Chapter 231: Loneliness in Life (5)
"Xin'er, the girl went back?"
"Hmm!"
Looking at his son's lonely figure, An's father put down the bricks in his hand, took out the crumpled cigarette, handed it to Anxin, took a heavy breath, emitted a thick smoke, and was depressed by life, leaving only a knife-cut face, a gloomy heart, a confused eye, and the last glimmer of hope, which was peace of mind. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"It's all because I'm useless, it's all because I'm useless!"
Anxin tried to squeeze out a smile as much as possible, for fear that his words would irritate his father.
"Dad, it's okay to go, it's impossible for me to be with her, she's like a lark flying in the sky, her song can only be in the branches of leaves, the blue sky. ”
Like a toad looking up at the sky on the ground, my meeting with her was accidental, like a toad that accidentally jumps on a branch, although the lark will rejoice in its courage, sing for it, cheer for it, and stay for it. ”
"But, it was a moment, like when a flower blooms, brilliantly. However, there is always a time to wither. When she returned to her branches, the clear blue sky. Find her partner, her family. Soon, she would forget the toad she had once met, because they were people of two worlds. ”
"In the past few years, we have seen less joys and sorrows? In the face of bloody facts, love is just an illusion. ”
"But, hey!"
Father An sighed faintly, and An Xin hurriedly interrupted: "Dad, don't say it." When I go home, I will listen to you, marry a daughter-in-law, let her take care of you and your mother, and I will be a teacher. Staying by your side every day, growing old with you and your mother, our family lives a ...... with peace of mind. ”
"How I want to see my grandchildren, how much I want to hear them call me grandpa, but Mom and Dad can't wait for this day, leaving you alone, alone in the world, we are really sorry for you, sorry for you. ”
Father An, who sighed in his heart, stepped on the smoking cigarette butts on the ground with his mud-covered liberation shoes, and left a back in his reassuring eyes, with reluctance, confusion, and love for his son.
"Anxin, when are you going to move out? I know about your family, but the school has school rules, what if you are like this, what if other students follow suit?"
As soon as she entered the dormitory, Anxin, who heard the words, walked over, habitually took the plastic bag in her hand, threw it into the trash, walked in, and said with a smile: "Auntie, don't worry, I won't embarrass you." Thanks to your help, I was able to stay here for an extra year. ”
"Hey, Auntie doesn't want to embarrass you, at most this semester, you must move, otherwise the school will investigate it, and Auntie won't be able to please you." Come and eat with the aunts. ”
"Auntie, I've eaten, you can eat! I'll go up first." ”
"Hey, this kid has a hard life!"
"Who's to say it's not! A good key student, if it wasn't for the family's business, wouldn't ....... ”
When I returned to the dormitory, I saw that my roommate was not there, and I couldn't suppress the peace of mind that curled up on the ground, letting the tears spread, and crying silently in the dimly lit house.
Outside, the sunset has just set with specks of purple-red in the sky, slowly overlapping with the reflection in the water. Under the blowing of the wind, it gradually blurred, blurring not only the surface of the lake, but also people's hearts.
"Xin'er, Xin'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ....... ”
After crying for a long time, when I heard the movement outside the dormitory, Anxin hurriedly got up and ran to the bathroom to clean the tear stains and stains on my body.
When I got out of the bathroom, I looked at my roommate who had returned with a smile on his face. Listen to them frustrate over a teamfight mistake, regret a mistake in operation, and babble about their teammates betraying themselves.
"Brothers, are you okay?"