184. The night of the grand jubilee

My son went into the cave room, at the end of the summer, one night.

Birds chirp in a low voice, and insects that can't be found, and the heavens and the earth interact and hum melodies unique to summer. It's like the joy hovering over the front yard, but it's still not gone.

Red candles, fine wine, young couples.

There is no childhood sweetheart's past, there is no love at first sight, there are just Yinzhen's fancies, and Kangxi's royal marriage.

Such marriages, such couples, royal abounds. Even the beginning of me and Yinzhen was the same.

The moon bends and half-hangs in the clear night sky, reflecting the future of Hongwan?

Under the big red hijab, I can't see what the character and conscience Shu Dali in Yinzhen's mouth look like. The petite figure holding the other end of the big red ribbon in the evening clutched the slender fingers of the red, and it was impossible to imagine.

Will Hiroshi like her at night? Will their days be happy? After tonight, it will be a different life for him......

"Rest early. ”

Walking around meaninglessly, I was finally stopped by Yinzhen, held my elbow, and pulled it firmly towards the bed.

"Or ...... Shall we go over and see?"

Yin Zhen was stunned, lowered his head and approached me, his eyebrows slightly raised, "Hole in the hole?"

You can't tell from his stern expression. It's just that the slightly long tail note that rises is like a laugh no matter how you listen to it, and it looks like you're in a good mood.

The word "trouble" really makes sense to come out of the mouth of a serious person like him.

Alas, everyone is a brother who makes trouble, how can there be a reason for parents to make trouble.

Sitting on the edge of the bed dejectedly, looking at the moonlight spilling in the window, my heart couldn't be still.

Yin Zhen took off her shoes and socks and sat beside me, shaking her head and sighing, "Why are you more nervous than Hongwan's new daughter-in-law." ”

"Hongwan ......" The hand that stirred the hem of the clothes was pulled up by him and wrapped in his palm, I looked at the familiar face in front of me, and my mind drifted away again, until I drifted to Hongwan who had moved into his small courtyard. Similar faces, as well as eyebrows, eyes, and even expressions.

From now on, when he grows up, he will no longer live in my yard, in the room he has lived in since birth.

After fifteen years, he finally had his own compound. If you marry a wife, you will have children in the future and start a new life like a man. In his life, there will be a woman who belongs to him, a woman who is different from me, and who belongs to him alone.

I felt as if I had lost another son, and I was full of loss.

"Don't worry, Hongwan has grown up a long time ago, so you don't have to worry about him like this. You just wait for tomorrow morning to drink your daughter-in-law's tea. ”

Grown up? Still ...... Early...... I really want to scratch his face!

Yinzhen's expression is still that natural frankness, which makes me feel even more uncomfortable, my heart is sour and bitter, and I can't tell what it tastes like.

Yes, this is the Qing Dynasty, a precocious feudal society where everyone is precocious. When they were twelve or thirteen years old, they had already experienced more than one woman, and in their opinion, this was considered to be an adulthood. I really don't know whether to say they are happy or unhappy.

I don't want Hongwan to grow up like this, his life should be warm, happy and full of joy, for women should be like Honghui, there is a consensual love, even if you have to wait, but it is a different kind of romance can be expected. But after all these years of leaving, I can't afford to go through the past again, and I can't fill it. Perhaps, Yinzhen has already educated him in this regard, but I don't know, and it is impossible to chase after him and ask, he will be laughed to death.

Helplessly missed, he finally grew up, and I, seeing him become more cold and silent, distressed.

But my nervousness, where is it because of this.

My son got married, and I became a mother-in-law for the first time in my life, and I said that I would be a grandmother in a short time, but I still don't even know what my daughter-in-law looks like, whether she is round or flat, or what her personality is. All of this, how can it be a sentence of nervousness that can be said clearly. He is a man, how can he understand, anyway, in his opinion, a man can marry again and again.

If he had been willing to tell me about it earlier, I would have been able to enter the palace in time for the audition to take a look, but I had already missed the opportunity when I got the letter. finally settled down, and wanted to take the opportunity to enter the palace to find out one or two, and followed him to Rehe to invite Kangxi to eat and drink and be lively. A few days after returning to Beijing, I carried a big red sedan chair into the door, and a red cloth covered the bride's face and my eyes...... I think he did it deliberately, deliberately, and premeditated for a long time. Damn it!

My stare was drowned in darkness, and the candle went out without warning, bringing out a faint smell of smoke. The stars and moon outside the window were even brighter, reflecting the dimness of the room, and through the scattered veils, it was hazy and unreal.

I don't know if the red dragon and phoenix candles in Hongwan's room are still burning.

In the blink of an eye, I still couldn't see the face in front of me, only the same pitch-black outline, and the fingers that reached over my neckline.

Holding it, he couldn't help but ask again: "You say...... Would you like to go over and take a look? or ...... Are you going?"

