Yinxiang?

In addition to Meiyu guarding the bedside, there was Yinxiang standing in front of the bed, what is the situation? It seems that he fainted just now......

"Meiwei, I'll have a word with my fourth sister-in-law, please avoid it. "Oh, this Comrade Zhan, who has been learning to speak as a five-year-old child, has a lot of true colors immediately.

Seeing me nodding, Meiyu walked outside, until the sound of the door closing, I propped up and whispered the doubts in my heart: "Brother, what's wrong? Why are you here by yourself?"

"I just went out with the Imperial Doctor. Yinxiang came over and gently pressed me back to the bed, re-covered the quilt, and looked at me seriously, until I began to wonder if I was suffering from some incurable disease, and then I heard him grit his teeth and ask, "I'm going to be an uncle?"

"Huh?"

Yinxiang looked out the window, and when he turned his head to face me again, he was already a lot quieter, "There is not much time, I just say a word, take care of yourself." Then he turned and walked out.

The blow was so great that I didn't know how to bear it, and my mind was in a mess. Brother's reaction just now was unhappy or even angry, no wonder he reacted like this, anyone who has loved and protected his sister for 25 years will not be happy if he marries someone and gets pregnant again. But he still cared about me, and when he could only say a word, he didn't ask me about the cause and effect, he didn't blame me, he just asked me to take care of myself. But...... Didn't you say that there was only one son? How could that night be so coincidental?

"Congratulations to the fourth master, congratulations to the fourth master!" Hearing the words of joy in Meiyu's lowered voice, I panicked so much that I didn't know how to face this initiator, and I hurriedly closed my eyes.

"Get up, reward. Meiwen, take care of it carefully, and return to your father at any time if there is anything. Yinzhen's voice was very soft, but he could hear that he was in a happy mood, and it seemed that only two people were unhappy, my brother and I.

Hearing the sound of Yinzhen coming over and sitting on the edge of the bed, I clutched my clothes with both hands, and silently said in my heart, 'fainting and fainting', why did I keep getting dizzy just now, and I can't faint now?

I waited for a long time and didn't hear his voice, what did this guy who hurt me like this sit there thinking? Did he suddenly regret it? After a month, I had a big and small wife, did I suddenly feel pressure? When I was so cranky that I almost fell asleep, my eyelids sank, oh...... Where did he learn this? Kissing people's eyes?—— it seemed like a bigger blow to me.

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After Kangxi and Concubine De got the news, they rewarded me with a lot of things, and the ladies of the palace also followed suit to send gifts, the most amazing thing is that Yinxiang can send the soup I like on time every day, which is too good, how did he do it? Does a five-year-old prince already have this ability? And Yinzhen doesn't suspect anything, it's really too good for the brothers to trust completely, it seems that the person who can get Yinzhen's love is really happy.

In addition to the reward given to me, Yinzhen was also rewarded - a girl named Song Jingzhu became the third woman in his backyard as Gege. To say that this royal inner garden is different, it is not enough to have two women at a young age, in two days when you are pregnant at the same time, there is a new supplement immediately, it is really - too considerate, too humane.

At first, I thought it was incredible to see Lanth gluttony, but now I can only describe myself as terrifying. Eating six meals a day is the minimum, and you will be woken up hungry in the middle of the night, and it is absolutely impossible to fall asleep again without eating. At this time, Yinzhen always interprets this matter with the words I have said - 'If you can eat it in sleep, it is called perfect', and now I have finally done it. Even if you are so sleepy that you can't open your eyes, you can still eat food smoothly.

If I just eat, I might be able to bear it, but the crux of the problem is the pain of eating and vomiting, and I almost went crazy.

After three days of dizziness, I really can't bear it anymore, pregnancy is really not a human sin, it's just a little more than a month so uncomfortable, what can I do if I go down. After being tossed enough, I often had an urge to die, and began to hate the little life in my womb very much.

