Chapter 591: I've Screamed, I've Struggled, I've Thought, I've Hurt, I've Loved (End of Book)
The sun went down, the weather was still very hot, Feng Zhe wore color-changing glasses, and a sunhat on his head went to a McDonald's shop in Wuling City, there were not too many people in it, he didn't see the person he was looking for on the first floor, went up to the second floor, in front of the children's play area, he saw a woman in a skirt, this woman has a slender back, a beautiful waist, the place where the waist and the buttocks meet is like the arc of the gourd, the buttocks are very round, and you can see the smooth heels without a little dead skin, very delicate.
Feng Zhe stood there and watched the woman staring at a little girl who was playing inside, the little girl was very beautiful, with big eyes and two little pigtails tied on her head, very cute.
- The little girl looks too much like her mother.
As if sensing Feng Zhe's arrival, the woman turned around, and Feng Zhe saw a face that she hadn't seen for a long time: Shang Jing.
Shang Jing has hardly changed, and her body is more plump and beautiful. The two sat down, Shang Jing already had some food and drinks in front of him, it seemed that he was ordering for the child, Shang Jing asked Feng Zhe what he wanted, Feng Zhe said no, the two looked at each other for a long time, and didn't say anything.
At this time, the little girl who was playing inside was calling her mother with a milky voice, and Shang Jing promised to go over, and the little girl said Mom, I want to drink a drink.
Feng Zhe took the drink over, the little girl looked at Feng Zhe, Feng Zhe took off her glasses and smiled at the little girl, the little girl didn't take it from Feng Zhe's hand, Shang Jing smiled and said, "This is uncle, thank you uncle." β
ββ¦β¦ Thank you, uncle. β
"You're so cute. Feng Zhe handed the drink to the little girl and asked, "What's your name?"
The little girl drank her drink and said, "Mom won't let me tell anyone about it." β
Feng Zhe smiled: "Uncle is no one else, uncle is my mother's friend, can you tell your uncle?"
The little girl looked at Shang Jing, then looked at Feng Zhe and said, "Okay, my name is Didiu." β
After drinking the drink and going to play again, Feng Zhe and Shang Jing stood and watched for a while, then sat down again, and said, "She looks like you." β
Shang Jing looked at Di Diu, and after a while, he turned his face and said, "The forehead and chin are still like you." β
Feng Zhe was stunned when he heard this, stared at Shang Jing, and then looked at Di Di, who was playing carefree, and really looked a little like himself.
She ...... Mine?"
Shang Jing nodded and looked out the window.
Feng Zhe didn't know what to say, he was silent for a long time, and then asked, "Why did you never tell me?"
"Got it, what would you do?"
After listening to Shang Jing's rhetorical question, Feng Zhe didn't know what to say anymore.
Shang Jing has always been so calm. Feng Zhe sighed, and Shang Jing said, "Calling you here, there is one more thing." β
"You say, I ......"
"Let go of Zhao Guanhai. β
"Why, what do you know?" Feng Zhe asked.
"I don't know anything, and I don't need to know, but that's the way it is, you and his place are there now. You promise me to let him go. He can't fight you. β
Let Zhao Guanhai go? How is this possible!
"Why? You always have to give me a reason. β
Shang Jing looked around, no one paid attention to the two of them, looked out the window, looked at Feng Zhe again, and said softly: "Because, Di Di is his granddaughter." β
What the!
Feng Zhe was struck by lightning.
"I used to hate him so much, he could say that he had abandoned my mother all the time, and he never took care of me, and I never knew what fatherly love was...... But I am his daughter after all...... Some things, after a long period of experience, will slowly become bearish...... Just this time, for me, for the sake of loss, okay?"
Now I understand everything, I understand everything, and many incomprehensible things are solved. Why did I think it was strange when I first met Shang Jing, she was only a secondary school graduate, but she could work in the Justice Bureau, Lu Cao wanted to harass her, some people also said that she was someone else's mistress, she had a lot of money, why was she more complicated than all the women she knew, these all came from a difficult life and a life experience that could not be mentioned to others. So much so that later she went directly from the Judicial Bureau to work in the county public security bureau below, all because of a father like Zhao Guanhai.
