108. Affection III.
Sitting on the roof, you can no longer see the rows of houses in the Forbidden City, there are no immortals and beasts on the roof, and there are no people walking around with bright lanterns, some are just quiet nights as cold as water, vaguely half a moon.
I don't remember much about that night, maybe because I was drunk and deliberately paralyzed myself to forget. After so many years, many happy and unhappy things have been covered up in the depths of memory by more trivial things in life.
Yinzhen and I sat side by side on the roof, he handed me the wine jar, I drank, he took it back from me, and drank it himself. The mood is really weird, it is easy to affect your sobriety or instant drunkenness, tonight I am a little drunk and drunk.
His heart was clear, but his eyes were a little unclear, and he didn't know what he wanted to do.
Yin Zhen pinched a piece of almost transparent pastry and stretched it to my mouth, and said unrefusably: "Taste it." ”
Under the moonlight, there are some small white chrysanthemum petals embedded in the transparent light yellow, and the bite is unusually sweet and soft, and the mouth is fragrant, the legendary chrysanthemum cake, I only ate it after nine years.
I laughed so hard that a tear broke out, and I raised my head and wiped it away with my fingers, trying to give a pleasant compliment, "It's delicious." ”
"Don't you want me to eat?"
Turning his head to look at Yinzhen who was holding the food box, his expression was very flat, as if he was saying that the weather was good tonight. I smiled and took the food box, gently pinched a piece and sent it to his mouth, and said carefully: "Fourth master, please eat a piece and enjoy your face." ”
The corners of Yinzhen's mouth moved slightly, I don't know if it was a smile or what expression, he grabbed my wrist and bit the back of his hand, seeing that I bit my lip and endured the pain, he held me and leaned on his shoulder, and rubbed my palm twice on the top of my head and stuck it on my hair.
I held the unappreciated chrysanthemum cake and waited for a long time before he sighed lightly and ate it.
"I don't know what to do, and I muttered my hand to knock on the east fence. Who is hiding in the lonely standard, and the same flowers are late to bloom? Why is the garden dew garden frost lonely, and the Honggui disease can be lovesick? Mo Yan has nothing to talk about in the world, why not talk about it! ”
I raised my eyes to look at him in horror, my body was a little frozen, Yinzhen just grabbed the wine jar and looked into the distance, and his voice was extremely clear, "You were back then, are you still like this now?" ”
I was silent, how to deal with this situation, I don't know, back then...... Is that man? Is there really such a person?
Yin Zhen's voice became a little empty, and he drank wine and said: "I don't think about it, I'll give you an explanation, give you eyebrows, even Su Changqing will find it for you, they can get your heart, and now, Yan Yu and Ruyi are too." Leave today's chrysanthemum wine and chrysanthemum cake to me, what you owed me back then will always have to be repaid. ”
"Yinzhen ......" I felt a tingling pain in my heart, and gently grabbed the placket of his chest, but I didn't know what to say.
He actually stopped drinking and answered me very seriously.
Looking at him in bewilderment, he was still staring at the far away.
How long has it been since there have been such days of calling and answering? It seems that since I was rescued and returned home, we have become strangers to each other, I have never called his name again, and he has never answered me so seriously.
Yin Zhen raised his head and drank the wine,
"Do you know who I am?"
I tried to stare at the black eyes in front of me, and my thick curly eyelashes looked at me without blinking, as if they were about to burn a fire, but they made me feel that there was a lot of tenderness in them. I licked my lips, but the tip of my tongue touched his, and the hand around my waist tightened immediately, pressing me on my back against the cold bricks of the roof.
Yinzhen's hand brushed the hair of my sideburns, and whispered against the corner of my lips: "Who am I?" ”
My head was buzzing, and my heart was like countless kittens scratching indiscriminately, and I replied carefully in a dumb voice, "Yinzhen, love Xinjueluo Yinzhen." ”
"What about you? Who are you? ”
"I ...... I'm Terakizuki, ......"
"No, you're not." Yin Zhen shook his head and intercepted my words, I was shocked in my heart, and before I could react to what he meant, I saw a trace of pain flash in his eyes.
