Recently, no one has said a lot of things in my heart, so I have to pour bitter water on everyone, forgive me. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo。。

The author is 92 years old.,It's 25 this year.,Girlfriend 89.,28 this year.,When I talked to her before,,I always thought she was 90 years old.,So there's not much sense of urgency.,But recently I learned that she's 89.,So everything has changed.。。。

The author is a single-parent family, my father died almost eight years ago, my mother brought me and my sister out, the family has two children in college, and the debt is not high, but there is no savings, that's for sure, and then my marriage with my girlfriend is stuck.

I used to hear that marriage is the grave of love, I didn't understand it at first, but now I know it, and I don't feel it when I talk about friends, but when it comes to marriage, then the problem comes, first of all, the problem of the house!

I graduated in 2013, one year of internship, the second year of work this year, two years in May, I went to a broken college and vocational college, and I studied nursing. Ahem, don't laugh, I'm indeed a male nurse, currently working in a municipal hospital in Wuhan, at least two night shifts a week, from 7 p.m. to 9 a.m. the next morning...

I work in neurosurgery, that is, brain surgery, birth, old age, sickness and death, which are very common in our department, so I often encounter rescue (basically every day), hospice care (cadaver care), and the patients in brain surgery are basically incapable, so I have to scrub my body with them every day, wipe my stool, and even use my hands to buckle them when I encounter constipation......

Ahem, it's not poisoning everyone, it's not complaining, it's just telling everyone what I do...

This job is very hurtful, because the night shift is too long, the intensity of the work during the day is too great, and the most important thing is that the mental pressure is too great, and we have to deal with emergencies at any time, last year, our department was smashed by dozens of people, two Siemens ventilators (very expensive kind) were smashed, computer chairs and other things were all dismantled, we were almost beaten, we were completely defenseless when they rushed into the monitoring room, and then we could only hide in the dispensing room and dare not come out...

I often suffer from insomnia, and my weight has grown from 135 pounds before work (the author's height is 178) to less than 110 pounds, and then last year, the teacher who took me chose to resign because of the pressure, which made me have the idea of leaving for the first time.

My work looks glamorous, working in the hospital, in fact, full of sadness, and the salary is very low, the basic salary is 700 yuan, after deducting five insurances and one housing fund, only 233 is left, and the monthly bonus is about 3000, less than half of other departments (the patients in our department are serious patients, so the hospital stays for a long time, and the hospital will deduct a lot of money), about 3300 per month, in Wuhan, if our girlfriends don't mention marriage, then this salary can barely go on, a month's rent and water and electricity are almost 1400, plus food and clothing, at least 2500, her salary is about the same as mine, the two of us don't have much money left over for a month...

Then, because of her age, and because I have been looking forward to my reunion as soon as possible, she will give my father an explanation, and then it will become the rhythm of urging marriage on both sides.

But getting married is not such a simple thing! Houses in Wuhan have now broken through the sky, the suburbs outside the Third Ring Road, the housing prices have reached more than 8,000 square meters, buy the smallest house, 80 square meters of house (there are area requirements for settlement, for the future children's education, the household registration must rely on the house), but also more than 600,000, down payment of more than 200,000 yuan!

I have been working for a short time, so the purchase restriction policy stuck me to death, I can only buy those houses that are not restricted, and then the woman's side can not negotiate at all on the issue of the house, and will not give in, so this problem must be solved, so all of a sudden the pressure is like a mountain falling, and the people who smashed it are simply out of breath, and she is 28 years old, and her family means that it is best to get married this year, and they want 80,000 yuan for the wedding gift!

I don't have any money! I can't get the down payment for the house! She also wants me to pay 80,000 yuan in gift money! For this matter, we had a lot of quarrels during the month of the Chinese New Year this year, and besides, we had to hold a wedding banquet when we got married, and we had to buy three golds, and we had to take wedding photos, all of which cost money, and it was conservatively estimated that it was at least 100,000 yuan! Then after the house was bought, it would have to be renovated, and the decoration would also cost money, and it would cost at least 100,000 yuan for 80 square meters..................

I think many people will be carded, so the two of them quarrel every day, accusing each other of not helping, but where are the conditions in my family, there is no foundation, and my hometown is rural, not that I don't help, it's not that I can't help.

I accused her family of being too demanding, knowing my conditions, and forcing me to buy a house, forcing to buy a house, even if I was forced to buy a house, now it's all this market, but you still ask for such a high dowry, which can't be endured, so the relationship between the two for several years has become full of holes in more than a month!

But things still have to be solved, it's useless to complain to each other, money, money, money! This thing has become the key now, I can't do anything with this broken technique I learned, and I don't have any special skills, and finally I was introduced by others, so I ran to write a novel, my first novel was written in October 15, and the average was only 30, and I pounced, and the second book was even worse, and the average was 25,。。。 Then I went to the creation of the world and opened a city, cough cough, all set a single digit, I won't say the title of the book, anyway, you will know.

Then this book is my fourth.,I may really not be able to write a book.,The plot is not good.,The pen is not enough.,A lot of things are very simple when you look at what others write.,When you start writing, you can't start at all.,And then 900 collections are on the shelves.,Average 50,A month and a half has passed.,Now it's 93.,It's a lot of progress.,This result is my best result at present.,Last month's manuscript fee also set a record and got 860!

But this income compared to the funds I currently need,It's really a drop in the bucket,So at the beginning of February,I hurriedly opened a book,To be honest,The pressure of double opening is very great,Every day when you come back from work to write close to 10,000 words,No pressure is impossible,But now it's really no way.,I don't have the ability.,And I don't want to endure hardship.,That day doesn't have to live.。。

Ahem!Ahem! said so much.,Actually, I'm here to ask you for a favor.,My new book "Rebirth of the Great Director System" is currently on the popular category recommendation of the mother.,But it may be that the editor is not very optimistic.,I looked for the position of this recommendation for a long time.,It took me a long time to find it in the last corner.。。。 There is no picture.,It's a text recommendation.,Effect.。。。 Ahem, you all get the idea!

But the recommendation of the mother is a ring after a ring.,If the effect of the recommendation is not good.,Then this book will be GG.,So here the author is cheeky and begs everyone to collect a *** recommendation vote If there is,Give two I'm grateful! It doesn't matter if you don't.,Give a click.,Give a collection.,Help me save this book.,I feel like I can rescue it again.。。。

As for this book, thank you for your continued support, and I will redouble my efforts! Tonight is off, not to mention, I want to code 20,000 words!!