78 We are already strangers
"Wow, that's amazing. Lin Ruiwen smiled and shook his head, "The person you said is so powerful, shouldn't I be very scared?"
"I'm really not trying to scare you. Jiang Shuyao shook her head gently, "I'm really for your good, really, after all, I have hurt you before, so I don't want you to be hurt again."
And that person, you think, since he was able to go from Bai Ding to the current position of president of the Korean Star Foundation, and he also has the largest equity and has become a pivotal figure in South Korea in one fell swoop, it is conceivable that this is definitely not a soft-hearted person. ”
After a pause, Jiang Shuyao said again: "I don't know how much you know about South Korea, that place, you can't climb to that position if you are soft-hearted, and in the face of such a person, how many chances do you think you have? How sure are you that child?"
"Whether there is a chance of winning or not, that's my business, I don't need you to worry about it. Lin Ruiwen frowned and said, "Actually, what I wonder is, why do you care so much about Jiajia? Even if she is not related to you, but after all, you are ten months pregnant, don't you have any thoughts about her, no nostalgia?"
"Why should I be nostalgic?" Jiang Shuyao said with a pale face, "If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be where I am today......
"Does this have anything to do with her?" Lin Ruiwen immediately interrupted her, "Don't say as if she made you like this, it wasn't your choice in the first place? If it weren't for you, she wouldn't have been born into this world." So, she's not wrong, it's you who is wrong, and the people who made you a surrogate!"
Jiang Shuyao opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but she still shook her head and didn't speak.
But Jiang Shuyao didn't speak, and Lin Ruiwen didn't have such a good temper, so he continued to spray: "Also, where are you now? Are you degraded? You don't look like you? You don't look like this? It can be said that without this child, where would you have the opportunity to study abroad? Where could you have become what you are today? It can be said that it was that child who made you and achieved everything you have today, if it weren't for her, you would never have the status you have today, and it would never have been possible to live a decent life today!"
"Yes, I admit it!" Jiang Shuyao suddenly raised her head, looked at Lin Ruiwen fixedly, and tears flowed out again, "Yes, I know, my current life is related to her, and everything I have now is given to me by that child, but, but you know, I would rather not have all this! Because, although I am much better materially than before, but, because of her, I, I have lost you!"
Speaking of this, Jiang Shuyao seemed to be unable to hold it anymore, tears flowed out, and she also covered her face with her hands, and stated while crying: "Yes, I regret it, I really regret it, in fact, I regret it for a long time." It's true. If it weren't for all this, I would continue to be with you, and then we would live a good life here, work hard, and with my ability, I may not be able to create a world here.
But now, although I had the money to go abroad, I went out with apprehension and anxiety, and then, in fact, I didn't live well in the United States, every day is a boring study life, and then there is racial discrimination, and this and that, even if I work hard, I won't have much success there, unless I find a local man to marry, but I'm afraid that other men will touch me, really!
I'm not pretending to be pitiful, nor am I pretending to be high, but I seem to have a mental illness, and I have a special dislike and disgust for other men, and I can't accept other men touching me at all.
In fact, I have tried to talk to a boyfriend a few times, but no matter how much I try to persuade myself or go to a psychiatrist, I can't solve this mental illness, or I can't contact other men, and if I force contact, I will faint in fright.
Yes, I'm a bad person, but I'm really punished, I can't accept other men anymore, and I'm probably left alone to die alone, isn't that enough?
Now, I know that I was wrong, and I want to try my best to make amends, and then, I didn't think that you would accept me again so quickly, I just thought, I just want to do a little bit, do my best to make your life better, and not get hurt by anything else, yes, that's all, don't you even give me such a chance to make up for my mistakes?"
Speaking of this, it seemed that she couldn't bear it anymore, Jiang Shuyao cried even more, and she just cried loudly, it seemed that she was really sad and very sad.
Looking at her like this, Lin Ruiwen felt uncomfortable, he didn't really forgive him, this is really not, after all, he actually didn't have that qualification, he just just looked at a woman crying like this, and felt that he couldn't see it, even if it was a bad woman.
Of course, in all fairness, Lin Ruiwen thinks that this Jiang Shuyao can't be regarded as a bad woman, a real bad woman can't be like this, so it can only be said that she is by mistake, her heart is too heavy, and she wants too much.
Yes, people are like this sometimes, when they are not capable, the more they want to get something earlier, only to find that they have lost more.
Just like Jiang Shuyao herself said, if she hadn't made a deal with someone to give birth to a child because of her greed, then with her appearance, it would not be difficult to find a good husband here.
Then, it didn't seem that her academic performance was bad back then, and if she was willing to continue to work hard and pass the college entrance examination and get admitted to a good school, it would not be difficult to find a good job.
What's more, although her parents died, after all, she was once brilliant, and the connections she knew were also incomparable to the real grassroots, if she went step by step, those who pity her, feel guilty about her, or thank her because her parents didn't bite her, will lend a hand, and her future is still limitless.
It's definitely not impossible, it's quite possible.
You must know that Lin Ruiwen was a rich second generation in his previous life, and his parents were still high-level intellectuals, and they also belonged to the middle and high-end class, so I don't know too much about things like this. For example, many corrupt officials who commit suicide after committing something, or those corrupt elements who commit something and carry it all on their own, their children are often able to live quite well and get a lot of help, and the reason is self-evident.
It's a pity that she was greedy for a moment and threw away her only good cards.
How can I say it, I am guilty of my own sin.
Jiang Shuyao cried for a while, although her voice was hoarse, but she felt a lot better, and at this time, Lin Ruiwen politely handed her a tissue, which seemed to make her touch something in her heart again, but as soon as she took the tissue, she suddenly threw it away, and then knelt on the floor with a puff, hugged Lin Ruiwen's waist, and pressed her face tightly against his stomach.
"Ruiwen, shall we start again? Really, I will listen to you now, I will give you everything, let's start again, live a good life again, I will give you children, have many children, give birth to our own children, okay?"
"Don't be like this, can't you have a little dignity?" Lin Ruiwen opened his arms, stood in place and let her hold his waist, and sighed softly, "Let him go in the past, there is no turning back." So, just live your own life, and don't worry about us anymore, because we're already strangers, aren't we? ”