Originally, this was not a child who appeared in anticipation, and I didn't feel that I had any special emotional factors for that father-to-be, so why did an accident make me suffer so much pain and blow in exchange for the happiness of others?

There is no such child in history!

"Fu Jin, Fu Jin has come to greet you. Meiyu lifted the curtain and saw a pink Lansi appear in front of her. Oh, her spirit is so good, envy and jealousy.

"Say hello to Fu Jin, congratulations to Fu Jin, congratulations to Fu Jin!" Lan Si said softly and squatted in front of me.

"Meiyu, help my sister up. ”

"Is my sister okay? I heard that my master said that you were very happy, Lan Si couldn't let go of it, so he came to visit his sister. Lance stood in front of me and said softly, unable to hear the emotion in his words.

Can't put it down?

"Thank you sister for your concern, it's much better today. "Two women who are also pregnant still belong to the same man, how strong the receptivity must be in order to be able to care for them sincerely. Lan Si is so interested in Yinzhen, he can still come to visit me so calmly, if it were me-okay?

"It's better, the weather is fine today, I go out for a walk with my sister? It's not good for my sister and the fetus to be stuffy in the house all the time. "This is so familiar, it seems that I told her this a few days ago, so that I can't find a reason to refuse. Reluctantly nodded in response, Meiyu had already come over to help me walk out.

"Fujin, be careful. Looking at Lan Si who was moving lightly in front of me, I looked suspiciously at the eyebrows whispering beside me.

"Mei Wei can't say it, I just think it's strange, every time the fourth master stays on our side, the next morning, Fang Fujin will definitely come to ask for peace......" was said by Mei Yu and then thought about the time when Lan Si asked for peace in the past, and laughed in her heart, this girl is really interesting, she should be awkward to death, but she still came to investigate with unhappiness, this must be a person who will find guilt for herself.

Turning to Meiyu and laughing quietly: "You're quite clever, don't think so much, it's nothing to do with us." But how good you are to me, I remember. ”

"Look at what Fu Jin said, it's hard to beg for benefits. The slave means that now your body is different from usual, you can not care about it before, but now you have to pay attention, if you have a business trip, no one can afford it. After Meiyu finished speaking, she slapped her mouth and laughed so hard that I didn't know what to say about her.

"Sister, come and sit here. Lance stood in front of a gazebo and turned to greet me.

Xiang Meiyu nodded his head and stepped forward, and when he stepped up the stone steps with Lan Si, the person behind him fell forward suddenly, and subconsciously turned around to help, but saw Lan Si's hand had grabbed me, which turned out to be what it meant.

I saw that Xiaochan had tightly grabbed Lan Si and barely stood still, and as soon as my heart moved, I pretended to let go and missed Meiyu's support, and fell down the stone steps.

It turned out that the unformed fetus in the womb was not without feelings, and when the blood soaked through the hem of my clothes and pants, I clearly felt that something was leaking from my body, but I began to lose the pain from my body or my heart. I saw Lan Si's eyes change several times before consciousness disappeared, didn't she make up her mind before doing so? How could such a contradictory expression appear on her face at the same time?

I'll admit that I chose this outcome on my own, and I took advantage of Lance, but if she hadn't done it to me first, I would never have thought of being able to get rid of a child I didn't want. Looking at Lan Si's faintly protruding lower abdomen, I just hope that this future mother will not regret it, is it worth it to harm others for herself and the flesh and blood in her abdomen?

"Fu Jin...... Fu Jin ......" Mei's voice kept turning in my ears, and I had to reluctantly open my eyes and instruct with difficulty: "Don't shout, find the imperial doctor, call the fourth master...... Come with the Thirteenth Master, don't make a noise...... Whoever asks, don't say anything. Seeing that Meiyu nodded in agreement, I closed my eyes with confidence.

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"Back to the fourth master, Fujin's physique is weak, and the fetus that is only more than a month old is not stable, and it is the stage that needs to be well recuperated. If you do it reluctantly, you are afraid that it will still be dangerous in the future, and the fetus will be affected by this, so you are afraid that it will ...... Please think twice. An old but cautious voice sounded in his ears, is this the Imperial Doctor? He has already shed so much blood, hasn't it already fallen? How can he still be reincarnated? Could it be that everything on TV is a lie!

