He didn't leave, she knew, how could she not know this kind of knocking code from childhood to adulthood.

Just like before, when she was a child, she made a mistake and was punished by her mother to stand in the courtyard, Jiang Yucheng always waited somewhere outside the courtyard, did not make a sound, did not disturb, and accompanied her quietly.

Zhan Xiaoxiao lowered his head and laughed self-deprecatingly, his voice was very small and the laughter was bitter. The same is true of Jiang Yucheng outside the hospital.

Before he stepped out of the courtyard gate, what did he say? Zhan smiled and tried to recall, and so did Jiang Yucheng.

"If you want to marry Smile, good luck first. I think...... Brother Zhan will not agree. —as if he said so.

And what did he say?

Still calm and indifferent, with a deep voice, a few simple words - "This is a matter between our brothers." ”

With just such a sentence, Jiang Yucheng was sent away.

Brothers?

Zhan looked at his back with a smile. One day ten years ago, he appeared and disappeared inexplicably, and she never saw him again until she met again half a month ago...... Where did the brother come from?

Yin Zhen looked at the direction of Jiang Yucheng's departure, looked back at the blank little face behind her, tightened her hand and slowly let go, walked to the courtyard gate and stood for a while, and locked it.

There was a crisp click, and Zhan Xiao, who was deep in thought, suddenly woke up, couldn't care about the pain under his feet, and turned around and ran to his door.

Her hand had just stretched out, and before she could grab the doorknob, Yinzhen, who had been chased by stride, wrapped it between her arms, and slammed her back into his arms through the light white shirt. There is a smell of him on the shirt, and at this time, even more.

"Save him?"

Zhan smiled and turned his head to dodge the smell of wine that emitted a strong aroma, frowned and muttered: "Murder is illegal, you can't." Moreover, Grandpa Jiang will not let you go, his family ...... You can't afford to mess with it. ”

"Can't be provoked?" Yin Zhen sneered and straightened her little face, looked at the eyelashes that blinked slightly in her closed eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Only the master can't mess with it, and there is never anything that can't be provoked." ”

Zhan smiled noncommittally and pursed the corners of his mouth, Yin Zhen frowned and approached her to look closer, and actually showed a smile, "You're worried about me." ”

"I ...... You said let me go back to the room, I'll ......" Zhan smiled and pulled the arm around his waist, but he held his hands and wrapped them around his waist. The face was pinned to the side, the lips were closed tightly, and the small face was hidden behind a few strands of hair that had fallen.

The knuckles touched the skin pressed against her back, and the heat wrapped the waist and abdomen that belonged to a man who was different from hers, and it was the strength she couldn't break away, like the familiar brother who was completely different. used to be coquettish, and she also hugged the waist of Zhan Xiaoyan, even if he was shirtless, she naturally hugged without any sense of twisting.

But this man is different, she will panic and her heart will beat hard.

The firmness and elasticity of the smooth touch made her can't help but hide her fingers in the palm of her hand and clench them into a fist, still accidentally sweeping to the scorching temperature.

Yin Zhen clasped her body and dodged with her bow, bent down, leaned his chin against his heart, and whispered yes. With his long arm stretched, the door opened, and it shook slightly by the dark purple curtain that kept the gap inside.

Zhan smiled awkwardly in his arms, biting his lower lip to look at the door that was blown open by the sudden wind, and the floor-to-ceiling curtains inside lifted a corner and hit the door, making it seem that the wind was more urgent, and the damp cold swept across the small courtyard.

The branches and leaves of the grape trellis rustled, and a cat meow faintly came from the beams.

The man's shirt wrapped around his body was blown wider by the wind, and the thigh-length hem rolled over the twisted arms of the two, causing a shiver, and the legs tightened and shrunk closer to the person behind him.

There was a muffled thunder in the night sky, roaring unscrupulously, from far to near, becoming clearer and clearer.

Yinzhen's face slid down her hair to the open neckline and rubbed gently, her chin rested on the delicate collarbone and looked into her lowered eyes, her thin lips did not move and asked softly, "Don't go in, it's going to rain." ”

As the words fell, the air lit up with a bright white light accompanied by a loud bang, like splitting a huge white gap in the night sky.

A white cat quickly rushed past the roof without making a sound, and landed in the courtyard in a neat jump, quickly flashing into the crack of the open door.

Zhan Xiaoyi exclaimed, his body shrunk into a smaller ball, and he leaned against Yinzhen tightly, and his clenched fist was held in his palm.

