"Help me get it. "Zhang Shinian played the cigarette in his hand.

"I don't know if you smoke. "I've known this person for more than a year, and I've been stumbling together for more than half a year, and I've never seen this person smoke. "Are you sure your trachea can handle it?"

Zhang Shinian leaned idly on the body, loosened his collar and said, "I don't have any plans to die for the time being." ”

Chen Anxiu twisted the lighter and helped light it, "Your appearance is really a little unaccustomed." He had the impression that Zhang Shinian had always been well-dressed and well-behaved, even when facing him to break up, this person was still unhurried, and nothing seemed to escape from his control. I've never seen anything like this now, almost indulgently.

Zhang Shinian skillfully spit out a smoke ring, and the fingers holding the cigarette were leisurely enough, and at first glance, he was not a novice who smoked for the first time, "Chen Anxiu, what are you thinking about now?"

"Didn't think about anything. Chen Anxiu took out the last cigarette and habitually knocked on the cigarette box, this is the truth, he really didn't think about anything at the moment. Or that he had too many things to think about, and he didn't know where to start first. It came so suddenly, without any warning, that he didn't know how to deal with those people for a while.

"Do you hate Lin Changning?" Zhang Shinian's question was sharp and direct.

Chen Anxiu put the cigarette roll on his nose and sniffed it, "I don't hate, it's far from this level." If he was eighteen years old, he might have pounced on him and asked, "Why didn't you want me back then?" If he was eighteen years old, he might have been emotionally up and down for a long time, and he couldn't let go, but he was twenty-eight years old now, and he had experienced many things that his peers had experienced, and many things that his peers had not experienced, and he had also experienced them, and at his age, it was difficult to have too many emotions about his relatives who appeared halfway, even if they were his closest parents.

"Don't want to know the truth about how he left you back then?"

"I know that he must have a hard time, and when he gave birth to me, he was not very old. He still has the most basic sense, he has given birth to tons, understands that feeling, no one is pregnant and gives birth to a child just to abandon it, especially the hard work of a man's pregnancy, he understands, "But what is this truth, it really doesn't matter that much to me." Whether it's voluntary or forced, it's been a long time ago. ”

"I don't want to know who the other father is?"

"Even less interested. ”

"Can't face your current parents?"

"A little. "How can it not be biological, obviously it is the same as Qingqing Wangwang, if you make a mistake, you will still beat and scold, but when it hurts, there is a lot of it, where is it different from your own child, how did you become a child who was brought back?" When we were children, there were very few snacks at home, and the most we ate was that kind of candy, and we could buy four dollars for a dime in the commissary, and my father often gave us three cents, so I led Qingqing and Wangwang to buy candy, I was four years older than the two of them, but every time my mother divided it, it was divided into three equal parts, and if there were one or two pieces left, she would knock it with a hammer, and in my impression, she had always treated the three of us so fairly, and she had never been particularly partial to which. But she beat me, also called Wangwang, and also beat Qingqing, when I was a child, I actually didn't like her very much, I thought she was too much, I liked my dad more, he never beat me, he had a good temper, and always gave me pocket money, until I was in junior high school, if it rained a lot, as long as he was at home, he would pick me up from school, so many parents at the school gate, I could see him at a glance, I still remember when I was in my third year of high school, we lived in school, and went home once every two weeks, my mother went every two days, with clean clothes, and cooked at home, the school was not allowed to enter and exit, she waited at the fence on the outer wall, the meal time was very short, in fact, I couldn't say a few words。 Originally, it was just some inconspicuous trivial things in the past, but today the memory is so vivid, "Isn't it a bit verbose?"

"No, you continue. ”

"I can't talk about this kind of thing for a day and a night, so I won't talk about it. "There are so many memories like this, and it makes people feel like they're going to suffocate.

"How much will change in the future?"

"It's not too big, and I'm still going to treat them like my own parents. "Flesh and blood relationship is not only maintained by blood, but the accumulation of feelings over the years is the most important thing. It's just that this fact still makes a part of his mood change, and he is not sure if the relationship between him and his parents can be the same as before.

"You can't expect everything to be the same, at least none of them wanted to hurt you. ”

Chen Anxiu was silent for a while and said, "How does it sound deeply touching." ”

"The feeling of almost dying at the hands of your loved ones is impressive enough. Betrayed by both his loved ones and his beloved, the topic of relatives has always been a forbidden area for him.

"When?"

