192. Heartbreak

Meiyu, Jieyu, I really love you guys!

This time, the two of you have a conscience, and you didn't let our mother and daughter run away on their own, and you even understood the truth of moving the rescuers.

Although this rescuer is a bit ...... Oh, he's the youngest in the room, but he's certainly more sane than the madman, maybe he can really help me suppress this father and daughter, and save me by the way.

My heart is dying of sorrow. One is his own man, the other is his own daughter, neither of them is helping on the left and right, it is difficult to be an absolute good person.

The sound of the door opening sounded as I looked forward to it. I couldn't hear the sound of walking, but the curtain of the door quickly opened a gap, like my heart, and I vaguely saw the light.

Hongwan's face appeared behind the curtain, and he glanced at the father and daughter who were still facing each other, frowned slightly, lowered his eyes, and walked in.

Yinzhen turned his head to look at Hongwan, the corners of his lips moved slightly invisibly, and there was a tendency to relax. Hongwan was unmoved, still staring at her Amma.

Hongwan lowered her head and just lifted the hem of her robe as if to say goodbye, but before the words came out, the girl who had not moved for a long time laughed, and looked at her with a half-tilted head Ama became more and more unruly.

"Marry me? I can't find out in the world that I am worthy of marrying me, but I am afraid that I have not yet given birth, where are I going to find it? Age, my daughter is only sixteen this year, why is it too big? When I married into the door, I am afraid that she is more than seventeen years old, and you are not willing to marry, and I have not seen you think she is old, and her daughter is not as good as her. As for the heart, my daughter also knows what self-knowledge is, although it is not very good, but it is ...... Even if it's not good, I think I'm better than her. How come it is that in the eyes of Amma, it is nothing. ”

Hongwan's words went from smiling to grievances, and my heart that I had put down was lifted again, trembling and trembling.

Yin Zhen just stood like that, watching, listening, his face became tighter and tighter, and his temples jumped faintly.

Hongwan carefully looked up at Yinzhen, glanced at me, walked to Hongwan's side and gently tugged at her cuffs, and said in a low voice: "Second sister, Mo Han said that she was looking for you for something, so please let the second sister come with me to see her." It just so happens that E-Niang is also going to rest, and her body is just better, so let's not disturb E-Niang's rest. ”

Listening to Hongwan's words, I also took advantage of the situation to pull Yinzhen, but fortunately, because of the arrival of my son, the man who was Ama was no longer as tense as he was just now, and relaxed and held my hand back and forth.

Hongwan was still standing upright, Ren Hongwan was still unmoved by how he pulled and walked out, as if he was nailed to the ground, he forcibly withdrew his sleeves and looked at Yinzhen with his neck raised, "In the past, Ama often said that her daughter is most like Eniang, you like Bang'er like this, is it possible, you are not saying these words to your daughter today, but you want to talk to Eniang...... That's why I didn't let Nian's ......"

"Shut up!" Yinzhen's fingers tightened suddenly, making my knuckles hurt. The voice was low and soft, but it clearly pierced through the choking of the red and smashed into the bottom of my heart.

Hongwan stopped abruptly, and the room was so quiet that nothing could be heard. The sun was still shining brightly, but it was gone, without the warmth and sweetness of Fang Caihong's evening when they were, as if following their happiness and leaving. Even if he came back at this time, he still couldn't change it.

Hongwan frowned and looked at Hongwan, no longer caring about the two people beside her, walked directly to me, pulled my arm from Yinzhen's side, helped me and walked to the bedside, lowered her head and whispered softly, "E-niang will go to bed and rest first, it's okay." The second sister was afraid that she was in a hurry by Mo Han just now, and this anger had not come over yet, so she knew that Ama loved her, so she was angry indiscriminately. ”

Looking at the son in front of me and holding his hand on my wrist, it was warm and real. There was a smile in his words, and he said it as if it were true, but there was some annoyance and helplessness in his eyes.

Today is really different, seeing the daughter who has never been so disrespectful to her father, and the son who is so silent and affectionate, has said so much and has so many expressions, all for me.

They have all grown up, and Yinzhen and I are old.

Hongwan helped me to stand by the bed, his face was no longer the love he had just now, and the smile in his eyes dazzled me. Smiling like this, he is very much like Honghui, very warm.

Honghui, if he's ...... If you really can, maybe there will be no such thing at all, and it will be different.

Shaking his head and leaning on Hongwan's shoulder, his clothes were still cold outside, coldly sticking to my face, but the palm holding my hand was unusually warm.