Shang Jing is the illegitimate daughter of Zhao Guanhai.
Di Di was born to his own monk Jingsheng, so wouldn't he be Zhao Guanhai's son-in-law!
Feng Zhe felt a little dizzy. This complicated relationship, this winding family affection.
Why is it so messy!
Feng Zhe didn't know what to say.
Shang Jing shook Feng Zhe's hand and said helplessly: "Maybe, it's best not to tell you, but if it's one day, if you know, will you hate me even more?"
Shang Jing's face was a little sad: "I'm too selfish." I'm sorry. β
After a long time, Feng Zhe smiled bitterly and said: "How can anyone be sorry for whom? Even if I ignore him, the current situation, I hope he can avoid it." β
Shang Jing's eyes were even more confused: "Self-inflicted." He begged for more blessings. β
"I ...... You ......" Listening to the daughter's father doing his own wrong, Feng Zhe wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say, so he got up and looked at Didi, seeing that she was having a lot of fun, thousands of emotions lingered in his heart, he sighed, turned to Shang Jing's side, opened his mouth again, and closed his mouth.
"Mom, mom ......" Di Di called Shang Jing, she was going to relieve herself, Feng Zhe watched their mother and son go to the bathroom, then look at the play area, and walked out by herself.
The starlight outside is full of skylight, and the neon is shining, and I don't know where the starlight is and where the lights are......
When Qi Siqi called, Feng Zhe had just asked Jiang Minna to come to his office. Qi Siqi said: "I have decided, go to Wuling." β
Feng Zhe was silent.
Qi Siqi said again: "Work needs, no matter what you think, I'll decide." β
Feng Zhe still didn't speak, and Qi Siqi fed: "You're dumb!
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry. β
"What do you say? β
Feng Zhe: "......"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you're going to make it clear!"
"Everything, I'm sorry. β
Qi Siqi was silent for a while, and his voice became louder: "You don't come! You say I'm sorry now, what did you do in the early years! I'm pestering you, right, I've always pestered you, right? You will definitely say that, but you don't pay attention to me when I pestered you! You use me, and you want to get rid of it when you're done using it! Yes, I've been chasing you, and they all say that women chase men, and I'm fucking separated from you by a barbed iron veil! Feng Zhe, you despicable and shameless and obscene guy! You liar! You scoundrel! You thief!"
Qi Siqi cried as he spoke, shouting: "No matter! I don't care, I will consume you in this life! The old lady will take a fancy to you! Consume you to death! If you say sorry, it will be over? I don't care, I will be with you...... Whining...... Woo...... Feng Zhe, Feng bastard! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!"
ββ¦β¦ You want to ignore the old lady, no way! No way! Don't think about it! You wait, I will definitely let you write my name on your family's household registration book in this life! Definitely! You wait! You go to die! The old lady will never finish with you for the rest of her life!"
Qi Siqi hung up the phone crying, Feng Zhe covered his head and lay on the desk, not wanting to move for a long time.
It didn't take long for Jiang Minna to come.
Jiang Minna didn't know what Feng Zhe was calling her to do, and thought that she had to talk to herself about being the director, with a smile on her face, but Feng Zhe almost didn't look at her, and said indifferently: "You can sit." β
Jiang Minna sat down, feeling that something was not right, and looked at Feng Zhe cautiously.
Feng Zhe said after a long time: "What major did Director Jiang graduate from?"
"Secretarial. β
"Oh, I'm the law. β
Jiang Minna didn't know why Feng Zhe was talking to herself, but Feng Zhe's words made her creepy: "Learning secretarial, it seems that you should also understand that printing small print posters to make false accusations is also a crime." β
Jiang Minna's face was flushed, and fine cold sweat oozed from her forehead.