Her sudden fear seemed to be even more terrifying than when he got closer, her black pupils suddenly shrank into two small black dots, she didn't know what she was looking at without focus, her eyes were dry and there was no water, but she couldn't stop whimpering in her throat.

The wind rattled the doors and windows, and the raindrops crackled and knocked on the glass, leaving watermarks and washed by the new rain.

Yin Zhen's heart tightened suddenly, picked up the trembling petite body, and walked into the room.

As soon as the door opened and closed, the swinging curtains were already wet, and the calves that stuck to Zhan Xiao's feet were wrapped around them, enveloping Yinzhen who was leaning against the door.

Zhan smiled and stared straight at the rain outside the window, his fingers over his shoulders and left a crooked mark on the glass, and his fingertips tapped lightly on it.

The white light that flashed through the gray sky, illuminating the tear stains on her face, Yin Zhen looked at her blankly and tightened her arms, and called out inaudibly.

Her face was pressed against his ear, the tip of her nose pressed against the cold glass, and a white mist came out. Tears fell more quickly than the rain outside, and there was no sound, sliding down his cheeks and falling on his shoulders.

The rain was icy, the tears were hot, intertwined and dripping to the chest, burning the beating heart.

"Smile ......"

Zhan smiled and kept wiping the fog from the glass, staring intently outside, his eyes unblinking, and tears kept pouring out.

He quietly hugged her and watched. The warm palm caressed her arms and thighs, not covering her coldness, but cooling into her heart.

She couldn't hear his call.

Her world, he can't get into.

Yin Zhen hugged her away from the door and window and walked to the bedside, causing a violent reaction, crying and holding the curtain and not letting go.

"No, I don't go back to my room, I don't read, I don't review, I don't take exams, I don't go to school, I'm going to the hospital!"

"Brother, take me there, I want to see my mother, I miss her. Don't leave me home alone, it's raining hard, Mimi is afraid of thunder, and I'm afraid too. ”

"I promise I'll be good and get the first place in the exam. I promise to listen to you, I am not a teacher or a soldier, and I will do whatever you ask me to do. You guys...... Don't want me. ”

In the dark room, only a dim light shone through the cracks in the curtains, and Zhan smiled and slid on the ground with a smile, and sat down in a small ball, crying hoarsely. The cat cautiously leaned over and rubbed her cool calves and licked her fingers.

Yin Zhen squatted beside her and looked at the person and cat in front of her, her hand hanging in the air, her fingertips trembling slightly, and she landed on top of her head and stroked the long half-wet hair behind her back.

Memories are not all beautiful moments, but there are also some scars that sink into the bottom of my heart, which cannot be touched lightly or never remembered lightly.

People who seem simple and happy do not necessarily have a bright past, and the smiling eyes will always cover unknown injuries and pains.

Before entering the door, he didn't care about Jiang Yucheng's words, and he didn't even look down on the twelve years between them, but now he realized that he was right. He didn't know much about Zhan Xiaoyi, at least not as much as he thought he would. All he knew was a woman with the name of Ulanara-Siyue, and as for the inner smile, as long as she didn't say it, he had no way of knowing.

In the past twenty-five years, he has never seen her like this, even if she is sad and drunk in the face of separation, she just cries and sleeps in his arms, and she has never looked like this.

At this time, she was so fragile and helpless that he felt distressed, but he could only watch and couldn't say half a word. If he hadn't woken up and left when she was five years old, if he had been by her side, perhaps...... A qiē is not the same.

Yin Zhen hugged her shoulders and leaned against her chest, her head was against him, her back hunched back, and her hands kept patting on him, leaving small finger prints on him. His body went from tense to relaxed, sitting on the ground beside her, wrapping around her shoulders and caressing her hair and back, sobbing and settling his breathing slowly, tentatively hugging her across his arms.

"My brother said that my mother went to heaven and went to accompany my father, will there really be heaven? I want to accompany them. ”

The hoarseness, which was almost covered by the sound of the rain, froze Yinzhen, who leaned towards the head of the bed, hugged the person in his arms and held the cold little face.

"Will they not want me? What if I can't find them?"

In the darkness, the foreheads of the two men were pressed against one place, and they could not see each other. In the exchange of breaths, they looked at each other with their eyes open.

"If it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have let my brother take care of me, and he would have been able to go to school and stay in school. When my mother left, I saw my brother crying, he never cried, I knew he missed his mother. I'm not afraid of death, really, but I can't bear my brother, if I die, what will he do alone. ”

Yinzhen's hand was on the back of her neck and gently rubbed, and she asked in a low voice: "What would I do without you?"

