236. Telling the Truth III.
Time flies quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it is August, and the cool autumn wind blows into the capital, blows into thousands of households, and blows open the thick gates of the Forbidden City.
I knelt in the crowd that greeted the holy car, bowing my head and not squinting.
There are women from all over the country on the left and right, and the same is true behind them. It doesn't matter if you are a concubine or a side concubine, even if you are a character, as long as you belong to those noble princes, you are among them.
The coolness of early autumn blows the hem of the wide coat around the waist, and the cool breeze pours in and can't help but shiver.
The days of being able to do whatever I wanted came to an end today, he came back, and I lost the freedom to go to the courtyard in the eastern suburbs at will. Honghui's home is rebuilt, and he is about to move back to live, Hongwan ...... What to do.
My daughter is very happy, she lives there every day and guards Xiao He, and I don't see him annoying. Often she was talking and laughing, he listened quietly, occasionally laughing, obvious laughter, everyone could see it.
The daughter who was pestering Ammahu seemed to be a different person in just one month, Xiao He rarely asked her for anything, but the two of them seemed to have their own way of getting along. She still loves to play and laugh and is still lively and energetic, but she is very obedient, almost to the point of obeying her words, and she does not even have the slightest sense of resistance, which makes me have to reflect on the strength of love is really enough to change a woman with zero IQ. I think that if Yinzhen sees it, I am afraid that he will be even more unhappy, because the tsundere Gege who he loves with all his heart and soul has become a well-behaved cat in the palm of another man.
I asked Xiao He seriously, is that woman still there? He didn't reply to me quickly, and thought seriously for a while before he said solemnly in his heart. I can't say I'm satisfied with this answer, but I'm relieved. For those who have truly loved and told stories, memories cannot be erased, and there is no need to let them disappear, and over time it may fade to colorless and tasteless, and it may be stronger, depending on the person.
A man like Xiao He, who doesn't talk much about everything in his heart, should have put that woman somewhere in his heart, with the softest warmth he had ever had, and the relief that he couldn't get it back. She will not disappear, but she will not erase the existence of Hongwang. I should rest assured of such a man. At least I know that one day if my daughter really marries him, if she has his child, she will never go through that kind of hurt and pain again, and she will be happier than her.
The sand and dust raised by the crowds and horses' hooves drifted into the air with the wind, and there were more dull yellow tones in the clear blue sky. There is no end to the royal procession entering the palace, and there is no end in sight and no end in sight. In my peripheral vision, endless women, kneeling like me, did not have his figure, nor did I see Hongyang's little head. Just like in Kangxi's eyes, there seems to be only one Hongli, and every time he praises, he always lacks my Hongday.
There is no envy or jealousy, maybe it's better. My son will finally be able to have a man who can be raised in the house without fear, and he will always be seen and accompanied by him. I can feel his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, not ostentatious or silent, like a real child, growing up healthily. And I know that he will live a long time, live as much as he wants, and that will be enough.
Yinzhen, who came from Kangxi, took her two younger sons to Yonghe Palace, just in time for Concubine De to appease the Li and Nian families who were crying for their lost daughters, just in time for me to understand the hints in her words.
In the luxurious dormitory, several women sat in several places, all listening attentively to her soft voice, each with joy and sorrow in their hearts.
Over the years, the once soft and delicate Eniang has become a little more sentimental and sentimental, but the calm and wisdom hidden in the eyes has become more and more condensed in every word and sentence, which cannot be questioned. I understand everything she said, and what she didn't say was even more clear in my heart.
Hongli and Hongday seem to be very familiar with the one in this palace, the two little guys knelt on the ground seriously to ask for peace, Concubine De wiped her tears and just showed a loving smile, so she scrambled to laugh and climb up the collapse, occupying the left and right sides with a flattering face, like Honghui back then.
Concubine De hugged the two children and motioned for Yinzhen to sit in the chair next to her, and the three grandparents and grandchildren obviously returned on the same road, as if they hadn't seen each other for a long time. The mother and son spoke less and less, and the family affection that was not expressed to each other became more and more indifferent under the inspiration of the next generation.
Perhaps for people who are not good at expressing themselves, the initiative of others becomes particularly important, just like the two little ghosts who are competing to flatter at this time, which is the best emotional reconciler.
I'm looking at the picture of a warm smile, someone looking at the scenery next to me. My heart is not controlled, but I try to grasp my sight, so that Concubine De should rest assured.
"E-Niang has had a lot of hard work all the way, so it's better to rest early. My son will go home first, and come back tomorrow to say goodbye. ”
Yin Zhen's back slammed into the line of sight and stood in front of the collapse, with a familiar politeness in his voice, not as close as the fourteenth who had just left, and a little similar to Hongwan, but there was something similar to warmth.
Concubine De coaxed the Hongli brothers to sit beside her, nodded with a smile on her face, and had a few subtle lines on her beautiful and calm eyes.
"You are tired, take them back, and these two children will stay with me for two days. ”
Yin Zhen bowed his head and said yes, and bowed and went out of the room first. A few of us women stood in front of the collapse like him, and kept the rules and did it again.