Feng Zhe sighed and said, "What do you do, if you are not careful," he said, he took out a small poster that would be distributed in the whole Wuling, pushed it in front of Jiang Minna, and continued: "Saying that Comrade Chen Weiman and I accepted a huge amount of bribes when we sold the old city government, did Comrade Chen Weiman and I participate in the sale of the old city government? Do you have one of the reasons for saying that Comrade Chen Weiman and I accepted bribes during the reform of property rights in Wuhua, which caused a serious loss of state-owned assets? Comrade Xiao Baoyu has been in the office for many years, and no one knows who knows that his appointment as deputy mayor was a matter that Comrade Guo Zhongzhou discussed at that meeting, so how could he promote and reuse his cronies? He said that his life was rotten, he was engaged in the relationship between men and women, he had improper intimate contact with many married and unmarried women for a long time, and he was still outsourcing his mistress, and there was no evidence to say anything? What do you think you have done, I don't know anything? Saying that he is engaged in one-of-a-kind work, acting arbitrarily, having no one in his eyes, being arrogant and domineering, practicing paternalistic rule in Wuling, and all these things, who are you talking about? Where is Comrade Chen Weiman's arrogance and domineering?
"Comrade Jiang Minna, I have no enmity with you recently, how did Mayor Chen offend you and use it to go to other cities to print leaflets?"
Jiang Minna was stunned, knowing that the general trend had gone, she cried anxiously: "Deputy Secretary Feng, I, I was wrong, I was confused, I ...... It's Zhao ......"
"You don't have to say it! I know it all. At that time, when I went to print, was there a manuscript?"
"Yes, he wrote it. At my ...... I'll bring it to you. β
Jiang Minna panicked, afraid and afraid of Feng Zhe, Feng Zhe said, "You go." This matter, for the time being, you are a lesbian, it is not easy to get to today, you have to cherish it. β
Jiang Minna suddenly became a little paralyzed, and said with tears in her eyes: "Secretary Feng, thank you, thank you!"
Jiang Minna walked to the door in despair, and when she arrived at the door, she turned around and bowed deeply to Feng Zhe, stood and looked at Feng Zhe before leaving.
In the evening, Feng Zhe went to Hu Hongwei to see the spring geese, and saw that she was much fatter, and her belly was more prominent, and after saying a few words, the landline phone at home in the provincial capital called, Feng Zhe went to the courtyard outside to answer the phone, and the voice of his son's milk came out: "...... Daddy......"
I could hear Chai Kejing teaching his son on the side: "Son, you said you love your father." β
ββ¦β¦ Mom said...... Love Daddy ......"
Feng Zhe wanted to laugh, but the laughter of Ge Shuzhen and Chai Wenzheng came from there, Chai Kejing said a few words to Feng Zhe, and asked: "When did you get into the relationship with Secretary General Xu, why don't I know? β
The call was answered by Chai Wenzheng, Chai Wenzheng and Feng Zhe said a few words of gossip, and then said that the organization had talked to him, and the intention was to transfer himself to the group.
Chai Wenzheng's voice was very happy, and the family over there was very happy.
Feng Zhe heard Chai Wenzheng's praise for himself, chatted a few more words, hung up the phone, and went down the steps to the roof of Hu Hongwei's house.
Well done...... I've been doing things all these years, and I've been doing what I should do, but which of these things do I want to do?
The corners of his clothes were blown by the wind, and the world seemed to be left alone at this moment. In this situation, thousands of thoughts can't help but think of the wasted years I experienced here in those years......
Zhao Fengkang took the initiative to call Feng Zhe on the sixth day of going to Yang Ling's hometown, and he opened his mouth and said, "Feng Banxian, you can do it!"
"What's wrong with me? I can, I'm not your apprentice yet. β
"You don't come, you admit that you are my apprentice now? I really can't learn your skills. Let me tell you, I inquired from Yang Ling's aunt, that is, Ling Xiaoquanβhow can you thank me when you go back?"