Yinzhen's breath blew on my face, from light to heavy, the fingers held under my palm became stiff, and the sound of him gritting his teeth could be faintly heard.

"In case, I mean in case, don't be angry. I heard my voice timidly, but I still tried to finish the sentence, "What if Hongwan takes off his hijab and doesn't like it?"

The back of my neck was so hot that my palm was pressed against him, and my nose hit his face, so sour that my tears almost fell.

"You ......" Yinzhen's voice was like his hand, hot, stiff, and even a little trembling, probably because I was so angry that I didn't know what to say. But I really wanted to take a look, and I could do it.

The palm held on the back of my neck gradually tightened, and the hot breath spurted on my nose and lips, and the voice was clearly cold, but I could hear my face warm, "When we were in the cave room and had candles, did Huang Ama and Eniang ever come?"

How could Kangxi do such a boring thing!

Even if he wanted to, it was impossible to pick the window himself, and some people were willing to help him and catch up.

Gently pushing my chin, which was a little itchy, my fingertips ran my fingertips over the beard on his lips and whispered, "We...... Didn't do anything, what's so nice. Besides, how could Hongwan be the same as you. ”

The air was full of his breath, wrapped around me, and the awkwardness that came out of his nose, and even the words he said were not like the usual old and serious, but like a helpless accusation and grievance that had been suppressed for more than 20 years.

"It's different, who would leave the bride lying next to her on the wedding night and do nothing, there are few people in the world who are so kind to me. If it weren't for the pitiful fall you had, where would you have slept peacefully, and then you pushed back to me, and dared to talk about the conditions. ”

Okay, I'll admit you did that night, but only in the end...... Who didn't keep his promises, who used brute force, who ruthlessly oppressed the girl from a good family, who bit blood on my neck like a ferocious wolf, who is it!

Angry and resentful about putting your clothes aside, pushing someone next to you, and sitting still?

I moved helplessly into the bed, and suddenly fell on my back, causing me to almost lose my mind. The smooth touch under the palm is warm and real, and the itching against the corners of the lips is slightly painful, unswerving.

Is this the fourth master? Didn't I take off his coat? How could it be so clean? He grabbed his hand and put it on the placket, and he didn't pay attention to it when he listened to his nagging and was depressed, but I remember that I only took one off.

At this moment, Hongwan's face is still shaking in my mind, and the bride who is dressed in red, facing the man who seems to be enthusiastic and still undiminished. Holding down the hands that were wandering around in his underwear, remembering his previous words, trying to awaken the rare kindness, I hope it still works today, "I fell a little dizzy, so I should pity me again." ”

The master ignored me, didn't even pause, took care of himself, didn't know if he was enjoying himself, enjoying himself.

Silent night, in addition to the creatures that scream, there are also humans. There is always someone who understands you, whether you want to or not, and gently awaken your instincts.

In the end, when reason was controlled by the body, I was still thinking about the brand new courtyard. I don't know if Hongwan, who is as cold as his Amma, can also be as enthusiastic as him Amma, although he looks even colder than Yinzhen.

I just hope that the girl who will serve me tea tomorrow will look shy.

I'm looking forward to it!

I finally woke up after sleeping until dark, and the sun was better than yesterday. The man who had caused me was nowhere to be found, except for the newlyweds who stood guard outside the door, who were said to have been waiting for nearly an hour.

I sat up quickly and dressed up, and when I pushed the door, I saw Hongwan standing in the courtyard, and the little girl beside him. Perhaps, I should call her a woman.

There are still no faces to be seen, only the petite back like last night, which has changed from bridal makeup to a daily skirt, which makes people more slender and slender.

Mo Han stood in front of the bird trelaffe hanging under the eaves with his back to the door, took the bird food in Hongwan's hand and held it carefully, and the golden hairpin pinned to her hair shook gently, making a tinkling and crisp sound.

It is still a silly parrot that can only shout that Eniang is auspicious and even forget about the auspiciousness of Huang Marfa, and he is trying to bend over to eat, Mo Han cushioned his feet and tried to raise his hand high, and then shook it for a while, and Hongwan was firmly behind her waist.

The contours of her side face were soft, her shallow smile looked warm, her eyelashes were long and curled, she blinked at Hongwan, and quickly lowered her head again, her crimson spreading from her cheeks to behind her ears.

In the sun, my son, who rarely smiled, seemed to soften his face with her, although he still pursed the corners of his lips, and the silence was still the same, but it was very different from the past.

It seems that the wedding night should be a good one.

It's just that I didn't expect that my second son, who is cold and cold, would have such a gentle and considerate time. Although he has always been very filial and kind to his brothers and sisters, I could not imagine what it would be like until I saw him.

Leaning against the door and watching quietly, I felt that the sky was about to enter autumn and clearer, and the breeze was blowing gently.