"Eniang?" Hongwan's face shook in front of him, but his eyes flashed with a clear questioning tone, and his voice was a little higher than usual, and he asked cautiously: "Are you uncomfortable?" ”

I opened my mouth to look at his face, and I couldn't react. It's not that I don't understand what he means, but I can't believe that a boy like him who is so serious and well-behaved would use such a trick. Shouldn't he be like Yinzhen, with a board and a glance?

"Meiwen, tell Gao Wuyong to invite the imperial doctor. ”

Yin Zhen's voice sounded behind him, and he walked quickly with the sound of extremely light footsteps. I helped Hongwan and wanted to turn around to look, but I was clenched by his hand and saw him shaking his head slightly.

With the familiar palms on my waist and my arms behind my back, I was helped to lean to the other side. Yinzhen is different from Hongwan, his clothes are warm, but his fingertips are cold, holding it in my clammy palm, I can't tell you and me.

"Uncomfortable?" His voice was hoarse, not as eager as when he had just shouted outside the house, nor as cold as when he was about to hold his mouth.

shook his head weakly, seeing that he breathed a sigh of relief, the grievances and entanglements in his heart could not be suppressed, and turned into tears gushing out. With his face buried in his chest, he was heard to compromise helplessly, "Get out." ”

The son retired. ”

"E-Niang ......"

The voices of the siblings rang out at the same time, one quietly drifting away, the other timidly approaching.

The hem of the clothes behind him was grabbed, and as Yinzhen's hand stroked from the waist to the back of the neck, the small hand on the hem of the clothes slowly loosened.

Pushing Yin Zhen to raise his head, his hand was already pressed on the back of his head, it was still a simple command, but it was a little lower, like his hand without temperature, "Get out." ”

Hong Wan stood behind me, and I could hear her inhaling hard, as well as Hongwan's soft persuasion: "Second sister, let's go back first, or go out to take a look, maybe the imperial doctor will be there in a while." ”

"You go, I'm going to accompany Eniang. "Hongwan's persistence is no worse than her Amma, she always stands behind me and does not retreat, no longer fierce but more and more aggrieved, I don't know if she cried.

Yin Zhen's body was tense, his heartbeat was fast and chaotic, but he couldn't hear his breathing. Yes, it's just that the red is choking intermittently.

"Amma, you won't do this to me if you are angry before, but now for the sake of a Nian, you will talk about your daughter like this, and bring your mother into it. In this case, what are you doing here? If you go to her, it won't hurt your mother's ......."

The hand in my palm was quickly withdrawn, as if with a gust of wind, and there was a rare surprised cry in Hongwan, "Amma!"

Pushing away Yinzhen's stiff chest, I saw his raised palm, standing behind me was Hongwan, blocking the front of the red slanting, and his hand was still protecting his sister behind him.

Hongwan half-opened her voiceless mouth, tears sliding down her reddened cheeks and trembling lips.

A qiē still.

Yinzhen's hand was still hanging in the air, and his fingertips were shaking.

So quiet.

Yin Zhen and Hong Wan looked at each other's faces and eyes with disappointment, as well as similar stubbornness and struggle.

"I hate you. Marry me, whoever you want. Marry out, marry far away, never come back, don't see you. Hongwan shook her head and retreated, like a tasseled hairpin in her hair, dangling, almost unsteady.

Hongwan followed her and supported her with her hand, but she was waved away, and even Yinzhen who followed her was scratched. was so anxious that Hongwan picked her up, and the hand covering her mouth was bitten and bloody.

Hong grabbed his brother's shirt, his feet tried to reach the ground, tears fell down his tears, and he actually pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed.

Hongwan walked out quickly with her in his arms, but the shouts of crying and laughing came intermittently, accompanied by the sound of opening and closing the door, which was still clear.

"I'm out, I'm gone, I'm not coming back. In the future, you will no longer be able to control me, and you will not want to beat me. If you love to love, you will love whoever you love, and you will love whoever you love, remember, don't bully my mother, and don't let those women bully her. Otherwise, I'll take her away and won't let her see you. ”

There is no usual happiness and carefree in Hongwang's voice, and it is heartbreaking, and it hurts me to hear it.

Before Yinzhen entered the door, she was still so delicate, saying that Amma, Amma, was like a spoiled child. It's only been a long time since it became like this.

Follow Hongwan's steps out, his legs seem to be filled with lead, from the side of the bed to the door, not far, but I can't ignore the man standing there.

Yinzhen's hand maintained the posture of being pushed away by Hongwang, and looked at the curtain that was still shaking in a daze, not knowing what he could see or think.