Feng Zhe was anxious: "No matter what you say, I will agree." Say it!"
"Okay, that's what you said! Yang Ling hasn't been married all these years, and he's really waiting for you!"
"Also, she was pregnant with a child, it was yours, but it didn't work out, and she was induced. This is all blame Ling Xiaoquan, saying that he will never see you again, and also said that a big girl in Yangling has a big belly, if she gives birth to a child, who will feed her? So, I did it. But he didn't have any fucking money, so he found a stupid liar doctor, the fetus was aborted, and Yang Ling was bleeding heavily and injured his body, which means that he will not be able to conceive a child in the future. So, you want to be with her now, and this Nizi wants to do the same, but she doesn't want to delay you, she won't have children when you're together, and you're not going to be left behind? So that's it for you. β
"Apprentice, listen to the master tell you, you can't find a good girl like this with a lantern!"
"Some people say love you, it's too simple, just open your mouth and come, but I've been waiting for you, how many people can do it?"
"You! Your kid has cultivated eight lifetimes of happiness and met her, and Yang Ling has fallen into eight lifetimes of mold and met you! You are simply the fate of sixteen generations, don't say it, go back in the next two days, invite me to drink......"
Feng Zhe listened, and he was already in tears.
β¦β¦
Yang Ling and her aunt Ling Xiaoquan and Zhao Fengkang returned to the provincial capital on the same day, Feng Zhe knew in advance, arranged the work, and drove to see Yang Ling, when it was almost there, Zhao Wen called, Feng Zhe hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road, pressed the answer button, hesitated, and said, "...... Brother ......"
Feng Zhe omitted the word "Zhao", Zhao Wen listened, and after a few seconds, he hummed softly and said: "Anyone who achieves great things is a person who is extremely smart and willing to work stupidly. β
"No matter what time it is, it is indispensable to do things seriously. At your age, you are already outstanding in Wuling, and it is not impossible to go further, but when it is time to step, you must step. I suggest that you go to the Zhongyang Party School to study for a while. If you think about it, I'll arrange it for you. β
Zhao Wen hung up the phone, Feng Zhe sat in the car and thought about it, and then started to drive forward. When he was dozens of meters away from where Yang Ling lived, there was a traffic jam in front, and Feng Zhe stopped the car and walked. The streets were full of people, and there was a sudden thunder in the sky, and people were laughing and shouting that it was going to rain, and the wolves rushed to the pigs, but there was no shadow in an instant, and Feng Zhe was left alone.
It turned out that the front was greening on the side of the road, no wonder there was a traffic jam just now, and I don't know what kind of flowers are planted, which is very good-looking, with the swing of the wind, there is a fragrant smell scattered and lasts for a long time.
Feng Zhe arrived in front of Yang Ling's door, and the leaves on the unknown tree had already fallen very little, Feng Zhe wondered how it was still summer, how could the leaves of the tree wither and fall off?
Just thinking about it, Yang Ling came out of the house, her long black hair was simply restrained and floated behind her, and then there was another thunderclap in the sky, but there was a light shining through the clouds on her white and elegant clothes, so her whole person seemed to be plated with a layer of gold, so beautiful in the cluster of flowers, so unforgiving, which made Feng Zhe feel that every time he saw Yang Ling, he would make his heart palpitate and touch the deepest place in his heart, and he couldn't help but stand by the flowers and gaze at Yang Ling.
Yang Ling saw Feng Zhe's stupid gaze at him at the door, his heart was first shocked, then happy, and then full of tenderness, and his hands couldn't help but twist the corner of his clothes and stand looking back at him. In this situation, the past is still as vague as yesterday, and it is such a summer, just like when the two first met that year. The ups and downs and all kinds of past that happened with this man suddenly gathered in his heart, frowned slightly, and then his heart was agitated, and finally he pursed his lips and smiled at Feng Zhe.
[End of the book]
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