Zhou Yanan held his chin with a tiger's mouth, and said lightly: "I know what your problem is." The key to writing "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info is what you just said, feeling out of place with the whole world. ”

"It's most likely because the circle you live in is too mediocre. Do you think that the people around you can't understand your ambitions and some of your true thoughts? ”

Sister last nodded.

"It's not your fault." Lou Wangshu interjected: "You feel like you're having problems with interpersonal communication. However, people who are born to be at home in social situations are a minority after all. Most people are stupid and sluggish, and they feel that their every move is stupid to death. ”

"You're being too yourself. You have to forgive yourself for being imperfect. ”

I have to ...... Forgive yourself? Sister last thought seriously about Lou Wangshu's words. She does have too high expectations for all life events that are relevant to her. For example, she expects all girls to be happy to be friends with her. For example, she expects her mother to guess exactly what is on her mind before she speaks.

When these expectations are not met, Sister Lasta becomes frustrated and blames herself, feeling that she is not good enough.

No one person can please everyone. It is also impossible for Zhang to be a roundworm in Sister Last's stomach, unless she practices mind reading and has some insight.

She's just an ordinary mother. She loves her children.

You can't just conclude that she doesn't love Sister Last because what she did didn't meet Sister Last's expectations.

Sister last has seen too many inspirational slogans.

"I'm working hard, I just don't want to live a 'almost' life like you."

"With the low level of effort of most people, it is not the turn to fight for talent."

"You have to work really hard to look effortless."

No one has ever told her that you have worked hard and that you have to try to forgive yourself.

The chicken soup was written by someone else, but the mood was given by himself. And life is lived by oneself. If a person drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or cold.

Zhou Yanan put the tiger's mouth against his lips, lowered his eyelids, and said to Sister Last: "You should know that whether you are happy or unhappy has a certain relationship with your fate. Very few people have a perfect personality. Most blessed people have flaws in their lives, but these flaws are aspects that they don't care about. ”

Of course, Sister Last knows this truth. She studied this herself.

"Have you ever heard the story of a man who changes the trajectory of his life by his own efforts?"

"It seems to be a person named Yuan Lifan?"

"That's right. In fact, most of the "Four Precepts of Liaofan" is a text that praises merits, and only a small half can be read. It is roughly said that the yin and yang qi can restrain mortals, but they cannot restrain the best or the most evil people. 'My life is mine, and I ask for my own blessings'. Do you know what I mean? ”

Sister last was silent. Whether it is Lou Wangshu's statement or Zhou Yanan's statement, she feels quite reasonable.

"Of course, I am very disgusted with Yuan Lifan's behavior of accumulating virtue and doing good deeds in order to gain fame. I also don't believe in the nonsense that 'people want to be immortal, and they should establish three hundred virtues', which obviously deceive the world. However, the results of our divination and fortune telling are indeed limited. Haven't you heard of the saying 'those who are easy to do are uncertain'? What do you think, what is the opening sentence of the I Ching? 'The house of goodness, there will be afterglow'. ”

"How did this 'accumulation of goodness' accumulate? You don't have to ask me, you don't have to flip through a book to find out. Because what people write is either to support the doctrines they approve of, or to talk about those conventions, which is not interesting. You have to understand and think on your own. Life is a constant experience, isn't it? ”

Sister last held her chin with both hands, and kicked back and forth with a pair of small feet: "I don't really believe in those claims of fortune." For example, there is a person who is destined to be very unlucky. So why did he go through this? Why? ”

Zhou Yanan couldn't think of words to convince Sister last for a while.

And Lou Wangshu also thought of her own experience, and Sister Last's words were like a sharp knife that pierced into her heart. yes, why me? Why not someone else, but me?

Her eyes, which seemed cold because she had seen too much life and death, flashed a trace of confusion.

There are many people who pat their chests and say that they don't believe in fate.

But as a doctor, she felt that there might really be an invisible hand in the dark, where she controlled everyone's fate.

It is indeed ironic that doctors who are supposed to believe in the natural sciences should believe in those idealistic things.

Buckle a foot fungus into the blood sepsis will die.

Squeezing a pimple cavernous sinus phlebitis will blind you.

Very good young man, just admitted to the University of Physical Education, leg pain, found femoral osteosarcoma, unable to save limbs.

A young woman like a flower gave birth to a beautiful girl, and suddenly found out that she had malignant melanoma, with a two-year survival rate of 20%.

You don't have time to cry.

How unpredictable life can be.

Even, you will feel that God is not joking with you.

Oh..... no one is kidding you. You don't know whose life you are, you don't count what you say, what the doctor says doesn't count, everyone says it doesn't count.

Except for life and death, everything else is trivial.

She blurted it out.

The two sisters of the Zhou family stopped talking.

"Do you mean that good health is already the greatest blessing?" Sister last asked Lou Wangshu.

"Yes. Mental health is part of health. ”

Of course, just because Sister last didn't show specific signs of illness doesn't mean that she is in a bad mood.

Lou Wangshu understands that for a person like Sister Last, who already doubts her self-worth, she must not rush up to her and say: You are tangled in a fart! Is there anything else important besides life and death? It's like this for the sake of a little thing. Throughout the ages, who has not lived like this.

In fact, if something goes wrong psychologically, there will be serious consequences.

Sister last said: "I was thinking about it just now. If I hadn't been reincarnated as a young lady in Zhoufu in this life, but had been cast into a girl, wouldn't I have been like those fools all my life, ignorant and ignorant to do a lifetime of work. I was terrified when I thought about it. What if, in my next life, I will be a girl, or someone who is not even as good as a girl? ”

Zhou Yanan and Lou Wangshu quickly exchanged glances. They didn't expect Sister last to think of this layer.

Sister last said again: "Later, I thought again. Fools naturally have the benefits of being fools. You see, those stupid girls work all day, but they are still happy. Nor would I have thought of these strange questions. ”

"So, I think it's probably best to conform to the destiny of heaven and respond to all changes with the same."

"I think that's the way I'm pursuing." She smiled for the first time of the day.