Chapter 59: Fear

The soldier was slapped by Liu Yi and fell to his stomach, a trace of blood appeared at the corner of his mouth, and there were already tears in his eyes.

When Liu Yi saw Sikong Yu coming, he immediately changed his face, knelt down and said respectfully: "Minister Liu Yi see His Royal Highness the Prince." ”

But at the same time as Liu Yi knelt down, the soldier got up. looked at Sikong Yu blankly, his eyes were dull, and it seemed that there were many emotions mixed together, and he couldn't express them clearly for a while.

Liu Yi suddenly shouted angrily: "Bold, why don't you kneel when you see His Royal Highness the Prince!"

The soldier didn't answer, still staring at Sikong Yu blankly.

Sikong Yu said, "Get up." ”

Sikong Yu said again: "You go out first." The soldier stayed. ”

Liu Yi said: "His Royal Highness the Prince......"

Before Liu Yi's words were finished, Sikong Yu interrupted him, and he said, "You go out, I won't do anything to him." ”

After Sikong Yu finished speaking, Liu Yi and Sikong Yu went out.

Sikong Yu also went out for a while, but he came back soon, and when he came back, he had two glasses of water in his hand. Sikong Yu handed a glass of water to the soldier and said, "Drink it." ”

The soldier looked at Sikong Yu, his eyes showed an incredible look, he never thought that the prince of the Gad Empire would hand him water.

The soldier picked up the glass of water, and Sikong Yu also found a place to sit down, and said, "Can you tell me about it?"

The soldier said, "Say what?"

Sikong Yu said: "Anything will do." Say your name, for example. ”

The soldier said, "My name is Zhang Che." ”

Sikong Yu was surprised: "You are Zhang Jian, the son of Old Man Zhang." ”

The soldier was surprised: "You know my father. ”

At this moment, the soldier's eyes were no longer dull, as if the flame of a extinguished candle had been rekindled and regained its light.

Sikong Yu said: "I just met, I met in Shuiyue Pavilion. ”

Zhang Che said, "Oh, is he okay?"

Sikong Yu said: "I look like he's not bad. ”

Zhang Che said: "Oh. ”

Sikong Yu said: "Don't be nervous. ”

Zhang Che was silent, in his opinion, the person in front of him was like a god, sacred and inviolable. But he's like a black hole, as if he can suck everything in, which is terrifying but also curious.

Zhang Che still didn't speak, and Sikong Yu didn't urge him, he just sat like this, waiting quietly.

Zhang Che said: "I'm scared. ”

Zhang Che's body trembled even more when he said the words "I'm afraid", as if there was an abyss behind him, and if he fell, he would never recover, but he couldn't escape, and he couldn't escape. He fell to his knees all at once, his arms began to tremble, and tears were already streaming from his eyes.

Sikong Yu hurriedly went to help him and said, "Don't think about these things, don't think about these things." ”

Sikong Yu shouted out, "Bring a blanket." ”

As soon as Sikong Yu's words fell, Li Chengfeng ran in, holding a red blanket in his hand.

After draping the blanket on Zhang Che, he gave Zhang Che a glass of water. It was Zhang Che's emotions that slowly calmed down.

When Zhang Che's mood calmed down, Sikong Yu sighed and said, "You have a good rest today, and I will come back tomorrow." ”

Night. There was no moon or stars tonight, only a slight wind, gently blowing the trees.

Sikong Yu stood next to a tree, and the scene of Zhang Che in front of him today, with a handful of snot and tears, kept coming to his mind.

He knew that there must be more than one soldier like Zhang Che, and the psychological wounds brought by the war were so deep that they might not be able to heal in a lifetime.

He remembered the soldiers who had been poisoned by the green gas during the attack on Biqing Province, and remembered the screams they let out behind him.

He panicked at the beginning of hearing the screams, and the death of each soldier seemed to have taken a part of his body. But gradually he got used to it, numb, and felt nothing. bi

He focuses only on the enemy in front of him.

The wind kept blowing, Sikong Yu's thoughts kept flying, and at some point two lines of tears had fallen from his eyes.

"Ahh!!h

The screams were repeated in the green poisonous mist, and his comrades fell one by one, and he was like a warrior at this moment, and like an emotionless war machine. He knew that he knew about the charge, he knew how to stab the enemy in front of him with his spear, and he knew nothing else. Even forgetting himself, forgetting that he is also a person, that he is also a body, that he will die.

In an instant, Zhang Che woke up from his dream, and the eyes in his eyes seemed to have turned red and black.

The blood-like red color has become black because the blood has been going on for a long time.

He felt his stomach contract, and he vomited desperately, but he didn't vomit much.

There were a lot of voices in his ears againβ€”

"Why did you kill me?"

"Why didn't you save me?!"

"I'll kill you!"

"Zhang Che, you bastard!"

......

Their voices appeared in his eyes, and they all looked at him, some with resentment, some with sad eyes.

He suddenly felt a lot of pain, not physically, but psychologically. He felt his heart crawling with poisonous snakes, which were frantically biting at his heart. At this moment, his body began to tremble again, and tears flowed down his cheeks.

No one could comprehend his pain, he felt like he was in a shell, and that shell was at the deepest, darkest seabed.