782: Guilt
"Meizi, Ziang is also my son, he is gone, I don't feel better than you, but as soldiers, you and I should know our mission clearly. Lewen is worth your collection"
After a pause, his expression became heavy: "In order to defend the country, Ziang left us, for this, while our hearts are painful, we should be proud and proud of our son, he died for the country, he died on the front line for his faith, we can remember him, but we can't be immersed in grief and can't get out, do you say I'm right?"
"Yes, what you said is right, it was my mistake, my fault was not to marry you, my fault was not to give you a son, and my fault was not to prevent you from sending your son to the front. ”
What an excellent child her Ziang is, but she left him at a young age, four years, no one alive, no corpse dead, as if her Ziang had never been to this world, how could she not be heartbroken, how could she not complain about the man next to her who only had the country and the army in his heart, no wife and children, and no family?
Yes, as a soldier, she should be sensible, she should forget the pain of the past, and she should understand him, but who can understand the heart of a mother?
Does he understand?
"Meizi, I explained to you back then that it was Ziang's own request to go to the front. ”
Zhou Jian'an's tone was heavy, and the hidden pain in his eyes became more and more obvious: "As his father, I can only tell him to take care, there is no reason to stop his own decision, not to mention that I am a soldier and his leader, how can I use my power to leave him in the army to escape to the front line because he is my son." I can't do that, I can't make selfish decisions for him that make him hate me and make him break the oath he took when he joined the army. ”
"You can't do this, you can't that, let me lose Ziang, then you tell me, why don't you even let go of my Ziyu, you say!"
Qi Mei's voice sounded very sad: "You scolded him, scolded him for not being as good as Ziang, scolded him for nothing, yes, I was indulging him to play outside, but I just wanted to keep him, I didn't want him to follow in the footsteps of his eldest brother, and I didn't want to lose the only remaining son." Today, he told me that it was time for him to wake up, that he could no longer be disillusioned with his playthings, that he could no longer live in a state of confusion, and that you were very satisfied that he had completely woken up, right?"
"Children will always grow up, Ziyu is only three years younger than Ziang, and it is not harmful for him to go to the army to experience and train. ”
When Zhou Jian'an said this, he held his wife's hand tightly: "Don't worry too much, if my guess is correct, that bastard boy will definitely go to Mo Han's side, you also know that Mo Han and Ziang have a very good relationship, with him, Ziyu will not have an accident." ”
"Who knows, who knows if the kid will be okay so far away, Zhou Jian'an, I'll talk about it here today, Ziyu must not be a soldier, if you insist on going against me, we will divorce. After saying this, Qi Mei got up, her steps were a little vain, and she went back to the bedroom.
"Uncle, aunt!"
The girl's tactful and supple voice sounded in the living room, Qi Mei paused, raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes, then turned around and smiled at the slender figure who had walked into the living room: "Lan Lan, when did you come back?"
Although Luo Lan is not particularly beautiful, she is better than fair skin, good temperament, and she feels as quiet and elegant as a hollow valley orchid, she smiled, first greeted Zhou Jian'an, and then walked up to Qi Mei, holding Qi Mei's arm like a daughter: "Auntie, I just came back not long ago, thinking that you and uncle should not rest here, so I ran over." ”
"Is it a vacation?"
Qi Mei smiled on her face and sat back on the sofa.
"My aunt said that my mother was sick, and I was worried, so I put down my work and rushed back. ”
When Luo Lan entered the house, she knew that she had been tricked into going home.
Blind date, what years has it been, and she still came on a blind date, she didn't understand, and her mother was so worried that she wouldn't be able to get married?
Moreover, she didn't believe that her mother didn't know her mind.
Thinking of that figure, she couldn't help but feel a bitterness in her heart, and her heart was also very painful.
"Your mom is sick?"
Qi Mei showed concern: "Is it serious?"
"Auntie, don't worry, my mother is not sick, she saw that I didn't come home all year round, so she found an excuse to trick me into coming back. ”
Zhou Jian'an sat on the side and flipped through the newspaper, not participating in the conversation between his wife and Luo Lan.
"Your mother is also good for you, but Auntie is not blessed to let you be Auntie's daughter-in-law. Qi Mei didn't have to think too much, she guessed Luo Lan's mother's intention to trick her daughter into going home, at this moment, she couldn't help but feel pain in her heart, Ziang, her son, if he was still alive, would probably have married this lovely girl next to him, and she is now afraid that she will also become a grandmother.
But there is no if in the world, her Ziang will not be resurrected, will not call her mother again, and will not smile at him again.
"Auntie......"
Luo Lan knew what Qi Xiumei was thinking, the corners of her mouth moved, and her eyes showed a look of shame: "It's all my fault, I didn't stop Ziang from going to the front." ”
"How can I blame you? Ziang is a child with ideas, once he decides something, even if others say it, they can't change anything. Patting the back of her hand, Qi suddenly thought of his second child, so he looked at Luo Lan, and his tone became softer and softer: "Lan Lan, Auntie has always loved you as a daughter, you went back to the army and helped Auntie take care of Ziyu more." ”
"Ziyu, did he go over there?" Luo Lan was a little surprised.
Zhou Ziyu is a second ancestor, why don't you stay in Kyoto to eat, drink and have fun, what do you do when you go so far away?
"Leaving today, your uncle said that he should go to find Mo Han's child, in Auntie's place, Mo Han and Ziang are the same as Zi Yu's brothers, what about you, you are Zi Yu's sister, he is out of the house, I can't rest assured, you see him, it is best to persuade him to come back, if you can't persuade him, just help Auntie take care of him, don't let him be bullied over there." ”
"Auntie, don't worry, I will. Luo Lan nodded with a smile.
Suddenly, a little girl with a round face ran in from outside the door, dressed in the compound of this military region and looked like a little nanny, after she greeted Zhou Jian'an and his wife, she looked at Luo Lan: "Sister Lan, I have your phone number at home." ”
"Do you know where you called?"
Luo Lan didn't get up, her delicate eyebrows frowned slightly, and she stared at her little nanny.
"The lesbian who called said she was your colleague and said she had something very important to tell you. The little nanny told the truth.
With a sudden drop in his heart, Luo Lan didn't sit down anymore, got up and said sorry to Zhou Jian'an and his wife, and then said goodbye and left.
"The past is over, don't be angry in front of that girl. ”
Putting down the newspaper, Zhou Jian'an pinched his eyebrows, and then sighed lightly.
"Why can't I mention it, how can it just pass?"