Zhang Shinian flicked the cigarette ash and said lightly, "It's been many years, and I've almost forgotten it." ”

Contradictory statements, but Chen Anxiu did not have the habit of digging people's scars, so he stopped the topic, he opened the car door, bent down to get into the car and said, "Let's go, tons are home alone, you go back early." ”

"What about you?

Chen Anxiu held on to the car door and said, "Mr. Zhang, don't think too highly of me, no matter how strong my psychology is, I also need a little time to debug, just find a hotel on the road and let me down." Maybe a good night's sleep would be better. ”

"What about the suggestion just now?" Zhang Shinian's tone immediately changed.

"If Mr. Zhang hadn't acted as a psychiatrist just now, maybe we would have been in bed by now. His words were not a joke, he really didn't reject a hearty sex just now, and he didn't love it.

"So I lost a good opportunity myself, so am I still qualified for this psychological counseling?"

"Thank you. "He's a lot clearer now.

Zhang Shinian didn't want to ask this question, but he still asked it later, "If the person just now wasn't me, would you still make that request?"

"Mr. Zhang, I refuse to answer any hypothetical questions. As a man, you should know that even if you go to bed a few times, it doesn't mean that you should have something. ”

"I don't know if you can think so now, in that case, can I ask you to continue to implement the suggestion just now?"

"You think that your failure to answer at the beginning is already a disguised rejection. It's not a good habit to go back on your word, Mr. Zhang. ”

Zhang Shinian fiercely snuffed out the burned cigarette butt in his hand and approached him step by step, "I never intended to refuse you." ”

Chen Anxiu clenched the fist hanging at his side, secretly wary, "Is Mr. Zhang planning to use force to solve this matter?"

"If needed. ”

"It's going to be boring. ”

"Anyway, you've always been uninteresting, I'm used to it. ”

"Do you have to come this far?" Chen Anxiu made the last confirmation, tonight it is said that he is in a state of emotional confusion, how can Zhang Shinian follow is also a little wrong.

"The one who picks things up first always has to take some responsibility. Zhang Shinian said with a calm eyebrow.

If someone passes by on the mountain road at this time, you will see two people coming and going, fighting extremely fiercely, and those who don't know it think that this is a pair of enemies, who can guess that it is just for the sake of getting laid.

How long this high-intensity battle lasted, Chen Anxiu didn't calculate, but when Lu Dao finally stopped, he could only hold on to the mountain wall and pant, Zhang Shinian was slightly better than him, but his chest also rose and fell heavily.

Chen Anxiu made a temporary half-time gesture, found a relatively gentle position, grabbed the thorns growing on the side of the road, and went down to the small valley on the side of the road, the valley was not deep, it was only one or two meters away from the road, there was a stream below, and he planned to wash his face.

The water flowing down the mountain, even in summer, after midnight, is also cool, there is no temperature at all, a little pounce on the face, people immediately wake up a lot, the small goose soft stone on the back, it is a little uncomfortable, Zhang Shinian is still half pressed on his body, there is a big smell of smoke in his mouth, I don't know if the road is his, or Zhang Shinian, the tongue is hooked and sucked, and the body is familiar with the numbness and over-electric stimulation.

Tonight's night is not good at all, there are no stars, and the moon is also dim, Chen Anxiu opened his eyes wide and looked at the top of the body, trying to ignore the instinctive reaction of his body, he didn't have the strength to fight with Zhang Shinian again.

Zhang Shinian still remembered the sensitive part of Chen Anxiu's body, kissing his ears and stroking his hands behind his waist.

The belt was pulled apart little by little, the T-shirt was pushed up, and when Zhang Shinian opened his mouth to take his left breast and sucked it sharply, Chen Anxiu put his hands in his hair and suddenly shouted, "Uncle." ”

Zhang Shinian looked up in shock, "What are you calling me?"

Chen Anxiu hugged his shoulders and smiled, "Mr. Zhang, I am Ji Junheng's classmate, you said, if there were no mistakes later, should I follow him to call you uncle today, I went to his house last time, and I took care of your second brother and second sister-in-law, but I called uncle and aunt." ”

Zhang Shinian's eyes deepened, and he twisted his breasts and tips and said, "It's okay, on the bed, you can call Dad if you want." ”

Chen Anxiu's head only felt a buzz, he jumped up and lifted Zhang Shinian into the water, his index finger trembled, "Zhang Shinian, there is your ......" is more shameless than shameless, he is willing to bow down.

Zhang Shinian grabbed his ankle and dragged him into the water to kiss him deeply.

This was the first time in the two months since returning from Beijing that the little guy allowed him to approach, although Zhang Shinian knew in his heart that he was suspected of taking advantage of others.