His face was close to my ear, and a hoarse voice slowly came into my ear, "You are Yue'er, the woman I love Xinjueluo Yinzhen." Remember? Back then, you dropped our children...... It was also Chung Yeung Festival, and you sat on the roof of that small courtyard and got drunk, crying so much that you forgot that you didn't recognize me. Now, I'm going to let you remember, keep me in mind. As you said, a drink and a peck are not predetermined, and the same is true between us. I will pay you back, but what you owe me, whether it is the chrysanthemum wine of the year or the box of chrysanthemum cakes that fell, including that child, you have to return it to me. Yue'er, thank you, Honglian and their sister and brother came to this world together, it is destined by God to let you return the child I was back then. ”
I always knew that he was haunted by the past, but I didn't know that he would remember to untie the knot until now, and it seems that I, a person who was so drunk that I forgot a qiē, really lived an easier and happier life than him. hugged his back tightly and whispered distressed in his ear, "Yinzhen, I'm sorry, I never told you, and I regret and feel sorry for that child, really." You don't need to forgive me, as long as you can really let go, I don't want you to keep remembering the unhappiness of the past, we ...... There is still a long way to go together. ”
"Hmm." The head buried in my neck was pressed tighter, the warm and moist lips and tongue were printed on it, and the thin voice faintly overflowed, "Yue'er, Yue'er......"
I nodded indiscriminately, stroked the braids on the back of his head, gently scraped the clothes on his back with my fingers, and whispered 'Yinzhen', and then I heard him answer something vaguely, and the hand holding me tightened so tightly that I was almost out of breath, and instantly raised my head and kissed me violently, leaving no room for anything.
My love between a man and a woman, who I was waiting for to almost give up in despair, was going to happen on this roof? Try to soberly think in your heart: Do you want to be so exciting......
Even if no one sees me in the middle of the night, I'm afraid that I will fall or get sick from the cold. It's just that heaven and earth are the witnesses of the stars and the moon, and it is good.
I looked up at the dark night sky in a drowsy light, the crescent moon was obscured by the wind, there was only a dim light, the stars were scattered everywhere not very clearly, and the cool breeze brought a damp breath.
Today's weather is as good as it was back then...... It also fits the scene of the year, which is really powerful.
Like a silk night rain, it dripped lightly on the bricks and tiles beside me, splashing even smaller and more mist-like small splashes, which also dripped on his body and my hands. The man on me who kept sucking and kissing didn't feel it? Then let him forget himself, his body and mind have already been handed over to him, and everything else is just floating clouds, passing by them.
When I shivered with cold, I heard a low curse ringing in my ears, and when I opened my eyes, I found that the original drizzle had suddenly turned into a bean-sized raindrop. The deep affection in Yinzhen's eyes in front of him was not gone, panting and staring at me, from time to time with his hands to wipe away the rain on my face, but new ones continued to drip down his chin to my face.
Remembering the kiss that he responded to enthusiastically just now, he hurriedly lowered his head to avoid his gaze, but saw that the clothes on his body had all been untied and wet on the bricks and tiles beside him, leaving only his belly pocket tightly attached to his body, and a hand tightly tied inside. Deng Shi froze, feeling the blood rushing into his head, his cheeks were so hot that he could burn the rain, and his hands remained in their original position, clutching his already soaked belt, not daring to move again.
Yin Zhen jumped up, pulled my clothes with both hands, pulled me up from the tiles and hugged me to my chest, ran to the eaves a few times, spun around and landed firmly in the yard.
I tightly circled his neck and looked up at the not too low eaves, and the rain hit my face and I couldn't help but praise: "You...... That's amazing! ”
"Look, let's go inside." Yinzhen tightened his arms and walked quickly to the bedroom door, kicked open the door and stepped in to put me on the ground, and when he closed the door, he pushed me against the door panel, and his forehead was against me.
There was a loud click, and white lightning lit up the darkness of the room, allowing me to see his inky black pupils.
The rain behind me was getting more and more urgent, and the crackling on the door was mixed with the whirring sound of the autumn wind, but the people in front of me were not as strong as I had been accustomed to attacking and plundering the city, and his hands caressed my soaked clothes, and slowly moved to stop at my waist.
The wet and sticky clothes made me feel very uncomfortable, and what was even more unpleasant was that the passion that had just been ignited seemed to be about to disappear. I gritted my teeth secretly, regretting that I shouldn't have ignorantly cursed that the wind, rain, thunder and lightning were like floating clouds, and that I would taste the bitter fruit.
Yin Zhen actually pulled the corners of his mouth and chuckled, and there was an obvious smile between his eyebrows and eyes, so shocked that I hurriedly raised my hand to touch his forehead and cheeks, thinking that he was dizzy from the rain. Yin Zhen grabbed my hand on his face, lowered his head and bit my earlobe, and whispered with heat, "Don't grit your teeth, I didn't plan to let you go today." ”
I was completely blinded, it turned out that he knew all my entanglements, contradictions, anger and distress, except for this indecent remark that did not seem like what he said, it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it, and even if there were, he could cure himself.
