"Don't you particularly like social people, especially worship social big brother, how about I find a disco for you to watch the scene?" Xiao Qian said to Chen Zilong. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Chen Zilong immediately begged for mercy. "I'm convinced, sister, can't I study hard?"

Xiao Qian snorted, counting, in her previous life, at this time, Chen Kun had already caused countless troubles, and she couldn't divorce if she married a scumbag, and she was honest after being cleaned up once in this life, and she didn't cause trouble.

Instructed him to carry his luggage upstairs.

"Where's Mom?"

"There was a meeting in the village, she passed, sister, recently, a lot of people have been measuring around our house and around us with tools, what's going on?"

Someone with a tool to measure?

Xiao Qian sorted out her thoughts a little, and her eyes widened instantly!

"Sister, what the hell are you talking about, I heard that it may be moved, but we have been shouting for so long, and we have measured it several times, but there is no movement, and this time it is also thunder and heavy rain-sister?"

Chen Zilong looked at Xiao Qian, who had just calmed down, and suddenly became emotional, she strode to the desk calendar, flipped over and over, and then closed her eyes, as if she was recalling something.

"Sister?" Chen Zilong looked at Xiao Qian puzzled.

Xiao Qian closed her eyes and opened them suddenly, she pushed Chen Zilong away and strode out.

"Sister, where are you going?"

"Go out on errands and maybe come back later. ”

Chen Zilong spread his hands, "This is to go to find Brother Lang, right?

Xiaoqian really didn't go looking for Yu Minglang.

When she saw the desk calendar, she suddenly thought of something very important to her.

Today in her previous life, she returned home bruised because of domestic violence by a scumbag, and wanted to seek help from her mother's family for divorce.

At that time, there was also a meeting in the village, but it was not Jia Xiufang but Chen Lin who represented the family, Xiaoqian waited for him at home for a long time, Chen Lin came back with a happy face, and heard that she was going to divorce, so he drove her away without saying a word.

Xiaoqian didn't know why her father was so anxious to let her go, but when she walked out, she heard the neighbors get together to discuss with a happy face, and she knew that this piece was really going to be demolished.

House, money, family can get a lot.

Chen Linzang's university notice is to save money for his son, Xiaoqian found out that the slut was gay and wanted to divorce after marriage, Chen Lin refused to leave, because he wanted to take money from the slut to clean up the mess for his son, but the family demolition had money, Chen Lin still did not let Xiaoqian divorce, it was nothing more than afraid of sharing her more family property.

If the marriage with the scumbag with only indifference and violence has made Xiaoqian physically and mentally exhausted, Chen Lin's attitude is the last straw that crushes the camel, and Xiaoqian, who can't see a way out, finally chooses to end her life on this day.

Walk on the road you walked back then, towards the place where she jumped into the river.

Xiao Qian's expression became colder and colder.

Those things in her previous life were a great shame for her.

She couldn't imagine how she could have been so in the first place, why couldn't she be like now, if she really wanted to die, she had to hold a gas canister and blow up with the scumbag and the scumbag.

It was really her most innocent years, before this day in her previous life, she had never wanted to hurt anyone, but no one let her go.

The river has frozen, only the most central position, there is a hole, I don't know whether it was the angler smashed or the washing clothes, this side is not far from the urban village, if there is a seriously ill old man, according to the custom, will also bring clothes to the river to wash.

Revisiting the old place, Xiao Qian stood by the river and looked at the hole, with a cold smile on the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were full of coldness.

When she treats others, she often uses words like hugging the injured child in her heart, but she doesn't want to hug her injured child, even if she is standing here, she thinks that cowardly people should not live well.

In her previous life, if she hadn't made this jump, hadn't met the person who saved her, changed her mind, and changed her fate, she might have died in this cold lake long ago.

Even if she knew that her thoughts were extreme, she didn't want to change it, and the kind child in her heart might have been frozen to death in this lake a long time ago.

Who was born to be a man of foresight and unscrupulous means?

But the environment is such a persecution, forcing her to transform into what she is now, should she thank Chen Lin and the scumbag?

These people, Xiao Qian feels disgusting when she thinks about it now, the purpose of her coming here today is not to disgust herself, she is waiting.

Wait for the person who saved him in his previous life.

She wants to know who saved her and who changed her fate.

After the person in her previous life saved herself, her frozen vision was blurred and her consciousness wandered, he sent herself to the hospital, and also accompanied him to have a conversation, it was his words that helped Xiaoqian think a lot, and also laid the foundation of Xiaoqian's current character.

In fact, let Xiao Qian think about what that person looked like, what that person said, Xiao Qian couldn't remember it, she could only remember the general meaning.

She once used professional analysis that her memory is so good, how can she only forget the appearance of her benefactor, and finally concluded that her part should be an escape reaction after trauma, and she regarded her most painful and vulnerable part as a shame in her life, and instinctively didn't think about it, and even blocked off the benefactor's appearance together.

There may be two reactions after trauma, there is a kind of person who will keep that paragraph in his heart, and even constantly have a "flashback" phenomenon in normal life, that is, he constantly inserts those terrible memories, resulting in delusional hallucination consciousness dissociation disorder, Xiaoqian, on the contrary, she blocked that paragraph, she has been trying to think about it, to help herself face the difficulties of the past.

But so far, she hasn't found a therapist who can treat herself, she has some similarities with Yu Er, they all belong to the kind of people who are particularly bad at hypnosis, their willpower is too strong, and they have the most powerful anti-healing ability, let Xiaoqian find a therapist, as soon as the other party speaks, she knows what the other party is going to say.

No one is more professional than her, which is also the sadness of the therapist's inexplicable illness.

Thinking that in a few minutes, she would be able to see her benefactor and face the fragility of the world, Xiaoqian was a little excited.

Maybe after this period is lifted, her compulsive handwashing disorder will be alleviated a little.

There is still a period of time before the time of jumping into the river in her previous life, and Xiaoqian is standing by the river and waiting.

There are some people setting up stalls by the river, which happens to be the entrance of a park, and many children come to play during the holidays.

A girl who looked like a student came over and sold a card with a strap like Xiaoqian.

"Sister, I'm a work-study student, you can buy a wishing card, tie it to a tree, it can give you good luck for a year. ”

Xiao Qian looked behind her, and there was a pine tree with a few cards sporadically tied to it floating in the wind.

It seems to be the same in her previous life, she bought one in frustration at that time, and wanted to write with a pen, but her heart was at a loss, and she tied a blank one, and it was also because of this thing that deepened her willingness to seek death.

Because she didn't know what hope she had to live.