Zhan smiled as if he hadn't heard it, "I know he likes Ruoli, if he didn't have me, he would let her be his girlfriend, they must be doing well." But my brother avoided her, and he told Brother Lu that he would not consider marriage until I finished my studies and got married. I want to drop out of school and no one agrees, and I don't allow me to skip school if I work hard to take credits, but even if I graduate, I am not old enough to get married, so why do I have to be twenty years old?"

The fingers rubbing the back of her neck stopped, pulled her closer and breathed on her lips, and asked sadly, "Who to marry?"

Zhan Xiaoyi's hand was pushed against his chest, and he lowered his head as if sighing: "I don't know, it seems that no one is willing to marry me except Jiang Yucheng." ”

It was still pouring rain outside, and one door and one window surrounded another world.

In the room, the cat lying at the end of the bed purred and slept, and there was no sound.

The kiss was light, and the soft lips were warmer than his hands, and they fell gently on the center of the smiling brow.

Feeling a slight push, Yinzhen hugged her and rubbed her straight back as if comfortingly. The kiss moved more gently to the eyebrows, kisses on her closed eyelids, blinking eyelashes, kisses over the tear stains on her face.

Zhan smiled hoarsely, and his head and neck were gently supported by his palms.

His lips and tongue with the spicy and strange aroma of spirits delicately traced the shape of her lips, delicate lips, and plump lower lip. As if he was not in a hurry to taste the sweetness in her mouth again, he kissed and pecked lightly, sucked her small lips between her lips, and kissed gently.

She also has the taste of wine in her mouth, different from his, sweet, with a faint milky fragrance, and under the kiss is the drunkenness of alcohol.

The taste of wine is transmitted through the lips, and it is strong and domineering, making people have the illusion of being drunk.

Yinzhen's ten fingers were gently inserted into her hair, and the tongue hook that slipped into her mouth like a spirit snake picked at her hot and humid softness, pulling each other closer.

Zhan smiled quietly without crying or making trouble, and the tip of his small tongue dodged his entanglement immaturely and jerkyly.

His breath lingered in her ears for a long time, and the breath lingered all around her, in addition to the wine and the faint smell of sandalwood, which made her dizzy and couldn't tell where she was day and night, only those two warm thin lips never left. Familiar as if she had kissed a thousand times, gently and delicately pampering every bit of sensitive nerves that had made her fall for him.

The increasingly eager kiss made Zhan Xiao almost suffocate, and he was weakly soft on Yinzhen's naked chest. The pale little face became ** hot, and the crimson smeared the white undulation that spread from the slender neck to the neckline, ironing against his strong heartbeat.

Yin Zhen hugged her tightly and put her on the bed and pressed it gently, and every rise and fall of the two people's bodies fit together just right, so that there were no gaps.

The lips are gently covered, no longer kissing and sucking gently.

Zhan smiled and pillowed his arm and gasped urgently, holding down the hand that was unbuttoning his shirt on his body, and was held by Yinzhen and put it to his heart. The trembling of his palms matched his heartbeat, and he couldn't tell which one was faster and hotter.

"The wine of love. ”

A whisper spilled out from between his lips, with a sigh of incomprehension.

"Huh?" Yin Zhen answered vaguely, his fingertips slowly and repeatedly rubbing his lower lip, which was kissed more moist and full, and the sexy hoarseness in his voice could not be hidden.

Zhan's smiling eyes were half-closed in the darkness, and he lay on his back and his voice was misty, "The wine you drink, Tequila, is a symbol of love, sexy and romantic. You shouldn't drink with Brother Lu and them, this kind of wine has to be drunk with a woman, and two people who love each other drink their love to the fullest. ”

Yinzhen's thumb pressed her lips, her eyelashes swept the thick curls under her eyes, and she asked in a hoarse voice, "What did you drink?"

Zhan smiled and tilted his head into his shoulder and neck, and his fingers tapped down on his hot chest, "Whisky, Brandy, Vodka, Tequila...... I don't remember what I was drinking. ”

Yin Zhen frowned and held her head, her fingers moved a few times to pull all her hair above her head, her thin lips fell behind her ears and gently licked and kissed her small earlobe, "Milk wine?"

Zhan smiled and was cleverly pressed under him, pushing the neck next to his face and whispering: "Baileys, it's a kind of milk wine, I like this." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Waiting for love. ”

In the darkness, they couldn't even see each other's silhouettes clearly, only the sound of breathing that gradually calmed down.

Yin Zhen kissed Zhan's smiling lips, held her hand close to her heart, and said in a low voice, "Don't marry anyone, I'll wait for you to grow up, I'll marry you." ”