When I went to school, my political science teacher was an unsmiling man, not good-looking, not tall, he seemed to be only in his forties at the time, his head was large, round and bald, even if he used the hair on the sideburns to cover it from left to right, but he wanted to cover it even more, in the dark season, he could always see his clear head and the light of the light bulb in class, so some good classmates ridiculed him as a "second artillery", and later felt that he could be called "two days" in the sun, and later, it evolved into " Two Folds".

In order to liven up the atmosphere, many teachers will always make witty remarks or intersperse a few jokes in the middle of the lesson, otherwise the class will be reduced to not being lively.

The math teacher is a wonderful man, he can interject and tell all kinds of anecdotes for twenty minutes without repeating them, and the remaining twenty minutes are used to teach formal knowledge. The physics teacher was my principal, and I still remember him always looking preoccupied, as if as soon as he stopped thinking, the earth was going to be destroyed. He always has an insole dragged on the outside of his shoe, and whenever he walks far away, he can hear "kick, kick" He always forgets to erase the chalk on the blackboard with the sleeve of his clothes during class, and he always uses the sleeve of his clothes to erase the chalkboard on the blackboard; he always talks about the popping sound of the pomp and stomp on the podium when he is excited, and we will laugh loudly at such times, but he is still like me; and he always seems to have two white foams at the corners of his mouth, coupled with his highly myopic glasses and thin body, the whole person has an indescribable weirdness, and I have even overlapped his image with Kong Yiji.

But none of this can replace the uniqueness of a political teacher.

The political teacher and the lessons he taught were dull and boring, he came to class, left after class, never dragged out the class, and had been boring narrating and explaining during class, appropriately filling up dozens of minutes of time with the words in each textbook, and the students were drowsy, but he turned a blind eye, some people were naughty and mischievous, he didn't care, let it go, anyway, he did what he should do.

Two things happened that winter that day, one was that it was snowing one night during self-study, and the homeroom teacher's daughter wrote my name on the blackboard with the words "I love you", of course, I learned a few years later that she was the initiator, and her purpose and motives need not be restated, and the uproar caused at the school at that time was something that no one expected, which was one thing, and the second thing was related to the political teacher.

At that time, there were very few things to entertain and entertain, I was withdrawn, and the winter vacation was long, how could I get by? I had to read books, but I had already read a lot of books, and I couldn't find resources, so I discussed with the daughter of the political teacher (my classmate) with the attitude of giving it a try, but I didn't think that she really sneaked out a complete set of "Dream of Red Mansions" for me from home.

I had already read this masterpiece at the time, but the political science teacher's family collection was different, and the format of reading was from top to bottom and from right to left. It's better than nothing, but it's really beneficial to open the book, and I read "The sixth time Jia Baoyu tried the clouds and rain for the first time, and Grandma Liu entered the Rongguo Mansion", "I had to save it with Baoyu. Since then, Baoyu has seen the attacker more differently, and the attacker has treated Baoyu more and more dutifully", when I saw a pencil here for review: why is there no more here?

Why is it not here?

This handwriting is no longer familiar, it is indeed the handwriting of a political teacher, and I couldn't help laughing out loud at the time—because the author omitted 1,321 words here!

The teacher who teaches politics turns out to be the least apolitical!

Looking down further, when it came to Xue Pan, the dumb overlord, "one mosquito hummed, two flies buzzed", the pencil review came happily again: It is very much in line with my liking, so good!

As for Jiao Da scolding Ning Rong and the two mansions, only the pair of stone lions at the door were clean, and the political teacher commented: My day! Fuck, it's really good!

Later, reading the borrowed Dream of Red Mansions was no longer my interest, and finding the comments of the political teacher in the book became my top priority.

The hobbies, interests, and habits of the political teacher, as well as those that were not well known to others in the past, jumped in front of me through these words, and I saw the soul and personality of the political teacher from these words, just like the shadow part is the easiest to notice under the sun, and I suddenly understood: what books a person hides in his home, what books he likes to read, and what kind of attitude he has towards the content of these books, in fact, is all a person has.

People are social animals, and after getting acquainted with someone, it is inevitable that they will get together, and if they go to each other's homes as guests, I always subconsciously like to see what kind of books they have in their homes, or simply ask him if he has any books at home, ask him if he usually reads, and what books he likes to read.

Suppose there is not a single book in a beautifully decorated house, or a book on literature other than popular magazines, entertainment news, etc., I would think that this person has no esoteric soul, and that he may be a successful person in the modern sense of the word, but not the kind of mentor and friend I am going to associate with.

In the same way, if this person has many books, if I can tell where a certain book came from, which part of it I like, and why I like it, you can see what kind of person he is, whether he can continue to associate with me, or whether he is a person who has reached that level.

