"It's good! Didn't you see the photo I sent you yesterday? The mountains, the sea, and the flowers are beautiful! Envy!" An Hongdou tried her best to make her tone lighter, "What about our emperor and queen?"

"Well, Mom has a headache, so I went to bed early, Dad just went back to the house for a while, I don't know if I'm asleep, do you want to call them out?"

"No, let them rest! I'll call them tomorrow. An Hongdou bit her lip, knowing that her parents have been getting weaker and weaker recently because of her affairs, and the feeling of being unable to do anything about it is really bad.

"Well, you've got to do it, I'll tell them. ”

"Got it, you have time to take your parents for a physical examination in the past two days!

"I've been there, nothing is wrong, the doctor said it was caused by lack of sleep, and prescribed some sleeping pills. The voice on the other side of the phone hesitated, but still said, "Sister, when will you come back?" I think our mother just thinks about you, and I guess you won't lose sleep if you come back and look at you every day." ”

"Ahh

"Sister, come back! It's not a way for you to be out there all the time, should we worry or will we be worried! Have you been out and won't go home? Have you ever thought about what your parents would do with me and Brother Jiang Lei? Our pain is no less than yours! At least we can share it together, can't we?" The tone on the other side of the phone choked and sobbed softly, "Sister, I miss you so much, my parents miss you so much, you come back, okay, you think it's for our good, but I feel so uncomfortable! Do you really not want to come back?" Is it even the last, the last... ”

didn't say anything on the phone, but An Hongdou knew what he wanted to say, he had been a confidant sister and brother for so many years, and he still knew each other very well, didn't he even want to see him for the last time?

In fact, she didn't know, and she had been hesitating, not knowing how to arrange the best, she once thought of a lot of ways to leave at the end, what kind of water burial, sea burial, celestial burial, etc., and even collected postcards from many places along the way, and seriously staggered the date to fill in, thinking about sending it back little by little in the future like a certain movie, but she felt that she was deceiving herself, in this case, the doctor said that it was a miracle to be able to live for a year, this is not to let the relatives who receive these postcards in the future receive a bad time? It's even more dramatic if you accidentally scare someone.

And as the old saying goes, fallen leaves return to their roots, and her parents don't want her to be so lonely floating outside, not even a cemetery, Qingming or something can't even find a place to send flowers. She also felt that she was a bit miserable like that, and she had to feed the fish and the eagle when she died, and she seemed to be a little unacceptable when she thought about it, and there was no credible person to throw her into the sea and on the mountain! She couldn't solve it by herself before she completely breathed! It was estimated that she would have to jump into the sea, and she would not be able to climb the mountain!