I want to be Hongday, I want to hold him in my arms like Concubine De, listen to his milky words, cute smile, and rely on my sleepy eyes. Pray for the same way, such expectant and longing eyes......
Sitting in the carriage, I was still thinking, thinking about a lot of things, what I saw and heard today in the previous days, thinking about Concubine De's words, and the lingering tears of the Li family, as well as the familiar back.
She harmed my daughter, not because she wasn't annoyed or hated, but her existence was different from other women and couldn't be avoided. It turns out that my daughter is still alive, healthy and happy, and hers is gone. But what does it have to do with me, and it is not my fault, why should you take revenge on me?
I'm not a person who likes to hold grudges, but this time, it's hard to calm down in my heart as if it never happened. I even have some grass and trees that are soldiers, and even Hongwan's small courtyard has changed the servants who are waiting, just for safety.
In the days when Yinzhen was away, I ran out hard, knowing that he didn't like it, but I was even more wanton because of his permission. I knew I was hiding, I didn't want to be embarrassed, and I didn't want to embarrass myself, but I couldn't face it, and I didn't want to face it. Now that there is one more him, it still seems to be a little difficult.
Hearing the low call of the eyebrows, I opened the curtain and saw him standing straight outside the carriage in front of the mansion, looking at me with a blank face. I jumped down on my shoulders, staggered and was held up, and quickly stood up.
The wide alleyway is slightly crowded with a few carriages, but it also sets off the dignity of the mansion. Several women, supported by their respective girls, walked slowly over and stood a few steps away from us. They stood with their eyebrows lowered and looked at me and at him in silence.
In front of the mansion is Li Fu, who has been bent over for many years, cautious.
Following Yinzhen into the door, through the corridor and the front hall, I stopped for a moment. He looked sideways at me, and raised an eyebrow slightly, without speaking.
"Ye first go back to the room and let them wait to freshen up, rest for a while, and have dinner together later. ”
He looked at me noncommittally, and I smiled and squatted down slightly, turned around and left with Li Fu. Passing by them, I saw a string of various hair ornaments that were lowered, and I couldn't find my sight.
The account book is always new, and the incoming and outgoing accounts are clear and clear. The abacus crackled, but there was no way to hear the beautiful chords like silver spilling into your pocket.
Placed his eyes full of white paper and black letters, rubbed his temples and pounded his legs and stood up, the sun outside had been blown away by the wind. Cool autumn is the most pleasant, but it is always short, and it should be snowing soon. I hope it will go by sooner, and the days will go by faster.
Sitting in Hongwan's room, holding the babbling cute grandson, I just felt that time had passed. When I was young, I always felt that the years were long, but now that I think about it, it is really just a flick of a finger.
The memory of that year is already a little blurry, but I can still clearly feel the warmth and support of him guarding me to welcome the Hongwan sisters and brothers to this world. In the blink of an eye, they have already embraced their children, our bloodline inheritance.
Mo Han always smiled contentedly, no matter whether the children were held in his arms, or watched them sleep quietly, no matter whether Hongwan was around or not. At her age, am I so simple and happy, never thinking about those known or unknown sorrows?
Perhaps, I'm really old. There should also be some new scenes in this house. For example, the new face I just turned a blind eye to, followed everyone all the way, and I didn't see what it looked like. As for where she came from and how to arrange it, let's wait until dinner, I will always know.
I wanted to see Hongwan, but he stayed in the palace. It seems that I don't have much place to go.
Xie Yu shook over with a smile, and the girl who opened the door took me by the arm and walked towards the courtyard door. "Fujin is really good at grinding people, and when he comes back, he doesn't say that he will go back to rest first, and it is strange that people are anxious to look everywhere. ”
"Where else can I go, I can still lose my house, and I will naturally go back when it is time to go back. You are worried about your life, and some of you don't know how to cherish it, just like me. ”
"Look at what you said, those of us who are subordinates don't dare to compare with you. Come back, the fourth master is waiting for you, and I can't find anyone to take me to see it with my own eyes, I'm afraid that I don't even have to worry about it, so I don't have to worry about it completely. ”
The interpreter was quick to talk and laugh, and I was suddenly stopped by her hurried footsteps.
"Don't be poor, worrying is a lifetime of life, and no one can change it. If you don't urge me, I forgot, there are still stalls that have not been arranged, you go back first, tell the fourth master to be busy with his own going, and I will go back in a while, and I will find him. ”
Pushing the pouting and clear explanation to the courtyard gate, his heart suddenly became sour, heavy pain, blocked so that he couldn't breathe, as if he had been pushed into a black hole somewhere, sticky and full of fermented substances, all of which were stained from the outside to the inside, but he couldn't find the direction of the force.
Forcefully opened the courtyard door, and before Xie Yu could squeeze out, the tall figure was already blowing in front of him with the cool breeze. Under the gray-blue sky, between the narrow doors, he stood straight outside, with a cold face.
I really can't hide from this man!
This tattered and rotten Prince Yong's mansion, I really fell into this...... The tiger fell into Pingyang and was bullied by dogs.
Of course, he is a dragon, the true dragon of the future.
As for who the dog is, even if it is to crush its silver teeth and swallow blood, I will resolutely not say it, nor will I say it if it is killed.