Chapter 805: Love is Guarding and Keeping Together
The boy has tears and doesn't flick, but the current picture is moving, Mr. Lin looked at Xiaoying and said: "I'm sorry Ying'er, it's all my fault, if I could resist the temptation not to love you back then, you must be very happy now." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Xiaoying showed a sad smile, and she replied in a firm tone: "Can you resist not loving me?" Love is mutual, your love makes life full of sunshine, and I am very happy every day with you. ”
Mu Huan's expression was a little stiff, this kid is burdened with the responsibility of the family, and he has no ego, he probably can't understand these feelings and loves, but I can.
Because I love Rong Qi, I can understand Mr. Lin, if you don't meet, then you won't love, that time I traveled to 800 years ago and I thought like this, even if I knew that Rong Qi might not appear in my vitality when I traveled through the past, but in order for him to live, I would rather endure that kind of difference.
People are sensationalizing confessions, but I think of Rong Qi.
Over there, Xiaoying was already nestled in Teacher Lin's arms, and the ability of the Buddha bead was very special, it used the souls of other people it absorbed to condense a new form for Xiaoying, so that Xiaoying got out of the state of the soul body.
Teacher Lin hugged Xiaoying like a treasure, but his tone was full of self-blame: "If I let go, you wouldn't have been sent here by your parents because of early love, I indirectly killed you." ”
"No, even if I know that I will die, I will not regret meeting you, if I am given another chance to choose, I will still meet you and fall in love with you. ”
Next, Mr. Lin and Xiaoying introduced us. "Shadow, it's because I don't have the ability to let you go over, I can only let you live in the dark space so painfully, my shadow is obviously such a sunny girl......"
"Can they surpass me?" I nodded, as Xiaoying looked at me and Mu Huan with hopeful eyes.
After receiving an affirmative answer, Xiaoying's expression quickly turned from a moment of ecstasy to gloomy: "If you leave, will you never see him?" ”
I told the truth: "Although your unforgettable feelings will disappear at the cost of your lives, Mr. Lin will not be contaminated with murder and let so many innocent students die in vain. ”
Xiaoying was silent.
I simply asked the question I wanted to know the answer to the most, and I asked her, "Do you really not regret being with Teacher Lin? ”
Xiaoying didn't hesitate at all, and replied directly: "No matter who asks me this question, Mr. Lin or you, my answer is one, I don't regret it, I don't regret it several times." ”
After finishing speaking, Xiaoying looked at me in a daze and asked, "Sister Shu Qian, do you have anyone you like?"
Of course there is, the love between me and Rong Qi is more unforgettable and deeper, thinking of Rong Qi and habitually losing my mind after that, it took a while to think that Xiaoying was still waiting for my answer, I nodded: "I have a man who loves me more than I love him, but for some reason we separated?"
"Separated?" Xiaoying showed an incomprehensible expression, and she asked reasonably, "Since you love each other so much, why don't you be together?" I love Mr. Lin, and I want to be with him every minute and every second. ”
Xiaoying told me some of the things she had with Teacher Lin before, for example, in that high school, she would find all kinds of reasons to go to the counseling room, in order to talk to Teacher Lin more and stay warm for a while.
At that time, she was a day student and had to go home every day, in order to reduce the time she spent separating from Mr. Lin, she would often lie to her parents and say that she was going to her classmates for revision, but she was actually with Mr. Lin.
Every second of her thoughts is to meet and talk to Teacher Lin......
"I'm not in the same situation as you. "I actually told Xiaoying about Rong Qi's situation. "If we're together, we're going to kill each other. ”
"So he left you?"
"No, I left him, he made a lot of sacrifices for me before, and now it's my turn to ......"
Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Xiaoying, and she told me in a very serious tone: "It's wrong for you to do this, you must not have asked the man you love what he thinks, do you know that you are selfish in making such a choice?"
This is the first time someone has told me this, after knowing that I made such a decision, whether it is Ye Ling, Mu Huan, or even Rong Zhi, who is our son, is firmly on my side, they have always supported me.
So I don't think there's anything wrong with me doing this, or even the best ending for both of us?
Isn't that so?
Maybe it's to justify yourself and make yourself convinced that leaving Rong Qi is the most correct choice.
After listening, Xiaoying followed up with a sentence: "You only think about escaping, never thought of telling you the man you like? Why? Sister, you are so powerful, the man you like must be even more powerful." Since he's so powerful, why don't you tell him and let him figure it out with you?"
"Is it useful to tell him?" I should have asked, in addition to letting me know that the person Rong Qi loved had always been me, I also knew exactly one fact, even if we could travel through the past and the future, we would not be able to change what was bound to happen.
As long as we are together, someone will die! This seems to me to be a curse that has not been broken by any means except separation.
"Isn't it useless? Why don't you know it's useless? If you give me another chance, even if I know what bad things will happen, I will still be with Mr. Lin, because our love is not fake. ”
I don't want others to question my feelings for Rong Qi, and there is obvious displeasure in my tone: "My love for Rong Qi is no more ...... than you."
"But you haven't been together, you haven't continued your love and happiness, so how can you say that you love each other deeply?"
I was asked, I ......
Xiaoying continued. "Even if you know that the ending is not good, you should face it together, instead of running away, or even doubting whether you should love. Sister Shu Qian, although my words may not sound good, you are a coward. ”
Is it the right choice to face it together? Did I really do wrong from the beginning? I shouldn't have followed fate, shouldn't I leave Rong Qi?
Yes, think about the previous happiness, think about us now, it's not just me who suffers, Rong Qi has had a bad life in the past two years, and there is tolerance, you can only know the situation of Daddy by going over the wall through the computer to read domestic reports, originally we should be a happy family of three, doing everything we want to do together, right?
"Sister, I didn't approve of you doing this from the beginning. "Only when Mu Huan wants to express his thoughts seriously will he call me that.