I think I'm really drunk, just when I think about it, the person in front of me begins to become a little illusory, and I bump into a lot of pictures in my head, shopping at work, singing at dinner, laughing and playing with my friends, and playing tricks with my brother, and in a trance, I changed my face to a similar face and walked on a quiet palace road, sneering at two girls in clear clothes in an antique courtyard, chasing a little boy among a group of boys with big pigtails, but I couldn't find that familiar person, I couldn't see myself clearly, and I couldn't find my way.

Pounding his head with his hands, there was a series of buzzing sounds echoing in his ears, Tana's delicate face disappeared in front of her eyes, and she tried to open her eyes and look around, only to see Bai Xingxing alone biting the grass on the ground in the distance, and Yinzhen squatting beside me and staring down at me, the bonfire was shining brightly or darkly, so that I couldn't see his face clearly. "Why do you want to tease her, why do you want to make her angry? She gave me a white dragon horse, but I embarrassed her, I am a bad person. Yinzhen, don't you say? I finally have a friend, why don't I cherish it? Now it's okay, there's nothing, Tana and Bailongma are gone. ”

"Don't cry. The person in front of me lifted me up and pulled me into his arms, wrapped his arms around my shoulders and back, and hugged me so quietly, and the deep voice made me trance again. This embrace is very familiar, every time I am sad, my brother always holds me like this, the palm on my shoulder always has the power to soothe me, always a simple sentence of 'don't cry', always very warm, safe but not so tight that I can't breathe, with absolute trust and freedom, light yì can make me settle down. Reaching out and hugging the chest in front of him: "I don't like here, I don't want to stay here anymore, it's different from what I imagined, I don't want this kind of life, I want to go home." ”

"Good. The hand behind me suddenly tightened, and then it was picked up, and I didn't dare to let go of the warmth tightly in my circle, for fear that it would disappear in an instant: "I want to go home, brother, let's go home." ”

I was pushed out by some force, and landed heavily somewhere, grabbing at the nearest object, and before I could make out the situation, my shoulders were clamped. "Who am I?" opened his eyes wide and looked at the face in front of him for a long time, and suddenly came to his senses.

"Who am I?" said a cold voice from the thin lips in front of me, with an anger I hadn't seen in a long time.

"Yinzhen. Before the words fell, the person had rushed towards him with a force, and hurriedly reached out to grab the clothes on his chest, but he felt the body under the clothes tense, and his lips were pursed tightly, but his eyes no longer looked at me and just stared ahead.

The night on the grassland was very quiet, so dark that I couldn't see the direction clearly, and the horses under me could not also feel the feelings of their masters, so they kept running crazy. Looking up at the shining stars in the night sky, I only smiled bitterly, I wonder if this speed can travel through time and space?

As soon as we entered the tent area, a small servant ran over, and before we got close, he saluted Yinzhen: "Fourth master, you are back, Gao ......" Before he could hear the words of the little man, the horse had already rushed over. Before arriving at the tent, Yinzhen just lifted the reins and jumped off the horse, copied me down and walked quickly towards the tent.

"Fourth Master, Fujin ......" Yin Zhenli ignored Gao Wuyong and Meiwei who were kneeling on the ground, lifted the curtain and threw me on the bed.

I know that this time he is really angry, no matter how unhappy he was before, at least he will take care of the feelings of others, even if he can't be polite, he will never ignore it like this time. I didn't know how to face him like this, so I had to look down at the blood stains that slowly leaked out on the silk cloth, and lay on the bed and didn't want to move and didn't dare to move. Maybe wait a while, and wait for him to teach me a few words.

Yin Zhen strode over, pulled my wrist and pulled me to sit on the edge of the bed, the other hand grabbed the back of my head and hurt my hair, I had to raise my head to his face. It's hard for an angry person to look good, and there are too many emotions in his eyes that keep colliding and alternating, so fast that I can't catch them, and my brows are even tighter.

"Don't frown......" Stretching out his free right hand to gently stroke his brow, the face suddenly approached, and his lip had been bitten. I kept pushing his face and neck with my hands, but he grabbed him and pressed him against the bed with my body.

I tasted a smell of blood in my mouth, and I didn't know whose it was, but I suddenly reacted, and I couldn't break free of his gripping hands, so I lifted my legs and kicked at him.