It's really underwhelming.
My fist-clenched hands were grabbed by him and pressed against the door, glaring at him angrily but being ignored, kissing a series of kisses on my forehead, eyelids, cheeks, nose, nose, jaw, and even my neck, collarbones, all the way down through my wet belly pocket, biting on my chest.
I went from wriggling my body in protest to sliding limply, only to be pressed even tighter by him.
His hands were pressed against my back and neck with his belly pockets squeezed to my back and neck, and the silky ribbon made a weird sizzling sound, but it stuck between us and refused to fall.
Grabbing my hands behind my waist, I arched my head awkwardly over the door panel to prevent him from biting indiscriminately. I tried to shout, "Yinzhen." But he heard his own voice as thin as a gnat, and more like a moan.
"I'm here." Yin Zhen raised his head in response in a low voice, firmly blocked my lips, and withdrew a little bit to pull out a hand to unbuckle his plate.
When he was pressed down on the bed, I still felt that the man in front of me was unbelievably strange. The sudden wind and rain outside the house was what he should have, but although the movements of his hands were eager, the force was as light as a caress, and his mouth was still gnawing everywhere, but he could hardly feel the grinding of his teeth, only the wetness of his lips and tongue.
Could it be that in the past few months, he has changed his temperament? If it has been suppressed for a long time, it should have made the storm more violent, how could it become gentle and lingering.
"Yue'er." Yinzhen whispered to the corner of my lips, her eyes locked on me without blinking.
Nodding slightly, there was a sudden pain under him, and the screams that did not come out were already contained by him, and I grabbed his arms and grabbed them tightly, and my nails hurt. The body that was propped up above me no longer moved, one hand stroked along my waist to the thigh clamped on his waist, the ** and patience in his eyes flashed staggered, and sweat came out of his forehead and dripped down the corner of his eyebrows on my face.
It was cold, but I felt like I was being burned by fire, and the discomfort subsided instantly. Gently tracing his face with his index finger along the sweat, his waist was pinched, and he was heard whispering hatefully, "Don't move." ”
The fingertips fixed on the peak of his eyebrows and didn't dare to move again, I actually thought of Yinxiang saying that his self-control was better than that of ordinary men, what could it be? You can try.
A thin layer of sweat regained on his forehead, and he pulled down his neck and leaned over to lick it with the tip of his tongue, salty.
My body was pulled down in an instant, and he didn't move but hit me painfully, and the tip of his nose was against his Adam's apple, sliding up and down in front of my eyes. Yinzhen's face appeared in front of him, his temples jumped faintly, staring at me and gritting his teeth. I smiled wickedly, and my fingertips slid to his back and tapped to his waist to stop, following his words, "Don't grit your teeth, I'm not going to let you go today." ”
He actually replied with the word "good", and pressed it against me, his lean chest rubbing back and forth against me, but still gently.
The robber I once had infinite resentment, the gentle storage that I used to look forward to infinitely, it turns out that I was wrong. This kind of gentleness and thoughtfulness is even more terrifying, and there is even more crazy power, and I don't know how to release it nowhere, I just feel that I am going to be killed by him.
I wrapped around him and wanted to respond, but I was pressed under the bed and couldn't move, and I couldn't help biting hard everywhere and whimpering meaninglessly.
He stopped, put his hands to my ears and fixed my head on the bed, squinting back in bewilderment, he leaned over my ear, his slippery tongue licking the pinna, "Call again." ”
What is it called? I looked at the saman on the top of the bed in a daze, trying to remember, only to realize that what I kept screaming just now was actually the word "Yinzhen". I closed my eyes and opened my mouth as if I was being hypnotized, and I felt like I was about to cry, "Yinzhen." ”
He hugged me tightly and slammed down, "Call again." ”
"Yinzhen."
His head was buried in the messy hair in my ear, and he whispered hoarsely, "Don't stop, as long as you call, I will be there for you." ”
Weakly put my face to his ear, I don't know if this name can become a magic spell to fulfill my wish when I need him to accompany me in the future, but at this time, I feel his true existence like a demon, and keep calling the two words that have been engraved in my heart, "Yinzhen, Yinzhen......"
It's just a name, it turns out that if you call it for a long time, if you remember it, it will turn into tears.
The sound of the rain outside the house was getting quieter, but the wheezing sound of entanglement hovered inside, and apart from the strong response of the body, I heard a male voice that did not belong to me, low and hoarse, but filled my ears for a long time.
"Yue'er."