fiercely, Chai Kejing only felt that her emotions were like a frenzy sweeping, and every part of her body and mind was looking forward to Feng Zhe's request full of magic, and his hands and lips and teeth are getting more and more bold, his whole person and mind are confused for a while, confused for a while, and sober, and his heart is happy and shy, and he feels very strange, letting him do whatever he wants...... (To be continued.) )