"I don't care, now that you are the imperial doctor, I only have one sentence, Bao!" Yin Zhen's voice was very cold, and he was a little trembling, did he know that he was angry at the news? After all, he was happy for the past few days, if he knew that this accident was my own choice, what would he think?

"Fourth brother, calm down, the imperial doctor said that even if it is saved, it will be dangerous in the future, and the fetus may not be healthy, why should you let the fourth sister-in-law suffer again. "Fortunately, Yinxiang is also there, at this moment, if he is there, I will feel at ease.

"Please think twice, this time can't wait any longer. The Imperial Doctor's voice sounded again.

Do you want me to die if it drags on like this? I don't have any strength in my body, and I know that it is better to work hard like that than to wait for death like this. My head was heavy, and my eyelids were so heavy that it looked like someone had covered me with a cloth, so I could only try to pull out a little sound and call 'Yinzhen'.

Hearing this, Yin Zhen quickly walked over and sat on the edge of the bed gently, leaned over and fixed his head above my sight, looking at me with his eyes full of worry: "You're awake, don't be afraid, it's okay." ”

I didn't even have time to think carefully before it happened, I only made this decision in a split second, and now I'm afraid. And I don't regret it, it's just that this feeling of life passing is so heavy that I can't breathe. "Listening to the words of the Imperial Doctor, I can feel that I really can't be saved, don't embarrass the Imperial Doctor. ”

Yinzhen stared at me for a while, put his head in my ear and whispered, 'I'm sorry', then got up and said to the imperial doctor: "There is Imperial Doctor Lao, Yinxiang, come out with me." "After speaking, he walked out of the room, Yinxiang looked at me worriedly, and also said to the imperial doctor, 'I'm tired', and followed Yinzhen out.

I haven't heard her voice for so long, and now I can't even see a shadow? Just thinking about it, two girls who looked like girls walked to the bedside, blessed me and said, "Slave Yan Yu and Ruyi ask Fu Jin for peace, and the fourth master ordered us to take care of Fu Jin." ”

My mind was clouded, thinking about the coldness in Yinzhen's voice when she left, I seemed to have the strength to raise my arms and ask, "Where's Meiyu?" ”

"Back to Fujin, the slave doesn't know. ”

"Go and see, go get her back. Seeing that the two girls were only standing in front of the bed and refused to leave, he said in a hard voice: "You two go alone, if you can't find her, invite the fourth master back." ”

After a while, he saw Yinxiang walk in, and when the two girls said hello, he said to everyone, "The tired doctor moves, and you two will go out first." ”

When there were only the two of us left in the room, he walked to the bedside and asked me disapprovingly, "What are you tossing about?

Listening to his words, I had to smile bitterly and bow my head and reply: "I know you understand, so I won't explain, in short, this child is not what I want now, so I can only do this." ”

"It's all said to take care of yourself, and that's how you take care of yourself. "The person who hurts me the most and rarely gets angry is full of anger at this time, am I really doing something wrong?

"Brother, there are some things that are very helpless, I can't change them, but there are some things I can call the shots, and I must change them. Even as it is now, there is no choice. Sorry to worry you. ”

"Okay, you can rest, you will take care of it for a month, if you need anything, just tell him, and if you can't find a way to find me." After Yinxiang finished speaking, he turned around and left.

"Where's the eyebrow?"

"You care a lot, take care of yourself first. That girl didn't say anything, you taught?" Yinxiang asked me with a clear face.

"Yes, I don't want to implicate anyone, you help her. ”

"Help her, who are you and me? How can you help? That fourth master is there now, who can manage it. Implicated? That Lance was by your side when you fell, I believe that you will never deliberately destroy yourself and harm her, then she must have moved this mind first, and she will have to pay the price. A trace of resentment flashed in Yinxiang's eyes, and he turned around and left after speaking.