But if you meet a person who has a lot of books, but you want to visit them and you are politely refused, it proves that he will not reveal to you what kind of person he is, because these books are the embodiment of his soul, and he refuses to show you his soul, and he has this power.

Therefore, I generally refuse to disclose my collection to others, and now I have a book list on the Internet. I don't recommend casually revealing my book list to others, because I don't want to simply reveal my soul to others.

I believe that all really good books and serious books can play a role in changing people, and a book list is actually planning the goal of your growth and the direction of your life changes, so why should we show a life plan and life process to some people we don't know?

Unless your book list is full of entertaining books, that's an exception, because it doesn't matter if "entertainment to death", entertainment does not have a soul, and the soul of entertainment is not an attitude towards life.

This extends to some of the texts I write, as an online author (I don't recognize this title, it is true that my texts are presented to everyone on the Internet, but I am at most just a person who plays a single game and attracts the attention of others, my words are all deviant, even dark-oriented - about the darkness I will talk about later - cannot be summed up in the "current", so I am far from the title of "Internet writer"), why should I tell some readers how you should behave? I don't have that obligation or responsibility, so what does it matter to me what other people should become?

Therefore, I emphasize that the content of the text I write is not suitable for everyone to see, the direction of my life, my plan can never be applied to all people, and the original intention of my writing is to prove that I have existed in this world in one more form, or to let my family know what my thoughts were like after my death.

The world is changing rapidly, even if you are as close as a family, it is impossible to whisper in his (her) ear every day in daily life, he (she) will be annoyed, I will also be tired, so these works come out, and one day they have enough patience to turn up these enough to make people drowsy preaching, from which they can understand my soul, know that I have lived like this, think like this, so as to learn from it, I have achieved my goal.

Now let's talk about the "darkness" I just mentioned. I would say that not all books are positive, and if someone reads a lot of inspirational books and thinks about how they can work hard and strive to become a great man, I think that this person is a fool, or he was wrong from the beginning. A person who is too ambitious, too confident, and has a very positive outlook on life is actually a little stupid, he will become a very one-way view of the world, monotonous, and a single view of life, that is, only from the positive side, he never knows the complexity of the world, the darkness of life, if such a person is, I can't find any other words to describe him except for not eating the fireworks of the world.

Therefore, when a person reads a book that represents a radiant light, and then reads some books that are extremely dark and describes the darkness of human nature, he will be like standing on the edge of a cliff like walking on thin ice, he will examine his soul more clearly, and know how to face life better, I stubbornly think that this is very useful.

Only by understanding the evil and ugliness in human nature will we understand that life is not simple and complicated. Knowing that the world is not all positive, it will have a lot of accidents, and there are many things that we can't control, so that we can become more peaceful people, at least we won't be stupid easily.

It's not just narrating an adventure, it's an adventure of narration in itself, and life itself is an adventure. Life is not easy, so we come to this world crying and croaking to the ground, after living a painful patriotic repentance, we can be very quiet on the day of the end of life, because we all know that we have experienced this life and tried to change, which is enough.

There are several times in "Passing" Su Dongpo's "A cloud of smoke and rain is life, and there is no wind and rain and no sunshine", I want to say that a person with a strong heart will never be knocked down by life, and we will eventually live to the state where there is no wind and rain and no sunshine. Caring too much about other people's opinions can only have two endings: either you will be tired to death, or you will let others die, so just like Feng Zhe, don't find happiness in the eyes of others, otherwise you will always be sad, and don't find dignity in other people's mouths, otherwise you will always be humble.

Feng Zhe said to Qi Siqi when he was about to become deputy mayor: In the officialdom, you must not stay away from the center of power, otherwise you will sit on the cold bench sooner or later. This is a manifestation of self-awareness: one should not overestimate one's abilities. But whether Qi Siqi can understand it or not is another matter, because Feng Zhe does not have a father who is a high-ranking official like Qi Siqi, he knows that only he can control his life in the end, and only he can understand how to take the road he wants to take.

My attitude towards the book "Passing" is like Feng Zhe's treatment of tribulations and accusations, if you defend and talk too much, some people think you are like a fool; if you don't say a word, some people think you are pretending to be forced again. If the world can be as it should be, then the only way to paralyze it is to go to him: I don't write for fools, I only open my soul to those who appreciate me.

Tomorrow is the second anniversary of the publication of "Passing the Pass", and I wrote these words to remember. The biggest problem with writing on the Internet is about updates, writing thousands of words every day is actually not guaranteed in terms of quality, not to mention that it is not a professional who makes a living from words, but readers can't wait, which is a bit contradictory. I don't want to be sloppy with my readers, so I can only move on to the next level when I'm almost ready.

I hope this time will not be too long, and I hope that there will be no accidents, so that I will only have 1.9 million words "lost" at the starting point.

Friends, there is a meeting in the mountains and rivers, and there will be a period later!

Flying Romance, 2017-8-31