Chapter 253: Nodes
Despite getting a clear answer that he had broken up, Shen Jingyuan was still unhappy.
It's not just the sweetheart's first love, and even the second position is taken by strangers. What is this called? It's completely inexplicable!
But he was angry again, and he couldn't say anything about her. After all, the living environment of the two is so different, she never knew that one day in the future, she might appear in another different time and space, and meet him with a completely different growth background.
was full of jealousy in his heart, but Shen Jingyuan stubbornly turned his attention to other questions, lest he would go out of control after asking the question he wanted to ask and knowing the answer, not to mention hurting each other's feelings, and it was very likely that he would hurt her, and the gains outweighed the losses, and he regretted not being at the beginning.
"What you just said is the life journey of ordinary people in that world. What about you? How did you grow up, what memorable things did you do, what kind of work did you do after graduation, and were you happy? ”
Yan Shunhua pursed his lips and smiled, which was very useful for his self-control and care at this moment.
"I'm grateful that you didn't turn around and walk away after hearing such a ridiculous thing."
Shen Jingyuan heard the words sincerely, but with some meaning, "I am also very grateful that you did not run away after I did such a ridiculous thing. ”
“……”
Yan Shunhua wanted to say that she really wanted to leave at that embarrassing moment, if he hadn't stopped him with a fierce eye, and it was night, and the outer armor must still be guarding, it was completely impossible to escape, she would have slipped away a long time ago.
"If you don't want to talk about your parents, tell me about your hometown. Interesting things about you in the school, your friends, and what you do. ”
In fact, he wanted to know everything about her. Including her two ex-boyfriends.
As the saying goes, only by knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent can one win a hundred battles. Only by knowing enough information about the other party can we more accurately judge her likes and dislikes, and in the future, we can continue to pay attention to it at any time and even change it appropriately, so that the two can get along more harmoniously.
In this world, there is nothing that can be obtained without hard work. The law of conservation of energy applies to all aspects. The same is true in managing interpersonal relationships, where giving is directly proportional to what you get.
If it is not proportional, the difference is too far, and it is even directly displayed as inversely proportional. That only shows that the two are not really the one who is suitable for each other.
Seeing that he was calm and composed, obviously really wanting to know more about her past, Yan Shunhua was stunned. It soon became clear that her bond with this person was destined to be much more than it was now.
Needless to say, she knew that the relationship between the two sides had once again come to a point naturally.
Just after telling him the origin, this person instinctively made a quick choice - he didn't regard her as a demon, a demon, a ghost, a monster, a ghost, a demon, a ghost Instead, I hope that their relationship can go further.
It's not even a confession. But at this time, silence is better than sound.
There are some things that you may never have the opportunity to say if you miss the opportunity. People who want to know may not be interested anymore, and people who don't want to talk may want to talk again but have no audience.
She looked at him for a moment, then lowered her eyes and thought for a while, organized her language a little, and told her life story.
"In fact, like most ordinary people, my life is as ordinary as plain water. It's bland and tasteless. Since he was born, he has been a treasure in the hearts of his parents. You know that, too. I have a good memory, so even if I was two or three years old, I have an impression of a lot of images.
At that time, my father and my mother, oh, that is, my father and my mother, how much did they spoil me? It can really be said that I am afraid of falling in the palm of my hand, and I am afraid of melting in my mouth, and I pay attention to my needs and emotions all the time, and I can't wait to give birth to wings to go to the sky to pick the moon and stars, and then go down to the sea with my feet webbed to fish for pearls and treasures.
So before I went to school, I had a good life. Even though the economic conditions of the family at that time were not as good as they were later, the family was harmonious and beautiful, and the occasional quarrel and unhappiness quickly disappeared and regained joy.
The good days probably started when I started going to school, and their careers slowly got better and better, from the initial development in the local area, even if I was busy and tired, they would drive home to rest and sleep and meet me, and then to go to other places, only on weekends or at the end of the month and the beginning of the month occasionally home to visit me who was taken care of by my aunt.
Within a few years, they were so good that they began to fly around the world by plane, not to mention going home, and even the phone calls gradually decreased from once a day to every three or five times, and finally half a month or even once a month. ”
Speaking of which, she described in detail the way modern people go out, complete by sea, land and air, and introduced various means of transportation, naturally, and did not forget the way of communication.
"So then they suddenly chose to divorce, and I haven't answered their phone calls for a long time, even if it's a message, I have all refused. It wasn't until I was a little older, and after seeing more and seeing more of it, I began to regain contact, and occasionally even emailed them words that I couldn't say in person. ”
Speaking of this, she smiled slightly self-deprecatingly, "Actually, seriously speaking, I realized early on that there was a rift in the relationship between them, but I have been subconsciously avoiding it.
They have been waiting for so many years to take care of my emotions, just so that when I grow up, I can better face this fact, have the ability to soothe my emotions, reconcile with them, and reconcile with the bad emotions of sadness and frustration. ”
It's just that they underestimate her sensitivity and stubbornness to maintain a complete family.
Although she grew up without long-term warm companionship, even if she was unhappy when she was a child, she was still a child who was emotionally stable, loved to laugh and play. It wasn't until they divorced, and the fortified fortress of her fantasy shattered and collapsed before her eyes, that she began to have all kinds of emotional problems, both in her sleep and in reality, and nightmares and gloom.
"You, like me, grew up like an orphan even if you had parents."
Shen Jingyuan whispered and took her hand with pity. His mother died young, so he never saw her. His father, who hated him for his life and killed his family, either ignored him since he was a child, or looked at him with disgust with those hateful eyes, as if to say why don't you die if you don't die. (To be continued.) )