Brother is right, if Lan Si hadn't hurt me first, how could I have seized this opportunity, and I would no longer feel so guilty when I thought about it. After all, living in this palace, everyone is thinking about themselves, if she has the intention to harm me for the first time, it is difficult to guarantee that there will be no next time, if someone insists on punishing her, why should I be kind to protect each other, so I said to Yinxiang's back: "Meiyu, you must come back." ”

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When I woke up again, it was completely dark. looked at Yinzhen, who was leaning against the head of the bed with his eyes closed, and was stunned for a moment before remembering the events of the day. Turning over slightly, he opened his eyes and asked me a series of questions, "Are you awake?" and called out to the outside of the house, "Meiyu, prepare dinner." ”

Reaching out and grabbing the placket of his clothes, he asked nervously, "Meihu?"

Yinzhen reached out and took my hand and put it on his chest, and said softly: "Just ask your girl to ask a few words, why are you so worried?"

"Then you don't have to call two more girls over, I thought ......"

"You're thinking too much, I should have called them over, but I haven't been idle. If you have anything in the future, you can also tell the two of them to do it, and it would be better to have more people. ”

While she was talking, Meiyu had already come in with a low table and nodded to me, although she didn't smile, but she was relieved to see that her look and body were not abnormal. It's just that after taking the medicine and sleeping for so long, I didn't feel hungry at all, Xiang Meiyu smiled and turned around to Yin Zhen and frowned and said, "Have you eaten? If you eat, you can withdraw, I'm not hungry." Don't force me to eat, I can't eat at all. ”

Yin Zhen only brought a bowl of porridge from the low table, and let Mei Yu take everything out again.

I buried my face in the pillow and looked up until I heard the sound of the porridge bowl being lowered. I wanted to sit up but felt struggling, so I gently tore off Yinzhen's clothes and motioned him to lie down, and whispered to him, "Are you angry?"

Yin Zhen wrapped his arms around my shoulders and leaned on him but didn't speak. I had to keep asking, "Is Lance okay?"

"Better than you. ”

"Oh, that's good. ”

Yin Zhen suddenly stood up, looked at me, and said seriously: "What are you thinking? If she hurts you, you sue me, don't be afraid." ”

It turned out that no one had said anything about it, Mei Wei didn't say it, and Lan Siwei would not say it herself. I just hoped that Yinzhen wouldn't suspect anything anymore, so I insisted on investigating, so I looked at his eyes and replied seriously: "Yinzhen, don't ask." Lance didn't do anything, and no one harmed me, it was I who accidentally fell. Now there's no one, there's no other, you can't ...... E-Niang has been looking forward to it, you can't think like this anymore, otherwise no one will be able to explain. ”

Yin Zhen listened to it and looked at me there, as if he was thinking about my words, and after a while, he only heard him sigh and lowered his head, and he didn't have time to dodge and hurriedly closed his eyes and stopped looking at him, but the cool touch had fallen lightly on it, and the hand he held couldn't help but clench into a fist. This is the second time, and the last time I didn't have time to think about it, but now it surprises me even more. Gently pushing him away, he asked suspiciously, "What are you doing?"

Yin Zhen only said to me in a serious voice: "No matter what happens, with me, you just have to rest assured." ”

Push him back to his side and lie down, turn his back to him and touch the pillow, the little purse is still there. Quietly took out the maple leaf, and what caught my eye was the word 'Zhen'. When was this written? Or was it changed? Hurriedly turned over the leaves and looked at the other side, and the two sentences he wrote appeared:

Who, by my hand, has taken me into madness for half my life;

Who, kiss my eyes, cover me for half a lifetime.

My heart suddenly rose to my throat, and all the things that had happened since I met kept jumping out, and the sourness came to my heart mixed with an unspeakable feeling.

It turns out that he has seen it, and he has added words on it, and now he is doing this to me, how can I put my mind at ease?