As I passed by him, I could clearly see two finger prints on my palms, stained with blood and bright red.

Hong Wan's heart must have been hurt by the slap that almost fell, so he would be so cruel to her Amma. There was also a scar in that place that took a long time to heal. Now, next to the old pale pink wound, two new marks have been added.

Standing beside Yinzhen, staring straight ahead, blood kept pouring out.

"Go see her. ”

No longer cold, hard, and no warm, the weakness that came out of his mouth was thicker than mine. There was self-blame and chagrin in his lowered eyes.

Hongwan doesn't know if she has calmed down, whether she is still crying, or making trouble, I believe that Hongwan will accompany her. But what about the man in front of him? His daughter, whom he had always loved so much, must have felt a lot of pain in his heart when he said such heartless words, and he was afraid that he had never thought that there would be such a day.

"Bang'er said, don't go to your heart, girls are always like this, what they say is not what they think in their hearts, the closer they are, the more so. She's just ......"

"You hate me too, just like Bang'er. Yinzhen's voice was deep, and he didn't raise his head to interrupt my words, which made my already messy heart that I didn't know how to distribute even more tangled.

I didn't say a word from beginning to end, and I didn't do anything that would mislead him. As a bystander, he thought so sure, so sure that he was sure of the statement, and there was not even the slightest possibility of doubt.

He shook his head and tried to persuade him, but he couldn't wipe away the tears he shed, and he couldn't laugh. I reluctantly lowered my head and stopped looking, and didn't let him see my appearance, took a deep breath and whispered: "No, Bang'er is not like this." ”

A sneer, as if coming from his body, suddenly tightened his hand into a fist, and blood immediately spilled from his fingers and dripped to the ground.

I just moved my foot and before I could step out, he grabbed my wrist. I don't know if I was shaking, or if it was his hand, the palm of which was cold against it, tightened so hard that it was wrapped in hot blood, and the bracelet stuck to my wrist.

"Where?"

Didn't you let me go to see Hongwan? and asked me where I was going, but he shook his head and smiled bitterly. He is really the same as Hongwan, his mouth is not right, no wonder the father and daughter can quarrel.

sighed helplessly, wiped away his tears and explained in a whisper, "You sit down first, I'll go and bring the medicine box and clean up the wound first." ”

Two rings of the same style flashed in front of me, looking illusory through the tears, and I couldn't count how many colors were refracted on them. His ring and the wrench on his thumb rubbed against the bracelet, making a slight but piercing sound.

Looking up at someone who stubbornly refused to let go, his hand never let go, his eyes crossed me and I didn't know where to look, I could clearly see the pain in his eyes, I could feel the pain, but there was no way to comfort him, and there was no substitute for it.

The palm of the hand on the wrist loosened and tightened, repeated several times, slowly falling down on my hanging palm, and finally grasped back on the wrist. His hands were still cold, without the slightest heat, and even my gold bracelet was dethermated, sticking to his skin and freezing the veins inside, and he was too stiff to move. There were only a few bright reds, which slowly slid down the back of the hand, with residual warmth.

"Don't go. Yinzhen's voice was very soft, and the kind of grievance that I could deeply feel was no less than that of Hongwan, and it was entangled in my heart in the slightest.

Endured the pain of his arm hitting him, his shoulders had been circled and turned to face to face and leaned closely, his heart was against his chin, and his voice came from the top of his head, muffled and hoarse, "I said Bang'er, not for you." ”

"I know. ”

"I won't just find someone to marry, and I won't let her marry far, I can't bear it. Yin Zhen said that her head was buried in my neck, and her voice became softer and softer, trembling faintly, "She doesn't want to come back, she doesn't want to see me again." ”

"Yinzhen. Shaking his head and hugging him tightly, his arms tightening hard, but he couldn't transfer the strength to him.

Stroked the back of his neck and rubbed it gently, put his lips to his ear and whispered: "I love you, and Bang'er loves you too, you can't doubt it." Every one of your children loves you, Honghui, Hongwan, every single one. She just wants to protect me, and you're too much of alike to do that. When she calms down and remembers what she just said, she will laugh. Maybe after a while, she will run back and stick to you and get tired of you, so annoying that you can't wait to marry her off quickly, so that you can be quiet. ”

We stood and hugged him, and I don't know how long it was, until I thought he was tired, and fell asleep standing up, before I heard a long sigh.

"I will protect you, and I will protect them, I just want you to live well, and you don't have to think about anything else, leave it to me. ”