How many times to be glorious and yet humiliated

How many times I have been in ecstasy, but I have been in pain

How many times have I been happy but my heart is like a knife

How many times have you been brilliant but lost your soul

"Dong, chairman, why are you crying?"

The executive who was beaten by Ji Shaokang just now found that their boss Ji Shaokang, who has always been moody and angry, and has all the calm qualities of a superior, actually looked at the big screen and listened to the song at this time, which was rare, and even his face was full of tears, crackling and falling on the table.

Not only him, but everyone in this conference room was shocked, it was the first time that his boss had lost his temper or revealed his true feelings.

"Do you really want to know why I'm crying, or do you hear the meaning of Li Youyang's song?"

After all, it was Ji Shaokang, although he cried in front of a group of subordinates due to the singing, as if he was quite faceless, but after calming down in a blink of an eye, he immediately started talking.

"I have to say that among so many songs sung by Li Youyang, there is nothing that touches me the most than this one, I think that from today onwards, I am afraid that there will be another Li Youyang fan, which is me. ”

Ji Shaokang took out a handkerchief, methodically wiped away the tears on his face, and then sighed again, and continued with infinite embarrassment: "How many times are glorious but feel humiliated, how many times are ecstatic but painful, how many times are happy but the heart is like a knife, how many times are brilliant but lost soul, this lyric is really well written, do you understand the meaning of Li Youyang in it?"

In less than two minutes, Ji Shaokang had asked this question for the second time, and the people around him glanced at each other, although they were also very shocked by Li Yuyang's song. also coincidentally empathized, remembered some of the struggles he had had, or vaguely understood the meaning that Ji Shaokang wanted to express, but once they really wanted to analyze what the lyrics meant, they really didn't know where to start, and even felt that Li Youyang's lyrics were really contradictory. It's really profound, it's really unclear, but I can't explain it myself.

"Hehe, don't you think it's a bit impossible to talk about? However, it doesn't matter, because I understand the lyrics in Li Youyang's song "Existence", or no one can understand it better than me. How many people love but seem to be separated, how many people laugh but are full of tears This means that when I was in love with your sister-in-law Shufen, if I didn't design Chen Ying's fake wedding, we were really in love but seemed to be separated. He smiled on his face, but his heart was full of frustration and tears. ”

"If you haven't experienced those things, you'll never understand how desperate the pain in your heart is. Speaking of which, you may call me hypocritical, and you may say that Ji Shaokang is rich! Is there really anything in this world that money can't do? In the end, didn't you still use money to hold a fake wedding to get your wish?"

This sentence is not wrong, money can do a lot of things most of the time, but it is only the majority, but in a few times you can't do it even if you have money, to take the simplest example. It's birth, old age, sickness and death, once you have a disease that can't be cured at all. Or if you really reach your birthday, no amount of money will keep you alive. Of course, that's a big deal, and we'll talk about something else that can't be done with a small amount of money. ”

"That is the road to success for people like me, and Li Youyang's infinite emotion now! How many times do you feel honored but humiliated? You must know that when I Ji Shaokang came to Cannes with the 1 million given by my family and my sister Ji Ruolin to fight the world, the situation I encountered was not much better than when Li Youyang sang in a food stall!"

"We were actually all on the same starting line. In a certain sense, he and I were both the same back then, both of us were out-and-out poor people in our respective circles. He may only have a capital of 100 yuan, so he can sing a street song for 20 yuan to precipitate himself. As for me, there are a million. So back then, I went around the world for a list of 180,000, or even 120,000. After all, we have different circles, different groups of people, and different costs that we have to pay. ”

"Li Youyang is on the street, the cost of a day may be 20 yuan, but as for me, the cost of a day may be 200,000 yuan, so in this sense, the value of his 20 yuan and my 200,000 yuan is basically the same, he has no 20 yuan, I have no 200,000 yuan, we are all poor!"

"But as long as you persevere, you will also have a time of success. Undoubtedly, Li Youyang and I have succeeded. His success is due to the endless treasures given to him by the suffering in the past, and my success is that today I can finally use all my past efforts to get back the acquaintance with Li Youyang, and can firmly tie him to the chariot of Linyin Entertainment. ”

"But before I met him, in the years when the Shaokang Group had accumulated a net worth of 300 million yuan in Cannes little by little or even several times, glory and humiliation, ecstasy and pain, happiness on the one hand, and heart like a knife, and a brilliant heart on the other hand, all of this actually accompanied me! Because, everyone knows that a hundredfold glory must be followed by a hundredfold hardship, not for me and Ruolin The hardships faced back then are more than a hundredfold? Shaokang Group has gained a lot, but for me, the humiliation I suffered in those years when I dredged up various relationships, and the sourness when I had to give up a certain stage of the overall plan in exchange for a stamp from the relevant parties, and the loss of soul after drinking, Ruolin often fell to the ground tired in order to perfect a top-level plan without sleep for several days and nights, and when I recovered by infusion, how kind of heart did I feel like a knife?"

Of course, there is a reward for paying, and then all the glory, ecstasy, happiness and splendor finally came, but the sadness behind the glory is really not something that ordinary people can experience. I don't even think that there is anyone else in the world who feels as deeply as I do, and even if there is, I don't think about it every day like I do. ”

"However, it seems that there is such a person today, and he thinks more deeply and better than me, and even wrote a song."

The person Ji Shaokang said was naturally Li Youyang, but when he wanted to continue to analyze his inner world, suddenly a passionate melody came from the big screen!

"Chairman! Li Youyang is singing a new song again!" The senior officials in the conference room let out another burst of collective cheers!

Then, Ji Shaokang was stunned again for a long time before he continued in a muttered voice: "This guy Li Youyang just asked a question, and this immediately followed the results. How should I exist, should you exist like this? It's really a more wonderful job without bowing your head!"

At this time, there is clearly such a song that resounded in the sky above the Cannes Quyi Academy!

I had suspected that I was walking in the desert

Never bear fruit, no matter what kind of dream

Only then did he spread his wings, but the wind became silent

Can the pain of habit be considered a gain?

Thankfully, I haven't looked back

Finally found out that there really is an oasis

Every sweat has become heavy and life-heavy

Only when you get out of your frustration do you see a new universe

The sea and the sky are after the bravery

Break the lock of fate with attachment

Indifferent people

Thank you for looking down on me for once

Let me not bow my head more wonderful work

(To be continued.) )