89. Surprise wins
His eyes gradually adjusted to the darkness, Yinzhen's face became clear, and he and I looked at each other without saying a word. It's a little weirdly quiet, but it feels good, after all, it's been a long time since we've looked at each other so calmly. And I didn't seem to see him for a few days, I thought I was living comfortably and happily, and even had some self-righteous sense of escape, it turned out that I still missed him.
It would have been more perfect if his expression had been less solemn and his eyes had been gentle.
I didn't know what I wanted, I didn't think about blasting him out, I didn't think about letting him stay, I just sat stupidly and looked at him sitting next to my lap.
Maybe the body's reaction is always faster than thought, when my fingers on the bed jumped unconsciously, and quietly rubbed forward and was about to touch his fingers, Yinzhen stood up with the bed, put his palm on my cheek and bowed his head and kissed me lightly on the forehead, "Sleep." After saying that, he turned around to leave.
"Yinzhen......" I grabbed his wrist casually, and saw that he stopped but was still standing on the edge of the bed with his back to me, but I didn't know what to say, and after a pause, I whispered: "Thank you." ”
The silence of the night was so good that I could hear it no matter what it was making, like a sneer coming out of his nose, and I couldn't tell if it was laughing at me or himself, but I couldn't help but let go.
"Honghui is also my son, you don't need to thank me. ”
"No, I say thank you not because you found a doctor, but," I lowered my head and pulled the quilt on my lap a little speechless, and felt him turn slightly to look sideways, as if he mustered up the courage to look up and explain, "Honghui is sick and wants you to come to see him, but I can't explain to him why he Ama is not there, and it is impossible for him to go to you so late, but you are here, I know Honghui is very happy, I ...... Also. ”
Yin Zhen's eyebrows were slightly raised, his eyes widened, he turned to face me and stood beside the bed, his eyes narrowed when he looked at me again, his palm touched my face, and his thumb swept along the corner of his eyes to the end of his eyes, I hurriedly closed my eyes, but I heard him ask softly: "Are you too?"
"Oh, no, that's because I'm anxious and scared, I didn't take good care of Honghui and made him sick. He kept talking about coldness and asked me for Amma, but I couldn't give it to him. Then I became like him, and I especially wanted you to show up, even if you kicked in the door and lost your temper with me, I wanted you to come. I opened my eyes and raised my head, put my hands on his waist and grabbed his clothes, and when I spoke again, some sad feelings disappeared without a trace, "You really came." ”
The corners of Yinzhen's mouth were dyed with a smile, although his voice was light, it seemed to be in a good mood, "I should come, when you and Honghui need me, I will definitely be there." Well, it's time for you to sleep. ”
I haven't seen him for a few days, and he's become too considerate, but now, I don't want him to go, why are you always in a hurry to leave, is it......
"Isn't it...... Someone is waiting for you?" I hurriedly let go of my hand that was holding his clothes and pushed him embarrassedly, "Then you can go quickly, I'm asleep." ”
"What are you thinking about?" Yin Zhen said, turned around and sat on the edge of the bed, took off his boots, unbuttoned the buckles on his clothes, and said a little scoundrelly: "If you want to say that, yes, there are indeed people waiting, didn't you just say that you wanted me to come? I'm here, and I'm not leaving." ”
"Really?"
Yinzhen heard my somewhat happy question, stopped his movements in surprise, half turned to stare at me, and gradually showed a smile on his face, and said teasingly, "What is really fake? Where else can I go when I take off my clothes?"
"I'm not asking you this, I'm saying that there really isn't anybody...... Isn't there anyone waiting for you but me?"
"You ......" Yinzhen grabbed the back of my neck and pulled it in front of me, I almost hit the bridge of his straight nose, and I could even hear him gritting his teeth, "No! Don't think about others anymore, think about me from now on, only think about me." ”
"Good. "What can I say but say yes? How did this guy change all of a sudden?
From the moment he appeared in this room, he had always been good, except for the appearance of a master when facing Xiao Su Taiyi, the rest of the time he was as good as a good young man who was reviewing his mistakes, how could he have become like this after such a long time?
Yin Zhen took off his clothes, and when he saw that I was still sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, he stretched out his hand, I hurriedly moved to the inside, and saw that he was lying down and looking at me, so he lay down on his side and covered him with the quilt, but when he withdrew his hand, he was grabbed and put on his waist.
"Aren't you sleepy? and you're not tired after tossing for a long time?"
"I sleep a lot during the day, but I feel good at night. You sleep, you have to enter the palace in the morning, don't worry about me. ”
Yin Zhen turned to face me sideways, his eyes were gentle, and his deep voice made me feel very comfortable, "Then let's talk for a while." ”
"It's getting late, you should rest. ”
"Right now, I have something to say to you. ”
"Okay, you say. "I don't know what stimulated him to talk in the middle of the night, but if he insisted on talking, I wouldn't mind, after all, I had time to catch up on sleep, and I was already very interested in what he had to say.
"I've been standing outside your door for a long time tonight, but I've been afraid to come in, and I know you don't want to see me yet, because you haven't come to me, but I have something to say to you. Later, Meiyu and Jie Yu ran out, and I learned that Honghui was sick. ”
Yinzhen's expression was very sincere, and what he said also made me a little moved and even distressed, but I didn't know how to speak, after all, I asked him to think about it and come to me after thinking clearly, so I had to be silent.
"If you don't know how to reply to me, you don't have to say anything, just listen to me. ”
I was speechless, it turned out that he could understand everything I thought, and he pulled the corners of his mouth slightly to give him a smile, and he was a little embarrassed.