Seeing that he left me a little, he hurriedly shouted: "Yinzhen, don't be like this." ”

Only a trace of pain flashed on Yin Zhen's face, and in a blink of an eye, he covered my body, pressed his legs against my legs to fix it, and whispered coldly: "If you have the ability, you will beat me." ”

"I didn't mean to hurt you. ”

"I didn't think about it...... Lan Xin doesn't respect you, so you scare her with words, Tana hurts your hand and you start beating her, you like her straightforward personality and laugh and sing to tease her, you like the thirteenth brother to be gentle and likable, send medicine and write a note to encourage him, even the old nine and ten you will bother to say a lot of words to tease them, only see the fourteenth brother once, you will also be careful and considerate for him to remove the silk flower, even if you don't like Lan Si, but you are willing to take care of her, you have a reaction to everyone you like or dislike, just one me, how do you treat me? You suppress you, you are silent, you are happy in vain, why? Because you are married to me? You are drunk and say you don't like it, you say you want to leave, who do you don't like and want to leave? Do you think that you are the only one who has no choice, do I have? You should know that I can't leave the capital, but you want to live on this grassland. What kind of life do you want? Do you have my life? You want to go home, which home do you want to go back to? Where is your home? You marry me, where do you think it is? Brother? What about me, who am I? Who am I?" he reached out and began to pull at my clothes.

It turns out that I have known so many people and done so many things, it turns out that Yinzhen remembers them, but I don't care about them when I do them. I thought I was cautious, even if sometimes I couldn't help but cause trouble, but at least every time I was in trouble, Yinzhen would help me solve it even if I was unhappy. I didn't even notice that while I was resentful of my resentment, this person I had never thought of hurting was so angry and resentful of me. I was scared, I was really scared, and when I heard the sound of my clothes tearing, I cried and said, "Yinzhen, you promised me." ”

"I promise you...... It's been more than two months since the master married you, what do you think of the master?"

Originally...... In his heart, there has always been a difference in identity, but I only treat him as a child, occasionally laughing when he is happy, and pursing his lips when he is unhappy, although he does not talk much, he is a careful and considerate child. In the past two months, you and I have become a natural habit, but in fact, it is not at all, playing clever coaxing and guiding is no match for identity and gender advantages after all, and the decision is always up to him.

When the pain hit, I couldn't help but cry out: "Brother, help me." ”

But his neck was bitten fiercely, and a cold voice and hot breath came from his ears: "No one can save you, only me, you only have me." ”

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"Fujin, Lord Tana is here. Meiyu whispered softly in my ear, there was still unbearability in her eyes, but what could she say, what could even I not stop, what could a girl do.

Actually, I want to see Tana, I always have to apologize to her for the embarrassment last night, and in this mood, I may need friends, Tana is a friend who will make people happy. But now the timing is really not good, just thinking that the curtain has been lifted, with the sound of joy Tana has come uninvited, this simple happiness of youth is really enviable, but I can't learn and can't do it after that age.

"I'm here, why don't you get up yet? It's not good for me to leave you last night, but you're so annoying, I can't help it, so we'll settle it." Tana crouched down in front of my bed, her eyes in front of me, and she said.

"Tana, I'm sorry, I was bad last night, you should go, I shouldn't laugh at you like that, and sing like that to embarrass you......"

"I don't need to explain so much, I just know it in my heart. Hurry up, I'll take you to other places to play, there are many beautiful scenery on this grassland, take advantage of your visit this time, I'll take you to a few more places. Tana said and pulled my quilt: "Ah, your neck! How can this be? I was fine when I left last night, did I meet a wolf?

"Tana, I'm really tired if I'm not going today. You go back first, and then I'll play with you another day, okay?" I tightly wrapped myself in the quilt, and the eyebrows beside the bed also helped me pull desperately. I don't know how terrible the wolf is, and I can't imagine looking at Tana's frightened expression, it is impossible for people to really understand the horror of some people and things without experiencing it, but I always believe that man is the most terrible animal in the world.

Lan Si's soft voice came from outside the curtain: "Lan Si asks Fu Jin for peace, and Eniang invites my sister over." ”

Tana stood up and wanted to leave, but before leaving, she whispered in my ear, "I don't like her." ”

This cute and real girl made me laugh, and looked at her pouting disdainful expression, and whispered back to her, "Me too." ”

The two of them looked at each other and laughed for a while, and then Tana walked towards the curtain, and through the curtain I heard Tana's voice: "You wait here, your family Fujin will come in a while." ”

No matter where you are, it's nice to have friends!