Yin Zhen stretched out his hand and pulled my head closer to his chest, and his voice came softly, "Listen to it this way, what I said is from my heart, and now I will tell you everything." ”
I put my ears close to his heart, and I could feel the sweat in my palms as I grabbed the hem of his shirt with both hands. It's over, I'm so useless, he hasn't said anything yet, I'm already a little dizzy, how good is this.
"I know you're bored at home and like to go outside, I don't have to lock you up, it's just that you're pregnant with a child, and I'm afraid that the streets will be too chaotic and something will happen. It's like the last time I bumped into you and saved that smile, you won't know how scared I was at the time, if those two people really hit you, then they definitely didn't lie down and go out of the city as Old Ten and Fourteen said. ”
Yin Zhen said and held my left hand, and stroked the little pearl on it with his thumb, "I said that I wouldn't let you go out, and I also said that I would burn down the ninth brother's shop, although it was a joke and an angry talk, but it was also because I felt awkward." On that day, you just entered the door with your front foot, and he sent someone to deliver a food box with your back foot, can I still lose your food in this house? Why do you need him, as a younger brother, to take care of your food and daily life? And you lost the ring again, you are so confused that you must not know where to lose it, I didn't want to tell you, now it is better to tell you, I saw it in the food box sent by the ninth brother. Can you understand how I felt?"
"Yinzhen. I took his hand back and held his hand, it seemed like something was stuck in my throat, it turned out that Lao Jiu picked it up so he hurriedly sent someone to send a food box, but it was found by Yinzhen and helped me put it back, if he didn't say that I didn't know that the ring ran back like this.
"Actually, this ring is not a rare thing, it's just made by someone according to the shape of your screen, you can wear it if you like it, and I look at it and feel sure. I saw that night that you were looking hard in the yard, and I wanted to hand it over to you, but you didn't want to pay attention to me, so I couldn't say it, after all, ......"
"Don't say it. I clenched his hand and pressed it to my chest, I originally wanted him to coax me, just a few nice words, but I didn't expect him to be alone for a few days, and he actually said so many things to me, I guess I wouldn't hear him say so much in a month. I know what he's referring to after all, the atmosphere is just right now, I don't want to listen to those explanations, I really don't want to.
Someone seemed to be addicted, ignored my persuasion, and said to himself: "I know that you feel uncomfortable, because of me, there are some things I don't want to, but since it happened, I have to admit it, no matter what happens." Mingyue's matter, blame me, I will deal with it. ”
I don't know what he meant by handling it, but I just remember that whatever the reason is, what is the reason? Since he has said this, can I also say it......? They all say you...... Drunk. ”
"Drunk, sort of, I don't explain, after all, it's already happened, and no amount of explanation can change it, you just need to know that I don't want to, I thought it was you." ”
"Think?" Can I think of this? Then if I hug other men and say something I think is him, can I treat it as if nothing happened? Could it be that there is any other reason besides drunkenness? I raised my head to look at Yinzhen on a whim, and whispered in horror: "You weren't drugged, were you? In your own house? It can't be Mingyue, right? She drugged you a man?"
Yin Zhen actually laughed when he heard this, although it was a little bitter, rubbed the hair on the back of my head and asked in a low voice, "Do you still know how to take drugs?"
This kind of expression, this tone, and the attitude of not denying it, can be regarded as acquiescence? I was so angry that I kicked the quilt and screamed, "Bastard, dead demon girl, I actually used this kind of indiscriminate means to kill me." Forget it if you eat it secretly, you dare to come to the door and pretend to be pitiful and let me help her intercede, dare to look down on my girl, and dare to provoke the Song family behind my back, it's so hateful!
Yinzhen grabbed the quilt and put it on his head, kept patting my back and whispered, "Shh...... Don't scream, if you call again, Honghui will be woken up by you. ”
I gasped for breath and tried to stare at his face, but I found that my vision was blocked by the darkness, and I tried my best to lower my voice and still be indignant, "I'm going to be angry, I'm going to be angry, this woman is so bad, the man who came to my house and slept with me on my territory still wants to bully me, it's too much." ”
"Sleep...... Yours...... Man?" Yin Zhen's voice was choppy, and he said hesitantly.
Even though I knew he couldn't see, I nodded firmly, groped my hands around his neck and said, "Yes, it's you, my man." If I don't teach her some lessons, she won't be allowed to beat my baby, kick my cat, or kick my dog in the future? Now, I don't have time to take care of her, and when I give birth to a child, see how I treat her, and no one will think that I am a bully!"
"I won't let people bully you and Honghui. Yinzhen's breath blew on my face, and his voice swirled in the dark, faintly hinting of laughter, "You are ruthless, I'm just afraid that you will be in a hurry one day, and you will really burn down my Baylor Mansion." ”
"Don't worry, I'm not that stupid, that's to be angry with you. This is my house, why should I burn my house for them, isn't it impossible to get along with myself? If you really force me, isn't it that Ming Yue? Directly, the hand broke the leg and split the body and threw it into the river, your eldest brother just wanted to find it, and he didn't know where to find someone, I made him regret his death. ”
In the dark, I pricked up my ears and held my breath to listen to Yinzhen's voice, my breath was very light and light, and there was silence other than that.
I withdrew the hand that was holding Yinzhen's neck and tried to lift the quilt to see if he was asleep, but I heard a long sigh. His head was pressed back to his chest, and to the rhythm of his heartbeat I heard a voice coming from his chest:
"I just hope that you will be well, take care of your body with peace of mind, and I will do other things. ”